just read an email letter from my friend from donkey years ago (ok when i was in year1sem1 to be exact.17 years old.)

it was end of semester and i typed out thankyou emails to everyone. and some typed me back thankyou emails too. and from this friend he said i was really cheerful and all the typical nice things people say in goodbye emails. but whenever im really down, i really do turn back to that precious email which really cheers me up alot.


really;what happened to me? what changed? i used to be really very sensitive, and i still am. but i used to be REALLY cheerful, but im no longer cheerful. so what happened?

how do i regain it back?