THIS IS A TOTALLY RANDOM POST

juz p0pped int0 my mind so i decided 2 bl0g abt it,since its dumb=D

c0z im sitting at the dining table & facing the fr0nt do0r,so im in full view of the size of the bars or wadever u call it, the do0r de gaps..

c0z everytime we let buns run ar0und the h0use crazily,we cl0se the wo0den do0r so she w0nt escape 0utta de h0use

but lo0king at the metal do0r,i realise we dun haf much 2 w0rrie ab0ut

cuz buns is pr0bably to0 fat 2 squeeze thr0ugh the gaps-.-

l0ve her th0(:
fat & dumb lo0king..she looks like a dog^^
but trust me,she's smart & she's WAAAAAAAAAAY cute

to0 bad she always tries 2 scare me by running after me/t0wards me
den i'll think she wanna attack me & scream & run away

& when i wanna stroke her SHE runs away-.-

weird relati0nship i haf wif buns=p

i really hate myself
i d0 things dat i regret later 0n,or when its to0 late

melissa tan shi min,
go 2 hell

i wish i were n0t myself
c0z seri0usly i w0uld like it much better

s0 many flaws
s0 many weaknesses
s0 many things dat i wanna turn back time & n0t do
so many w0rds i wanna take back
s0 many acti0ns i rather n0t d0
s0 many things i hate ab0ut myself

why am i never successful at anything
EXCEPT WRECKING UP MY LIFE
mucked up my life big time
super darn mucked up [yes i d0 mean Mucked up,n0 changes 2 the w0rd]

melissa,grow up luh bitch

yay dis is my 300th p0st!! wh00ts! *celebrates wif champange*
HAHAHAHAHA im kidding ab0ut the champange=p
anyway~

2day was my rdna m0dule^^
my teammates consisted 0f:
yuhan [HE CAME!! heehee]
wanfu
clark [he betrayed his team & j0ined 0urs=P]
kenneth
ME! [r0se am0ng the th0rns^^]

thr0ugh0ut the day they guys haf really been suaning me..in fact i kicked yuhan when i went 0utta de lab=P suzie saw den she sh0cked..o.0
hahahas^^

but seri0usly i was quite hurt by them at the fact dat they kept talking am0ngst themselves & didnt include me in..yea=(
& den i g0t an0ther scandal-.-

& den after scho0l i s0rta burst 0ut siaa...im super de duper s0rrie lehz i really didnt mean it..=( its really n0t 0ver the answers thing..its juz dat i really felt left 0ut..

in the end yuhan say he w0nt kajiao me..n0w i feel weird dat he dun kajiao me=( please please please kajia0 me la HAHA

i feel its quite funny sia..i can juz tell my classmates
"aw u n0e i l0ve u riite"
or
"i miss ur crap"
etc etc

hahas c0z really la,i juz wanna be real l0r..i dun wanna be afraid 0f wad pe0ple will think etc,wh0 cares? so,
my dearest w55m classmates/teammates
i REALLY REALLY REALLY l0ve u all,n0 matter wad(:
seri0usly i really enj0y my time wif this class & de ppl..like lunch 2day,they kept 'pushing' me here & there,im n0t a piece of meat!! HAHA
i l0ve u all all the same(:

yuhan please be back 2 n0rmal luh=( u nt crappy nt like u,ur crap always make me wanna whack u & wanna laugh sia^^

asked yuhan didi where was 0ur lab 4 rdna class 2m0rr0w..he said he dunn0 & said he might n0t be g0ing scho0l..=( c0z he haf 2 d0 his rep0rt luh..

& i g0t so sad=(
c0z seri0usly rite,its really c0mf0rtable 2 talk 2 him etc & everything
in a sense im quite dependant on him luh..like in scho0lwork he's always the 0ne i turn 2 4 help
when im d0wn i talk 2 him,n0t telling him im d0wn,but n0eing his CRAP will always brighten up my day^^ dunn0 y but i juz n0e it..c0z he's juz plain silly th0 he's s0 smart=P
his and clark's nonsense,always makes me wanna laugh 0ut^^

& he says he might n0t be c0ming 2morr0w!!
0h man=(
0h man oh man 0h man oh man oh man.............
oni same class as him 0nce a week sia..hmph

i guess im m0re dependant 0n pe0ple den i realise..0h man=(
im sad
c0me scho0l la didi=(

YES MY PP SC0PE HAS FINALLY BEEN ACCEPTED! hahas^^

anyway i was g0ing 2 scho0l 2day & on the bus den suddenly ks sms me asking me whether 2day is lab..turns 0ut 2day is,after c0nfirmation with bingl0ng & ks,YES THERE IS LAB

oh man,my attire:
black sh0rts
sandals

no labc0at

HAHA in the end i g0 ask faci whether can g0 she say n0 labc0at cant-.-
so i went 0ut..den j0el oso dun haf labc0at & wearing slippers
HAHA den ks os0 slack wif us,he decided 2 b late
& saw shurong & jason & psych0ed them 2 g0 in later as well since they were already late
den joyce came 0ver & she os0 nt pr0perly attired

pe0ple i saw while i was slacking ar0und:
bingl0ng
clark
wanfu
GJ
yuhan
farhana
sonia


in the end all decided 2 p0n HAHA^^
went 2 w4 2 eat & saw enoch oso
HAHA really see al0t of ppl when i p0n
juz finished eating g0t some dumb fire drill
0ni affected s0me bl0cks-.-
the day we decide 2 p0n,g0t fire drill..wad bad timing

1st time in my whole rp life i p0n all the way!! hahas^^ i always partial

& now im slacking in the library wif them^^

2day met the 3 idi0ts again & went 2 scho0l wif them^^

after scho0l pam wanted 2 g0 eat so i called her after my 6p ended..den c0z internet was d0wn c0z of ut,so i c0uldnt msn la..den she answered & whispered urgently 2 me "6p 6p talk 2 u later"
den CLEVER ME heard wr0ngly..i heard it as "ut ut talk 2 u later"
so i faster 'orh' den kup la..den after dat i sms t0ny say she gt ut so muz wait 4 her..th0 i kept w0ndering why she gt ut when she didnt menti0n it in the m0rning..

den after awhile she call me..made me SOOOOOO curious..how come she can call during her ut 1?!
in the end its c0z i hear wr0ng-.-
aaronn t0ny & pam laughed at me=(
pamela & t0ny say i g0ngg0ng 1=(

den went 2 eat at n0rthpoint wif them^^ aaron didn't eat..
pam & i ate d0ry fish^^ juz keep swimming juz keep swimming juz keep swimming swimming swimming~
HAHA finding nemo de dory sing de..
g0ing h0me 4 dinner s0memore..was s0 bl0ated i c0uldnt finish my fo0d of course=P

read 0n the newspaper ab0ut some beach in pungg0l where its nice etc etc..the newspaper g0t pics & w0ah it IS nice..however little ppl n0e abt it..& its hard 2 find i guess
4 simple picnic wif frenz etc..waah..makes me so feel like g0ing

i can juz imagine:
PEACEFUL [0h man i s0 need peace in this dumb scho0l whirlwind]
the waves de sound splash splash splash
the beach n0t dirty at all
nice sand or wadever 2 walk on
comfy oversized tshirt wif comfy sh0rts & bright vibrant yell0w flip fl0ps
nice picnicbasket wif h0memade sandwiches inside it
nice c0ld drink
stressfree envir0nment,can destress
can play 2 my hearts c0ntent

lemme now add in anticlimax
wif aar0n t0ny & ch & pamela
ok pamela is seri0usly ok la,i mean she's my bestie!! & she see me unglam until dun wanna see already l0r i think=p & m0re fun wif her anyway
bt aaron tony & ch?!
i can imagine aaron chiding us 4 playing to0 far fr0m the beach,or eating to0 much 0r being to0 n0isy etc
i can imagine ch eating quietly by himself,paiseh paiseh 1
i can imagine t0ny laughing at pamela & i,& making dumb comments when we unglam

HAHA
but all in all,i really love the pe0ple i g0 scho0l wif..aww~ hahas^^

well 2day was a funny day^^

early morning tony called pretending 2 be from rp,telling me dun haf scho0l
dumb thing he did c0z:
1stly-he called me using his ph0ne,i gt caller ID saw his name b4 i picked up
2ndly-rp dun call de wad
3rdly-where g0t inf0rm so late 1 anyway

hahas told my mom & she had a good laugh
told pam & she oso laughed
tony aaron & ch oso laughed hahas
in a nutshell:tony is dumb=p

& after scho0l pam & i went kfc..& she sh0wed me some unglam pics of me..laughed my ass off^^ really unglam & sometimes really dumb=p like my sitting on the railing in the lift

& pamela always gets super high when she talks ab0ut my marriage..HAHA she dat time say until so happy she wanna be my fl0wer girl
den 2day say she wanna put all my unglam pics & show as slide show on my wedding-.- dumb girl HAHA
WAIT TILL I GT BF 1ST LA HAHA she kuku 1=p

little things made my day^^

& my d0g is caring,but spoilt the caring image i had of him after he kept saying i scold him d0g..i didnt..i called him my dog=(
hahas^^ my dog rocks=p

people.

waah polyDINS service was GREAT! awes0meeeeeeeeeeeee!!

the drama really made me sit up & watch,f0cused..hahas c0z its really great!!

i remember i wanted 2 g0 4 this dunn0 wad concert where the performers use very normal stuff like trashbins etc 2 make n0ise which miraculously s0unds great!! & i super wanted 2 watch it but didnt la=(

but the drama was great! nehe was very dumb in the 1st part man!! & wah g0t gals dressed as police & drumming on the trashbins..SO CO0L!! its my ambition 2 b a p0lice since y0ung & i always wanted 2 learn drums..*envious*

HAHA but then the wh0le drama was really co0l wif all the s0unds made & everything..& the casts were all musicians!! 0h man 0h mannnnnn..its really co0l..like they make the music den g0t beat 1..SO COOL LA!!

i wish i had brought ppl..it was really fantastic!!=(

Jesus l0ves me this i n0e
for the bible tells me s0
little 0nes 2 Him bel0ng
they are weak but HE IS STR0NG :D

YES JESUS LOVES ME!
YES JESUS LOVES ME!
YES JESUS LOVES ME!
FOR THE BIBLE TELLS ME SO!

heehee l0ve this s0ng,plus this s0ng has been stuck in my head the wh0le of this week..hahas everytime im d0wn etc,like the pr0blem statement giving me stress etc,i'll walk 0ut of class & softly sing/hum it 2 myself^^ if n0t i'll juz sing it inside my head^^
it calms me d0wn^^

anyway yesterday dinnered wif pam at suki..l0ng time never g0 there..but pam p0wer,b4 dat she sakae buffet-ed wif bernard 4 lunch,den after dat still can dinner wif me..oh my gosh la!! hahas^^ pam is a piggie=p she always says IM the pig..im n0t ok=( HAHA but it was fun dinnering wif her,plus i went 2 find her when she buffet-ing so g0t 2 see bernard as well..hahahahas he's changed s0 much since sec1^^

c0z yesterday module was chem,so after scho0l ben say walk 2gether 0utta scho0l la..i walk till the 169 busstop den he walk by himself after dat la,den he g0 rush me when i packing my bag happily-.- den after i pack i g0 fill water,c0me back his fren called him den he TALK TALK TALK den i g0 play wif plug..even my another classmate ask me whether im b0red l0r..BEN'S FAULT somemore he say i slow..HAHA

den he yesterday say he act nerd-.- dumbdumb la he=p den walk walk walk 2 bus stop liao den he pei me wait 4 bus,which came super super fast^^ den after dat he walk by himself back home HAHA
HE STAY NEAR SCHOOL OK! STILL ALWAYS LATE!!=P

yesterday was a fun day^^

& i kicked yuhan on thursday..HAHA^^ so shi0k=p

hellos^^

2 start 0ff,i shall happily tell u all dat i am SERIOUSLY contemplating 2 see a d0ctor 4 my st0mach,like finally^^
dun gimme dat -.- face,i cant help it if i dun wanna queue up at the polyclinic
but pam ask me 2 g0 silvercross
so shall g0 there so0n^^

my st0mach started having pr0blems since sem2,on & off,but quite regularly..& yesterday i had stomach pr0blems since the start of scho0l,& it hurt all the way till nite,till when i sleep,& the pain was swinging from pain to extreme pain den back 2 pain & den extreme pain & den......yea u get the idea~

& when i went 2 bed it was still hurting
& when i w0ke up 2day,it wasn't feeling go0d either, & it 0ni g0t w0rse as the day unf0lded..=(
it g0t bad till like yesterday..& lemme tell u the feeling sucks

i really cannot stand it & i keep on wanna cry but den didnt..even sh0uted & laughed like n0rmal but the pain was there thr0ugh0ut..

*ps: johnathon is my d0g!! *grins*
l0ng story there hahas but im a nice girl!! ^^
unf0rtunately it caused a scandal in my m0nday class AS WELL

thus far,oni my tuesday & friday class i haf n0 scandal..oh g0sh=( dats SAD 3 0utta 5 days of scandals..haix=(

walking h0me 2day i kept telling myself "my st0mach is ok my st0mach is fine"
chanting chanting chanting it 2 myself all the way back h0me h0ping 2 take my mind off the pain & 2 deceive myself dat i AM fine..positive thinking ma..unfortunately the pain was too bad so it didn't mask the pain

& i really wanted 2 cry but den i was afraid dat when i cry i w0uld cause the pain 2 be w0rse or something..haix=(

y my st0mach liddat? help me please=(

l0tsa sickies=(

miss weiting!
heard fr0m emily dat weiting g0t admitted 2 the h0spital,her fever sh0t up
my dearest weiting,take care 0kies? dun strain urself uhh..muz rest more & everything!! u muz recover ok?! rest m0re, dun push urself to0 hard,i wanna see the silly weiting back safe & s0und okies? wif ur "siala!" hahas take care 0f urself my dear silly girl^^
miss u!!

mister tan weiloong!
eye infection rite? whack u uh..u better take care 0f ur eyes & rest more,if n0t i'll personally g0uge ur eyes 0ut as i t0ld u..& if i ever find 0ut u're reading this post & ur eye is still badly infected i'll kill u,proper proper kill u hahas^^ take care okies mister stubborn!! rest more la!


2 my lovely brother[mister stubborn] & sister[dear weiting]
take care okies? will keep u b0th in prayer

2 every1 else who is sick/not sick
take care okies? dun fall sick okies? take care of urselves!!

i juz had some durian!! omg!! i noe i noe,u're salivating away HAHA aww to0 bad~ hahas
anyway~ it reminded me of the time when i ate durian wif pamela at ch0ng pang..HAHA
al0ng wif our chicken/pork ch0p
hahahas^^
& the best thing?
we were g0ing home 4 dinner after 0ur fo0d^^

if i dun remember wr0ngly it was 2 durians..yups..to0 bad,hit me if im wr0ng but i think the 0ni 1 wh0 noes w0uld b pam c0z i dun think i bl0gged the number of durians up^^ so oni pam can hit me=P & i'll definitely hit back^^

ah it was l0ng ag0! last year 2 be exact..but i dun remember when since im a huge fan of sh0rt hair heehee^^ always drag pamela 2 pei me 1^^(poor her) s0 while im happily getting my haircut she'll be sitting next 2 me trying 2 entertain herself,taking unglam pics 0f me,& talking 2 me n0nsensical stuff,noeing i cant hit her c0z im having my haircut s0 she ask till very happy..dumbdumb pam=p

& my dad is saying the same 0ld joke again everytime i say i wanna eat-.-
he's been saying the same j0ke since goodness noes when man! n0t updated 1 his j0kes-.-
0h well,i can't gif him the sian dia0 face if n0t later he expl0de or something & refuse 2 buy me my nicenice dinner^^

& its 7:38 & i haven studied 4 micr0bio..totally no mo0d=(

waah 2day i tried 2 on my lapt0p den 4 s0me reas0n it c0uldn't g0 2 the login page..man!! freaked me 0ut & i g0t super w0rried c0z muz study 4 microbi0 ut,& i haven even opened any of the 6ps yet=(

BUT MY LAPTOP COULDN'T ON!!
so i off-ed it,to0k out the battery,prayed a super short prayer [& when i mean short i mean REAL short]
& den tried 2 on it again..

OH MY GOD!! CAN!! *whew*

happy!! hahas thank God man!!^^

i already plan already l0r..if cannot i sms either suzie/clark/ben/binglong 2 send me the 6ps thru email den i open using the big 0ld com..now thinking ab0ut it the old com pr0bably cant open them anyway c0z its too 0ld=( hahas i w0nder who w0uld haf replied me 1st HAHA^^

den g0 online le i saw 23 unread emails..

o.0 TWENTY THREE?! made me s0 happy c0z i l0ve receiving emails^^
den in the end its facebo0k de..haixhaix=( hahas^^

& rp database de=( haixhaix=(
pe0ple PLEASE update the database & send it back if u havent=(

oh. & school h0ls ending. last day 2day.


side note:

WELC0ME JOANNE!!^^

2day 0nce i on my lappy i put as a n0te the things i wanna acc0mplish by 2day:
h0me team academy visit rj
email d0nald ab0ut the clc1 classes bo0klets
c0mpile rp database
d0wnl0ad microbi0 6ps 2 study
study 4 micr0bio ut1


& n0w lemme sh0w u the list!!
h0me team academy visit rj d0ne!
email d0nald ab0ut the clc1 classes bo0klets
c0mpile rp database
d0wnl0ad microbi0 6ps 2 study d0ne!
study 4 micr0bio ut1

yay!! 2 d0wn 3 m0re 2 g0! hahas the emailing & the c0mpiling sh0uld b quite fast..the studying uh..=( think liao jiu sian=(
shall g0 do the emailing & compiling now!!

anyway~ RP PEEPS!! did u see the webmail ab0ut the hair for hope thing? whereby it is head shaving 2 raise funds & awareness abt childho0d cancer!!
i really feel like g0ing 4 it man!! but 0f c0urse i scared h0w will ppl think of me when they see me & all dat laa
but 我很想leii=(
hahas opinions please!!


*update! [10:22pm]
h0me team academy visit rj d0ne!
email d0nald ab0ut the clc1 classes bo0klets d0ne!
c0mpile rp database d0ne & sent!
d0wnl0ad microbi0 6ps 2 study d0ne!
study 4 micr0bio ut1 [no intenti0ns of really d0ing it=(]

hahas emily same bl0gskin as me..hahahas^^
pr0ves i haf go0d taste *winks*
HAHA=P

anyway because her bl0gskin is the same as mine,when i went 2 her bl0g i th0ught my lapt0p went crazy c0z i th0ught it sh0wed my blog..scared me..den scr0ll down den i realised dat its emily's bl0g hahas^^

i haf go0d taste!! *grins*

hahas i was thinking of my w45j class,yesterday sec scho0l 2day w45j 2morrow w16a? hahas w16a i think on a regular basis 0k! hahas really miss w16aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa=(

anyway~ i was thinking ab0ut w45j,adventure learning etc etc hahahahas..c0z recently went 2 read my 0lder posts when i sem1 dat time..aww hahas i miss s0ffie!! hahas rand0m..o.0 i remember i used 2 declare "soffie is MINE!!" & fight wif le0nard 0ver soffie HAHA^^
& 0nce when i was struggling wif the pr0blem statement s0ffie c0me & patpat my head & teach me hahas^^
& weilun os0,always cheering me up,wif als0n & kalai & y0landa & huimin hahas^^
& le0nard always playing game 0r kajia0ing me hahas
& azizi shawn alex terence johanes wif their muay thai in class
& all the CS in class-.- hahas=p
hahas seri0usly i d0 miss s0me of the times,especially when i cry in class & every1 w0uld reassure me dat its 0k & everything

aww w45j i miss u all=( th0 u all dun read my bl0g but i dun care!! year1sem1 was fabul0us wif u all 2 share it wif me^^
i h0pe i shall b in the same class as le0nard/s0ffie next sem!! i sure miss them!!

thursday le=( scho0l h0lidays g0nna end already=( th0 i've been d0ing absolutely n0thing but r0tting at h0me,wif some days g0ing 0ut etc..like 0ut wif pam, class 0uting, inf0rmal cg etc..but n0 w16a 0uting=( miss u all=( especially the silly 0nes^^

anyway~ 2day was my r0tting at h0me day [again-.-] den s0 i went 2 find my sec0ndary scho0l de music file! hahas^^
i was in singing elective last time ok? hahas dun believe? [yes i n0e its hard 2 believe,1 year oni anyway^^] s0 i went 2 find my music file & f0und it!! & as i browsed thr0ugh the s0ngs, g0t the nostalgic feeling..issit phrased c0rrectly?o.0 i dunn0,but anyway u get the idea^^

den i lo0k thru the s0ngs i used 2 sing, the yishun ch0ral festival 0nes,the scho0l ones..hahas^^ i really really really really really super super super like s0me of the s0ngs..like seri0usly
especially th0se sung at the yishun ch0ral festi hahas^^ i dun haf 1 0f the s0ng i like al0t th0=(

hahas s0 while i was r0tting ar0und at h0me,i was humming 2 myself & d0ing the 0ld w0man thing^^ the 想当年~ kinda thing..hahahas^^ thinking 0f the beautiful sec0ndary scho0l years..HAHA seri0usly makes me feel 0ld HAHA^^

i will never regret my sec1 year because my sec1 year was full of activities hahas^^ sec1 oni ma studies nt DAT hard,th0 i seri0usly cmi in my studies,never managed 2 beat my sis in any subject b4 hahas..i used 2 get quite d0wn c0z EVERYTIME wif0ut fail my sis would do better den me..but den after i f0und my ccas i felt much better^^

like my bel0ved athletics c0ach wh0 w0uld ALWAYS tell us dat we c0uld do much better,despite the fact dat we ALWAYS pr0test ab0ut the w0rkouts he gif us,ALWAYS bargain wif him..hahas he was the best~ seri0usly i mean it,n0 j0ke

hahas i still remember he 0nce g0t angry wif us [like finally] & st0pped c0aching us & we g0t this h0rrible c0ach wh0 "tortured" me by making me run different workouts from the 0thers=( hahas but ah well i cant run fast so i guess dats the reas0n 4 the l0ng distance hahas..im 0utta shape n0w th0^^ after dat he came back th0^^ when we did l0ng distance running he would always run after us & "encourage" us..we always f0und him naggy & always tried 2 run away fr0m him when he did dat..thank God he w0uld pester 0thers as well..if n0t confirm die hahas^^

& like the female wushu c0ach^^ hahas to0 bad la i dun exactly l0ve the male 1? hahas the female 1 sch0lded me the 1st training she had wif us,& man h0w ir0nic,dat was wad made me continue,& she is a great c0ach..she lemme learn the cudgel s0memore!! happy!! hahas^^ lucky n0t the spear,c0z its heavier,& i c0uldnt carry it properly dats y she changed me 2 cudgel^^ & i l0ve it hahas^^

singing elective uhh..i guess the thing i enj0yed the m0st would be the singing itself HAHA..i didn't exactly like the teacher dat much c0z he expected the singing elective pe0ple 2 c0me juz c0z he said s0,even th0 we didn't sign up in ch0ir etc..s0me ppl even had parents c0me & den after dat den he let them g0..but i like singing hahas & the s0ngs r NICEEEE~ heehee

0kies dis is such a rand0m p0st..o.0
i seri0usly miss my athletics c0ach th0..hahas mayb c0z 'bully' him to0 much le la..he was a great c0ach^^ i wish he w0uld c0me c0ach rp..den mayb might get 2 see him running ar0und scho0l hahas^^ terence say mayb sia!! i wish i wish^^

& i haf 2 d0 the dumb rj 4 the h0me team academy thing plus i haf 2 skip my wednesday class c0z the ttsh t0ur is 0n wednesday-.- i th0ught after scho0l..dumb me 4g0t 2 see pr0perly..hmph..angry wif myself sia!!=(

0kies this is a very rand0m p0st

i was sitting on the s0fa balancing my laptop on my lap,den i try 2 shift 2 get m0re comfortable den my laptop hit my specs! which in turn hit the bridge of my n0se & den my eyes started tearing

0mg scared me!! th0ught i was g0nna get blind 0r something c0z my visi0n g0t blurry..lucky n0thing seri0us happened..but my nose bridge there g0t a slight r0und red sp0t c0z there is where the specs collided wif my nose bridge..so sad=(

shall g0 & inspect the damage in the mirr0r n0w bye!

OH MY G0D PE0PLE!! GUYS U W0NT BELIEVE THIS!! [okies applies 2 gals as well its juz slang]

U WILL NEVER BELIEVE IT!

my materials science ut grade juz g0t 0ut & I G0T AN A!! OH MY GOD!!MY 1ST A IN THIS SEMESTER!! EVER!! 0MG!!
kept on screaing OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG!!
...by myself
c0z im al0ne at h0me so i was screaming my head off.........by myself

buns muz haf freaked 0ut man..[buns is the rabbit in my h0use^^] c0z suddenly 1 weird girl screaming in the living ro0m..ah well~ she's pr0bably used 2 it=p

0mg im so happy!! HAHA^^

t0ld yuhan he say he happy 4 me lalala^^ DEN AFTER DAT PR0CEEDED 2 KAJIA0 ME!! UNFAIR!! HAHA^^ always liddat 1 l0r he..YUHAN U SUCK!! =P [u n0e im kidding riite DIDI?^^]

heehee^^

oh 2day went 2 the home team academy thing..heehee was fun but super tired c0z l0ng time never wake up so early already lehz=(

after dat chit chat at trcc de cafe wif lianjie & tings c0z we 3 went there 2gether 2 the hmoe team academy thing
was talking ab0ut some rand0m stuff as well as s0me cl0se 2 the heart stuff..0kies simply saying..ab0ut something which happened quite recently

U N0E WAD?! was msning wif my fren den he was g0ing offline den he say he was g0ing offline..den after which he added a "u must take care"
omg wah lau! scared the hell 0utta me! made me so kan-cheong la! this is such a sensitive t0pic..pe0ple PLEASE dun say stuff liddat 2 me 0kies? or suddenly say stuff like "eh thanks really appreciate u!" [ok i n0e this is rare] bec0z its g0nna scare the hell 0utta me!!
hahas bt i n0e my fren didn't mean 2 scare me hahahahahas^^

ah well~ anyway~
i was sleeping 2day den suddenly wake up..c0ld=( no w0nder c0z my blanket wasn't c0vering me^^ s0 i c0ver myself wif my blanket neat neat den curl up & sleep again..i n0e its rand0m but..yea its rand0m..im a rand0m girl wad^^

whee! friday went 0ut wif pam^^ l0ng time never g0 0ut wif her already l0=(

anyways~ went 0ut wif pam 2 1stly tampines c0z she wanted a bag^^ den finally after a l0ng l0ngggggggg time she chose her bag & b0ught it..hahas..SHE AS MAFAN AS ME 0K?! HAHA [4 th0se wh0 n0e my st0ries ab0ut the porridge & the vanilla coke=p]

anyway so we went 2 watch monster vs aliens..3D 0MG NICEEE!! hahas initially felt s0rrie 4 the gal c0z on her wedding day sia=( but den eventually she f0und such nicenice monster frenz hahas^^ i like bob & the bigbig grub thingie..heehee^^ pam os0,we always like same thing sia..hahas imagine next time we like same guy..o.0

HAHA SO ANYWAY~
after dat it ended nicely & we bus-ed back 2 yishun,to0k 39 instead of 969 c0z we haf bus concession,we were tired & wanted 2 sleep,and c0z we had al0t of time 2 spare

after finally reaching yishun [we b0th slept on the bus..unglam!!=P]

we slacked ar0und & went 2 see cute puppies etc den bus-ed 2 yiochukang 2 g0 sakura!! pam bo0ked a table 4 us..heehee eating there is S0 DIFFERENT FR0M W0RKING THERE!! hahas^^ [duh~]

s0 anyway we ate there,i very fast full sia=( but was super fun!! & 0mg yio chu kang like so crowded sia!! their fo0d was nice^^

but 2 me the nicest fo0d from sakura was when i 1st day at w0rk at balestier & washing the trays den pam rushed in & popped some mushro0m in my m0uth den after dat t0ld me BLACK SHIRT C0MING DUN BITE!! den i was sh0cked so i swall0wed the wh0le thing=p but it was super nice!! c0z i was hungry & tired & the fo0d was nice & h0t^^ hahas^^ dats y i say its the nicest food from sakura=p [btw im n0t a lesbian & neither is pam,i always haf 2 stress bec0z of SEM1 PE0PLE wh0 last time always say i les-.-]

after eating we sl0wly walk walk 2 mrt station den to0k mrt h0me den tadah~ pam ch0se 2 walk h0me while i bus-ed h0me,im a lazy pig^^

reach h0me liao den slack slack slack den sleep! ^^

who0..my m0m was learning english by herself thru s0me bo0k which she k0ped from my aunt..hahas its super funny la^^

she kept asking me ab0ut this & dat & dis & dat hahas

super funny laaa she,she was SO EXCITED ab0ut learning english..den she was like "later g0 study study study!~*"

HAHA she's super funny la she,taking c0mputer less0ns plus learning english by herself hahas^^

0mg i suddenly cann0t breathe pr0perly..like dat time in class
like my ears g0nna burst,like g0t al0t of pressure & my eyes feel like g0nna pop out..0mg HELP!! WAD ON EARTH IS WR0NG WIF MEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE?! haix

celebrating my sis bdae n0w=) nicenice cake^^ her bf b0ught the cake,den somehow or another mom me sis & sis bf celebrating HAHA^^

warning:l0ng p0st ahead

yesterday had my w55m class 0uting!
& yes,it the number 0f pe0ple were pathetic! [well i t0ld ya s0=(]

actually the total number 0f pe0ple already n0t al0t,ar0und 8 oni..which means including candy clark & yuhan,but den candy c0uldn't make it,clark high fever,yuhan was n0t c0nfirmed & in the end he c0uldn't make it os0

s0 it was oni 5 of us-.-
suzie enoch wanfu kelvin and me
yea

hahas pathetic rite? but i had super l0ts of fun!!^^
we met at 12,den subsequently m0st were late,den after dat went 2 ntuc 2 buy drinks,den after dat we decided 2 take mrt..den after dat we decided 2 take the circle line 2 paya lebar!! green line ma..den we went 2 bishan 2 take..oni 2 realise dat....................................
it wasn't c0mpleted yet-.- oni abit complete,so we took 2 serangoon den chane 2 purple line den take 2 dhoby den change 2 red line den take 1 stop 2 city hall THEN FINALLY change 2 green line 2 g0 bedok

after dat when we reached bedok we didn't really n0e wad bus 2 take,lo0k here lo0k there in the end enoch g0 ask den we went 2 take 401

finally reached ecp but we wanted 2 walk 2 the bicycle sh0p but the bus st0p was far fr0m there so we walked there,super h0t super tiring
st0pped 4 a sh0rt rest at the t0ilet & den continued 0ur walk..finally reached!! sat d0wn 2 haf NICENICE lunch co0ked by suzie^^ heehee i was supposed 2 do sausage & crabmeat but..heh heh th0se wh0 n0e my h0me ec st0ry..*winks*
so in the end suzie did all the fo0d,i juz buy utensils^^

after dat they play blackjack & the l0ser 4 each r0und muz cho0se truth or dare..i protest like crazy l0r=(
WAH AFTER 5 R0UNDS I HAVEN KENA I S0 HAPPY I DUN WANNA PLAY BUT N0! they say muz play till i kena=( den at the 6th r0und i kena,truth,the question was easy^^ [thank goodness]

den after dat,WE WENT CYCLING!! WH0OTS!! heehee^^ all 5 of us cycled,all the way 2 bedok jetty where we rest awhile,super tired already sia but den dat enoch la! dunn0 where he gets his energy fr0m,still wanna cycle & c0z i os0 wanna cycle,bedok jetty n0thing much 1,den s0 cycled on,till the place where i cycle wif pam b4,where she st0p 2 play wif leaves-.- while tony went 2 find his classmates wakaka^^

wah i really sh0uldn't haf cycled wif him l0r!! HE CYCLE S0 FAST!! somemore he keep waiting 4 me 2 catch up..make me feel guilty..if n0t he w0uld haf cycled so much further already..o0

after dat turned back 2 g0 back 2 bedok jetty,den met the rest 0f them & cycled back 2 return bikes

omg TIRED!! my legs cmi & my butt hurts like hell n0w ok=( b0ught water..omg S0 NICE!! was so thirsty=(

so after dat we went 2 the beach there 2 sit sit chat chat..nicenice,al0t of ppl flying kites & the wind is super de duper refreshing!!^^ sat at the r0ck r0ck place there,super l0vely!! talk talk already den pics=( i dun like having my picture taken=(

s0 den after dat we decided 2 head 0ff,so went 2 take bus back 2 yi0chukang den g0 eat s0mewhere,den we eventually g0t off at khatib while enoch went h0me

den eat finish already we wander ar0und,wanfu needed 2 buy fo0d 4 his br0ther so we pei him,after dat we were walking den i was smsing,wanfu infr0nt of me,suzie & kelvin behind me

den i look up,wanfu smiling at me..weird? C0Z HE SAW A COCKROACH FLYING INFR0NT OF HIM!! & he still can tell me..AHH!! den saw it so ran off^^ suzie os0 ran off,the 2 GENTLEMEN didn't d0 anything except laugh at us-.- so mean riite?

after dat mrt-ed back 2 yishun & wait 4 my mom

waah my st0mach hurt like crazy yesterday nite la!! like after reaching yi0chukang my st0mach started hurting..th0se wh0 n0e my st0mach pr0blems sh0uld understand wad im talking ab0ut^^ since sem2 i had this pr0blem,den its on off on off till n0w..doc says its stress,every1's asking me 2 see an0ther doctor=P i dun think its stress either

but den my st0mach hurt like super crazy & all dat..man pain until wanna cry..seri0usly my st0mach always liddat 1 l0r=(

& my st0mach hurts n0w so BYE!=)

i wanna scream at the t0p of my v0ice
IM B0RED!! HELL0?! IM B0RED!!

haix but wh0 cares? every1 seems so busy these few days=(
plus..its 2 weeks 0f h0lidays but n0thing much g0ing on..n0 unit 0utings?
i dunn0 lehz
oni s0 far g0t 1 w55m 0uting
& im really apprehensive dat last minute there's g0nna b l0tsa pe0ple n0t turning up & everything
i dunn0,it seems so natural dat it'd be a fl0p,c0z i was the 1 wh0 suggested it

somem0re s0me1 say dat his frenz say g0ing ecp is lame
haix
talk ab0ut dampening my mo0d
n0t dat he meant 2,but den still..

ARGH
I FEEL LIKE BURSTING ALREADY LA
i myself feel like n0t g0ing even th0ugh i super l0ve cycling at east coast
the resp0nse is s0 bad

& besides
its n0t like im even cl0se 2 my classmates

like hello,would any1 even wanna talk 2 me etc? i dunn0 la!!
mayb im trying to0 hard
wh0 said rp was meant 2 b0nd?
fr0m wad i pers0nally experienced,rp is where u make frenz,u get super cl0se,h0ls in dat sem u g0 0ut,h0ls after dat sem is 4 u all 2 revert back 2 acquaintances
seri0usly la,dats wad i feel
during the semester,we cl0se like crazy,den after dat,instantly n0 more contact
heartbreaking la seri0usly

i was h0ping these h0ls would be fun etc
seems like i pinned my h0pes to0 high
they dr0pped

cranky these few days
i w0nder juz wad is wr0ng wif me

em0tion 0verl0ad
its been say,half a m0nth, ab0ut there la,gif or take a few days
im still tryin n0t 2 think ab0ut it but s0metimes really cant help it la

i wish i were a kid again

heehee went eatzi,yishun de safra 2 celebrate my sis de bdae
we always "celebrate" by g0ing 2 a restaurant den eat..
juz liddat..so sad riite=(

anyway~
my dad was j0king dat he w0uld leave after the meal s0 he dun need 2 pay [he always crack the same kinda j0ke 1 lehz-.-]
den my sis & i were juz listening & saying he leave his card can already etc
den suddenly from the corner
my mom wh0 was quite quiet all this while suddenly say, super innocently :
"oh sh0uld use hand hor"
HAHA it was SUPER dumb..my mom was eating chicken den she was trying 2 cut the chicken den in the end she opted 2 use hand..she like in her 0wn w0rld sia juz n0w!!
HER TIMING ALWAYS VERY WEIRD 1 LEHZ!! HAHA^^

ya l0r..my mom super cute 1 luh,blur blur 1,somem0re she g0t dro0py eyes den lo0k so funny=p
pe0ple say i lo0k like her,i dun mind sia!! she's g0t a very c0mical lo0k^^ & friendly^^
unfortunately i think i juz lo0k abit like her, to0 bad n0t the same in the friendliness & the comicaliness [is there such a word?]

& oh did i menti0n my mom is trying 2 learn 2 use computer? she went 4 classes & dat day she sat infr0nt of the com wif all her n0tes & den she t0ld me she wanted 2 g0 2 my d0cuments..den after dat she g0 lia0 den she was wondering how 2 g0 2 internet..thru my d0cuments

HAHA funny la she=p

hell0! rand0m p0st! lalala^^
2day g0ing 2 celebrate my sis de bdae,th0 her bdae is actually on sunday..but den pr0bably celebratin wif bf s0 we decided on a weekday instead
since i h0ls n0w..yay!!


anyway~
enoch called me jiejie yesterday!! HAHA!!
whenever pe0ple call me jiejie or anything i usually bl0g it up=p WIF PRINT SCREEN!! HAHA
po0r soffie os0 kena b4,al0t of times s0memore=p th0 he ALWAYS denies dat im his jiejie [& in actual fact i see him as a big k0rk0r,juz wanna kajiao him]

anyway,PICTURE TIME!!

i feel mean..HAHA^^

juz g0t some n0rth anniversary pics from my bel0ved val^^

she to0k AL0T but oni sent me a few if n0t i think sent till 2m0rr0w os0 haven send finish..SERI0US!! plus the fact dat my lappy is very lag=(

anyway~ i g0t the pics!! YAY!! hahas^^ happy~
THANKS L0ADS VAL!^^

dis post is specially c0z of some1 called YUHAN

HAHA b4 u all start w0ndering y im bl0gging specially c0z of a guy,lemme tell u la,he's my self pr0claimed didi^^ [as in i myself say he's my didi but he denies it all the time]

so anyway i was 0nline at nite den he c0me & kajiao me-.- [he c0me & kajiao me ab0ut an0ther guy in class wh0 he claims is my scandal]

list of my class "scandals" [only by clark,yuhan & me HAHA,i pity en0ch the m0st c0z he never j0in in yet he kena in the scandals=p but he dunn0,so ign0rance is bliss]

according 2 clark,my scandal is:yuhan

acc0rding 2 yuhan,my scandal is:clark & en0ch

acc0rding 2 ME,yuhan's scandal is:clark & en0ch [exact same pe0ple he say is MY scandal=p]

after dat he changed his msn nick 2 s0mething i shall n0t say,den g0 & online offline online offline..still dare tell me al0t of pe0ple n0e liao,at least 150

GO0DNESS!! i had 2 call him k0rk0r 2 make him st0p..omg degrading

hahas anyway,dats all i wanted 2 bl0g ab0ut..

H0W C0ME I GT S0 MANY SCANDALS 1?! UNFAIR!! 3 pe0ple in dis class sia..omg=(

n0rth anniversary was yesterday..WHEE!! was fun..like seri0usly..

i saw so many unfamiliar faces!! which is superb c0z it means dat n0rth has gr0wn SOOOOO MUCH IN THIS 1 YEAR DAT I WASN'T THERE!! 0MG!! 0h..& yuwen & yongqing are CLs already..so co0l!!^^

s0 anyway went service with them,was a special service & the message was s0000000000000000000000000 clear & s00000000000000000000000 nice!! masquerade
no praise th0=(
but the w0rship s0ng was NICE~

den rushed 0ff 2 clementi 2 g0 np de alumni place c0z they bo0ked there,den wait 4 them 2 set up everything etc & YAY!! IN WE G0!! almuni sit at the fr0nt,so paiseh..
dinner time oso they ask us 2 get 1st,make me feel s0 0ld=( HAHA

den after dinner was performances etc..nicenice^^ j0an sab0-ed me!! ask me g0 up say memorable thing ab0ut n0rth dat i haf,so paiseh! dumb weilo0ng ask me d0 presentation-.- HAHA he mister popularity sia,sooooooooooooooooooooooo many guys jumping on his back,kajiaoing him wif his "nickname"

after dat to0k al0t of pics,muz get from val^^ happy belated birthdae my dearest valerieeeeeeeeeeee~^^ hahas sweetest girl i n0e^^

den went h0me..heehee i really enj0yed myself at the w0nderful n0rth anniversary!! thank G0d 4 all the l0vely pe0ple who planned & performed/hosted!!
N0 THANKS 4 MAKING ME FEEL 0LD!! HAHA^^