my mom's going 2 japan liaoz..haiz..>< its gonna b weird not having my mom around,somemore everyday i gotta bug ppl accompany me eat dinner or something coz no1 cooking dinner..haiz..

somemore now there got bird flu & there is no vaccination 4 bird flu..worried><

she coming back next week friday midnight/saturday morning..

im gonna miss my mom>< haizhaiz

whew my classmates play cs in class..

den i told yussof aka soffie"yesterday i c u play 3 times u 3 times oso die coz i beside u"

den i c him play ah,he keep dying!! den so i went 2 c weilun play,den weilun oso die a few times..den i went 2 c leonard play,den leonard oso die..den i went back 2 yussof aka soffie & watched him play again.he die again a few times den i went 2 terence den he oso die,den i went back 2 weilun den he oso die..HAIZ..hahas:P

wah..my ut score for enterprise is C..& it is put beside my daily grade in the 'Last published Daily Grade and UT Grade for each modules' & my daily grade dat time was an A..so demoralising..A,den beside it is C..argh

btw do u noe wad happened on dat day which i got my 1st A? during first meeting i stuck my tongue out behind my faci's back & made faces at him..den he suddenly turned..& saw..ARGH i was prepared 2 get a B or a C lahz!! but LO AND BEHOLD! I GOT AN A!! hahas thank God..He works in cute ways huh?

e time i LEAST expected an A,i got an A! ole~

whews im gonna b random again..of course im ALWAYS random..i gotta print stuff 4 alson..muz rmb..hahas anyway 2day i was trying 2 invite ppl i dunno 2 challenge ur limit 2..I REALLY WAN MY FRENZ 2 COME!! it lots of fun & i do wanna noe them better..haiz

anyway so when i reached my block it was ard 8plus,not yet 8.30 tho..den i went into the lift..i was listening 2 songs on my phone den at the lift there there was this guy waiting 4 e lift oso..so i stopped listening music a while den when e lift came he let me go in 1st..so nice lahz,gentleman^^..he's not singaporean..can hear from his accent..den after dat he got out den i listen music again den he walk behind me..den after awhile i heard like some1 saying excuse me or something..so i turned & stopped my music again..den he asked me if i studied in college..den i told him poly..den he ask me 1 sem how much..i dunno so i told him i think is 3 years de..den he looked sad & said..'oh coz i oso wanna study'..den i felt so sad 4 him!! really..its like u wanna study but u cant & others who can arent studying..den after dat i waved him bye & he went upstairs while i went down..nice guy hahas..makes me wanna study hard coz an education is so hard 2 get 4 others so i should appreciate this(tho i HATE presentations EVERYDAY,DAY IN DAY OUT,but i shall persevere!! jiayou melissa! hahas:P self motivation^^

& i dunno y suddenly 2day i suddenly miss wushu SO SO MUCH..really..i actually miss the trainings i miss the jokes i miss the times the silly people kajiao me i miss the times the people teach me SO PATIENTLY i miss the people..i miss the seniors & i miss some of e bukit batok ite ppl,like ace,kenny etc..& wei ren,yu ying etc..hahas coz they haf really helped me through my wushu times..e 3 years plus..hahas i even sorta miss e coach..e 1 i hate..hahas

i actually haf alot of interests..really ALOT..i shall name out a few interests..im interested in wushu(DUH ANY1 can C DAT)..im interested in dance..cant believe it rite? in fact the kind i like is those..wad do they call it? i dunno e 1 guy 1 gal de den the gal wear high heels etc de..den turn turn turn de..i dunno i think its really interesting and cool & its something i can never b..but i still like it..dats y i LOVE watching dances & i LOVE watching ppl perform wushu..

i love sports too..but not ball sports coz im scared of ball games..scared it hit me lahz..hahas but im interesting in running,swimming,cycling..hahas i think im weird sometimes..hahas:P i like 2 read as well..makes me sound boring but well i AM boring..hahas..i love watching people play sports as well..okiez SOME lahz hahas..wad else? i actually like learning..really..if u get me curious i can guarentee u i'll search hard 4 e info..hahas juz like e satellite thingie..(if u r lost,c my march 23rd post:P ) hahas when im curious i will keep wanting 2 noe & 2 find out..hahas

wad else uh? i like instrumental music u noe? hahas i haf an interest in music as well but i got no musical talent..hahas..i dunno wad else but i do noe dat confirm got more de..hahas OH im interested in magic.i absolutely LOVE watching people do magic tricks..or do things dat im easily amused de..like rubics cube..hahas i rmb limei brought it 2 school & THREE DIFFERENT PEOPLE TAUGHT ME THREE DIFFERENT WAYS 2 solve e puzzle..i didnt manage 2 hahas dats y i find it interesting..hahas & e list goes on and on and on........................................

btw CHALLENGE UR LIMIT 2 IS THIS SUNDAY!! 1JUNE!! FREE PPL WHO R INTERESTED PLEASE CONTACT ME!! really wan ppl 2 come!! its $15 inclusive of tshirt,badge and abit of food,and the 1st prize is $800 cash!! so 1 team got 10 ppl so each will get $80!! so PLEASE COME!! i guarentee fun..REALLY!! as i put in my personal message,'I GUARENTEE FUN OR UR $ BACK!!!' of course pls dun lie & say not fun if it is but u wan ur $$ back lahz..but PLEASE!! its a survival style theme if im not wrong..its gonna b fun..trust me.

I GOT MY 1ST A!! HAHAS IM SO TOTALLY HAPPY!! WHOOTS~but im sick i cant celebrate wif sweets or something..but i shall once i get well..so GET WELL SOON MELISSA HAHAHAS!!

RANDOM!!

hahas 2day dat leonard go & put in MY pm saying dat i love him..aiyo..he say experiment who actually reads PMs..den i say i do..m i endangered species? hahas:P coz like AFTER SCHOOL DEN GOT PPL COMMENT?!?! hahas but its ok got ppl comment = can remove HAHAHA thanks raymond HAHAHA:P

friday was CG den pam actually waited 4 me till like 9 juz coz she wanna go home wif me..hahas so sweet lahz dat silly girl hahas THANKS WOR GIRL!! appreciate u^^

eh wad else..dunno so let me random again some other day..toodles! oh reminds me of art attack guy..he always go toodles~ hahas i love art attac coz its so COOL!! random again:P

sore throat..& hols r coming..muz get well b4 hols!

i wanna go sentosa wif pam i wanna eat lotsa good food lotsa unhealthy junk food I WANNA ENJOY MYSELF!!!:P

my rj is very long..hahas we muz write at least 250 words but i've exceeded dat number by qiute a large margin..hahas

but imagine if i juz wrote 1 sentence:"Go to my blog and see, http://most-precious-dreams.blogspot.com"

hahas wah confirm most outstanding..4 e wrong reasons..in a bad way..hahas but i throughly enjoyed myself..hahas

argh no1 online dat im close 2..dunno wad 2 say 2 them anyway hahas

sore throat..dunno is coz i scream too much dat day,or coz i;ve been eating too much unhealthy food..haiz..

imgine i tell pam i wanna eat porridge..hahas she;ll die..she got a 'bad experience' with me and porridge..hahas ask her urself im too embarassed 2 say:P

or u can oso ask her about e vanilla coke thingie:P i wont say..ask her urself:P my lips r sealed:P

i'll put my rj in 2morrow..i saved it coz i love e adventure learning experience hahas:P

argh i didnt submit my rj coz it closes at 12pm 2day but i woke up after dat..wad a waste since i've already typed it out..im so tired!!

& my whole body aches & is sore

but it wont stop me from prasing & worshipping God:P

im late

i haven bathed & i came back from e ADVENTURE LEARNING PROGRAMME like barely an hour ago & i ate finish liaoz hahas..

IM SO BLESSED..REALLY

e ADVENTURE LEARNING PROGRAMME was scary,it terrified me,i was so scared i cried,i hesitated,i hung there so long,my hands hurt,it was so painful

BUT I CAN'T WAIT 2 BLOG ABOUT IT..it was TOTALLY FUN!! hahas:P

lemme start from when we were going up..ITS SCARY coz the floor got holes den can see the floor & its quite high..& i was already scared when climbing..den after dat we got briefed & den started..1st person was alson,den was tong,den nabilah,den syaq,den limei,den andy,den huimin,den ME,den ernie,den kalai,den finally yolanda

wanna say i big SORRIE 2 e poor ppl behind me..REALLY..

hahas i rmb b4 i go ah i was asking tong & andy:eh y nobody fall 1? fall liao den mayb i not so scared..

HAHAS I WAS E ONE & ONI 2 FALL!! hohos

so anyway so i was REALLY HESITANT to go..really..so i kept moving back & e trainer,selamat(did i spell it correctly???) kept encouraging me 2 go den i kept saying "I CANNOT I CANNOT!!"

there r 5 obstacles,and we're like doing it in e air..its quite high,at least 2 ME..den so e 1st 1 is like a balancing 1,a round wood & u haf 2 walk 2 e other station..den e 2nd is a piece of rope & around 5 pieces of rope hanging from e top 2 aid u 2 walk through the piece of rope..e 3rd is a bridge wif around 4 punching bags(?) & we gotta go past dat..dat was like e easiest but i still screamed..den e 4th was fun,was spider web..den e 5th is like 5 round wood not very long den we gott go from 1 piece 2 another & it is SCARY..really

so i went & i CRIED during e 1st 1 already..coz i was SO SCARED i kept wanting 2 go back but den e trainer say cannot..& he told me never say cannot coz i said i cannot do it..den i scream scream scream den my beloved classmates playing soccer nearby heard me & stopped playing..they r none other den azizi,leonard & e skipped school yussof aka soffie:P den i cry cry cry den finally got onto a safe ledge b4 e 2nd "station"..den i hug the pole there very long..den finally got 2 e 2nd 1,e rope 1..den around halfway through i slipped and FELL!! goodness i was SO SCARED..den i cried bigtime..i noe i noe..its childish & lame & silly & crazy & not at all behaving like my age but come on lahz IM TERRIFIED OF HEIGHTS!! den e 3 musketeers below,were shouting at me 2 go on..i kept hearing them and i oso kept hearing my dearies who were at the starting point there watching me hahahs so anyway i couldnt make it i juz couldnt get up I WAS SO SCARED!! but their encouragements really spurred me on but anyway i still couldnt get up..T.T

den after a very long time of my crying e trainer came over 2 me,going past e balancing thing & 1/2 of e rope 1 to me & helped me up..whews..den he encouraged me again & told me he was going back & told me 2 continue coz i;ve gone through the hardest which was e 1st 2 stations..den i finally got onto e safe ledge again & hugged it again awhile den went onto e bridge & screamed abit oso & den e spiderweb which 2 me was pretty fun but scary all e same & den 2 e last part where ppl kept guiding me..thanks darlings:P

anyway so when i finally reached the safe place,the starting point..as in e waiting area,i was SO relieved & my legs were like SHAKY & i was trembling..den nabilah & syaq hugged me:P & alot of them helped me remove e dunno wad thing,e thing dat kept me safe when i fell:P den tong knocked my helmet & tong & andy told me"u say fall u really fall..c? next time dun say" den e trainer said"mel,still cannot?" & EVERY1 cheered when i reached..thanks u all..ILOVEYOUALL!!!!

den after dat waited 4 ernie & kalai & yolanda,im sorrie..i really pulled u all down,& i really scared u all..im sorrie!!! den when kalai came she hugged me den when yolanda came we can go down yayies!! den go down oso very scary coz can see the FLOOR BELOW den yolanda gave me her hand den she guided me down ALL THE WAY

den we took photos etc etc den go outta e place den saw azizi & leonard waiting there..where they were shouting at us..hahas yussof aka soffie went home hahas

den we went 2 e toilet^^ den i was STILL TREMBLING WHEN I WENT 2 E TOILET!! den went home while e others went 2 eat while some others oso went home

e hunks & babes who helped me r...
babes - nabilah,syaq,limei,huimin,ernie,kalai&yolanda (according 2 who went 1st)
hunks - alson,tong,andy,azizi,leonard&yussof aka soffie AND LAST BUT NOT LEAST E WONDERFUL TRAINER!!

really thank God that He blessed me wif so many wonderful ppl..they encouraged me when i was down,they picked me up(at least e trainer did)when i was down and crying,THEY WERE THERE 4 ME WHEN I NEEDED PEOPLE THERE 4 ME,they never let me feel alone,they egged me on,they gave me the confidence and encouragements which fueled me 2 continue

they trusted dat i would finish it..hahas leonard even said if he same grp as me 2morrow he would do ppt HAHAs but i dunno lehzz

but e thing is dat they were there when i needed some1..they hugged me when i needed comfort and warmth

& reminds me..there r bound 2 b obstacles in life,we will stumble and fall but we gotta pick ourselves up and continue e race coz it's not the end yet..we gotta perserve and grit our teeth and continue coz when we end e race we will get e reward..mine was hugs etc:P

& oso dat God is 4ever wif us..even if He dun feel like He is there..^^

2 e babes & hunks..u may not noe dis but u all really but u all really helped me beyond wad i can say..and im eternally grateful 2 God 4 blessing me wif such a wonderful class..really..

i noe i say already but its ok i really mean it & i dun mind saying it again

I LOVE YOU ALL DEARIES OF W45J!!
[alson,tong,nabilah,syaq,limei,andy,huimin,ernie,kalai,
yolanda,azizi,leonard,yussof aka soffie]
AND e trainer..hahahas he so helpful:P

THANKS DEARS!! =P hahas^^

WHOOTS~ im feeling much better my dears:P

i was reading newspaper..about earthquake thingie in china,& there is this article:COUPLE CLING TO EACH OTHER..im writing e title so u all can go & read it hahahahas:P

its like e wife & e husband were both buried in the quake lahz den she initially thought her husband would b home & save her but den after shouting for help she heard her husband's voice,then they started shouting encouragements 2 each other but stopped 2 preserve energy..& during the long days and nites(she stuck 72 hours) she never once thought about the past,only the future..she said she thought positive thoughts..& her husband oso survived,he got rescued,after 139 hours,6 days after the quake..and when the wife found out he was alive she was so happy=D

this is 1 story as 2 when the people survived..happy ending..but wait till u hear the next 1

this story REALLY VERY SAD..argh..weilun told me 2day in class

i dun remember exactly wad he said but i can say more or less..dis guy was stuck lahz den VERY long already..den he was found etc den he said he told himself he muz perserve coz he got a family 2 provide 4 or something liddat..i think dat time he haven rescued yet but can c him or something..den if im not wrong he even spoke 2 his wife on e phone or something telling her he was ok..den ah when he got rescued,around 4 mins later he died..i dunno y..but weilun say e ppl try 2 do cpr or something on him den like cannot..den shine light in his eyes etc..den his wife beside him keep crying & asking him 2 wake up lehz..so sad lahz..

so c? there r sad stories & happy stories..we cant help them physically but we can donate^^

better still we can pray for them..& e myanmar thingie..because...

Prayer works wonders=)

sometimes i will haf some sudden sadness..i dunno y but it makes me wanna cry..

argh wad is wrong wif me AGAIN??

i dunno but it seems like everything is going wrong

ABSOLUTELY EVERYTHING

feeling blue..B.L.U.E.

woah i haf SO MUCH 2 BLOG ABOUT AGAIN!!

hahas yesterday was e imposter service..YAYNESS!! i had no visitors coming tho><

hahas e imposter service had drama and 3 rp ppl acted!! hahas who else but............DAPHNE,LUKE & KAI EN!! hahas they acted great:P

hahas there was warm up & its like nehe ran up on stage den he was supposed 2 blow a balloon and burst it,against 2 tp brothers hahas den so he blow blow blow den his was e SMALLEST den so we were like looking..den HE PUT E BALLOON 2 E GROUND AND BURST IT!! hahas i was totally shocked..i thought"oh no nehe's gonna get disqualified" WHO NOES?? HE WON!! hahas $10 voucher of bens & jerrys ice cream:P i never eat b4 hahahas..i was shocked bcoz every1 would haf thought it meant BLOW TILL BURST but they said burst e balloon & WAH nehe so creative hahas he burst it,in a different way:P den mic&daph classmate oso won 1,for drinking water e fastest,biggest capacity hahas:P

den after service we went 2 cine coz got voucher 4 ice cream but it was full so we went 2 e basement 2 rest etc hahas den guisiang & i started kajiao-ing each other hahas:P was fun:P den they decided 2 eat ice cream another day & so instead they decided 2 go hongkong cafe(i dunno where dat is) in somerset 2 eat instead but since it was late i decided 2 go home instead..hahas but b4 dat i was chasing guisiang around when they were making e decision where 2 go,we kajiao-ed each other:P hahas she's alot more noisy le hahas its nice lahz im glad wor..hahas she's very fun 2 talk 2:P hahas so den in e end it was shareen,andrew,abigail (did i spell it correctly?),mg(mic & daph fren),& me going home hahas

so andrew got out 1st,at bishan,den shareen & abigail at amk den me at yishun(duh) and lastly mg at chua chu kang if im not wrong..2 change 2 lrt..hahas he got say where he stay but i 4got..whoops..hahas:P

so when i found out at amk dat oni left me & him i was like "UH OH DIE!!" coz i ABSOLUTELY dunno how 2 talk 2 ppl im not close 2 w/o a group..group easier 2 talk mahz hahas..BUT luckily he isnt like me last time..last time i oni gif 1 word answer..yes,no,ok..hahas but he's real easy 2 talk 2 lahz hahas:P

so i asked him about UT..den he started laughing..den he told me dat 4 a particular UT he had not enough time 2 finish e last 2 qns so 4 e 2nd last qn he anyhow scribbled something on it den 4 e last qn he wrote 'lol'..hahas so funny lahz:P den after dat he taught me about computing,e border thing,IN 2 TRAIN STOPS!!! OR LESS!! hahas so cool rite? & I UNDERSTOOD IT!!! hahas u muz understand teaching me is no easy task wor!! hahas but he made it sound so simple hahas:P thanks!! hahas:P so anyway at yishun i alighted & went home..hahas:P

nothing much after dat excpet dat my mom refused 2 believe me when i said dat i DID not haf e memory card 4 e taiwan photos,last decemeber when we went taiwan..den she KEPT INSISTING IT WAS WIF ME!! argh so irritating i NOE if it's wif me anot rite? but NO SHE JUZ DIDN'T BELIEVE ME!! makes me so mad im not senile ok i NOE WHETHER I TOOK IT ANOT i didnt even touch it coz after i came back e next day i went 2 X29 camp and when i came back in was already in e com..argh she never believes me..

joan's sick:(get well soon my dearest joan..MISS YA!! love ya too=)

& sheng yang's got a gf..HAHAHAHA sheng yang's my sec school fren,& my bestest male fren hahas coz he's JUZ SO BLUR!! hahas sotong:P but he got gf le wor!! hahas but dun haf picture of her hahas dunno is dun haf or dun wanna show me wor..hahas:P good 4 him tho..i think he'll make a good bf he so blur he wont noe how 2 cheat on a girl:P hahas lucky he dunno my blog..rite?

later going my grandma house 2 celebrate mothers' day..belated hahas^^

i got 2 class first 2day so i decided to TAKE A PICTURE OF MY BELOVED CLASS W45J!! hahas it's not like a class 2 me,its like a room in my house where my classmates chill out etc..hahas coz for guys they play cs in class,they eat in class,they take off their pants in class(inside got shorts) and they walk ard class in shorts like pe shorts,& e gals oso eat in class etc hahas aint it WONDERFUL i treat my class as like my room? hahas:P love w45j

dont blame me if it's small..i took it wif my HANDPHONE for goodness sake hahas:P

anyway e reason y i wanted 2 post dis up is coz i haf been thinking about it since yesterday & because it links 2 wad im gonna say HAHAHAHA:P

2day my group comprised of leonard,sameen,ernie & of course me..hahas leonard e oni guy..anyway so i was saying ernie is wif sameen..hahas..den after dat i said ernie & leonard oso like couple..hahas so i concluded dat im an "outcast" hahas and thus started kajiao-ing ernie and leonard HAHAHA den after which leonard tried 2 push me OUT of class coz our chairs r e computer type,got wheels under it de,den i scream scream scream and HAHAS my leg power sia he didnt manage 2 push me out..

den ah weilun go & help him..hahas den i got pushed slightly outta e door,screaming ALL e way & a guy who was coming outta e toilet looked at me wif a weird look..hahas so paiseh but like i said I TREAT MY CLASS AS MY ROOM

anyway after dat i went back in & leonard tried 2 push me out AGAIN but didnt succeed coz he pushed me towards e WALL hahahahas funny lahz

den weilun ask me 2 sit on my chair den i guai guai sat there & he LIFTED THE WHOLE CHAIR OFF THE GROUND..goodness i so light mehz? hahahas no i dun wan comments on DAT

den i during 2nd break i went 2 toilet den every class got a piece of glass from e ceiling 2 e floor,a bit lahz a thin piece of glass or something so i looked into class & weilun looked @ me & smiled..den leonard suddenly jumped out & scared me from inside e class..argh..den when i got in weilun told me he was distracting me so i would get scared by leonard..ARGH!! hahas..

DATS Y I LOVE DIS CLASS!!:P

oh btw random a while ah..pammie's got a bf

another random..i got craving for sweet potato soup hahas shall bug my mom 2 make:P

FATHER'S LOVE LETTER,pls c it it's REALLY touching,trust me 4 once:P

i dunno how 2 put it on my blog so i juz put the webbie hahas:P

http://www.godtube.com/view_video.php?viewkey=bbb04ab3b2c1fb244f33

The words you are about to experience are true They will change your life if you let them For they come from the very heart of God He loves you, and He is the Father you have been looking for all your life This is His love letter to you.


My Child ,
You may not know me, but I know everything about you ~ Psalm 139:1

I know when you sit down and when you rise up ~ Psalm 139:2
I am familiar with all your ways ~ Psalm 139:3
Even the very hairs on your head are numbered ~ Matthew 10:29-31
For you were made in my image ~ Genesis 1:27
In me you live and move and have your being ~ Acts 17:28
For you are my offspring ~ Acts 17:28
I knew you even before you were conceived ~ Jeremiah 1:4-5
I chose you when I planned creation ~ Ephesians 1:11-12
You were not a mistake, for all your days are written in my book ~ Psalm 139:15-16
I determined the exact time of your birth and where you would live ~ Acts 17:26
You are fearfully and wonderfully made ~ Psalm 139:14
I knit you together in your mother's womb ~ Psalm 139:13
And brought you forth on the day you were born ~ Psalm 71:6
I have been misrepresented by those who don't know me ~ John 8:41-44
I am not distant and angry, but am the complete expression of love ~ 1 John 4:16
And it is my desire to lavish my love on you ~ 1 John 3:1
Simply because you are my child and I am your father ~ 1 John 3:1
I offer you more than your earthly father ever could ~ Matthew 7:11
Every good gift that you receive comes from my hand ~ James 1:17
For I am your provider and I meet all your needs ~ Matthew 6:31-33
My plan for your future has always been filled with hope ~ Jeremiah 29:11
Because I love you with an everlasting love ~ Jeremiah 31:3
My thoughts toward you are countless as the sand on the seashore ~ Psalm 139:17-18
And I rejoice over you with singing ~ Zephaniah 3:17
I will never stop doing good to you ~ Jeremiah 32:40
For you are my treasured possession ~ Exodus 19:5
I desire to establish you with all my heart and all my soul ~ Jeremiah 32:41
And I want to show you great and marvelous things ~ Jeremiah 33:3
If you seek me with all your heart, you will find me ~ Deuteronomy 4:29
Delight in me and I will give you the desires of your heart ~ Psalm 37:4
For it is I who gave you those desires ~ Philippians 2:13
I am able to do more for you than you could possibly imagine ~ Ephesians 3:20
For I am your greatest encourager ~ 2 Thessalonians 2:16-17
I am also the Father who comforts you in all your troubles ~ 2 Corinthians 1:3-4
When you are brokenhearted, I am close to you ~ Psalm 34:18
As a shepherd carries a lamb, I have carried you close to my heart ~ Isaiah 40:11
One day I will wipe away every tear from your eyes ~ Revelation 21:3-4
And I'll take away all the pain you have suffered on this earth ~ Revelation 21:3-4
I am your Father, and I love you even as I love my son, Jesus ~ John 17:23
For in Jesus, my love for you is revealed ~ John 17:26
He is the exact representation of my being ~ Hebrews 1:3
He came to demonstrate that I am for you, not against you ~ Romans 8:31
And to tell you that I am not counting your sins ~ 2 Corinthians 5:18-19
Jesus died so that you and I could be reconciled ~ 2 Corinthians 5:18-19
His death was the ultimate expression of my love for you ~ 1 John 4:10
I gave up everything I loved that I might gain your love ~ Romans 8:31-32
If you receive the gift of my son Jesus, you receive me ~ 1 John 2:23
And nothing will ever separate you from my love again ~ Romans 8:38-39
Come home and I'll throw the biggest party heaven has ever seen ~ Luke 15:7
I have always been Father, and will always be Father ~ Ephesians 3:14-15
My question is ~ Will you be my child? ~ John 1:12-13
I am waiting for you ~ Luke 15:11-32

Love, Your Dad
Almighty God

waah dis is great man..hahas i got it in my phone as well,but oni e sound de hahas:P but anyway its really touching hahas:P

i think i've gone crazy

yesterday went wif pam,she wanted 2 learn to play pool(again) dis time from michael and den so i spent like around 1 and a half hour watching her missing,watching her do some weird stunts when she cant really get the basics. so funny lahz and she kept pausing very long,den finally CHANGING her position AGAIN..i got a video of her changing position quite alot of times but i dunno how 2 upload it onto my blog..hahas she should thank me wor,4 being such a computer idiot so i cant upload it..hahas:P

soooo i 4got wad else i wanna say HAHAHAHAHA haiz waah dunno y 2day like so sad etc..suddenly got a whole wave of emotion fly 2wards me liddat lehz..den very S~I~A~N & i DUNNO Y i juz felt like crying..dun ask me y coz I OSO DUNNO..hahas i noe dats very lame but i REALLY dont noe..

Laugh & e whoLe woRLd Laughs wif u,cRy & u cRy aLone

waah monday was great hahas after school i went 2 pam's class 2 bother her & oso because we were going 2 far away places 2 eat(initially we said bedok,den after dat we didn;t noe whether 2 go changi or bedok etc etc) hahas den her fren drove us there,hahas so cool right? he's 30 & married hahas so funny lahz^^ his car very cute lahz got cartoons of felix the cat on it hahas coz his name is felix..hahas very funny lahz^^ anyway we finally decided 2 go changi village there 2 eat their ipoh horfun or something liddat im not sure but all i can say is dat it's really very nice!! chicken chop horfun hahas den her fren paid for us!! waah so cool horz?

anyway so we ate and den we didn't noe how 2 go back so her friend drove us 2 bedok mrt around there den we walk walk around,there was a pasar malam and den we walk walk and den pam bought earrings and den after dat some poly student came and told us she had 2 sell paper clips etc den she needed 2 get $100 or something 2 graduate thingie den so we donated $2 each and got a paperclip each,number is up 2 us but we oni took 1 each but anyway i dropped mine liaoz..so sad hor? its a heart shaped paper clip hahas:P

& yesterday was minds cafe again!!yay!! hahas girls and guys lahz:P hahas yesterday was ladies nite(thank goodness,coz i oni had $1.70 left in my little wallet)and so we could play the games 4 free or something and oso had a small bowl of chips hahas:P so fun lahz but emily and i were going at 8:30PM and den so we went wif QY and luke's fren joel,but b4 dat we took pics:P den we oso ask 1 of e ppl working there 2 take wif us den he like so paiseh lahz!! hahas e last time we came as girl's cg he was oso e 1 helping us HAHAHAS:P

den when i got home i ate my beloved cotton candy which i bought earlier in e day.. & oso sweet potato which my mom bought:P

i buy sweets for my class rite,den sometimes i feel that im wasting my money buying sweets for the class since i dun seem to get alot of sweets once the packet of sweets are in the view of my frenz:P but it's alright,coz i noticed dat i have been SO BLESSED by the beloved hope rp ppl:P..hahas i noe i mentioned dis b4 le,michelle dat day pay for my drink & nehe pay 4 ice cream & i said i would pay them back but anyway i haven den yesterday michelle bought a yellow marker 4 me hahas i didnt expect it but den she gave it 2 me saying"i noe yellow is ur fav color,4 u"..I FEEL SO LOVED!! hahas thanks my dears^^

hahas im very sian 2day..very bored and very totally not good mood..hahas but got a very funny incident dat happened during 1st break-out 2day hahas..

pam & i went 2 food haven 2 eat as usual 4 our 1st break,we always eat in food haven in 1st break and w1 canteen during 2nd break..hahas but anyway i ate alot 2day hahas:P when u're feeling down of course u pig out wad..at least I pig out when im feeling down..hahas..

so pam & i ate chicken den after dat we STILL bought fries hahas so lame right? but anyway so we ate fries & pam put chilli sauce at the side hahas den so we went 2 a seat at the corner side..hahas den so we were eating..

more or less it was like..pam & i were eating den we were wondering y the chilli sauce no longer hot,last time very spicy de..den so we were eating & REALLY wondering y it wasn't hot..den after eating VERY long..suddenly i said.."hey..do u think its tomato?" den i put fries in my mouth with the 'chilli sauce' den i eat a while ah..den we finally concluded:IN THE FIRST PLACE WE DIDNT EVEN TAKE CHILLI SAUCE IT WAS KETCHUP!! hahas den we juz kept cracking up..we juz kept repeating wad we did,e conversation of us wondering y e chilli sauce not spicy de..HAHAHAS SO LAME!!

yesterday when i wanted 2 blog my laptop got no batt,now 2day got batt i dunno wad i wanted 2 blog..aiyo..early senility settling in..haiz><

anyway i remembered i wanted 2 blog on friday night if im not wrong but den had 2 go sleep..hahas so funny..& i remember it was about my class..hahas but i dun rememebr the rest..it's alright i dun think it's good stuff anyway & some classmates haf my blog so anyway..OH! hahas remembered le but lazy 2 delete wad i said previously abt 4getting so..i rmb ah,coz i wear shorts 2 school rite,den hor azizi will sayi wanna try & look sexy,den leonard will say short shorts again..den alex will say little miss seductive..(coz dat day i wore e little miss giggles shirt 2 class so when i laugh no1 can scold me mahz hahas:P) silly ppl rite? dats y i love my classmates so much,they r JUZ SO TOTALLY SILLY..hahas:P

so funny yesterday i saw northa wif some woodlands gals..i miss u all!!^^ was great 2 c u all again^^ & u all r equally silly:P still as silly as ever..hahas:P

& btw my cg members r VERY nice wor..hahas michelle bought drink 4 me & nehe bought ice-cream 4 me..hahas i insisted i pay them back but den u c ah,THEY treated me w/o expecting anything back..so cool hor? hahas thanks ppl!!^^ i dunno wad else 2 say..hahas..><

i've got totally SO MUCH to blog about..so bear wif me pls..i gotta say everything coz im SO TOTALLY EXCITED!! hahas..too bad u read e start so u hafta read till e end..hahas kidding u can stop anytime u wan but u're gonna miss out,my dear:P

anyway so where should i start? i dunno so im gonna start about..i think tuesday when i was rushing home after andrew's meeting..actually i didnt go 4 the full meeting coz i had 2 rush home but anyway i was on the bus sitting down & listening 2 song & looking outta the window but no im not emo-ing..i think some ppl think dat being quiet & looking outta e window is emo-ing but no i wasnt okiez..anyway so suddenly the bus stopped @ a bus stop & it got really quiet(i was wondering y my song suddenly so loud..hahas so blur lahz i:P)& so i stopped the music and looked around & found ohers doing the same thing..apparently the bus engine dunno wad happened lahz so e bus driver kept trying to on it back & it went on for a few mins and den i was like telling God:God u gotta be kidding i've gotta get home..pls God!! den LO AND BEHOLD!! e bus started again..hahas & when i reached home i wasn't nagged at by my mom..hahas wad a miracle^^ thank God

ookiez so lets SKIP SKIP SKIP till 2day..hahas 2day is computing..eww its hard but alot of ppl find it fun..so either i am ABNORMAL or the ppl are abnormal..but den its ok im starting 2 enjoy it..ABIT..hahas so anyway 2day was like a mini test and it was individual work and we had 2 go up and do the whole thingie by ourselves,infront of e whole class and i was panicking BIG TIME..hahas & i kept praying 2 God..hahas den after dat leonard told me:dun worrie lahz alex helping..hahas btw alex is like e computing pro coz he 1 year in SP doing dunno wad,dunno y he wanna come rp(retarded poly,dats wad every1 calls it)AND he knows my sis coz they were both from the same secondary school and same batch thus older den me 1 year coz he went SP but anyway so he was beside me when i was doing the thing and then he kept telling me wad 2 do..hahas thanks wor!! den when i got back into my seat(yes i passed),i told leonard who was sitting beside me dat i would praise him infront of my sis coz she noes him mahz..hahas den leonard put at his personal message in msn:Melissa is falling for ALEX! haha damn cute she's like praising him and all. Gosh and he deserves it =) TY! ya..den as a counter attack i put MY personal message as THANK GOD 4 ALEX!! no i DO NOT LIKE ALEX,mister LEONARD who thinks i like him!! hahas like so silly hor? i told him 2 change it but he said when he reached home..& till now still haven..aiyo..anyway my fren in the same team sitting opposite me commented:sitting beside each other oso muz quarrel thru msn..hahas liddat den fun mahz:P but dats not e point lahz leonard oso helped me alot..he keep asking me not 2 worrie..hahas^^ thanks too wor!!

hahas okiez den after school i met my beloved ex-cg members NORTHA!! hahas nice 2 meet all u lovelies again..its great 2 c u all..hahas^^ was fun..they were as silly as ever and we watched a WONDERFUL movie on joyce de laptop in class using e wired thingie,facing the giant if im not wrong..but it's ok e title dun matter(it dun matter coz i cant rmb it but if i were 2 rmb it it WOULD be important..hahas:P)but anyway its cool lahz its like saying 2 praise God whether we win or lose..so cool hor? really impacted me & i really cried lahz so paiseh but nvm i wiped my tears b4 others could c..hahas i big girl liao lehz i always tell others..HAHAHA!! but it's ok 2 cry when its touching and it really spoke 2 me lahz..hahas its a wonderful movie..MUZ watch..i i could i'll rate it 500 stars..hahas not dat i can but anyway dats not e point..

i love e fellowship wif u lovelies..hahas I MISS YOU ALL!! hahas really miss joan wor..so glad 2 c her wor..hahas^^ anyway i dunno wad else 2 say so bye:P

waah tired hahas anyway yesterday i was tired and decided 2 take a short rest from 8.45 to 9 b4 going 2 bathe coz i was really tired and really very full coz i ate quite alot & i really felt like puking already..den so i lie on my parent's bed & promptly fell asleep..i was wrecked..really so tired sia..hahas coz my sis & her bf were in my room..hahas dats y couldnt rest there..hahas anyway so i fell asleep..den when i woke up(my mom nagged me up)it was already 10pm..hahas i wanted 2 erst 15mins i fell asleep 1hr15mins..aiyo..

anyway so when i woke up i was totally feeling terrible,i felt giddy and couldnt like even walk straight,and i felt like vommiting..really..den even after my bath i still felt very sick den so i posted on my personal message dat i was feeling terrible,wanna faint & vommit..den ah

WAH alot of ppl asked me if i was ok..hahas^^ thanks dearies..even my classmates got ask wor..i feel so loved..really..hahas..den after dat i realised i got pimple(no link),but e thing is i felt so totally loved..REALLY..

hahas thank God 4 blessing me wif so many ppl who r so nice!! i mean i've been taken care of my whole life..hahas pam take care of me like 4 years liao lahz!! dis year 5th year..hahahahas:P

perhaps the people wanna learn how 2 love more den ask God 4 more love den God gif them an unlovable person,namely ME!! hahas but i really appreciate all e concern dearies,yups im quite fine juz still feel abit like vommitting oni..my tummy lahz hahas^^

And I will run to You

To Your words of truth

Not by might, not by power

But by the spirit of God

Yes I will run the race

'Till I see Your face

Oh let me live in the glory of Your grace

okiez totally bored etc now..hahas but anyway..pam is in taiwan now..she flew there in friday and will b back on monday so means she might be coming 2 school & might not be coming 2 school on monday..i hope she comes coz i think actually im very reliant on her..hahas^^ lunch i eat wif her,after school i meet her,b4 school will meet & come 2 school 2gether..hahas she really my bestest bestest best fren..hahas^^ so as of now i've got no1 2 bother & i hope she comes back in time 4 school on monday but she will b very tired so mayb she dun come back in time 4 school better..sigh..i dunno lahz..

anyway..hahas on wednesday we celebrated ruth's bdae,actually the plan was different de lahz but last min change again..hahas its so funny lor..plan so much den in e end its quite simple..i dun think it was a surprise 2 her coz shareen told us she accidentally asked RUTH wad kinda cake ruth liked when she wanted 2 send it 2 emily i think..hahas so funny^^ anyway after dat i had 2 rush home coz it was late & got NAGGED BIG TIME by my mom..tsk><

den on labour day itself(which was ruth & andrew's bdae)we went 2 sentosa 4 RP family day!! hahas we met earlier 2 buy andrew's bdae prezzie & cake..hahas..den when i reached i saw no1(coz they standing e opposite direction from where i was looking mahz)den i called michelle den she told me she was there le..WAH SHE MUZ HAF WOKEN UP VERY EARLY!! & she asked me 2 call emily..den i call emily & SAW HER..hahas waste my call..hahas but it's alright a while oni^^ so went 2 vivocity 2 buy e stuff..my 2nd time there & 1st time walkin around so long..1st time there was wif pam 2 go sentosa..hahas^^den guisiang and ck came 2 find us.. anyway they finally decided on e prezzie(i hate shopping so i did nothing..)& e cake and we went 2 sentosa and den went firstly 2 e wrong beach,den walked in e wrong direction,den went 2 e wrong side,DEN found michelle & luke & kai en and den slacked 4 a long long time..hahas..was waiting 4 e guest-of-honour mister andrew 2 come..hahas:P the poor cake was buried in e sand as a "bomb" which he had 2 uncover after goin 2 FOUR stations and completing wad we asked him 2 do but he got injured on e 3rd station so e last station was cancelled and he had 2 dig up e cake and when he finally dug it out we sang e bdae song 4 him and den got sand etc etc..hahas e piece of cake i ate got sand..yucks..hahas but its ok a bit oni^^ den affirmation & everything..hahas^^ was fun..& e bdae boy(andrew)actually brought alot of food 2 sentosa!! wah it was really have lahz!! thank God 4 him..hahas^^ we ate aot of it..in fact i didnt even c him eat it wor..

OH! a fren of mine was also at sentosa on labour day!! but while e hope RP was on siloso beach,he was on palawan beach..hahas i found out e next day when i was telling my fren..hahas so funny lahz..^^ haiz..

OH YA! yesterday had prayer meet after service..hahas..& yesterday b4 service i saw vivien & liyan but didnt say hi 2 liyan coz she talkin 2 fren..but i went 2 kajiao vivien..hahas SO GLAD 2 C U MY DEAR VIVIEN!! anyway i reached home late & got nagged again..hahas & 2day woke up late..hahas i wanted 2 write cards 2 invite frenz 2 e campus transmission & imposter but im sorta lazy>< hahas..will lahz but dunno how 2 write..wad 2 write??

goodness i am totally feeling terrible..no im not really sick,sure i sneeze & i haf cough & phlegm but dats not e point..ah well..

2day is math & computing & its totally hard..hahas i went out 2 lunch e group had nothing much,i come back e whole program..i feel absolutely useless but thank God 4 syaQ dat she did all e work..hahas..wah she helped so so much man!! 2day oni 2 ppl in e team..hahas yussof & weilun never come..aiyo..hahas anyway..

shall talk about e family day 2morrow in another post..hahas:P