Today is a winding road that's taking me to places that I didn't want to go
Whoa (whoa, whoa, whoa)
Today in the blink of an eye I'm holding on to something and I do not know why
I tried

I tried to read between the lines
I tried to look in your eyes
I want a simple explanation
For what I'm feeling inside
I gotta find a way out
Maybe there's a way out

Your voice was the soundtrack of my summer
Do you know you're unlike any other?
You'll always be my thunder, and I said
Your eyes are the brightest of all the colors
I don't wanna ever love another
You'll always be my thunder
So bring on the rain
And bring on the thunder

Today is a winding road
Tell me where to start and tell me something I don't know
Whoa (whoa, whoa, whoa)
Today I'm on my own
I can't move a muscle and I can't pick up the phone
I don't know (I don't know, I don't know, I don't know)

And now I'm itching for the tall grass
And longing for the breeze
I need to step outside
Just to see if I can breathe
I gotta find a way out
Maybe theres a way out

Yeah I'm walking on a tightrope
I'm wrapped up in vines
I think we'll make it out
But you just gotta give me time
Strike me down with lightning
Let me feel you in my veins
I wanna let you know how much I feel your pain

Today is a winding road that's taking me to places that I didn't want to go
Whoa

Your voice was the soundtrack of my summer
Do you know you're unlike any other?
You'll always be my thunder, and I said
Your eyes are the brightest of all the colors
I don't wanna ever love another
You'll always be my thunder
So bring on the rain
And bring on the thunder, and I said
Your voice was the soundtrack of my summer
Do you know you're unlike any other?
You'll always be my thunder
So bring on the rain
Oh baby bring on the pain
And listen to the thunder




suddenly thought of this song when i was working. i liike this song!! i dun haf this song tho=( hahas. but me like!!(:

hahas. okays dats so random.


another randoms. when i answer u; either on sms or on msn; and my answer is like "ok." or smt, wif oni ONE fullstop, it means im not shuang. ok? this is so random. bt i juz felt like saying it 0ut. and i feel like privating my blog. but i wont.



your voice was the soundtrack of my summer♥

SUNDAY WAS WORK AT CHAN BROTHERS FAIR!! was totally fun. max. HAHA!!
basically my job is 2 guide de mascots around and gif 0ut sweets, toys, wadever nots la.

and its totally fun cuz i dun even need 2 work all the way from 9 till 9. its like half an hour we go 0ut, another half an hour de other batch of mascots go out. so fun! so everytime there are mascots 0ut thr. bt its not always us. plus since we cant keep track of time v well, we didnt really follow the time plan. so we juz happy happy go 0ut, come back other team take over. and the room is so comfy!!(:


eileen and elvis were the mascots while alena and i were the chaperons. means we take care of them etc. hahas. especially eileen. and another guy ricky was the kangaroo mascot.

de guys were lucky cuz they could still see!! but eileen couldnt see properly cuz de mouth area was too small and too low. so we had 2 guide her around and its like SUPER funny. everytime we left her alone she just STANDS THERE. never move. later step on kids or smt how? so she'll literally stand there, once in awhile figet. HAHAHAHAHA!!

elvis keep jumping around l0r. small boy. den step on alena de foot and made it red. HAHAHAHAHA!! after dat a pram ran over alena's foot and elvis was holding onto her cuz she was balancing on 1 foot and i was like "ELVIS! U STEPPED ON HER AGAIN?!" den he's like "NONO!! A PRAM ROLLED OVER HER FOOT!!" HAHAHAHAHA!! classic man(:

was really fun! de kids. omg. so superly cute cans!! all keep wanting 2 hug eileen cuz she's in de cutest mascot. de 2 cutest boyboys hugged her like dozens of times. and 1 of them fell down while running away. while standing up he was like looking at the mascots AGAIN!! cute max. super duper!!(:


PICTURES!!

this is the mascots in the mascots outfit wif us; the chaperons, in the chan brothers polo tee

and this is all of us, as how we are! HAHAHAHA!!

ok all in all i had tons of fun!(:

i put this on fb and cuz i wanna REMEMBER it, so im putting it on my blog!(:

i miss: genting; kl; jumpshot; swimming; jogging; sentosa; xiaolongbao; chicken wings; nasi briyani; clarke quay bridge; cookies and cream icecream; prata; mcb; genetics; genomics; psychology; rdna; singing in the bath; chomp chomp; lagoon; cycling; bbq; chalet; random tonning at airport; polaroids; cinnamon melts; taupoks; PUB attachment; taiwan; wuzhen.
dats a total of 30things!♥

me: i gt craving 4 xlb.
ruth: HAHAHAHA! Xlb? Xia lan bing? Cock face :x HAHAHAHA! :p


ruth arh ruthhhh. HAHAHAHAHAHA!♥

Walk away if you want to
It's okay, if you need to
You can run but you can never hide
From the shadow that's creepin' up beside you

There's a magic runnin' through your soul
But you can't have it all

(Whatever you do)
I'll be two steps behind you
(Wherever you go)
And I'll be there to remind you
That it only takes a minute of your precious time
To turn around, I'll be two steps behind
Yeah, yeah

Take the time to think about it
Just walk the line, you know you just can't fight it
Take a look around and see what you can find
Like the fire that's burnin' up inside me
{ From: http://www.elyrics.net/read/d/def-leppard-lyrics/two-steps-behind-lyrics.html }

There's a magic runnin' through your soul
But you can't have it all

(Whatever you do)
I'll be two steps behind you
(Wherever you go)
And I'll be there to remind you
That it only takes a minute of your precious time
To turn around, I'll be two steps behind
Hey yeah, ohh

There's a magic runnin' through your soul
But you, you can't have it all

(Whatever you do)
I'll be two steps behind you
(Wherever you go)
And I'll be there to remind you
That it only takes a minute of your precious time
To turn around, I'll be two steps behind
Yeah, baby
Two steps behind
Oh, sugar
Two steps behind













i cant wait till i find someone who really makes me feel like this song comes to life; and has real meaning. till when i can pinpoint dat "when i look back i see _____" whoever it is.

and frankly speaking. im kinda tired of everything.

feeling kinda down thus this weird blogpost. chanbros fair work will be on another blogpost. cuz when u're feeling down thr's no way u can excitedly describe hw much fun u haf cuz it wont seem like sincere.



anyway. i really dunno wad 2 say. and i really dunno wad 2 do. and i really dunno wad 2 think and feel and everything.



i've submitted the nus application form bt i juz cant help bt feel dat this ISNT wad i wanna do. sure i wanna learn those gene gene biobio stuffs. but i oni wanna learn for the sake of learning. for the FUN of learning. nt cuz im gonna do it in the future. i wanna be a dolphin trainer for goodness sake.



and wad 2 do? my future seems bleak.



i've been a bitch 2 some people around me. and i dunno how 2 respond actually oso.
its kinda sad actually.
i dun reply person a, person b doesnt reply me, person c and i aren't talking.

i stand by my own feeling dat im in the wrong (duh) but im not FULLY in the wrong, tho im not saying its the other party's fault. its juz dat, i dunno.

lotsa randoms!!(:

sickie!! ok. after de drinking session larh!!=( hahahahas. bt its ok, at least i had fun. so its a fair exchange(:

saw doc yesterday, and she was like asking me whether i ate alot of cny goodies.

den i paiseh 2 tell her its from ALCOHOL.

so i told her i ate alot of bakua. which is TRUE but it aint de main reason why im like dat, u'kno.

anyway. after seeing doc went 2 work and realised dat siti was ALSO AS SICK AS ME and she kinda lost her voice. my voice changed while she lost her voice. bt it slowly came back so i didnt haf 2 be the only 1 doing the talking 2 students. WHEWWWWWWWW. *wipes brow*

AND THEN 2day i was supposed 2 go work. supposed 2 reach at 930am. and i woke up at 8am but went back 2 slp cuz i thought rest awhile ma. cuz i woke up in de middle of de night at 3plus coughing my lungs 0ut.

eventually managed 2 get back 2 slp at about. 345am? around thr la. dats y i overslept. and i literally rushed 2 work. was trying 2 hail a cab but no cabs. somemore gt like 2 people waiting ALREADY. ok nvm. bus came. i ran ALLLLLLLLLL the way up 2 kumon and panting like some mad dog. couldnt even open de metal grilles thing. mr toh had 2 come 0ut and open 4 me while im so breathless i couldnt even thank him.

rushed 2 sign in and den meixiang was thr smiling at me once i rushed in. HAHA. i guess i made a grand entrance=D

den i realised dat they thought i wasnt coming cuz i was hacking like mad yesterday. haix. i should haf asked 4 mc rite? anyway. cuz i thought siti oso so sick. imagine all take leave jiu = die wad. see i so nice.

i still cant really detach myself enough 2 quit. tho i keep saying I WANNA QUIT cuz i wanna do things before i go into uni/work fulltime, but still.

will miss some of the kids luhh.

tho some can go die=D (btw i've been reading kidsgivemehope and 4 de life of me i cant imagine how de future generation can be OH-SO-CUTE when i've gt this extremely rude girl here at whr i work.

okayy. but im happy 2day cuz i was talking 2 fav kid's brother and one of de 1st things he said was "u lost ur voice ah?" tho its juz really my voice changed. but im happy cuz they realised=D HAHA. 2day was quite a gd day=D

OF COURSE, other den all de stress of rushing 2 work, of having awfully bad diarrhea but cant shit at work, and of atrocious coughing.

hahas. in de end didnt usher cuz i was feeling too bad. plus drowsy. i think its de sickness dats making me drowsy cuz it cant be the meds. i didnt eat de drowsy meds.

ok. work 2morrow from 9 till 9. siaoness. muz reach at 745. mad people. meeting eileen at 645 at yishun mrt. really wonder whether i'll like get up in time anot. kinda worried. setting 2 alarms didnt wake me 2day!!

ok anyway. i ate like CUP NOODLES 4 dinner. how unappetizing =( wanted 2 crack an egg in but the egg's like from dinosaur age or smt. so decided not 2. jiejie bought back some mochi 4 me!! loves(:

AND MUMMY'S COMING BACK SOOOOOOOON!! thinking of going airport fetch her sia. & i needa faster do my uni application thing. really very scared actually. if i dun submit de nus 1 on time i'll like really hate myself 4 life.

i noe i might not be able 2 get in but if i dun submit it in time im like totally giving myself a 0% chance. u'kno. like if i submit mayb i'll haf like 2% chance. ok. random figure. hahas

gotta do de ntu 1 as well. i think i stand a higher chance of getting into ntu. tho 2 be honest i really cant see myself getting into either of the unis. i dunno why. its like i feel im nt good enough. bt im gonna submit application anyway!

and im tired. nites(:

randoms!

in a card deanna once wrote 2 me; when i was in despo mode!! HAHA!!

"Your prince told me he was late. So keep waiting and punish him for being late when he shows up!"

so sweeeeet of her♥ loveloves!(:

sometimes i think dat if people are to be given solomon's choice; an ultimatum;

they would choose her.

like watching random stuffs on youtube now. like chengyao dance. and haipai dance. HAHAHAHA!! & cuz gt subtitles 4 de haipai de song (in english) and i found it so sweet.



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ya. i noe. i dun even really understand them now. hw 2 understand next time? bt ok. its still sweet.(:

from zg; trying 2 promote someone.

"Now a days Bai ma Wang zi dun ride white horse.. Haha.. They ride modern horse Haha"

hahas. crazy guy. anyway. speaking of that. i really wanna learn horse ridingg.

dear throat;

please be nice 2 me and heal faster! & i promise u dat i wont drink alcohol this full week♥

(:

any im being random. & in any case i dun think my throat will heal soon and if it doesnt heal soon i cant drink ANYWAY. and anyway im nt going friday bbq cum drinking session. so whr can i drink anyway!

SO PLEASE HEAL.

and vday is over.

i'll like 2 tell a guy eventually when i grow up " 'cuz we were both young when i first saw you"

IM NOT GONNA BE YOUNG SOON!! HAHA SO FASTER!! WHR'S MY GUY!! HAHAHAHAHAHA! bt seriously. no craving 4 a bf now. kinda funny. esp since its vday. bt den again. its ALSO exams period. which is more impt den my loneliness for now. hahahahahas(:

ok. guy-hunting after ut ends? who's wif me? HAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!

ok my throat hurts like max siao. and my head is pain ttm. muz b from the drinking from yesterday. =(

didnt haf any plans AT ALL after service initially. den while at work received an sms from jasper saying deanna's down; wanna drink anot. smt liddat

i'll type de msg 0ut cuz i see alr i think its v sweet of him 2 plan de 0uting. hahas

"Peeps! Lets cheer Deanna up!!! She is so freaking emo, dont go ask! But actions will do, if you all want let's go help her drink all her sadness away. Never drink also can just the point is gather cheer her up! A reply yes or no for tonight will be greatly appreciated :). Do the right thing :))"

hahas. dats his whole msg typed 0ut(: hahas. seriously nice of him. bt cuz he said "dont go ask!" so in de end none of de gals dare 2 go ask her/go sms her. HAHA!! bt 3 guys msged her encouraging msgs(: which is jasper jinghao and zg. hahas.

so anyway after service and after dinner went down 2 raffles place mrt 2 meet them(:

& jasper told me he was actually standing like RIGHT BESIDE ME in the mrt bt i didnt see him AT ALL. & i told him i saw a guy from the corner of my eyes but he looked like an uncle. =x

serious ok!

den we went off; walk super alot of place. in de end went back 2 de ard clarke quay dat area (found 0ut oni yesterday its boat quay) de bar area thr. circular road. hahas. this time not eski bar, not white bar, not strawberry. this time was amber(:

hahas(: black label.

kristy didnt drink bt deanna went 2 pour some into her green tea. HAHAHAHA!! den every1 else drink. den jasper de fyp teammate roger came over.

& ironic!! yvonne was oso coming over bt wif her frenz. so she popped over 2 find us!!(: but by den kristy sz dedrick went off alr lo.

drink till i like abit woozy. i dun think i was drunk. till now i still think im nt drunk. i dun think i was even high cans. cuz i heard de feeling of high very nice 1. bt i didnt feel it leh. so should b not.

ANYWAY! i still rmb ok. i went toilet 2 pee and thr was no toilet paper so i went 2 get tissue. see? so i wasnt drunk. i can rmb.

bt kinda funny. i abit high tho. i think? i was like *walk walk walk* *pause* *skips* *pause* *continues walking like nothing happened*

omg.

HAHAHAHA!! bt seriously. i can swear dat i wasnt drunk. i noe EVERY SINGLE THING dat happened cans. juz dat im like woozy or smt.

i do remember everytime i go toilet i'll like sway sway. HAHA!! den cuz de toilet roll is behind. den i'll tear before sitting. den when i sit down properly alr rite. like abit giddy. HAHAHAHA!!

ok nvm. hahas. we had mac. after dat cab home. uncle so nice sia. when i was getting off he asked whr de lift. den i pointed. den he say ok. he wait 4 me go in de lift 1st den he go off. so sweet of de uncle(:

muz b see me tinytiny. HAHAHAHA!!

den reached home; about 530am. i actually read abit before slping. hahas. was having bad sorethroat by den. & i ate lozenges. but still; 2day still dry like siao. and pain like mad.

& i had headache. super sucks. woke up at like abt 7 cuz i had REALLY bad stomachache. infact i keep having bad stomachache since yesterday. diee. but shit bu chu leh=x

ok. anyway de thing is. i had fun yesterday; and im having a freaking bad headache and sorethroat.

mummy's going overseas; taiwan 2morrow.

so worrying starts 2morrow and ends when she reaches back safe and sound.

everytime she goes overseas i find myself worrying all the time till she gets back.=(

worrying: from 2morrow till 21feb early morning.

=(

ok im happyy!!(: might be having a kumon assistants outing next wed! still gt ut on thurs bt i kinda dun care=x

but i noe i still needa study la(:
last lap already! muz chiong(:

but i went 2 count; i almost confirm gonna drop. so kinda scared.


but still!!
FINALLY KUMONS OUTING!! happy!!(: cuz i sorta kinda miss limying and zoey(:

cherry stem knot i did at my grandma's bdae celebration!!

it looks like a heart; and i love it(:

i happily said dat cuz its in a shape of a heart; i'll get a bf this year.

frankly speakin; not really looking for 1 currently.

sorta feel like. dun wan 1 now. tho i still wan some1 thr wif me when im down; when im bored; when im happy; etcetc. but still. no1 in mind at all.

so ya. let nature take its course ba.

(ok mayb 2 days later i'll b whining about wanting a bf. but as of RIGHT NOW; naw=D)

OHHHHH!! and i went swimming 2day. ALONE. kinda amazed at myself. cuz im de kind who would rather NOT exercise if im doing it alone (even if i REALLY wanted 2).
& i actually went swimming at the safra alone(:

2 idiotic girls taking up space (alot as well. they stand so far apart 4 wad sia. waste space oni) at the pool. kinda pissed. especially when i swam 2wards them and they didnt even move at all. like totally wth. selfish bitches.

but anyway! really glad i went; cuz i really enjoyed myself(: *pats back* GOOD JOB MEL!! GOOD JOB!!(:

& i swam 10laps. not bad ok! i had 2 stop every half a lap 2 clean my goggles cuz it fogs up very easily. dun haf de anti-fog thingie or smt. den cannot see properly.=(

10laps in about..45mins!(:
happyy!!(:

aint it beautiful?♥

made 0ut of recycled newspapers ya! awesomely beautiful♥

its my 2nd last day of school!

kinda happy u'kno. like omg. FINALLYYYYY!!

& deanna, eileen and i had this super duper random convo on msn talking about bintan. cuz we really wanted 2 go overseas. (rmb afew posts b4? i wanna go places wif water.)

anyway. IM EXCITED!! i cant WAAAAAAAIT for grad trip!!♥

& i've been randomly thinking. like REALLY. wad do i wanna do in the future? ask me and i'll seriously draw a blank. on a sidenote; i gotta faster apply 4 uni. b4 de application or wadnot thing closes!! sorta kinda scared tho. i dunno wad 2 expect. do i really want this? or issit society dat's dictating that i needa go uni?

cuz; back 2 same old question: what do i REALLY wanna do in the future?

beats me. i enjoy studying things related 2 genomics etc. like i enjoyed modules like mcb; genetics; genomics; rdna.

but i enjoyed psychology too!

kinda makes me wonder wad i'll ever do in the future. u'kno. its hazy. its like i can see the path only like 3 steps ahead. de rest is swallowed up by the haze.

but its alrite(:

cuz i noe ultimately wad i wan is a job dat i'll enjoy=D

i used 2 think dat 1.2k is alotta money. apparently it isnt! & when im older & hafta like takecare of my parents etc, 1.2k really isnt gonna sustain everyone. tho of cuz i've gt my smart sis!!(:

but dats not the point! the point is dat i wan a job i can enjoy

& recently i've been thinking about wad i wanna do when i grow up. i wanna be either a police (kinda impossible), or a dolphin trainer.

i wonder how much they earn tho. but its kinda ok 2 me cuz i get 2 like spend time wif dolphins (!!!!!) AND get tan at the same time. or mayb nt huh? mayb they gotta wear the like suit kinda swimsuit. omg. i'll cry man.

ok anyway. 2 conclude; i got some goals 4 this coming hols. whether im gonna work fulltime or gonna study uni, i still wanna do some stuffs in the hols. if im gonna work im gonna take time off 2 do stuffs i wanna do. cuz once i work i wont haf the time?

things up:

-party at gerald's house!! omg. i dun care how many "not-close" people thr are gonna b thr ok. i wanna go. hahas

-get a lifeguard cert (and bug lianjie 2 coach me or smt)

-get bike license (at least take rtt?)

-learn french!! (this is gonna be real tough, especially wif parttime work at kumon.)

-go somewhr relaxing. (think phuket;bintan;batam;SAIPAN ISLAND;乌镇. goodness. even east coast will do actually. but of cuz nothing beats the feeling of not being tied down by anything "singapore". hahahaha!! seriously! dats why i really like going overseas. its like u leave all ur troubles and worries back at home. so when u go over u're like so free!!♥)

anyway; 1 more problem statement; 3 more uts and im free!(:

and i noe wads my fyp grade alr. its a B. should i b happy? should i b sad?

actually i kinda sad la. tho im glad cuz i heard fyp2 is harder, but yet at the same time i cant help but think dat i did put in more effort this time.

i felt dat my report was better-done than previously lehs. owells. wads done is done and cannot be undone.

but lemme wallow in misery 4 awhile ok?

im doing the "pity-me" thing. 2 myself.

(:

u can never truly take out your mask.

blogpost no 601
(:




i dun understand how come juz cuz it doesnt seem 2 matter 2 YOU doesnt mean it wont matter 2 ME.
u'kno. im like. weird. ok? im different and not in a good way.
i stress over stupid stuffs like modules and daily grades all the time. i get mad easily when i dun get the grades i want and i cry easily when dat happens.


BUT STILL. sometimes i dun understand how come when im going all mad about something dat IM worried about; there are people who have different worries etc from ME, and they immediately toss it aside and tell me "its ok 1 la" etc. flipping it off nonchalantly.

owells.

& THEY ALL PARTIALLED!! sobs=(




owell. been having some weird feelings recently.
(:

read this on MLIA. totally feel like trying it

"Today, i told my guy friend that i could possibly be pregnant with his child. The fact that we had never had sexual relations has apparently not crossed his mind, and he's still freaking out. Most Gullible? I think so. MLIA. "


HAHAHAHA!! like omg. who can i try it on sia!! HAHA!! bt after blogging it up, i dunno who read & who dun read my blog. so ya. toughh. HAHAHA!!

bt seriously. SO CUTEEEEEEEE!!


& im currently copying notes etc.
& my sis had cravin 4 sweet things. so she gt me half a packet of crysanthemum tea and i got choc 4 myself & 4 her. awesome max!!(:

i like it when people im close 2 call me mel.♥

got a lil pissed by something 2day.
1st; i put on fb saying stomachache etc. a fren who saw i partialled commented on it.

den started talkin abt modules etc wad-nots.
& i was saying mayb he gotta take more mods cuz attachment etc. still needa meet de min 30 mods requirement wad.
& den he claimed dat "i also last time take 5 modules.. no difference. well maybe SOH wants us to study more and become wiser than all the others in RP?"

& i totally went wth at his comment. 2 myself of cuz. im a nice girl.

anyway. i dunno wad is his problem. if u wanna show off dat u had attachment AND taking 5day week; lemme tell u.
i oso had attachment; EVEN if it was short. but seriously i loved it. i dun mind workin thr 1 sem!! hahas!! seriously lovess. especially site visits!! looks 4ward 2 it everyweek. plus i dun mind if I had 2 go ard sampling etc. juz dun coop me up in an office EVERYDAY. a nice blend ok? 1 week at least 2 site visits. i'll b a happy content girl(:

anyway. i digress.

the main thing is. i took 31mods anyway. more then the normal 30mods. (tho of cuz it was a MISTAKE and i didnt MEAN 2 take 31mods. why take 31mods when it might pull u down?)

& he's thr saying dat he took more mods den other schools in RP. totally wthhhh. ok nvm.

sometimes i think its quite sad. people classify us under wad school we are from.
sas? nerdss. (i dun like being called a nerd bt i dun deny im nerdy. bt not every sas-er is!)
shl? sporty. probably in those very hiong sports like dragonboat etc.
sit? computer genius. noes EVERYTHING abt computers.

i cant think of any more descriptions for the rest ok. but my point is clear.
does it mean sas cant haf dragonboat-ers?
isnt it unfair?
owells. thinkaloud nia(:

i TOTALLY wanna go saipan island ok.

as i said:
places i wanna go:
-phuket
-batam
-saipan island
-china; wuzhen
-taiwan

& 0utta these 5 places, 4 are like those relaxrelax places; WIF WATER. yea. totally. im a firesign (saggitarius) but i love water.
juz like how i love swimming. ironic tho. i would never wanna die in water.

ok nevermind. anyway! i really wanna go saipan island=( ever since i watched dreamteam season2 saipan island yesterday.
=(




btw; partialled 2day. i was planning 2 do rj etc. bt it isnt open 4 me. i guess faci dun even wan me 2 try 2 do rj etc.

anyway! i was really having a slight headache and stomachache leh. bt owells. thr's a secret thrill when u partial(:

and oso; siewping zg and i watched green hornet!! & i enjoyed it max!!(:

& after de movie zg was like saying my laughter really like..i dunno. i dun rmb wad he said. bt i really laughed out loud in the movies. HAHAHAHA!! i enjoyed it wad!! & i laughed the loudest and the longest as well. omg.



& random no 3!
i told my sis: zomg. ok. im gonna add a z infront of everything i say. like zjie's. (jie's)

den she showed me whr something was.
me: vokay. eh? should b a z. should be zokay.

& den i sian diao-ed by myself. ok. being random here. HAHAHAHA!!



reunion dinner 2morrow=( while my clique has dinner. kinda sad actually=( wished i could b thr.