simple thing only, i told you the room number of the chalet which costa sands sent to me and you dont believe saying there should be an alphabet. i also thought there should be an alphabet but the fact is that THERE ISNT. and i cant do anything cuz the sms doesnt state the alphabet. means probably when my mum goes there then can know exactly.

but u insist im wrong and insist that i send it to you. so ok. then u find out HEY SHE'S TELLING THE TRUTH.

and instead of apologising u say i overreact. hallo.u didnt even freaking trust me. i shouldnt be angry/upset?
seriously? male chauvinist pig. and then u start raising your voice at me when i raise my voice at you. hallo. my fault that they never send an alphabet? like i can do anything??

basic trust leh. somemore say what cuz i always very blur so wan me 2 forward. forward alr im really correct one sorrie oso cannot. still say what i overreact. and always saying im immature, and stuff like if your fren starts avoiding you shouldnt you 1st think why they do dat? like OHWOW PLS. i do ok. i haf so freaking low selfesteem i immediately assume its confirm smt wrong with me. instead of consoling me you shoot me. then what's the point?

yes i have 2 rant out everything here now. cuz im so pissed. and feeling really quite alone.
i dont even dare 2 share much to anyone anymore. everytime i share i get shoot instead.

i juz need some comforting words before u start telling me all the cold hard truths. is that so difficult?

and they really didnt send me any alphabet.is that also supposed to be my fault?

im sick. really quite sick. fever-ed twice this week. and coughing my lungs out till i wanna vommit. often having the gag reflex.

but the thing i hear the most is "u're very noisy. i cant sleep/concentrate"

i feel the love.

more and more im realizing that being myself is not enough;it is not what others want from me.

when you've really tried your very best; but its still not good enough.

recently realised i've changed so much. to the extent i think i dont recognise myself much anymore. granted, i've always been grumpy, but recently i've been REALLY grumpy and very easily somemore.

i really dunno what to do. when i think back how i used 2 be cheerful and happy-go-lucky i get kinda sad. now im always grumpy and face blackblack one. i dont know how 2 be my"oldself"again.

sidenote,realised dat when im pms-ing or on my period i get SUUUPER cranky. raised my voice at quite afew students 2day. ah.

another sidenote,chalet for my bdae booked! gonna celebrate it on the 1st of dec.

event on fb not yet created cuz im sooooooooo lazy. =x

another random mummy moment:

mum sitting cross legged on the mattress(she's sleeping with me this week) and rocking herself like a small kid

me: mummy 你在做什么?
mum: *thinks awhile* ...发呆.

then she proceeds to lie down on the mattress, facing my super messy bookshelf

mum: WAH! 这么乱ah?!
me: all along 都这么乱的whatt.
mum: aiyo. 等一下晚上掉下来 pingpingpongpong ah.
me: PINGPINGPONGPONG?!

she and her random noises 2 describe stuff.
her way of describing washing machine is"ging gong ging gong!"

“I'm selfish, impatient and a little insecure. I make mistakes, I am out of control and at times hard to handle. But if you can't handle me at my worst, then you sure as hell don't deserve me at my best.” 
-Marilyn Monroe

REALLLYYYYY REALLLLYYYY REALLLYYYYYYYYYYYY feel like swimming but dont wanna swim alone. and prefer to swim in the day cuz i can get tanned. im problematic.

don't know what to think anymore.

random mummy moments

my mum,my sis and i sitting in the living room watching tv.
mum sitting on the bed in the living room which we use as a sofa since its a waste 2 throw the bed away, when a beetle drop from the ceiling and into the small space between the wall and the bed

shocked my mummy and she scolded the beetle which was upside down. then my mummy continue staring at it and telling us EVERYTHING. like it's upside down, then OH it managed 2 get on its feet. cannot walk infront gt spider web. then OH didnt noe inside gt so many spider web,muz clean. den after dat she decided 2 get a container 2 kope it so it wont anyhow fly(and scare her again or scare us)

after she got a container she went 2 look at it AGAIN and she ASKED IT "你要去哪里啊?" -.-
HAHAHAHA. aft she kope it she was like AHH! 成功!!

my nonsensical little mummy.

another time she was flipping through this random magazine which is in ENGLISH. and my mum is terrible at english.

me: mummy 你在做什么?
mum: 我在看这个 magazine lor!
me: 这个是 in english leh.
mum: yalor! 我真的在看.我看 picture ma!
me: *speechless*

because i dont belong in your life.

insecurities.

just read an email letter from my friend from donkey years ago (ok when i was in year1sem1 to be exact.17 years old.)

it was end of semester and i typed out thankyou emails to everyone. and some typed me back thankyou emails too. and from this friend he said i was really cheerful and all the typical nice things people say in goodbye emails. but whenever im really down, i really do turn back to that precious email which really cheers me up alot.


really;what happened to me? what changed? i used to be really very sensitive, and i still am. but i used to be REALLY cheerful, but im no longer cheerful. so what happened?

how do i regain it back?

because im not strong. because i dont dare. because im too dependant. because i have no guts.

because its me. that says it all.
it was an internal struggle. i thought i won but in the end i lost to myself. really DOWN down. how to do things next time when im like that?!




the only happy thing about today is that i've registered for nikerun 2012.

you've changed.


cant wait for acceptance of university of tasmania for me and pam. really fingers crossed. let us go please. i want a change.

looking through my old pics on fb; i really lao liao leh!!=(( hahahahas!! zomg. looking back at all the overseas trips wif my frenz juz make my heart very itchy!! lucky i gt something 2 look 4ward to!! THAILANDD!! ahhhhhhh cant wait(:

ah bt seriously. alot of lame stuffs i did. when it was back when church was located in cuppage, life seemed better. fun-ner. actually i guess its not juz the location. people changed. i changed. group changed. not very conducive environment i guess, when i was already not doing very well..

but anyways! everyone ard me keeps questioning why i like so long never go church le. one thing is cuz ruth has been busy. and i dun wanna go wifout her. unless i zao right aft svc. another thing is i've been sick.so the mood no good 2 go oso.



ahh i need a hair trim.

changed my blogskin to a very simple one cuz the old one had some problem and im a computer idiot so i juz used a template. been watching running man super alot recently!! ahhhhh. super nice!!

recently been kinda downish? been sick but i cant afford to take mc. however,please. dont blame me if i leave. one day i wont be able to take the responsibilities. yes.im weak, im not very useful. but beware, because it wont be just ONE blow. it'll be a double blow. juz warning. because u'kno what? i might not be much, but count the number of people who are actually doing work(: then think again, CAREFULLY. hope you get my hint. but better still, hope u never stumble across my blog.its still dangerous because what im talking about is in the future.

reallyreallyreally very sian recently. cana bag of money drop right infront of me and my bestie and lemme go study overseas wif her?

PLEASE tell me we can get into the same uni=( fingers are crossed and breaths are held. but please. i wouldnt wanna go there without her, no matter how appealing the course and the campus is!! tho its my dream for marine bio/marine science. but end of the day without her,whats the point? we spent months and everytime we go supermarket etc we do the "next time when we go tasmania we hafta buy this!!" etc.


sidetracks, going thailand from 12-15oct!!(:
wif bestie pam!!
and tony and jim (hk trip buddies!!)
and their frenz aiming and syed!!

EXCITED!!=D



please, cheer me up.(:

end of the day you still want me to go your way. stop being so selfish and insistent can? i may not be mature enough but i do know what i want. why cant you give me your blessings? instead you keep going on and on about local unis. seriously, i dont give a shit anymore about local unis BECAUSE THEY DO NOT HAVE THE COURSE I WANT. its not just because i want to rebel,i want to experience going overseas to study. yes i DO WANT THAT. but i do want to study that particular course too.WHY WONT YOU UNDERSTAND? its so simple.
im not rich; im not smart; im not working in a well paying job. i know its tough.but i never thought of stretching out my hands and saying can i have money please? NEVER. so c'mon. stop saying it like i didnt think it through. i thought it through so thoroughly,i spent sleepless nights stressing over this. "quarelling" with my bestie who also sees things your way. worrying about money;about bank loans, about discrimination, about being only with my bestie in a foreign land.

i know its not a smart move, but i dont want to regret anything in life. i gave up the (sponsored) teaching degree, gave up a potential stable job (teaching is always in demand). but i dont really regret. yes,i love kids and i love their innocence. but im not a patient person. i flare up easily and i dislike attention seeking kids, which are quite common?

i dont need you to dig out all your money and grumble about the fact that im taking your money to do stupid things(which wont happen anyway because we dont HAVE the money). but what im saying is i want you to look me in the eyes and say "mel,(or ah min as my parents call me) that's the DUMBEST thing i've ever heard of. but you know what? if that's what you really want, GO FOR IT. i support you."

THATS ALL I WANT! to know that there are people supporting me. my family isnt really for it.outta 3 besties; 1 is completely against the idea of me going overseas.

what i really want is just people to support me, go through this WITH me,not talking at me about being stupid.

i know its not very feasible, and im stupid for not chasing a more realistic dream.but can you imagine if i really managed to? i'll be so proud of myself. im just wondering; would YOU be proud of me? or would you; even after i really graduate, to still say things like seeyou should have gone to local, recognised uni so its easier to find a job.

i know its not gonna be easy with that degree in the event i really do get in. but i sure hope i enjoy the process; because end of the day i feel that life is for living out your dreams, no matter how stupid they are

like how my dream wasnt to be a millionaire(of course i would WANT to but its not my dream.) my dream is to be happily married with 2 kids and live happily ever after.
and i want to be married by 23 and have my 1st kid at 25. people think its stupid,but its STILL MY DREAM. if you dont have a dream then why are you doing everything you are doing now for?

kinda sad i guess. end of the day your home is over there.
its kinda like hurtful when i think that anytime i might lose you cuz you're so comfortable there; all your beloved friends are there.

it would be kinda selfish if i wished you would stay in singapore forever. but yet again i have this nagging feeling that our plans for staying together in the same house or staying together as neighbours will never come to pass. you love it there too much.

and i do know that the friendships you have there are as important, or if i may say, even more important than mine? yes it hurts. of course it hurts. but sometimes i feel i don't really know you very well, tho we JUST can click. somehow we're very similar. but somehow i feel that i wont be in your future.

of course it hurts. to be just your friend while the people there are like your family.

end of the day i think i might lose this friendship. this very precious friendship which i hold closest to me heart. the VERY closest.

but im just but a friend. they're family to you.

so totally pissed off now cans. seriously. im DAMN FREAKING BORED. OF COURSE I WANNA GO OUT. DAMMIT!

我很想你leh. 这么办?

sometimes i don't know what the hell is wrong with me, that after i thought i was (FINALLY!!) over you (and my best friends were so happy to think that i was finally over you), then it all hits me again. random thoughts of you etc. stupid me.

somehow just remember all the stupid things we did, all the little things which just make me smile.

i just really miss you. and i wish things could be so different.

but i know i gotta pick myself up and move on. too bad im a weakling. but my friends are all around me cheering for me!(:

single does sound good, when its daytime. im serious. when night falls my thoughts often go back to you.

just when i thought things were getting better. then i realised i never got any better. just the mere mention of you sparks all thoughts. talks of going overseas sparks thoughts of you too. everything reminds me of you.

yet i somehow now have the contentment of being single. being single has its perks. i can randomly go out with friends, no worries at all. just like nowadays when we go malaysia suddenly!! twice already(: with pam tony hakam. its fun! being single is fun. except the only thing is i still have the nagging feeling that being attached to you sounds better. far far better.

but then again!! then i wouldn't get to meetup with my beloveds RANDOMLY. seriously random. friday suddenly pam called (last friday) ask wanna go malaysia, go home take passport and lets go! so after work rushed home to take passport, explain things to my mum and it was off!! amazing. i have an amazing mum who lets me do things as i wish. its nice to have parents who allow 'cuz they know i'll have fun, they know i'll enjoy. and they know i'll regret if i can't.

its awesome to have such random friends too! tues even better. actually was newton circus with pam. in the end? malaysia again with de 3 of them(: mum nagged at me 'cuz she worried.

but i realised. im only gonna be young once. infact im not even very young anymore! 21 this year. i wanna enjoy while im still relatively young.

overseas study. i super want! it's my last chance at studying. i don't wanna do it in singapore. i've done it for what? 13yrs? gimme a change! and lemme go with my bestie. hahas. loove her.

and i only ever think of having fun. everything also must be linked to fun! sometimes i wonder whether i'll ever grow up. i'm still immature. immature in love, in work-related/grownup related stuffs. still not good at talking to people i meet. i'll clam up and retreat to a safe corner.

still love disney and swings.

maybe i'll never fall in love. its not hard to think that way 'cuz i shy away from people quite easily. and i spook and run away quickly. it needs soooooooo much time and effort to know someone before im comfortable with them. its so difficult eh. thus my backup plan: adopt a child, buy a dog and live happily ever after with my bestie. unless she gets married and no longer is in favour of living with me. which then i'll live sadly ever after. HAHAHAHAHA!!

random post END.

went drinking wif ruth, sarah and amanda last thursday. (which ended cui-ly 4 me)

met sarah 1st and passed her the baileys i bought when i came back from hk which i eventually didnt drink much cuz i didnt like baileys=( stupid of me 2 buy it. should haf bought like martell or chivas. ANYWAY!

then amanda came and den ruth. ate at mos burger 1st before going off 2 mr punch 2 drink!! was so excited at first. nw when im blogging it i constntly have the "oh God whyy" kinda feeling.. so..ya.

1st time ever gt drunk and my antics nw dat im sober juz makes me wanna hide my face 4ever!!

ANYWAY! we went 2 mr punch and each bought 1 drink 1st. DEN aft dat we decided 2 open bottle-.- (wasted our money on our drink=( but den gt 2 try ruth'sfav butterscotch liquer and its nice eh!!)

den played games etc, and drank another 3cups. chivas wif coke. abt half cup each time? dunno la. den abit cannot walk straight le (bt still can cuz i managed 2 go 2 de toilet myself , including walking up and down afew stairs.)

den come back ruth and i decided 2 do our 3secs! oni de 2 of us was on. so i do 1st. den sarah count. den once i drink fin its ruth's turn and cuz i was worried abt her i told sarah "count faster"

den i heard ruth say "EH WAD COUNT FASTER!!"

den she started her 3sec. my last sober moment i remember sarah telling me "i counted faster 4 hers" i nodded and i cant remember much anymore.

can oni remember i cried and i kept apologising 2 amanda cuz im nt so close 2 her bt she listening 2 me cry and rant.

HAHAHA!! cry always cuz of same ol' ol'.

amanda was laughing like mad when she told me i kept repeating the same things

"这么办amanda..我觉得我很丑.. (repeats 4 god noes hw many times)

这么办amanda..我觉得没有人要我.. (oso repeats this super many times)"

HAHAHAHAHA!! nw i think back its funny.

bt de embarassing thing is i was so drunk i literallylie everywhr. lie down on de floor in mr punch, lie down in the toilet. and i was so drunk amanda hadta pei me 2 de toilet. embarassing!!=(

den most embarassing: nt oni de 3 of them saw me like this. they called in a church brother 2 send us all home. and i dun even noe him well and he saw me liddat. zomg. he sat behind me during svc on sat and aft i realised he was behind me i didnt dare turn behind at all. wanted 2 thank him bt too paiseh.

and den they brought me home and de 3 girls brought me up and left me lying on the kitchen floor cuz i said im ok they can leave. somehw i managed 2 crawl my way 2 de bed in the living room so my parents wont suspect i was drunk (which amazingly no1 realised i WAS. of cuz they didnt see me when i juz came in wif my frenz cuz its super obvious i was drunk? bt mum woke me up at abt 5am and i was relatively sober enough 2 ans her. juz having really bad headache. she gave me pillow; bolster and blanket and insisted i eat meds. bt she didnt noe i was drunk juz before! whew)

i lied 2 my mum saying i didnt go into my own room cuz she was sleeping wif me and i didnt wanna disturb her=x

ANYWAY! my 1st drunk experience. never again. i couldnt walk straight and 2 people hadta support me on each side. i felt so helpless and my head was spinning and everything. really cui

the next day i went 2 work and was in quite a bad mood throughout=x

AND shaoyu quit alr so these past 2days at work has been hell. >:(

he's too gd la. controlling everything; the class flow esp in english cuz its like soooo messy thr. i really miss working at math side=( really really miss.

ANDDD the end.

blogging again for i-dunno-wad reason cuz no1 reads my blog and i've gt nothing interesting 2 blog abt anyway.

hw come my frenships are always liddat one? its confirm smt 2 do wif me alr lor. the fact dat none of the people i care abt share their problems wif me. those whom i dun really care abt dat much are happily sharing wif me. thanks? hw simply ironic sia. i really wanna be wif my frenz thru the good and the bad but, funny. they're nt allowing me to. mayb im not dat important to them. really juz wtf is wrong wif me dat no1 i love ever shares anything wif me.

and then relationships can get so fragile. everybody seems to be breaking up now/this yr. omg. i dun even wanna get into a relationship if this is hw the world is going.

and i haf cravings for icecream and SWINGS. swings swings swings. so intense cravingg luh. bt yishun park renovation leh? i think no more swings next time sia:'(

gonna sleep real soon. but was juz really wondering whether all my friendships are like one sided?

its kinda sad actually. my friends are ALWAYS thr for me when i need them. like i noe for sure pamela/ruth/tony will be thr 2 listen 2 me rant and basically accompany me and comfort me.

i've NEVER done dat 2 them. its like people NEVER EVER CONFIDE IN ME. wtf is wrong wif me dat this happens?

people (aka brendan and tony cuz they're de oni 2 people i told this "problem" abt) tell me it's cuz

1: telling me their problems will NOT help them solve their problem

2: telling me their problems is no use cuz i wont understand

3: telling me their problems will not only nt solve their problems bt make me worrie more

BUT. BUTBUTBUTBUTBUT. if u dun tell me somehw i'll still find out rite? and even when i ask people still remain tight-lipped anyway.

makes me sad v often. cuz i feel my frenz dun trust me enough 2 open up and share wif me.i WANT to share wif u ur hurts, i WANT to comfort u. bt u're nt letting me.

angry. who the FUCK gets a kick outta making their own fren angry/pekchek? wtf. totally wtf.

iloveyou.

i had this weird dream yesterday and it kinda make me off the i want a bf mood. so pleased abt it(: infact it makes me wanna stay single 4ever. hahas. gd oso la i guess. cuz im always getting sad abt being alone. if i WANT to stay single dats gd!!(:

mayb after all im still a child. dreaming of my happily ever after but i cant for the life of me imagine me kissing anyone. not even kissing. i feel like a little girl now.

im in the "i-want-a-bf" mood again.

and i'll blog abt family trip 2 sibu island soon!! but note 2 self:never go overseas with whole family EVER AGAIN.

i realised i haven blogged in eons. but dats oso cuz i gt nothing much 2 blog abt.

grp's changed, and been kinda sianed abt it cuz i really enjoyed the grp and really felt like its a family. EVEN THOUGH I SELDOM JOIN THEM ON WEEKDAYS=x *guilty*

i haven been spending much time on my laptop since i gt a bb!! wheets! but den my bb is like a lag and my bbm is problems galore de lor-.- keep on never send my msgs

plus i dat day i stupid stupid go pluck my laptop keyboard keys out (afew) 2 wipe nw my spacebar like abit abit problematic=( itchy hand la!!

nowadays keep thinking abt wad 2 do next time all over again. last yr when i applied for local uni i was so excited and hoping 2 get in. this yr i feel im applying juz cuz i dun wanna get nagged at. i kinda dun wanna study local u. i feel like experiencing studying abroad..except its really too ex and cant afford. too bad im the type who doesnt think much=x if u ask me nw i'll still say i wanna go overseas study. cuz somehw i guess im kinda naive in the sense dat ii always think everything WILL work out somehw. naive, i noe. but. dunno leh

police? my ambition since young

fireman? recently smt which i keep thinking abt

teacher? been thinking abt it since i started working at kumon

lifeguard cert? been thinking abt it since i graduated bt doing nothing abt it. im so undisciplined i cant do things alone. haven been exercising 4 goodness knows hw long

bike license? same thing. never wanna do anything alone

i am soooooooooo undisciplined. and this is such a random blogpost. i think i old alr, update so little nowadays

looking at some disgusting bug which was 'kop' under a transparent container

Me: yeee. its so disgustiinggggg

Mum: disgustiiiingggggg~~

Me: yee its like lumpy lumpy onee

Mum(singing): lumpy lumpy lumpy lumpy~~~

My mummy is soooo silly!!(:

i wanted 2 update abt my hk trip bt i realised like any other trips, the places we visited weren't half as fun as the trip itself. ok mayb except disneyland. everyone says hk disneyland sucks but COME ON!! ITS DISNEYLAND FOR GOODNESS SAKE!! NO WAY IN HELL DISNEYLAND SUCKS!! sorrie, cuz im a DISNEY FREAK.(: and it was like practically back in my childhood feeling, wif magic in the air. so niice(:

but i digress. i wanted 2 start from the start.

morning, met tony downstairs my house while watsapping pam. went down and got all excited!!(:

pam cabbed over from her house 2 my house downstairs (dats why tony met me at my house downstairs, so we can all go 2gether except 4 jim who stays in woodlands and was mad enough 2 wake up at like 4plus? and took 858. mad one. i woke at abt 6 and still grumble alot)

anyway!! my luggage was HUGE compared 2 theirs. abt twice the size of theirs. HAHAHA in de end bought nothing much. curses and swears.

went over 2 check in and tony say his fren coming. we're like GIRL AH? and he never ans. means girl alr la!! but wts (means wad the shit. been using dat alot since i went 2 hk), its a xmm. 16yr old. wad the?! ok wadever suits him la hor. so we went around so they can haf their own sweet alone time and secretly stalked them from afar.

den went in and we tried 2 get all the juicy details from him. (dats when we found out she's ONLY 16. sec4 nia. like some kumon students cans. my charming guy would be sec3 now. so its nt pedophile if i gush abt him ok!! bt i digress again)

den we ate and went off!! outta singapore!! sure miss some of the other trips whr i went overseas wif my frenz.

nt gonna blog abt day to day stuff simply cuz i 4gt. oni memorable stuffs i remember.

like hw tony blasts moves like jagger 4 his alarm and sometimes he's SO SLOW 2 off it i gotta sit up 2 glare at him. cuz they cheapo and 4 of us cram into one hotel room, which was nt exactly legal. bt 2 queen sized beds, meaning de 2 guys can squeeze all they wan cuz pam and i are skinny and wont squash. and after i glare at him he turns it off and SMILES at me-.- slapp himmmmm.

and once he took SO LONG to off his alarm i glared at him and it didnt work cuz he was sleeping face down so i took my cuddly (my babie bolster which YES I BROUGHT IT THR NO U CANT LAUGH AT ME) and walked over 2 his bed and HIT HIM WITH IT. den he woke up 2 turn it off and went back 2 slp. worst was when he kept snoozing it and it KEPT RINGING AFTER SOME TIME. bt fun memories!! i told pam i gt moves-like-a-jagger phobia liao. hahahaha\

and jim snores super funnily!! one day i asked pam "dont u think jim snores like a cow??" and pamela started laughing. den i asked tony and he v mean. HE OSO LAUGH!! den de very next day we were packing while pam and jim were too tired and went 2 slp. i went toilet and came out and tony beckoned 2 me so i went over. den he pointed at jim and jim was snoring. SO MEAN!! bt i started laughing!!

and tony v bad. he was explaining stuffs 2 me while they were asleep and he was using the map. so he conveniently put it onto of jim's slping body. when he need he take when he dunnid he put back. SO BAD RITE!! hahas

den once pam LOST the hotel card and was so calm abt it cuz she was too tired and tony thought she was joking and ask her stop joking. den after dat he refused 2 let her hold ANYTHING important. HAHAHAHA!! luckily jim had another and was alr in the room

den my pants SPLIT!! i was jumping ard infront of them (jim went back 2 hotel le) and pam and tony started laughing and WOULDNT TELL ME WHY. den pam came up 2 me and asked "do u feel a draft?"-.- my pants split!!='(

den in the same day tony received news dat he didnt get into airforce or smt and he was super sad.

so 3 bad news in a day (tony's airforce bad news, pam lost card, my pants split)

went back 2 hotel and asked jim whether he kena anything bad. nothing lehh!! den we and our foul mouths said waah mayb 2morrow u kena. den 2morrow, REALLY KENA. big case somemore-.-

we were in the cab going to the peak 2 take pics cuz its a 360 degrees of hk or smt. basically a tourist attraction. and den we reached the place and jim opened the taxi door and THE WINDOW SHATTERED. and we were all SO STUNNED and he looked so blur. den pam asked him did he get cut and he juz look at us kinda lost and closed the door again. and the remaining bits of window shattered too.

naturally the EXTREMELY RUDE taxi uncle insisted he broke it and insisted we pay, which of cuz we didnt. thr were some security/police rite 0utside so we went 2 them. cuz we were NOT gonna pay, the taxi uncle threatened us wif CALLING THE POLICE. and we were fine cuz we noe we didnt break it. btw the stupid uncle claimed jim smashed it wif his camera. idiotic times infinity. why use a camera (so ex) and break ur window, den potentially spoil the camera AND pay 4 ur window?? think we idiots meh.

so police came and uncle so impatient in de end we didnt get any police case thingie? dunno la. blown over alr, de incident. and THEN tony told us, jim go overseas always gt traffic problem. HAHAHAHA!! and we kept laughing at his expression when he open and close the door. HAHAHA!! but seriously, cab phobia. and we kajiao him asking him "are we gonna take cab laterrr??=P"

but memories like this really make me smile(:

and jim is constantly helping us girls hold 0ur stuff!! like he's got a big bag so he juz takes our stuff (things we buy) and throws it into his bag. and DOESNT COMPLAIN. he fit 8 BOXES of my laopobing into his bag and i didnt even hear him complain ONCE. (pam said he did say he didnt noe they were so heavy but oni once and it isnt really considered complaining)

to think dat the 1st 2 days we were so mad at the guys cu they were taking charge of everything and refusing 2 tell us anything. like we gt off at the wrong station and they wouldnt tell us anything anyway. gt us (me and pam) mad cuz its nt like we never go overseas free and easy before. egoistic males. bt after dat tho thr's alot of friction, slowly we gt better and enjoyed ourselves like ttm. miss them already!!:( when we reached changi airport like so bitter sweet lehh. hahas. random grp hug bt jim didnt join us-.- hahas

PICS TIME!! (NOT IN ORDER)

us in hotel room before leaving 2 airport. jim forced to hold pam's winnie the pooh (which he did wif0ut complaining!!)

in plane back home:(

pam saving me from the opening door. which makes it look like she's hugging me. so she commented saying smt like can someone put saying im saving mel and not dat we're les? HAHAHAHA

on a topless bus on our way 2 a boat ride!! major loves(: love boat rides AND the topless bus ride!!

our lovely cosy hotel room. the guys were so neat. pam and i are so messy. especially me=(

random picture tony snapped while jim was looking at something. me loves the vintage feel and me loves the top!! (it's my sister's)

eating at cafe de coral. or smt liddat. pam looks like she's stealing my food so i HAD to blog this picture up(:

outside hk disneyland!! feel ur childhood coming back. NOW. i regret nt buying the stitch hat. GRRRRRRRRRRR

grp photo on the floor of the crystal clear cable cabin 2 show its really can see the bottom. nt v scary tho. bt fun!

another pic wif juz me and pam. we gt lie down on the floor and take pic bt NOT NICE SO IM POSTING IT UP. ok la actually nt dat bad juz dat i feel i look weird. too baad

at the peak!! whr we write our wadevers and tie it thr.

all in all i REALLY miss hk. nt de place actually. the place aint nice. people nt nice, food nt nice and service sucks. nothing 2 buy somemore.

i miss the people. the times, the random silly awkward times. our crazy antics. laughing and everything. the guys buying us breakfast while we sleep. really sweet of them tho we were mad at them half the time during the 1st 2 days. but still. hahas

basically its juz i miss the times we spent thr. i niam them 4 next trip alr!! i say thailand cuz i say maldives they say ex. so thailand lor!! i would prefer taiwan bt taiwan nt cheap oso. and jim is half thai!!

ok. basically i really miss them. they better be missing me.