random pictures!!
this is the pic of the spaces of the little pictures i cut out from wrapping paper 2 paste on christmas cards=D

den this is the pic of the cut-out pics
in de end the gingerbread man & the list-looking 1 i didnt paste
no space luhh=D


& another random:
my dad has an iphone & an itouch!!
crazy dad
hahahas
while i haf a lousy phone [which i love]
& a lousy mp3 player [which i noe how 2 use=D]

oh,he gave the itouch 2 my sis
so my sis' mp3 is probs mine
unless the itouch space is so tiny it can oni contain games & n0t songs
o wells
i dun mind sticking 2 my own mp3 player actually
juz dat my sis' mp3 is so much cooler=D

another random:
saw alson qua while going 2 meet tings, at yishun near the pond there
wowness!!
hahas cuz i always look down when i walk, he always manages 2 scare me by walking super close infront of me, towards me
hahahahas
was great seeing him again, so miss my previous classes
he's the one i see the most luhh!! always bumping into him in sch,tho v little times, but alot compared 2 bumping into others
o wells
hahas random!! but its fun 2 haf him kajiao me like he always does, walking towards me till i shocked den he'll laugh at me
hahas=D

randoms end=p

time 2 blog!!=D
yups,totally need 2 blog..im g0nna cram like 7days of events into 1 long blogpost
so
warning:long blogpost ahead

MONDAY, 21dec
had leisurely lunch wif my sis
pamela randomly called me,suggested g0ing out=D
yayness luhh!!
cuz initially was meeting on de day when my nitecycling wif class ended,but i was so super tired i couldn't tahan
so anyway

oh ya! sidetrack abit
wif my leisurely lunch wif my sis i finally bought the bag i wanted 4 a long time!! cotton on cheapo bag!!
eh i like it ok!^^
im g0nna start collecting their cheapo bags,cuz i've always found them nice but didnt buy cuz was worried i would waste money buying them
however i've used it quite a few times already so should not be a waste already rite?=D

ok back on topic=D
met silly girl at toapayoh mrt station cuz she work lunch, & she managed 2 get 0ut of working dinner, th0 its no-show
so we went 2 eat
sakae, she intro some pasta thingie
n0t bad seh=D

after dat we went bugis^^
she wanted 2 exchange the shirt she b0ught for her boyboy
so we went bugis 2 exchange plus shop ar0und
heehee
i bought a vest!! yayness!! hahas
dats all dat i bought
she bought more things den me luhh!! hahas=D

den after exchanging they shirt for another colour de, we went mos burger 2 eat butterfly prawns or something
plus their ichigo bliss
yummilicious!!
hahahahahas
i keep playing wif my bag & my vest
heehee(:

den slack slack around den g0 home already
hahas
i had a great time wif her th0
cuz th0 its really a very casual outing but dats the whole thing wad, dat its casual & fun
besides we get to spend time crapping & sharing life
hahas
talked ab0ut anything and everything luhh!!


TUESDAY 22dec
tuesday was caregroup!!
ok..it was more of devotion
anyway we had it at istana park

super funny!! kaien guitarist
so he has his sheet of guitar cords or wadnots on the floor
a gust of wind flew & blew dat paper into the water
once it started flying he started shouting & trying 2 reach it

hahahahas he has a guitar on his lap
how 2 reach it?
hahas shar & i tried 2 get it b4 it flew into the water
but it still dropped in
hahahas but i really found it hilarious & it sorta brightened up my day luhh(:

den saw kaien patting it onto the floor so it will stay
den cuz it will stick 2 de floor when its dry he started flapping it in the wind

hahahahas
we did a random sharing of our week
den devotion started

lalala
den luke's fren sebestian came
den we went off
ate
den they decided 2 watch avatar
cuz it will end late so i didnt watch wif them


WEDNESDAY 23dec
its christmas eve's eve
err
ya
HAHAHAHA
ok im being lame
but its really important cuz i needed 2 get my ushering clothes
like majorly important
cuz i didnt haf a single piece for my ushering
except de black heels, which i practically died in, borrowed from my sister

so my sis&i went bugis shopping
=D
i muz say i did enjoy myself
ok im starting 2 be ok wif shopping
as long as its shopping like men
o wells
gif me credit,im trying=D

bought my 3-quarts sleeve green top, which can be off-shoulder & can be pulled up 2 be not-off-shoulder
yay!! 10bucks oni,so much cheaper as compared 2 if i had 2 buy at dorothy perkins
yippee!! saves money..*grins*

b4 dat i finally g0t a top i've been liking for goodness noes how long
always liked those kinda button shirt
hahas mayb cuz i always see it on display at the shop busstop
& de model wear till so nice
so always wished i had a top liddat
finally bought 1 at bugis!!
10bucks too
woohoo!!
loves bugis(:

den after dat still needed 2 get my businesswomanish skirt
so went 2 bugis de shopping centre 2 find
found it at double index
$31.90 ok=(
so 心痛=(
but nvm, i really like it, plus as i convinced myself, i can use it 4 my fyp
& my sis further convinced me by saying i can wear it for interviews
heehee
but its really nice!!^^

den after dat my sis & i each bought a pouch=D
my sis oso bought alot of stuffs ok!

outside of the pouch, she also bought a sleeveless top at bugis,8bucks
den she bought a pair of brown heels, which are too small 4 me
its unfair
im shorter den her but my feet are larger
technically speaking, my feet should be proportional 2 my height
so my feet should b smaller den hers
but its bigger
hmphx
its unfair

& den we went back 2 yishun & she bought 2 cotton on tops
she bought total 5 cotton on tops in a week luhh!!
but its on sales
like crazy sales luhh!!
each top is 5bucks
cheapp cann!!(:

den home sweet home where i tried out my usher clothes,& my sis say i look like some teacher
sobs
teacher at the age of 18!!
hahas actually can la,its more of the information i haf stored in my brains
heehee


THURSDAY AND FRIDAY 24dec & 25dec
its CHRISTMAS EVE!! so "At the Door" service is thursday
had ushering
rushed 2 ushering & w0ah every1 like diff shades of green=((
PolyDINS usher who were ushering are:-
Alexia
Cannie
Joseph [the perfectionist=D]
Kirby [he eventually didnt serve cuz something cropped up i think]
Li Cheng
ME!!

notice dat no PolyDINS fms were there
floor managers, those who take care of everything
something liddat=D
alexia had 2 assume dat role for christmass ess
hahas

makeup at the room, den slacked ar0und crapping wif the rest
den had dinner,was niice=D

after dat split us up into our groups, so it was me&licheng wif 3 other adults ushers
saw james!
the usher who i always see when im ushering for major events
was in the same group as him in a prayer meet event, so noe him
hahas once i saw him i pointed at him and said "u're ushering again!"
while at the same time he says "see u again!"
hahahas
i remember he told me he became an usher cuz g0t more space 2 praise&worship
hahahas=D

ushering was ok,but i think i could haf been alotalotalot better
the leader was good th0
he kept encouraging us etc
& taking care of us(:

after dat was a short debrief & the overall in charge 4 de day gave us foam rose!! hahas
& choc was passed ar0und too!!
i love ushering=D

went 2 find de rest wif shareen & her fren eric
at the flyer, finally found them
heehee
had random games, like shareen's impromptu game plus the colour game thingie
hahas
was fun!
changed outta my skirt & the heels,hate heels
into shorts & comfy slippers
=D

after which we had a crazy time of gift exchange & cards giving, was so messy!!

den was carolling practice
WAS SO HAPPY!! its my dream 2 go carolling!!
tho i expected it differently but it was fun nonetheless!!=D
my 1st carolling seh(:

den after everything ended most went off home
a few of us ton outside
catherine ruth lianjie kaien desmond yeshen & of course meee!!
hahas

i had a bad bad bad stomachache th0
diarrhea
i diarrhea-ed at the flyer
so dats how i knew it was diarrhea
went 2 mac which is super near city hall mrt station
the 1 where u take de escalator up & tadah~ its DAT mac
where there is oni 1 toilet
sobs

had a bad tummyache for a long time
drank a whole cup of warm water
den urgent, wanna weewee den went toilet
in de end diarrhea-ed
but de funny thing ab0ut my diarrhea dat day was dat there was ABSOLUTELY NO SMELL
weird,i noe
i dunno why th0
but its gd cuz i would haf killed the n0se of the guy behind me if there was a smell,rite?^^
aint my stomach nice? HAHA
den after dat my stomach ok

woohoo!! played monopoly deal de whole nite
excluding eating
den catherine had stomachache=(

early in de morning we went back home
mrt-ed home & den read cards, slack around

my mom came outta de room when i came home
she boing my head & called me a tingtong
ok not really boing my head, she ruffled my hair[issit de correct word?]

den she shuffled back 2 sleep
heehee my mom is cute can!!=D

went 2 shit & den sleeeeeeep!!
yay!!

woke up like dunno wad time luhh,5plus?
dun remember

den slacked ar0und the whole day
heehee^^


SATURDAY 26dec
postchristmas event at sentosa!!
was late=(
went 2 eat at foodcourt, but didnt wanna eat meal so ruth & i went ar0und looking 4 food
was hoping there was shihlin
anyway didnt find
eventually when we went toilet we realised there was a shihlih in harbourfront centre
sobs

so ate old chang kee & bubble tea^^
slacked ar0und den ruth & i pei fione g0 withdraw money
de rest of de gals went 2 buy stuff for sentosa,like snacks & drinks
the guys pei ck eat cuz ck came late

den we went 2 sentosa!! whoo!!
den went de beach there
raining seh=((
dampen my mood
i so wanted 2 get tanned
haiix
didnt luhh of course
sobs

anyway
played random games
like the slipper game led by tings
i lost=(
bt no forfeit
yay!!
shareen g0t splashed into de water & her hp spoilt=(
almost all de guys were trying 2 pull each other in
hahahahas

den dog&bone
hmphx
didnt win,our team
nvm=D
i had lotsa fun nonetheless=D
hahas

the running caused me 2 had leg-aches for like 2 days
HAHA
old already=(

after dat we juz anyhow slack
they played captains ball
ruth&i didnt
hahas
den slack slack
den g0 back vivo

saw the youth north group(:
so long never see them already luhh
hahas miss them!!
silly joan came over & started clapping my hand, like hamburger
den her ring keep knocking against my finger
hahahahahaha=D
good 2 see her again th0=D miss her

the rp group ate at carls juniour
but was in the mood for kfc so ruth lianjie & i went 2 eat kfc=D
whoo!! my craving

den went off home sweet home on 855
i do love long bus rides alone
<3


SUNDAY 27dec
pam randomly msn me
talked ab0ut farmville
den link 2 dinner
den dinnered wif her out
HAHA
super impromptu!!
slacked ar0und yishun
actually she wanted 2 g0 star gazing
but rained so the floor was wet, couldn't go de safra there 2 stare at water & gaze at stars
love dat place th0

so slaced ar0und northpoint
ate at pastamania
=D
remind me n0t 2 buy the cream based pasta
it gets sick after half the meal=(
but i really do like it!!
more den tomato based pasta

the chicken wing was nice th0!!=D
& i like their garlic bread(: i really like garlic bread(:

literally slacked ar0und wif her
hahas was fun nonetheless


MONDAY 28dec
watched avatar 3d!!
omg
its a superly good movie
love it loads!!
de 3d specs sucks th0
so heavy, felt like my nose g0nna drop off from the weight
ended up supporting the specs wif my hand
throughout de movie
=(
but its an awesome movie!! i liike=D

den went 2 eat, we reallt ate alot
between cheryl me lianjie weiloong we ate:
tom yum seafood soup + rice [cheryl]
bak kut teh soup + rice [lianjie&i share]
2 plates of hokkien mee [weiloong 1.5 plates, lianjie 0.5 plate]
1 big plate of hao jian [all of us]

as u can see, the ones who ate the most are:
lianjie & weiloong

hahahahas
den shar came over
den de guys & shar went esplanade while cheryl & i went home
heehee


TUESDAY 29dec
happy bdae songzhi!!
hahas
18already!! heehee

initially was meet tings at 3 de
but stomachache den became 330
hahahahahas

slacked ar0und at popular b4 she came cuz i count de time wrongly-.-
saw a book i wanna read!!
the tipping point by Malcom Gladwell

o wells
den ate & library where tings taught me teaching
^^

den home sweet home!! dinner & den online already=D

okies,finally end of post!!
hope u survived=D

time 2 bl0g ab0ut my nite cycling dat took place from wednesday nite-thursday morning!!(:

earlier on b4 dat had cg, so was meeting my classmates late 4 de nite cycling
didnt n0e how 2 get there, they had 2 think of a way 2 get me 2 ecp safely since im like..direction clueless de

so finally jasper found a way,i shall type de sms he sent
"later u will see a few names, when u board 966. The stop that you at is >>>opp eunos stn. Soon after you see, afr lor g telok kurau, aft lor j telok kurau, aft still lane, then you will see>>> aft grand hotel. Wait at that stop. When reaching eunos station call me. I tell how to get to that stop."

hahas!! made me confused initially,why need 2 call him when he tell me which stpo 2 stop at already?
den realised dat it was cuz de bus stop wasn't directly outside de mrt station
so called him when i reached eunos
den he directdirectdirect me there

he say he direct 1, confirm i wont g0 wrong 1,den i say i shall purposely walk wr0ngly, he say "ok, u slowly find ur way over horr..byebye"
AHH!! hahas but he was kidding la, he guide me all de way 2 de busstop

den to0k de bus & after getting down he say call him again
so i called him again
& den he directed me 2 dis basketball court
den ask me wait there
he cycled over holding my bike wif one hand
so steered wif 1 hand oni
power

den cycled 2 find de rest(:
ravi dunno how 2 cycle, so jasper had 2 take de 2seater bike wif him
wah, jasper is really,i dunno wad 2 say la,superman uhh
hahas
shall call him dan-yan-pi less la,see him so nice
hahas(:

den cycled off,talked 2 every1 etc, especially siewping cuz we cycled 2gether
cycled till de wakeboarding place 2 eat, den decided 2 g0 find kerenia after eating
dat ziguang h0r
he say later we at changi there dun call names, like if im behind him, dun call his name
den he proceeded 2 name us-.-
he said im banana1
brendan is banana2
he's banana3
& siewping is rambutan
HAHA
dunno why

went off cycling 2 kerenia house downstairs
her dad helped her pump her bike so we slacked downstairs
she gave me lightstick!!(: happy!~*

halfway through, it started 2 rain quite heavily
sought shelter under some roads, den juz sat ar0und talking

rain stopped, den went off cycling cycling cycling
cycled ar0und, till we reached downtown east there
rested there at macs, when i was ab0ut 2 punch jasper
he say something along de lines of
"haiyo, i directed u 2 de basketball court there, den somemore cycle wif ur bike over 2 the basketball court so u can cycle back, dunwan u 2 walk very far, haiyo..nvm nvm!"
HAHA!! blackmail!!

but true la,he really was like the mister good dat day luhh!!
see ah,he 4gt 2 mention dat he smsed me the full details of where 2 get down etc,
den he went 2 fetch me at the basketball court wif bike so i can cycle 2 find de rest,
den he still 2seater wif ravi, really n0t easy cuz ziguang they all c0uldn't, den its of course nt as fun cuz 2seater u muz sorta takecare de person behind,
den after dat he 2seater wif jason when jason leg c0uldn't take it, somemore jason didnt pedal at all, so according 2 ziguang its even harder cuz n0w he take de full load of 2 ppl,whereas wif ravi, ravi still gt pedal

yups
anyway~
den we cycled on
halfway through, after we went off from macs, kerenia's bike ran over something, she was infront of me, den her back tire punctured, all de air came out
so she couldn't cycle anymore
jasper&brendan went off infront already
so called jasper 2 tell him

kerenia cabbed back
mable had work de next day so she & her bf oso decided 2 cab back 2 return de bikes den home

so left 7 of us
jasper ravi brendan ziguang jason siewping me
jasper cycled back 2 find us
den we all cycled 2 find brendan&ravi

den cycled on
& on
& on
long stretch sia
we kept getting caught in de rain

den wah! ziguang v gentlemanly
cuz seriously,i dun dare 2 cycle last de
den ziguang juz went 2 de back & cycled behind all of us
hahas(:
nice of him

& den when i grumbled my bag was heavy cuz i carry v long & my shoulder nt v good, den jasper&brendan offered 2 help me carry
of course i refuse 2 let jasper carry la!
he already need 2 cycle 2seater, still burden him wif my bag meh?
so pass 2 brendan
ohoho(:

den we finally reached de end of ecp
whoohoo!!
of course we didnt get 2 see sunrise cuz we had alot of stops
anyway it was cloudy so dats ok

stopped 2 rest cuz jason couldn't take it, in de end his legs hurt so much jasper had 2 2seater wif jason while ravi walk back

when we stopped, i force jasper 2 ride 2seater wif me cuz wanna see how it feels
small stretch oni
den ziguang&siewping tried
hahas
den siewping&me
hahahahas

den off we went again
g0t caught in de rain soon after, so we sought shelter again at a shelter, was so tired
brendan went 2 sleep 1st
den jasper&jason
den me
i seri0usly fell asleep
siewping didnt sleep leh i think,if not she slept after me & woke up b4 me
ziguang went 2 find ravi cuz ravi was walking behind

b4 i went 2 sleep there was a red ant crawling on my arm
too tired 2 freak out,juz blew it away

woke up after dat, realised i "slept" wif 2 red ants
they were on my shirt
still v tired so juz flapped my shirt & they flew till dunno where

den time 2 cycle back cuz rain stopped
juz walking 1 step, i buay tahan
super tired
creaky hinges HAHA

sitting on de bike was way worse
i didnt plop on my seat
i slowly eased my butt onto de seat
juz gently touch de seat uhh,pain DAO~~

finally cycled back & reached
walking ar0und, every step hurt

went toilet, den went mac 2 slack
instantly close my eyes 2 rest there
de rest still can talk abitabit
when we ab0ut 2 g0, they ask me 2 drink abit of coke/sprite (i dun rmb which) from ziguang's drink
drink abit ah,really much more energetic
=D

den walked 2 busstop 2 talk 966 2 eunos there
den 854-ed back 2 yishun
den 812-ed back home
ahh~

1st thing i did?
shit
=D

sorrie girll,couldn't meet u cuz i was really too tired=(

fell asleep & woke up at 6

in conclusion:
jasper is nice,shall bully him less
ziguang is gentlemanly
brendan helped me carry my bag
talking wif siewping was fun
cycling wif kerenia was fun too
mable is silly, she kept ringing her bell=D

yups(:

went ce activity 2day
yeaa..like 1st day of holidays & i wake up at an ungodly h0ur 2 travel 2 scho0l
=(

but at least i'll get ce point(:
plus the trip was pretty fun after all(:
something im interested in,& has been interested in since young
police stuffs(: but this 1 is corruption thingie de

saw joel-.- sway~~ hahas no luhh
he oso went de ce activity wif his frenz

anyway~
the main point is
was looking at the equipment they used previously & i saw this super small..camera
omg
its like smaller den my hp
& its like a watch
hmm
its abt half de size of my hp, den u imagine it being strapped on ur wrist
omg!! superly cute can!!
gushed ab0ut it 2 dumb cuz went de ce activity wif him ma,den he say he noe where g0t sell
o.0?
i th0ught these is used for police stuffs cann0t buy 0utside de sia!!
okies its crazily cute
hahas if i c0uld see it being sold,i'll go mad
seriously
heehee^^


oh! random time!
on my way home 2day after dinner, i saw this guy cycling & a gal sitting behind,meaning de guy sending de gal home or something ma
on a bicycle
ahh~ dats sweet!!
hahas(:
& besides,it doesn't haf pollution & its healthy 2 de body as well
whoo!!
hahas
but the main thing is
omg..dat is superly sweet can!! awww...
hahas(:

random!! cuz during env sci some1 put this cute pic in their slide,googled global warming & there it is! saved it cuz its superly cute(:



cute yea?? hahas icecream(:
lalalas
but anyway~

i juz signed the petition for some dunno wad thing, its regarding global warming & de recent meeting the leaders of the world are having 2 discuss on global warmings etc
yups
*patpats*
hahahahahs(:
th0 i often say i should be in biomed due 2 my love for bio, but seriously i do enjoy noeing more ab0ut the environment!!
juz dat i hate chem
*grins*

but env sci is really quite fascinating
& applicable anyway(:
& i hope i get attachement next year during the hols between year2 & year3!!

ah,hols
ah,im g0nna be year3 so0n
so fast

hahas(:

okies its friday already!! yayness!!! 1 more day~~ den HOLIDAYS!
woohoo!!
*grins*

heehee
anyway
2day's de day dat my mom&sis come back from cambodia(:
heehee(: happy!~*

anyway
i overslept 2day=(
woke up at like 8
supposed 2 wake up at 720,alarm went off but i went back 2 sleep
8 im supposed 2 b outta my house already sia!!
omg
jumped 0utta bed & rushed 2 bathe brush teeth
dar-pau my breakfast 2 eat while on my way 2 yishun interchange

called pam & told her i overslept
she thought my hp gt prob cuz couldnt get thru hahas(:
i off my ph0ne at nite=D

anyway
i really thank God 4 this silly bestie(:
she actually waited 4 me till i reached (ab0ut 830)
thank u so so so so muchh!!!(:
*muacks* HAHAHA!!
bet she's regretting it now=p

anyway
mrt-ed 2 woodlands
902-ed 2 RP
saw deanna
but wif pam so walked wif pam
yuppa

anyway met deanna at the lift there again at w3
hahas lab ma(:

reached lab

omg
lab i do de same thing as wad i did previously in bio class!! except de barr bodies thing
everything else de same-.-

okies nvm
had fun all de same(:
i really lovelovelovelovelove labs(:
especially 2 do wif bio de

after scho0l CS-ed wif my classmates
hahas i really had fun!!
heehee shooting abt, sh0uting here & there, laughing when i kill dedrick/jasper
screaming at them when they kill me
disturbing jasper after i die & he haven die
heehee(:
i really l0vel0vel0ve my silly classmates

dun see dedrick so quiet guai guai 1 hor!! he CS keep killing ppl 1 l0r!! hahas(: joan oso another 1!! hahahas!!

after dat went 2 meet tings(: she shepherd me whee(:
spent lots of time juz crapping etc(: was fun!

after dat went home, 2day dad nt at home
oh!
sidetrack

wednesday had cg
so i went home late
actually wanted 2 call my dad ask him g0 busstop wait 4 me de
bt in de end decided nt 2
i reached yishun at abt 1030
late bo?
heehee
i walked back by myself!!
*pats myself on back*
good job mel!!^^
*pins "improvement in bravery" badge on myself*
hahahahahahas^^

okies lets g0 back 2 de main point
reached home
scared scared
decided n0t 2 bathe in the kitchen toilet cuz i scared scared

spent time slowly carrying warm water into the bedroom's toilet cuz bedroom's toilet dun haf heater

bathed in the toilet wif laptop blasting music so i n0t scared
heehee(:

shall wait up 4 my mom&sis!!^^

blogging time! its been ages since i last blogged i think

saturday!
had ushering
oh maan,take over jolene again
i really very scared 2 take over her
cuz i suck at it
like seri0usly=(

but this week better(:
ushered~
den after dat during debrief, celebrated my bdae!^^
hahas super funny luh,i was made 2 do 18 jumping jacks cuz i turned 18 & im always jumping ar0und
thanks ah sarah~
HAHA

but thanks ushers, appreciated(:

oh ya, btw my bdae was celebrated wif cg, they gave me cards(ruth&lianjie), sketch book(cheryl), powerpoint slide wif affirmations(all^^), storybook(ruth&lianjie)
thanks pe0ple(:
ks&wanfu gave me 3 kiddy diamonds,a cake,a card & a watch
thanks guys(:
bdae wishes from all ar0und!!(:
xiexie ni men!!(:

tonned overnite at changi airport on saturday cuz fione coming back on sunday, decided 2 g0 ton & wait 4 her(:
wif ruth lianjie yeshen
yeshen went off at 6plus th0

we went kids corner after dat 2 slack
cuz nothing 2 do ma
ruth fell asleep 1st
cartoon network was on, i watched
turned 2 lo0k at ruth, sleeping already
dumb lianjie poked my side & t0ld me "nvm i wont pangseh u 1"(meaning he wont sleep)
continued watching my tom&jerry
suddeny
*snore from left*
look at lianjie.
he fell asleep-.-
look at ruth.
she asleep already
-.-
i spent my 30mins watching tv ALONE

after dat popeye(:
monopoly deal almost de whole nite


monday!
ah,this pissed me off
lab 2day
i shall call the person i dun like,q
so~
5 of my classmates, including q, didnt bring their labcoat cuz they didnt n0e it was lab till they on their way 2 scho0l
3 of them wore berms
1 of them wore short shorts
q wore jeans

de 1 fren wh0 wore short shorts, went back 2 woodlands juz 2 buy tights
& went 2 borrow shoes from her fren so she can g0 for lab
& 4 of them bought disposable labcoats
except q
c'mon,its fricking 2 bucks
nvm if he didnt buy etc
he's of no help 2 his team anyway

after dat,halfway thru 0ur experiment, he went 2 tell faci dat she's n0t observing lab rules by letting my frenz who wore shorts/berms 2 do experiment cuz lab rules say jeans
even tights cant

ok,faci no choice haf 2 tell them dat they cant continue wif de experiment
cuz of 1 stupid dumbass blabbermouth who is such a sabo-kia
c'mon,u dumbass,u wont even help anyway,why wanna find fault wif others?

my fren who borrowed shoes & bought tights & labcoat gt super pissed off
i dun blame her
she started quarelling wif de faci
poor faci th0,she's caught in a dilemma
but the truth is my fren didn't blame her, & i think faci n0es it as well

its cuz of dat sucker
yups
so anyway my fren asked faci
"why muz u change ur principles cuz of *points angrily at stupid q* one person?"
true, but seriously she cant help it, but its n0t fair all de same

den my fren angrily slammed her laptop & stormed off

anyway i never had a good impression of q, so dats ok
always disliked him
hope i dun same team as him ever again
once is more den enough

& wads de worst thing?
dat sucker went off after 2nd meeting
wth?! u brainless selfish person!! u obviously haf no heart
i wonder whether u haf a gf
she muz b blind 2 haf chosen u if she did

was telling lianjie abt it
tell once

ruth didnt hear properly
told 2nd time

after finishing, kaien went "huh? wad?"
i had 2 repeat myself AGAIN

hahas but he uhh,i gt nothing 2 say
he say
when g0ing out, "accidentally" spill reagents on q's laptop la!
even if its super fake, juz do it
hahaha den ops sorrie~
den take some corrosive reagent[told him dun haf,after hearing my reagents he say iodine]
& "accidentally" spill on him while pretending 2 fall
& do it again
if he protests, say him dun gay la,wear black
den after dat take de whole iodine & glug glug glug on his shirt

HAHA!! see
omg kaien is much worse den all of us
=D


had a great talk over dinner as well
as usual they suan me
but its been quite some time i hung out wif such random pe0ple
usually its ruth lianjie me
but this time it was lianjie kaien stephen me
& den luke came after
(:
wished ruth c0uld be there th0=(


mom&sis g0 cambodia le=(
im worried 4 them actually
dats juz me
im a worrier

hope they haf fun
please pray 4 them 4 me
xiexie(:
hope they are safe too
hope they come home safe

at the same time, bonding time wif my dad den(:
hope my relationship wif my dad gets better(:

happy bade myself!!(:
& angel!(:
& happy spiritual bdae 2 joan & joyce(:
& happy 3yrs anniversary wif ur bf,doris(:

2 all my darlings
xiexie ni super much!!(:

its more den juz the bdae wishes & de wonderful words cards & gifts!!
its ur presence throughout my life dat really encourages me super l0ads!!

xiexienimen super much!!(:
love u all(: seriously so touched by everything(:


*& kaien is sillier den me!!

nite cycling from thursday 2 friday
from east coast 2 changi village 2 eat den back again
plus amazing race food race

1stly had genetics lesson
actually was really down thoughout classes
th0 n0t all the time la,like on off on off 1
not g0nna go into details

rushed home after scho0l 2 put d0wn laptop etc
den rushed 0ut again 2 bus 2 parkway from woodlands

reached abt 7plus
met catherine & walked there 2gether
thank God!! i would haf walked wr0ng way=X

met the rest at the skate area, al0tta pe0ple late after all...
went 2 change into my artillery run shirt(:
den went back
played wacko
(:
silly ruth

gt frenz from nepal & korea!!
dats so super cool luhh
& they're really very nice

den started our food race!! raced ar0und in 0ur bikes 2 buy de food & eat
was adjusting my gear thingie,thanks 2 kaien 4 helping me sia!!
my chain had problem & he stayed back 2 help me

yummmmmmmmmmy stingray(:
delicious sugar cane juice too!(:
den we g0t 1st!! woohoo!!(:

den started our nite cycling 2 changi village
wah,butt is pain until~~~~~~~~
heehee
cycled wif ruth
when g0ing there we ar0und the middle front liddat..den de nepalese they all really very nice sia
somemore they super active & enthu
hahas they actually remember my nane!!
when cycling pass ruth & me they would go
"hi melissa! hi japanese girl!"
*japanese girl = ruth cuz she g0 bluff them she from japan,th0 i doubt they believe la=D
so cool,i dun remember their names tho=( feel bad

had my normal stomachache throughout the whole nite cycling
which made the trip less fun
=(
it really hurt throughout,& very super duper pain
at changi village after eating i rested super long,but it didn't help,still pain

poor catherine's right eye swell
hope its better now

thank God for ruth,keep asking whether im ok etc(:
& 4 shar 4 praying 4 me

cycled back wif ruth & catherine
we cycled 3 in a row!! hahas super fun sia
really same speed 1!!
heehee

on the way back g0t alotta pe0ple de bikes g0t problem
kaien fixed leanne's bike
after dat further down had another bike problem,but dunno who was fixing
den we continued,all de way d0wn till a pitstop near toilet 2 catch the sunrise
waaaahhhh
the sunrise nice sia,like a full round yellow EGG YOLK
=D
beautifull(:
sat on the rocks there see the waves
niice(:
i liike=D
takes my mind off things(:

after dat cycled down 2 bedok jetty 2 find de rest of the gr0up
den cycled back 2 de bicycle shop,FINALLY!! hahas

now even when i walk my legs are very tired=((
every step oso like old woman
hahahahas

went 2 eat wif a few pe0ple(:
shar & kaien somemore race abit
power
dunno where on earth they get their energy
its a miracle i can walk already luhh!!

& its really very super duper tiring

ate,den went 2 take bus home
fell asleep on de bus,den wake up den fell asleep den wake up den fell asleep
reached interchange but i was still sleeping
another passenger woke me up
PAISEH SIA!!

den took bus back home,shit cuz my stomach STILL hurt
so it hurt for more den 12 hours
den went into de room 2 sleep
even th0 my sis was still in de room using her lappy
lie down awhile jiu KO

buay tahan la,so tired sia=D
slept at ab0ut 12,woke up at 730pm liddat
heehee

thank God 4 de organisers!!
leanne lianjie jeremy
& james oso

wah jeremy power
he cycled from his house over 2 east coast
den did nite cycling
somemore he had 2 cycle back 2 help others,means he cycled alot more den us
den after cycling finished
he haf swimming lessons
omg
i confirm drown luhh
power

mom bought dinner home!! whee!!(:
im tired

2day same team as songzhi,brendan,jasper & mable
heehee super funny luhh(:

last week jasper & mable were "fighting" about mable's hair and how her different hairstyles make her more seductive,leading 2 mable saying that she can seduce jasper, den she ask jasper which part of her seduce him most..her hair,eyes or BO
BO-.- can u believe it?! hahas power luh they all

dis week about mable's intelligence
hahahahaha
jasper is a KID!! pri scho0l uhh he,still wanna draw a line & dun let mable cross the line
(:


ks 2day asked me if a guy in our class were 2 say he like me, which guy would i wan?
i immediately rattled off FOUR guys names(:
jasper
SP
jiawin
naoto

HAHAHAHA
hey they are nice people wad
jasper is very silly & hardworking
SP is quiet quiet 1,but oso very funny 1
jiawin is silly like a little kid & he always patpat my head hahas
naoto is quiet quiet shy shy 1,cute cute 1 hahas

& uhh,after dat i think awhile uhh
eh actually ziguang oso i will count in seh!!
ziguang funny funny 1 ma,& oso very smart
hahas they say i flirt..sobs=(

forced dedrick,ks & jasper 2 tell me theirs
hahahaha i actually told jasper i mentioned his name
he no reaction
always ignoring me 1,dat stupid single eyelid
hahahahaha(:
ks told jiawin & jiawin say he love me
HAHAHAHA
im always saying i love people,so dun be stumbled!!(:

anyway its not like i really would wan them 2 like me wad,its juz dat there are really nice guys in my class
HAHA
if any of u gals out there see they guy de characteristic nice i matchmake u all laaa?=p
HAHAHAHAHA!!
plus point: they are all very nice people!(:
hahahahahaha matchmaking agency(:

ops..i better go do my rj

(:
thursday sis came over 2 rp 2 study in library cuz woodlands library was crowded
met her,brought her 2 library etc
genetics lesson,didn't pay much attention,busy playing my icy tower
probs will get a B or something
shouldn't get a C, every1 was not very active in class,according 2 faci, de problem to0 easy
too little things 2 research,oni jasper aka single eyelid did alot of research
unfortunately his lappy g0t prob during 3rd meeting
in de end he didnt present, oni "advertise" our chosen model
oh well
he was comical tho
hahaha

sis helped me loads wif my pp poster!! whoots!! xiexieee!(:

met tings,tings shepherd mee(: hahas
after dat met pam,discuss where 2 print our pp posters
end up decided 2 pon sch on friday 2 go bugis sunshine plaza 2 print
lemme promote it
its quality is GREAT!! seeing other ppl de uhh,mine really good quality ok!
anyway~ the uncle oso v funny(:

den left our pp posters at the shop,pam & i went SHOPPING at bugis street
finally bought cheapo sandals(:
its small,but when i tried a bigger size it was too loose
haiix
i gt weird feet

after dat went back 2 collect our posters & bus-ed back 2 yishun
long johns-ed
(:
had fun wif crazy pam
kept singing christmas song 2 make her ps in bugis street=D

rushed 2 scho0l 4 my genetics
kanchiong spider cuz i reached like 420
omg!

somemore once i reached class de 1st thing i said :"JIAWIN!! U CAME!!"
hahas missed him like crazy
silly boy luhh he
his passport dat time stolen so he didnt come for wednesday ut plus thurday's lesson
thank God his new passport made already=D
very small boy boy 1,always patpat my head somemore
dat time field trip he pat pat at least 4 ppl's head,den he say every1 de hair very hot
HAHAHAHA(:
ruth should noe how cute he is riite!! HAHA!!

lucky gt ravi & deanna help me get 6p
whee

dat day ut was really God bless de
seriously
uts ALWAYS start on time
& at 427 my lappy STILL very laggy
die already la!!
kanchiong-ed
lucky all my nicenice classmates calmed me down(:
ard dat time den oni i managed 2 put de 6ps in my laptop
but,wah,God blessed!!
my ut started,2 MINS LATE
meaning i had time 2 prepare & all dat
omg,thank God!!

den ut started
ok la,no confidence 4 all my uts

after ut supposed 2 g0 wif ruth 2 ikea 2 buy stuff
but ut end liao dat single eyelid guy go whack my head
of course i wanna whack him back rite!!
he ran outta de class & locked me in de class,somemore outside still can insult me
he power
stupid single eyelid!! HAHA
finally he say he tired he came back into class,i wanna kick him he say dun kick his butt
later flatflat
he say guys should haf perky butts
-.-
his weird logic

rushed off 2 meet ruth&lianjie
went 2 woodlands inter 2 take bus
same bus as mable & her bf, SP, and yiliang from my previous sem
coolness!! hahas

finally reached, den walk walk ard,i bought markers!! happy wif them=D

ate wif ruth&lianjie,talktalk as usual, crapped alot of course
bus-ed home
waited 4 de dumb bus like almost 30mins-.-
lucky never reach home TOOOOO late
(:

saturday PP,overslept,lucky sis came into de room den i woke up
in de end i cabbed 2 scho0l from yishun mrt there
wah i like reached ON THE DOT
12noon outside the class

lucky songzhi sms me tell me de details etc,make me less kanchiong
nonetheless i ran from the busstop opposite de school all de way till ar0und OSC there
crazy gal running

pp was scary!! 2 me la~
but over liao its like a sigh of relief
ut1 over,pp over
whee!!

usher training class at 330, met ruth b4 dat 2 buy stuff
ate crispy chicken
should haf ate meesua + yami yougurt
i need my weekly dose of yami yougurt
didnt get 2 eat it dis week
sobs=(

usher training class was short cuz we started late

after dat was ushering
i take over jolene 4 de day
i suck at it
kanchiong dao~
sarah & cedric kept laughing at me 4 being kanchiong
thank God for sarah 4 helping me so so much
she should haf been de 1 la,i feel, 2 take over jolene
wouldn't haf survived wifout her
she coordinated everything luhh!!
& cedric oso kept helping me
i think i didnt even do anything l0r!

dis week service somemore its different
holy comm after sermon
flustered
in de end it was abit messy, holy comm cups sitting around at the aisles

thank God 4 ben oso sia
th0 he 1st time stage usher
but he still keep helping out

super funny,we had prayer meet 1 hour after service,as a whole PolyDINS
he thought its oni tp, he told me he had prayer meet [scared me sia,i thought TP gonna pray till prayer meet start,meaning they never eat at all!!]
turns out it was de PolyDINS prayermeet
hahahaha
im n0t much better, i thought it was the whole church having prayer meet
=D

i absolutely cant lead
being a follower / support i think i still caan ba
but leader?
no way man

housekeeping after service

after dat had usher test
hahahaha

left like 15mins 2 buy food & eat
cuz we ushering 4 prayer meet oso
rushed 2 buy
stupid longjohns guy never gimme my cheese
pay 4 nothing
hmph

ruthed 2 eat,den gave de holy com wash up cg 2 eat oso
cuz they really no time 2 eat at all

rushed 2 weewee & usher
but too late, doors already open
rushed in 2 try 2 help
actually dun need help l0r
=D
funny cedric

went off at 1030 wif ruth
home sweet home!!

time 2 blog!!
i think dis sem the modules i take are really woah~
hahas^^
except chem
hate chem
hahas

anyway~
the 2 main modules i talking about is environmental science and psychology [duh! of c0urse psych0logy is included!!(:]

environmental science rite
after taking the module, i realise that in the newspapers, once in awhile i come across things which are related 2 environmental science stuffs
(:
now more than ever i guess...

psychology uhh
b4 taking psychology i wouldn't have realised it at all

like when i was reading an old reader's digest
read about this guy Dr Feuerstein & his teaching of mentally handicapped youngsters
last time
if i saw dat he studied under Jean Piaget,i would go
"oh,who's dat?" & continue reading
but now after noeing about Jean Piaget,its more of like a "woah,he studied under Jean Piaget!! omg dats like cool can!!"
hahas seriously
he studied under the father of development psychology!! i oso wan!!
shall go researh more about Dr Feuerstein(:

& reading the book puppets again,i realised dat i can identify
oh! this part is classical conditioning!
ah! this part is operant already!
oh oso gt observational learning!

hahahas im gonna go psycho soon!!=D
naw
bt i think i really wont regret picking psychology as 1 of my modules, even tho its hard & all dat,wif so many theories & stages & all dat

but its fun,so dats ok(: & applicable i guess(: especially when i haf kids cuz i learnt ab0ut developmental psychology!!(:
see? planning 4 my future HAHAHAHA=D



from Facing the Giants:
And if we win, we praise Him. And if we lose, we praise Him. Either way we honor Him with our actions and our attitudes

often times we do things dat we undoubtedly will regret later on
whether in minutes or hours or even years later i think

things said at the spur of the moment,in the heat of anger
& den after dat its "oh gosh,i shouldn't haf said dat"
& den we start regretting
i think its too late

& i think
it happened 2 me 2day
actually no
i dun THINK
i NOE it happened 2 me 2day

im really sorrie..
sorrie 4 being such a bitch
4 being such a mood dampener
4 n0t thinking of the consequences

please don't delete it
cuz i n0e its n0t w0rth it,juz 4 a childish tantrum an idiot threw

its precious memories from last time
its so wasted 2 juz delete them 2 applease a fool
its those kinda things u look back on & "oh! wow i had fun dat time"
memories like dat dun come often
dun delete it please
its precious memories even 2 me

really regret doing something so dumb
so foolish
so..brainless

really..

im really so sorrie

being so tetchy & uptight recently
& im really sorrie 4 taking it 0ut on u all
i've got no right 2
& seriously,i dun deserve frenz like those i haf wif me now

i really didn't mean it
really lots of sorrie.....




i've learnt,somehow,dat even when u're down,& people notice & ask u,to juz gif a tired smile & them them "no la,juz tired"
i've learnt to lie through my teeth & tell them wad they would probably prefer 2 hear,dat im tired,not down
cuz tiredness can be easily countered wif a good nite's rest
but downness might need more den dat
it might need comfort

comforting pats on the head
comforting hugs

cranky..
super cranky these few days

bad mood freak
PMS?

cant blame everything juz on PMS tho..haix
next week g0t 3 uts,tuesday wednesday thursday

sat morning wasn't fun at all,g0 scho0l s0 early juz 2 get a dumb piece of paper
juz send it 2 me la!

told ya i was cranky
something's very wr0ng wif me man
but i dunno wad the problem is

=(

hating myself more & more lehz,ever since i g0t more & more cranky

=(

2morrow need 2 g0 sch
-.-

i very 不想去
[direct translation: i very no feel go]
hahas basically,i dun wanna g0..no mood
heehee(:

its boring
like hello? so early? go scho0l?!
=(

bo-ring!
plus muz wake up so early
sianness!!

hmphx

need more time 2 consolidate my th0ughts 4 halloween event & usher camp
2 wonderful back2back events last week!!

especially good since i had a bad day on friday due 2 my "wonderful" chemistry faci,who t0ld us its n0t drawn 2 scale [which we assumed we couldn't anyhow assume the numbers but derive them thru calculations] yet in de end after she failed our team 4 getting 2/10 marks, she taught us how 2 answer
& she estimated

wad the?!
ok dat whole 3rd meeting i was super pissed off at her cuz we did slides & she t0ld us 2 upl0ad it,but not present
"we'll do something different" she said
hmph
i rather do dull old boring ppt

anyway
im off topic

halloween event!! went home rite after scho0l wif beloved medium dumbdumb aka ruth

[oh ya,sidetrack again abt ruth,when she was helping out wif me & some classmates of mine at the ecoflea market, jiawin was lo0king 4 de pikachu he was playing wif,which was in ruth's hands somehow..den he look 4 it,ruth hid it behind her back..den jiawin turn 2 look 4 it elsewhere ruth took it 0ut & put it beside her ear like a phone & mouthed "hello?"
DUMB!! HAHAHA!!]

ok back 2 de halloween event
went home 2 change
bad heavy rain
mood dampener!
anyway changed 2 went 2 take bus
was super late
miraculously,so was every1 else
sorrie tho,ruth had 2 wait so long 4 mee

finally g0t 2 the chalet!!(:
apparently ziguang [my classmate] saw me & called my name during my days there but i didnt hear=(

anyway!!
the murder investigating was really cool!! cool plot!!
th0 i didnt get the correct answer but dats beside the point
the main thing is 2 haf fun wad!!
& the friends were very nice too!!
& catherine can really act!! scary girl HAHA(:

the murder thing was interesting & we had quite a few laughs thr0ugh0ut!!(:
fond memories^^

sleepover & "fought" wif kaien over anything & everything
like the blanket? the pillow? 4 kajiaoing catherine? 4 kajiaoing shareen?
HAHA of course i had help fr0m others as well=p

& den slept near de door & yeshen knocked de door at like 2plus? or 3? scared him & went back 2 sleep(:

w0ke up at abt 9,brush my teethie & prepared 2 g0 off

home 2 rest & pack my bag 4 usher camp
so essentially during the weekends i had no proper rest AT ALL
& scho0l starts after dat,so till now i haven had a really go0d rest=(

usher camp was fab!
had motion sickness when busing 2 pasir ris,& it was raining
but after dat rain stopped & we did our bbq!!
played games,& now weikoon's name is stuck as joo koon 2 me
& nathaniel's name is stuck as chinatown
hahahahas(:

nite time,heard shareen & a few others sharing ab0ut they dream guy/gal
shareen power
say she dun haf alot of expectations & went on 2 rattle off al0t of expectations
=D

appreciation nite was co0l too!! but its like oni 2 a few pe0ple,didnt get 2 personally thank any1=(

after dat went home & sleep & scho0l de next day was cui~~~

& after scho0l movied wif lianjie&ruth
MY SISTER'S KEEPER!!
i gif it 10 stars outta 5
no typo
its so go0d!!
teared like crazy
according 2 lianjie,he didnt cry
de tears in his eyes were due 2 yawns
so ruth said de same thing
& i said i was very tired dats y yawn till like cry many times

HAHAHA
but seri0usly its touching
recommend it thoroughly
(:
great story
now im waiting 4 de book!! i wanna get it!! heehee
satisfied my meesua craving & my yami yougurt craving!!
speaking of yami yougurt now gives me another craving,for their peach flavoured yougurt
heehee
satisfy asap!!

wednesday had a great time wif tings&catherine!!(:
juz talk talk but had a good time nonetheless(:

2day had academic awards rehearsal
cui la
no comments on it
those who noe,no comments please
those who dunno,dun bother asking(:
ok actually can ask,but no certainty dat i will tell



-that we were worth every nail-

was doing my psychology rj:
Share a personal experience of 1 stage in Piaget's and Erkisson's Theory.

i went 2 ask my mom ab0ut when i was y0ung
did i ard 3-6yrs old like v initiative like insist i help my mom wif something so she said gt help her carry like groceries bag
den i small ma so i hold den i juz drag on de floor den she say
ni yi qian hen cute de ma [u last time v cute 1 ma]
den i ask
huh
yi qian cute xian zhai bu cute ah? [last time cute now nt cute ah? (mom wad,can shameless abit)
den she never replyme
sobs!!

hahahahas(:
meanie mom
love her 2 bits & pieces th0!!
she's childlike,yet wise
& silly!!
(:

haven been bl0gging 4 quite some time=(
nothing much 2 bl0g ab0ut
my life has been pretty much blah

seld0m meet silly bestie already=(
miss spending time wif her
times always clashing somehow or another

plus my new shoes spoilt!!
oh joy.
its like haven even half a sem & its spoilt & repaired once,& spoils again

as i t0ld my sis,i wanna drag her 2 far east or something & buy a pair of cheapo sandals
cuz thru experience, cheapo shoes last longer
& i wanna pull her 2 buy jeans wif me too!!(:

& anyway i dunno wad else 2 bl0g ab0ut

oh!oh!
i actually haf scandals in my class ALREADY
all made up when i lunched wif my classmates yesterday
& of course we have alot of scandals all ar0und cuz they were b0red & started scandalising every1

& initially my scandal was naoto,cuz we both offered 2 buy drinks 4 our classmates,but different classmates
somehow they link dat we wanna g0 buy 2gether [wth? hahahaha]
so thus the scandal
hahas
i dun mind can?!
he's cute ok!
& he shyshy 1,always talk so soft!!
HAHA i never team wif him b4 hahas(: but he always speak very soft,even during presentation
i did comment 2 jiawei b4 dat he very shy
hahahahahaha

but den after awhile they decided 2 change it 2 dedrick
dedrick?! like EVERY SINGLE DAY wifout fail he has 2 suan me?! calls me auntie all de time
plus env science we changed team,& it sorta became my chem team,cuz 4 outta 5 0f us are in the chemistry team,which is really funny & super fun!!(:

& the way 2 kajiao jasper is 2 call him "dan yan pi" [aka single eyelid]
learnt from deanna
jasper suans deanna dat she's short & suans me dat i haf pea-sized brain
brendan started the pea-sized brain thing & jasper continued it
deanna started the single eyelid thing & i continued it

hahahahaha(:
i do like my class alot!!(:



(:

week4 juz started!
:(:
can be both a smile and a frown

anyway~

ushers camp is coming!!
excited!!(: my eyeballs wanna pop 0ut already,so excited(:


been a l0ng time since i slacked wif silly bestie
cuz 2day was walking 2 canteen & saw sec scho0l kids racing each other,see who get 2 their fren infr0nt 1st

aww(:
i really miss racing ar0und rp wif pam sia
& lunchin wif her
but 0ur timing always clash leh
oni get 2 g0 sch wif her on thurs&fri oso
=((((

anyway,env sci was quite b0ring seh=(

my new nickname!
emo small brained baboon juvenile

=((( hahahahas
long story(:

i super miss my didis!!

i am SO EXCITED FOR USHERS CAMP!!
omg this camp's excitement will fuel my dis week, & next week,after camp!!
its dis sat-sun
super duper excited!! i love camps!! plus wif my ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥ ministry pe0ple!! silly people wh0 are really crappy!!(:
yea man~~ im so lo0kin 4ward 2 it!! plus gt usher tee!! all de more im excited!! omgomgomg!!(:

yesterday during service sat beside binghong,cuz ushering

pastor jasmine was asking:do you haf pe0ple who irritate u? frustrate u? impact u?
den binghong say irritate & frustrate him is ME!! sobs=( hahahas(:

den pastor jasmine talk abt random
ruth & i turn back 2 laugh at cedric=D
cuz we dubbed him mister random(:

& den ruth smsed me
juz as pastor jasmine had juz finished talking abt distractions
binghong say i easily distracted & suan-ed me
suan-ed him back cuz HE was distracted by me smsing
yea! i g0t de last laugh heehee(:

fun talking 2 him luhh..2nd time sitting beside him,b0th times oso ushering,both times oso kena suan-ed & suan-ed him
HAHA(:

my row was ns gr0up dat side
den g0t whole polyDINS pic
EVERY1
the photographers took pic from de stage,2 de whole auditorium
means they nt in
sad sia

anyway
i was at de ns side
den augustine & donald from de front rows came 2 ard de middle where i was, 2 take pic..i think cuz they were sitting at the sp gr0up side or something

saw me & they were like "eh? how come u're here?"
=(
den stand on de chair 2 take pic
whee!!

yesterday helped 0ut,carrying stuff fr0m w4 there to w1 student forum there..brendan la! say g0t ce points..g0 there w0rk so hard=(
kena called by him pea sized brain somemore,& monkey

hahahaha

brendan managed 2 pull me jasper jiawin & ks
didnt succeed in pulling songzhi
HAHAHAHA(: he try 2 persuade him dat time so gay~ hahahaha(:

pulled ruth 2 g0 wif me hahahas so she oso carried stuff ar0und heehee(: after dat played trolley & toys,instead of putting de toys nicely heehee(:
den dinnered wif ruth & went back

tired dao~~

& 2day morning had 2 wake up at 630 cuz was helpin 0ut at the hope bursary thingie
had 2 reach by 745

helped out 4 de registration!! funfunfun!!(:

but its really very tiring

now im at home resting,g0ing 0ut abt 3++

ushering 2day

long tiring two days!!

i seri0usly miss my last sem classies!!=(

dunn0 luh,but i do prefer changing classes everyday(: seems 2 be easier 4 me after i g0t used 2 it(:

& i superly miss my didis!!=(
shall bug them soon(:
didis i miss u all!!
hahas none of my didis read my blog 1 luh!=D

yes i n0e dis is random
this pic was taken donkey years ag0
[actually last year,when we were year 1,sem 1 i think]

but anyway~
among all de hairstyles i've had
this is my fav(:
its concave(:

&&& i like this hairstyle de most

random!!(:

haix scho0l's getting t0ugher 4 me,simply becuz i haf too high expectations of MYSELF
cuz i expect myself 2 get it at the snap of the fingers
i expect myself 2 understand quickly

but the fact is dat i CANT
the fact is dat im not a sponge
the fact is dat every1 makes mistakes once in awhile
the fact is dat im a very careless girl

i did get the theory c0rrect
juz dat i g0t mixed up when doing the table
& dat sucks
becuz i g0t the idea, but den i mucked it up

shucks=(

getting down-er
cuz i take things quite personally,so i take the failures quite personally de

its so easy 2 tell 0thers "its n0t ur fault, dun take it personally"
but its so hard 2 tell dat 2 urself
its so hard 2 believe it urself
its so hard 2 tell urself dat "hey its a team effort"
especially when you n0e ur team is c0unting on u cuz u haf the bio background
its s0 hard especially when u're so c0nfident its c0rrect
& den find 0ut its wrong

so so hard

yups

(:


hates-
brendan
dedrick
jiawin
ks



i wanna watch my sisters keeper!=D

mcb was horrendous
i love it yet i hate it
the problem is easy but the task is hard
contradictory?
ironic?
actually not really

oh well

succesfully survived 2nd week of scho0l alth0 during the week i really g0t veryveryvery tired
as i t0ld dumbdumb,ever since scho0l started i've been the scribe 4 ws & ppt alm0st everyday,& its really taken a toll on me

its really draining
but de again,i quite enj0y being a scribe cuz i get 2 understand & noe exactly wad the content page is,etc etc
but i dun deny dat its draining

my classies are nice,i dun deny dat
in fact i str0ngly believe dat alm0st every1 in rp is nice
*note:ALMOST every1
not every1 is

anyway
i guess sometimes i juz feel,i d0nt belong
i dont belong 2 this class

& i haf a really nice classie,& when i see her patience & everything,i feel so..
inferior
i feel like..hey,there are so many nice pe0ple 0ut there
who says i haf the chance 2 be a fren 2 people
etc

i dunn0

& seeing her rite
really makes me think
who are we 2 judge?
so wad if some1 is different from us? she treats him the same
even when 0thers see him & laugh at him behind his back, make fun of him, provoke him, she treats him as a fren, no difference at all
oh my gosh

i cant do dat
i cant do dat wifout feeling weird, wifout feeling dat pe0ple are gossiping ab0ut me, wif0ut feeling dat people think I am as weird as him
but the truth is she is so accepting
she accepts every1 as they are
& why cant i? why am i so judgemental? egoistic? attitude problem?
who says he IS weird? he might be,he might not be,but he's human all the same,& he's still God's child
wh0 am i 2 judge others?

& she's pretty & hardworking
its like s0 w0ah
as i was saying dat time
it makes me feel even uglier den i normally think i am
even dumber & even lazier den i normally think i am
even more nasty den i already think i am

& i think
she's sorta like my role m0del ba
i wanna be m0re like her(:


im really missing my classmates
my beloved classes last sem
the thing ab0ut an everyday-same-class class?
[in my case, 4 day same class 1 day diff]
when there are cliques, & u're n0t in it, u feel so..
..inferior
..small

yea
n0t yet,but i predict
soon,soon

i prefer everyday change classes

but i like my class too
juz dat im really n0t close
& n0t so comfy wif them yet
even if i AM noisy in class & everything
im juz trying 2 hide my discomfort

everything i d0, i wonder:
how would my classmates think of me?


&
sometimes i can talk so well on msn wif pe0ple etc
but face2face
its silence
& sometimes i can even confide in them
tell them my deepest darkest secrets
& yet
i cant talk with them normally,normal conversation
is there something wrong wif me?
interpersonal skills not developed?
communication problem?
i dunno

but i really wonder
why i can tell my close frenz ab0ut my secrets etc
yet sometimes i juz cant find anything 2 talk ab0ut in a normal conversation

why?

mcb 2day
i like mcb,cuz i n0e quite abit,thanks 4 rdna previously where teammates & classmates really n0e al0t & share al0t,so can abit say im abit ahead of some of the pe0ple in class
some oni la,g0t others who to0k rdna & probs smarter den me=(

anyway
after scho0l was meeting big dumbdumb [lianjie] & medium dumbdumb [ruth]
anyway~
went 2 buy sis' lapt0p case cuz ruth gt fyp meeting etc so went wif dumbdumb
after dat went 2 eat
appeared dat andrew was in sch
so he came over 2 find us
talk talk wait 4 ruth etc
den ruth come we went 2 causeway library & den longj0hns-ed

when walking 2 causeway lianjie bully me
den i sh0ut very l0udly
"ANDREW U SEE LIANJIE BULLY ME!!"
HAHAHAHA always use leader's authority 2 shoot back lianjie
=D

den eating at longjohns
den lianjie super funny
his fren called him
den he say "i meet u at de perform"
den ruth was like huh?
den he say quite long
den after dat finally realised it was platform
HAHAHAHA den we keep kajiaoing him
damn funny!!=D


lalala was singing in the bathro0m
whee~~
i l0ve singing in the bathro0m etc
crying in the bathro0m
spacing out in de bathro0m
anything

heehee(:

had a great time singing in de bathro0m(:

learning about science really opens up mind eyes
its like im dumb & blind & everything & learning ab0ut it helps open my eyes(:

yesterday we learnt about environmental science
alth0 i dun really like environmental science,but it really like hit me
yesterday faci sh0wed us a video about deforestation
& den u see thousands of stumps
nothing but stumps
the whole bare land wif stumps

in a sense it really hurt me,i dunn0 y
it juz seems so sad & everything

& den it oso opens up my eyes 2 de deforestation happening ar0und us..its really very sad,juz the scene of the stumps,like never ending stumps
=(

& another 1 is 2day
whereby faci was saying dat DNA replication
there are usually little/very small/no mistakes during replication
wow
im so blur & everything
but my body n0es(:

really opened my eyes oso..how dat my DNA & stuff are so awes0me & all dat(:
so detailed(:

watched 500days of summer wif medium dumbdumb,ruthie!!(:
heehee
n0t as go0d as i expected actually=(

oh well(:
ate shihlin crispy chicken & couldnt eat much dinner
ruth satisfied her mee sua craving

never ate their mee sua b4
quite tempted 2 try but i always buy crispy chicken cuz i noe its niice(:

but c0z al0tta pe0ple oso eat de mee sua den i very curi0us uhh~
hahahas nvm ba(:

next up:
i wanna read my sister's keeper & i wanna watch de m0vie!! its in cinemas 22oct!!(:
shall jio pe0ple 2 watch wif me!!
& i really wanna read it to0!!


blessing of de day!!
ruth!!
hahas i didn't haf lunch buddy cuz pam n0 sch on monday
so i was tellin ruth i v hungry
its true cuz my st0mach growled in class during 2nd meeting, & raja, sitting opposite me,actually heard & asked me "was dat ur st0mach?"
so paiseh!!
hahas but ruth invited me 2 eat wif her & her fren(: whee!!
subway-ed
hahas her fren dun gimme th0se kinda very awkward feeling
niiceniice^^

ess this week!! jiayous mel!!
heehee(:

movies/upcoming moves dat i wanna watch(:

-500days of summer
-paperheart [dunno wad its abt but wanna watch it anyway(:]
-the time traveller's wife
-cloudy wif a chance of meatballs
-my sister's keeper [out 22oct,i wanna watch!!]

& im b0red
so tempted 2 msn pe0ple

environmental science & chemistry are the modules i dun like so much dis sem
mcb & genetics are fun cuz i like these kind
psychology is fun cuz its nice & its andy sim,so im abit more noisy den normal(:

i survived 1st week of scho0l!!
i survived phot0taking after scho0l on friday!!
i had great fun on friday!! happy on friday!! superly!!
i had great time on saturday b4 ushering wif rp gals celebrating dear yuqian's bdae!!
i had great time ushering!! assigned 2 rp gr0up ma!!
i had a great service!!
i had a great dinner!! [my longjohn's craving]
i had great talking time during dinner!! [wif ruth emily yenc joseph]
i had a great sleep!!
i had a great sunday wif my sis!!
i bought my long wanted bagpack!!
i ate yami yougurt!!

whee!! all my happies!!
week1 is 0ver
week 2,来吧！

(:

MY FUTURE'S IN YOUR HANDS

My Jesus, I've found in You
You're my Saviour
You've chose me before the world
And You called my name

I will walk with You through the valley
I will soar above every mountain
I will trust Your word deep within my heart
I will live for You

I know my future's in Your hands
All of my hopes and dreams and plans
You gave me strength to live
And faith to succeed
I believe in You
Because You believe in me

谢谢GOD
(:

2morr0w's chemistry
sucks

anyway
i think my class will either love me or hate me
serious!
if they like noisy pe0ple [which would be quite rare actually,sometimes it gets irritating especially when im in class,but i AM a noisy,irritating girl]
then they would probably love me or something

HOWEVER
if they hate noisy people [cuz its disturbing somemore we need 2 d0 research, not PLAY,unlike me]
they will hate me too

i think the hate should be more than love ba?
heehee(: better not be to0 noisy in class,i'll haf enemies

read on fb:
You have enemies? Good. That means you've stood up for something, sometime in your life. - Winston Churchhill

anyway,my psychology faci is andy sim
hahas
HAPPY!!
my last sem material science faci
initially was worried abt psychology,but after seeing the faci is him i feel so relieved(:
cuz he always gives notes etc
& he noes me,so its an added benefit cuz i dare 2 speak up more in class(:
heehee(:
enjoy being taught by him cuz he's quite comical but he often g0es the extra mile 4 students
he scanned de bo0k 4 us previously & sent the pages 2 us
& he makes fab cheesecake!! hahas!!

2morr0w's chemistry
wish me luck!! HAHA!!

i hope my pp dun need rework!!
plagiarism status 3% hahas
cuz oni gt 1 website wad! & its so not well kn0wn,plus i crapped thru
wakaka(:
i think i will kena rework,my details very shallow

worship & qt was awesome(:

because You believe in me~

i freaked out 2day

i juz finished bathing,& was walking 2 my parents ro0m 2 do rj
walk walk walk,my hand reach 0ut 2 open de door using the handle

GOT A COCKROACH ON THE HANDLE!!
omg i jumped back a few steps & screamed
& kept screaming
& check whether it was on me

LUCKY I HAVEN'T GRABBED THE HANDLE! lucky i see b4 i g0 grab..omg its feelers like movemove

& apparently it shocked my mom,my screaming
& my dad came out irritated from my screaming

ex-cuuse me??
its a cockroack
my FEAR

anyway he caught it in a plastic bag & i dun care wad happens 2 dat stupid dumb cockroach
wad a place 2 perch itself on

2day saw 2 cockroaches already,once wif ruth

poor me

& schools wearing me down
i went home
& promptly fell asleep from 7 till 9

im feeling kinda down rite now
naw
kinda is an understatement

im feel super duper extremely very very very very down

seriously bad case of monday blues; seriously very very down
=((((((((((((((

de slide i kena? definition

whee!!

new sem,i juz managed 2 check my classes!!
same class as ks & jiawei
hahas
cannot put on msn-.-

cuz 4 the WHOLE of year2sem1,i kena dumb rumors saying im wif ks
-.-
oh well,turns out we same class again
actually im quite ok wif it,since dun haf the rumor spreaders in dat clas(:

& de 2 of them often help me out
whee!!

but i dun wan sch 2 start so soon=(
2day's my last day of hols!! sobs=(

my msn is experiencing some dumb problems again,so decided 2 bl0g instead

i b0ught new sh0es!!(: happy dao~~~

hahas my mom sh0uld be REALLY glad i finally g0t my sh0es
cuz if we didnt get any sh0es she'll probably kill me

1st we went 2 n0vena 2 lo0k 4 sh0es,my mom complained al0t of de shoes de base very hard,n0t go0d 2 stand on for long,so we had a hard time finding th0se dat had a go0d base,PLUS i muz like

wakaka

in de end f0und 1,den dun haf my size
*sobs*

so we decided 2 g0 bishan instead
den walkwalkwalk
in de end oso dun haf!!

so in de end we went amk & i finally b0ught my beloved shoes!!
love them man!! who0ts!!

开心死了！！

heehee(: rand0m post(:

g0ing cg 2morrow,den x2 thing,den cousin's 21st bdae
LALA!!

this is my sem2 classes!
SADDED!
see?
almost everyday same class!! except psychology!!
wah lauu=(
i wan everyday diff class..i actually prefer it seh=(

i juz had a haircut!! =D
oh

but anyway i dun think its nice=(
my hair lo0ks very..hmm..puffy?
like very thick den like mushroom head

yea=(
haiix
dun like it=(

lunched wif my sis!! hahas im getting al0ng better wif my sis n0w,i think(:
niiceniice lunch!!=D

went h0me & immediately rushed 4 de t0ilet..wakaka^^

oh & went 2 see d0ct0r yesterday,after countless naggings from my m0m=(
& den mom & doc had a great time talking ab0ut me n0t drinking al0tta water while the thermometer was stuck in my m0uth so i cant deny & fight back..=(
hmphs

& my mom wanted 2 buy ribena!! hahas managed 2 persuade her 2 buy de big bottle syrup 1,c0z previously i saw they haf a cute free water bottle!! so super cute!! wanted 2 get it!! but unf0rtunately i think de promoti0n over liao lor=(
so couldnt get it,c0z no m0re=( sad sehh

managed 2 persuade my mom 2 buy oreos & choc chip co0kies too!! who0ts!!

&&&&&&&!!
NORTHPOINT IS GONNA HAF FAMOUS AMOUS!! OMGOMGOMGOMG!!♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥
HAPPY SEH!!
i abs0lutely LOVE famous amos!! yummilici0us!!(:
hahas cant wait 4 it 2 open!!

oh.
& i still haven completed my pp-.-
stop procrastinating!(:

i seem 2 b always hungry or something

c0z sunday i was at home wif my dad&mom
already sick & kept lying on de floor etc

but den
i kept asking my mom:
ma,有没有东西吃？我嘴巴痒

heehee i've been eating & snacking & all dat
=(
& now my mouth itchy again=(
itching 2 eat..i popped out 2 ask my mom juz now & she gave me delici0us mo0ncakkes 2 eat(:
but my mouth still itchy=(

=(

i went 0nline 2day..evening..ab0ut 9?
& the oni pe0ple wh0 talked 2 me were:
cheryl - regarding my pm ab0ut sch reopening
&
viki - asking me 2 help him d0 survey

haiix

0k l0r=( i get the hint l0r..
somemore there's so many pe0ple online l0r=(
m0re den usual..

haiix haiix haiix

& no1's talking 2 me!!

as victor[my biochem classmate] put on his msn nick,if u think u're having a bad day,g0 fmylife.com
so i shall(:

been reading it these few days & i muz say its the oni interesting thing i actually do

i need a life
& al0ng wif dat
i wanna read a few bo0ks as well(:

by torey hayden
-ghost girl
-the tiger's child [i absolutely wanna read this 1!! its a followup on one child & dat booked really touched me]
-silent boy

& i oso wanna read
-my sister's keeper

(:
hope i can get my hands on these bo0ks soon!!

*note:i'll still haf no life but at least its abit better

its been a while since i've been sick this way

usually when im sick its horrendous c0ughing,non stop,& probably scaring every1 on the bus,train & in class

but this time my sickness is still bad cough which i am unable 2 stop,plus a bl0cked nose,which ironically,oso is a running nose
ah well=(
& i've been having headaches these 3 days
my mom&dad says its a slight fever..o.0

lazed ar0und the h0use the wh0le day c0z i was so tired & all dat

in fact saturday when on de mrt i was playing snake on my hp..den i stopped 2 rest awhile & my eyes were SO tired when i closed them i teared
=(

& im having hiccups=(

hope i get well soon!!(:

need 2 let off steam etc

2day when my dad & sis came home they both came home wif the same story

a huamin pri school kid,girl,around pri 1 or pri 2
crying at the stairs
police & 2 uncles ar0und her

apparently she g0t molested or something
den 1 of de men saw & shouted at him
den de rapist ran up de bus
den another man saw him running up de bus & didnt think anything abt it until he saw he lil girl crying

i think de girl will probably be traumatised

WTH RITE?
stupid paedophile
I HOPE U ROT IN HELL,BUSTER!!
stupid asshole
u dun deserve having balls


anyway
this is 2 let off steam
if u are shocked im sorrie
i need 2 let off steam 4 a few reasons

im not a good friend

de darling girl next do0r was crying really badly at the gate there..u geddit la,the door grilles there

she juz sto0d there & kept crying 4 her daddy & mummy

waah br0ke my heart 2 hear her crying away so pityfully=(

my mom finally went 0ut 2 try 2 calm her down
miracle of miracles!! she managed 2 calm her down(:
den she juz stood there talking 2 de little darling
& de little darling's face & eyes were red red 1=(

sis & i went 2 kaypoh(:
i remembered her as the little darling who wiped her saliva on my sleeve when i carried her once [-.-]
& the little girl who was always interested in the fish and the hamsters

my sis remembered her as the little girl who was interested in slippers

o.0 how come I dun remember dat??

hahas anyway de little darling ran back into the house

& oh! i predict my mom is carrying her & showing her the fish around now,c0z i hear my mom's voice saying "fish"
& my mom switched on the light switch of the fishies

*update: no she's standing there looking absolutely cute & staring at those ugly fishies(:
& she's seriously cute ok!! but very quiet=( dun dare play wif her

& lo0king at her,she seems more matured than me!!
i mean,she's so quiet & everything while im so crazily noisy..so she seems more mature,juz stares at those fishies
mayb she's juz scared of me=D
heehee she seems more glam den me oso!!

& as i t0ld my sis..
makes me wanna haf a kid to0!! HAHA!!

i can dream cant i?=p

monday!!

went 0ut wif silly pam..again(:
heehee

but 1st thing in the morning i w0ke up early c0z i needed 2 g0 back rp,hand in some dumb form f0r the ce activity la
tired seh hahas sunday went dumbdumb h0use 2 paint again
he lazy bum sia,thursday living room
friday parents bedroom
sunday his bedroom
& the ceilings haven paint yet
see? lazy bum=p

anyway so i went 2 scho0l & f0und lianjie,stephen & luke
den gif dumbdumb de form den he fill in his
den went 2 submit
den follow them awhile

pam called so rushed off 2 causeway 2 meet her^^
den she t0ld me she didnt bring her swimming c0stume [we were g0ing swimming ma]
so went 2 buy at metro
b0ught goggles since i needed them

after buying,we went off 2 jur0ng c0z we wanted 2 swim at the bigbig coolcool swimming pool there,can play there sehh

in de end when we reached it was closed for cleaning

omg,we stunned awhile,sat on the floor trying 2 get the news 2 sink in

haix so we went off 2 bukit batok swimming complex 2 swim l0r
had fun nonetheless(:
swam 7 laps(: happy!! which means 14 half laps
hahas c0z 14 s0unds like m0re ma!!

unfortunately i didnt really get tanned=(
i d0 wanna get more tanned!!

slacked wif pam at the medium pool & float float den bang my head against the side of the swimming pool
PAIN SEH!!

den went off 2 bathe..
b4 bathing to0k pic wif silly pam,but its wif her(: [update,i k0ped it fr0m her blog(:]

while lo0king 4 my handphone in my bag,i put my bag on the shelf,den i look look den BANG
hit my forehead against the shelf
WAD THE?!

haix bathed & went off 2 clarke quay again(:
hahahahas^^

den home sweet home(: