often times we do things dat we undoubtedly will regret later on
whether in minutes or hours or even years later i think

things said at the spur of the moment,in the heat of anger
& den after dat its "oh gosh,i shouldn't haf said dat"
& den we start regretting
i think its too late

& i think
it happened 2 me 2day
actually no
i dun THINK
i NOE it happened 2 me 2day

im really sorrie..
sorrie 4 being such a bitch
4 being such a mood dampener
4 n0t thinking of the consequences

please don't delete it
cuz i n0e its n0t w0rth it,juz 4 a childish tantrum an idiot threw

its precious memories from last time
its so wasted 2 juz delete them 2 applease a fool
its those kinda things u look back on & "oh! wow i had fun dat time"
memories like dat dun come often
dun delete it please
its precious memories even 2 me

really regret doing something so dumb
so foolish
so..brainless

really..

im really so sorrie

being so tetchy & uptight recently
& im really sorrie 4 taking it 0ut on u all
i've got no right 2
& seriously,i dun deserve frenz like those i haf wif me now

i really didn't mean it
really lots of sorrie.....




i've learnt,somehow,dat even when u're down,& people notice & ask u,to juz gif a tired smile & them them "no la,juz tired"
i've learnt to lie through my teeth & tell them wad they would probably prefer 2 hear,dat im tired,not down
cuz tiredness can be easily countered wif a good nite's rest
but downness might need more den dat
it might need comfort

comforting pats on the head
comforting hugs