ok. random no. 4 for 2day.

i was basically slacking the whole day cuz i juz didnt feel like going 0ut. plus i wanted 2 play de foot wadnots game. & it was cancelled.

& i was watching this show; which is kinda like survivor; except de participants apparently already noe each other i think. and they're from some team. dunno wad. and they go 2 this saipan island.

& they get 2 swap teammates once inawhile. so; throw away ur lousy teammate and grab a better teammate from the other team. i think losing team gets 2 choose who they wanna kick 0ut and who they want in.


basically, i watched as the "losing team" for a particular round; was stuck on the island while the winning team got 2 eat good food etc.

& i saw dat the losing team was having so much fun; plus team bonding; while the winning team juz ate and talked. hahas.

& de losing team was so cute, seriously. they opened coconuts and drank; and then put them into a small bottle for "darpau"

and then they swam around happily in the awesomely clear sea and played games; and basically slacked in preparation 4 de final round de next day.


and when they next day came; i saw the losing team; lose again. but i supported de losing team from the start of the final match till de end. it was water wrestling; whr they wrestled in the super clear sea; ankle deep. and tho the losing team lost (duh), but some of their wins were really good. like initially he;s fallin bt at the VERY LAST minute he manages 2 turn and land on the other guy instead, and then they win dat round


hahas. & de winning team got 2 eat some good food (again)
losing team could get 2 eat de gd food provided they danced de hawaii-type dance; like the professional dancers. and they did and they ate.


& my fav part was; 1 guy from the losing team (voted by the losing team) had 2 spend his nite in a cave. they chose de guy who stayed in de cave BEFORE (for losing as well; voted as well)
and den he could chose a guy from the WINNING team.

and then it was really funny cuz they BOTH bought nice shirts 2 celebrate 4 their win (of cuz u would wan urself 2 win so they bought shirts)

& they hadd 2 spend their time in de cave. so they actually WORE their nice shirts; 2 go 2 some deserted place and slp. and they even BROUGHT THEIR OWN PILLOWS. like omg. joke!!(:
& spent time 2gether watching de awesome scenery at the beach.

i think its veh cool cuz they're on opposing teams in de whole show; and 1 of them lost 2 de other; bt there was no hard feels. (hahas tho of cuz 1 of them said he hated 3 things. "losing, caves and sangchu" sangchu is de guy from the winning team who gt chose by the guy 2 spend de nite in the cave wif)


basically; i really enjoyed dat show(:
makes me haf a longing 4 dat kinda place. de place is REALLY nice cans. awesome scenery; beautiful beach.

& i cant believe i typed so much 4 a random show i watched. omg. whr's my life!! HAHA!!

citravescent; my saviour(:

hahas. ok not exactly. bt it does save me from pains when im peeing(:

incase u all are wondering wad on earth citravescent is, it is (drumrolls please!)
tadah!
"Citravescent is a urinary and systemic alkaliniser, gastric antacid, helps relieve the burning discomfort and frequency caused by urinary tract infections."

yups(: i often haf urinary tract problems=( bad i'kno. i used 2 take cranberry little tablets before (which help in urinary tract infections as well; but citravescent is when it HURTS then u take. den cranberry is supposed 2 b taking everyday kind i think). bt i've been neglecting them. & now my body's reminding me=( by giving me pains when i pee.=( the burning discomfort dat they stated. =(




ok anyway!

i saw this on sixbillionsecrets.com

"I wish I had a guy best friend.

The kind that adults joked you would always marry someday; that would be there in a heartbeat when I needed him; that spent practically every waking second with me.

The kind that will someday admit he's always been secretly in love with me.

That's always been my dream. "


aw. dat has always been my dream too!!
but rite now, tho i haf this longing 2 haf this kinda guy fren; i cant think of any guy 2 slot into the position. as in, i cant think of any guy who i would like think of when i read this. its juz dat i WANT 2 haf a guy fren like dat. not like i WANT *random guy's name* 2 be like dat.




& im gonna be random AGAIN. 3 random topics in 1 blogpost.

i miss soffie!! and i miss cy!! HAHAHAHA!!
(:






eileen's bdae post 2 be on her bdae itself♥

if my blog was private;
hahas. i wouldnt private it. but still.
if my blog was private; things (blogposts) would be a little different at times.

i simply cant wait 2 graduate and do all the things i wanna do♥

but yet i noe dat once i graduate i'll feel lost like siao.

bt seriously!! i haf a few things dat i wanna do before i get a fulltime job/start univ

like:
-LEARN BIKE. omg.
-learn french if possible
-lifeguard cert
-go 0ut more wif my frenz (clique;pam;dumbs;churchies;colleagues). IMPORTANT MAX. i didnt really appreciate so much till ushers steamboat. omg. loves.
-graduation trip!!♥
-taiwan wif sis; whether or not grad trip is taiwan; i still wanna taiwan wif sis. can shop more=D


there's confirm more ok? i wanna learn unicycle bt im afraid dats gonna be hard. horse riding too. even french is gonna be a huge challenge.


however; i oso wanna swim more. TANNER MELISSA!! seriously wans. HAHA!!♥



sidenote:ever since ushers steamboat; i REAAAAAAAALLY wanna thank a few people. this is random. bt i believe that appreciation doesnt need an occasion(:

i wanna appreciate:

DUMBS:

lianjie-大dumb! thanks 4 listening 2 my rants. seriously. when u down & i down u still listen 2 me rant and lemme scold u & all. seriously, dunno how u tahan 1. i confirm scold alr. bt really! thanks loads; from the bottom of my ♥
(:
ps: thanks 4 de random htht talk on sat. seriously random. hope u're feeling better!(: and im gonna niam 4ever about UUUUUUUUU making me go 2 tamp & reach home later den normal. HAHAHAHAHAHA!!

ruth-中dumb! hahas seriously; we used 2 b close like.. i dunno. superglue. HAHAHA!! i miss de astons wif u. i dunno why. everytime think of u i think of de time when we didnt noe whr 2 eat, we called dumb and tried 2 entice him 2 come 0ut eat wif us but he PANGSEH US. & we went astons;cathy; to eat and we listen songs thr etc. refused 2 go till a song dat we didnt noe came up(: and den we wanted 2 tauhuey bt it was raining. hahas. misssssses!! ♥


bestie: pamela-POMS! seriously, i never expected us 2 still stay in contact till now. i noe its weird 2 say dat, bt its cuz i've never been de type 2 contact people 1st. & cuz u got like super lotsa frenz, i didnt expect u 2 keep in contact wif me much either! but seriously, thanku so much!!♥ especially when u still make de effort 2 keep in contact. i REALLY appreciate dat. ♥ u!(:


clique:
deanna-DEANNAAA!! hahas. seriously. everytime im down u try 2 cheer me up(: thanks 4 always being so cheerful and all; and so caring!! really easy 2 talk 2 u and all!! genting AND kl!! wosome(: down muz say ah! dun mia! tell us; cuz we care!!(: KEEP IN TOUCH EVEN AFTER GRAD HORS!! thanks 4 all de cards!! words is my 1st love lang u noe? hahas(:

siewping-SIEWWPINGG!(: hahas. seriously im not very close 2 u. but u still mean alot 2 me. ur frantic waving and ur shouting "MEL!!" everytime u see me really makes me feel so loved(: u're so sillyyyy!!(: and u're a really sweet girl!! GO OUT MORE OFTEN!!(: especially when grad!!

ziguang-PIGGG!! hahas. definitely most comfortable wif u among all de guys in the clique. i think wad brought us close is probs de realrun and nikerun. HAHA!! especially nikerun. omg. i cant believe u so bagua. can talk wif me so long while waiting 4 mac lunch. bt really thanks!! im gonna blog smt here cuz it really makes me laugh each time. "Ok my ears are all urs but try not 2 take both if not my mum will say i bu ting hua lol.." seriously. makes me laugh EVERYTIME. hahas. thanks 4 ur listening ear and ur lameness. appreciates loads(: btw; dun kill me 4 posting dat hor. i sharing my joy(: & dun say u will paiseh etc. u wont de l0r=D

songzhi-STALKERR!! hahas!! tho im like seriously nt v close 2 u & all; but still, u mean alot. cuz u stalk; and u care. hahas. like when u see im emoing on my blog u ask wad happened. when i post emo nicks on fb u ask me wads wrong. same when u see it on others blogs/fbs. hahas. seriously thanks stalker!! u make me feel cared for(:

(btw; im nt including EVERYONE u'kno. juz those dat i really wanna appreciate ALOT now. please dun feel offended if i didnt mention u. i still do)

eileen-EILEEEEEN. hahas. seriously. a parttime stalker. HAHA!! emo nicks on msn u oso realise. like omgg. HAHA!! bt really; thanks so much; u'kno. cuz sometimes im facing church related problems and u understand; and u listen; and u advise. so ya. really appreciate!! wad i especially rmb is dat day on friday when i was feelin real down and u came 2 chat wif me and made me smile(: thanks!! really appreciate u in my life!!(:


churchies/usher-ies?

candace-tho i dunno u dat well, but really appreciate u; cuz u always randomly come hug me and talk 2 me. hahas!! really appreciate it! tho touch aint really my love lang, but an encouraging pat on de shoulder/a warm hug never fails 2 cheer me up lor!! & ur silliness is really classically u!! i really enjoy being wif u cuz u never fail 2 make me smile wif ur silly antics(:

cedric-hahas cedric. really appreciate him (im using "him" instead of "u" mostly cuz i think he doesnt noe my blog) for being so patient wif me. seriously. every little thing dat i face in contacting de leaders 4 holycom/housekeeping; i rush 2 him asking him. i dont really think wad 2 do?! my wad 2 do is always "ask cedric." hahas. bt i really appreciate him for being so patient; whenever i encounter problems he always replies de solution so fast(: thanks cedric!!

jolene-like i said dat day, she's really very patient wif me too!! same as cedric, sometimes i'll like face problems during ushering, and mostly im supposed 2 noe how 2 handle cuz im more senior, but sometimes i dunno; and jolene never fails 2 help me and never scold me 4 being 4getful etc

sarah-sarah link(: she oso dunno my blog(: another parttime stalker i think. everytime my fb gt emo nicks; she never comments. she texts me encouraging texts(: she's like those behind-the-scenes kinda thing. cuz she never shows out. bt i really appreciate it cuz she never fails 2 make me feel so encouraged(: thanks link!(:

bentan-hahas!! bent. (: i rmb u saying benchan was benCH while u're benT. =D anyway! i really wanna thank u; cuz u oso, never fail 2 try 2 cheer me up whenever u see im down. & never fail 2 ask me how am i and all. i really appreciate it! even tho i never realised it till-USHERS STEAMBOAT!!♥ hahas! ya. like i said, seriously. u mean alot 2 me man. cuz i think its really hard 2 find a fren like u cuz we're not from de same grp; nt from de same sch etc. i dun even rmb how we got close. HAHAHA!! bt anyway, seriously; thanks(:




ok!! -appreciation end-♥

it's amazing how you can speak right to my heart♥

this from tumblr. dat deanna showed me.
from http://29.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_ladfger1Ry1qzjor8o1_500.jpg
(: niiiice!!=D
totally loves wad it says(: especially de aurora part. HAHAHA!! bt i love everything dat was stated.=D





and this is me wif deanna!! 1 polaroid, different effects. HAHAHAHA!!
she borrowed my polaroid dat day and i had 1 last film in it, so jasper help us take=D its wif MEEEEEEEEEE=D

i really do hate him quite alot. seriously. he think he funny meh? wth.
insensitive guy.

wad i put on fb:

‎2day after teaching a particularly stubborn and super irritating kid and yet not shouting at her despite the desire to;i realised i was being more patient than i could ever imagine(: appalled by my patience♥

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!! selfpraise(:

HAHA i seriously think i was very patient wif her. especially since she's such an awful bitch and everything. and she treats me and my boss different. i dun see why thr should be a difference. of cuz im on different levels wif them, but either way im still her "teacher" and should be treated wif respect? but no, she's called me stupid, said 2 be her maid, and insisted im wrong more than a thousand times. like wth. i hate her. (:

and another kid at work. omg. his didi so cute. he so naughty. like wth sia. SPOILT BRAT. dats de oni thing i could think of. SPOILT BRAT. i really wished i could lash out at the 2 of them(i mean the spoilt brat and the irritating girl. not the spoilt brat and his didi. his didi so cute!!)

one day, when i quit, they will be one of the major reasons. (:



on a sidenote; zoey quittin=( 2morrow her last day. 1st ly, now her
='(
i miss them.

on a random sidenote: a yr1 colleague thought I was yr1. omggg. HAHAHAHAHA!!





& seriously;i gt a craving for another tuesday nite. HAHA!! stawberry♥
hahas. i was telling deanna:
*bt i seriously had fun
*die
*later ii oso like 2 drink
*think wont la




HAHAHA!! i keep thinkiin of de fun we had. mayb its oso cuz i got to like REALLY relax and all. tho seriously; i really wanna go eastcoast 2 chill 0ut. sit at the dunno wad. look like rocks but wadever. sit thr and juz let the breeze blow my hair and see and hear the waves♥
2 REALLY get some rest. like REST rest. not like juz SLEEP rest or all dat.



I knew I loved you before I met you
I think I dreamed you into life♥

from http://weheartit.com/entry/6246323.

jasper says it looks like me!! and i'm so super honoured♥

its sooo cute and its gt hugeass eyes and no big nose and mouth; unlike mine! omg jasper rocks♥

mayb he was trying 2 insult me, bt i dun really care. its so cuteeee!!♥♥

still my all time fav song since i heard it last feb. around feb. yups(:

Only me when i'm with you
by Taylor Swift. seriously love her voice!!(: and her lyrics. and it brings out the "gd ol' times" kinda thing. when attachment was cui 2 me and then superly fun. site visits, sleeping. and tings cg whr i would rush down after work sometimes and miss it on other times.

then the whole going 0ut wif my dumbs and my clique after work etc. its all in that period of time de. and whenever i heard this song it evokes in me those memories. ahhh~~

and my genting trip!!♥♥

hahas ok all in all, it brings back fond memories♥
not saying i dont like my cg now ok.




Friday night beneath the stars
In a field behind your yard
You and I are painting pictures in the sky

And sometimes we don't say a thing
Just listen to the crickets sing
Everything I need is right here by my side

And I know everything about you
I don't wanna live without you

I'm only up when you're not down
Don't wanna fly if you're still on the ground
It's like no matter what I do

Well, you drive me crazy half the time
The other half I'm only trying
To let you know that what I feel is true
And I'm only me when I'm with you

Just a small town boy and girl
Living in the crazy world
Trying to figure out what is and isn't true

And I don't try to hide my tears
The secrets, all my deepest fears
Through it all nobody gets me like you do

And you know everything about me
You say that you can't live without me

I'm only up when you're not down
Don't wanna fly if you're still on the ground
It's like no matter what I do

Well, you drive me crazy half the time
The other half I'm only trying
To let you know that what I feel is true
And I'm only me when I'm with you

When I?m with anybody else
It?s so hard to be myself
And only you can tell

That I'm only up when you're not down
Don't wanna fly if you're still on the ground
It's like no matter what I do

Well, you drive me crazy half the time
The other half I'm only trying
To let you know that what I feel is true

And I?m only me
Who I wanna be
Well, I?m only me when I?m with you
With you, oh, yeah

was reading random old blogposts and juz happened 2 stumble on a particular month. i read halfway when i saw it

i miss u, i really do.
i went 2 ur fb page. and i went 2 find the video; which made me laugh and made me tear.

heart's aching now; but i dont what 2 do 2 make it feel better.

quite lazy and everything 2 update, but i guess i should all the same(:

anyway! on monday deanna told me dat the clique was thinking of going drinking etc. den ask me wanna go anot. i say nt sure leh, cuz tuesday gt work, den meet them after work awhile jiu muz go home etc ma. den nvm, told her i'll confirm again. tuesday i didnt think about it at all

den after ut deanna asked me again, den randomly decided, hey, y not GO MY HOUSE OVERNITE after drinkin? so no need every1 take cab back, exp sia. so ok! call my mama, ok wif her, den told them OK!(:

den i went off 2 work, and then met them at clarke quay after work. they waited 4 me at central tho they could haf gone 2 de bar 1st♥♥

thanks people♥

btw people present: deanna yvonne yona ziguang jinghao dedrick

(:

den they wanted a pub which can sing song de, so slowly walk around, finally went into this pub called strawberry

sit down on sofa seats!! den yona, who was sitting beside me, suddenly point 2 de walls "eh melissa. look."

den i turn 2 see. OMG GOT COCKROACH!! wah. disgusted max. bt its ok, wif de clique even wifout drinking oso can high. talktalk den i totally 4gt about the cockroach(:

den they bought..black label? according 2 zg its black label.

den happyhappy all cups filled-.- by dat zg l0r. den happyhappy ask every1 2 drink-.-

but ok leh i find de taste. mayb cuz its diluted=D


anyway! den juz slackslack l0r(: den zg encouraged me 2 try drinking it juz liddat wif0ut being mixed wif coke. i actually like de warmwarm sensation down the throat(: but i dun really like the taste; its bitter 2 me still.

but the warmth very comforting(: is dat why people drink when they're down? o.0

but still; didnt drink alot. den dat jh keep saying i didnt drink blahblahblah. i ignored him-.- HAHA!!

den cuz initially its deanna and zg coming my house 2 stay. den yvonne stays super near oso, sembawang. den yona stays yishun oso. den i oso wad. den oh no. 5 people how 2 cab? cuz jh and dedrick initially going home de ma, nt going my house.

den randomly become tony come fetch me on bike. OMG BIKE SIAAAA!!♥
den in de end reach my housedownstairs wait 4 them, when they reached i stunned oni. cuz i knew they were buying beer 2 drink downstairs my house. den i didnt noe gt who bt i didnt expect jh and dedrick. in de end de 1st cab was deanna yvonne jh dedrick.

zg was supposed 2 send yona back bt in de end they both came over AS WELL. funnyy!! bt my house was latched from in inside so couldnt get in.

& my mom was scolding me 2day (juz oni) 4 making my frenz come all de way den no house 2 go into & said i should haf called home. bt seriously, i dunno. i juz felt very angry and all when she said dat. she say she'll wake up v fast. last time when my sis overnite 0utside and called back hai bu shi I WOKE UP AND WOKE HER UP 2 PICK UP DE MA? wth.

guilt trip oni. wth. nt like i dont already feel guilty rite.
ok from now on, never ever invite any1 over cuz plans 2 stayover at my house always freaking fail. my house will NEVER EVER be open 4 stayovers again.

its quite sad cuz i was REALLY looking 4ward 2 it. damn. & when i reached home and saw my mama put all de mattresses on the floor, omg it juz feels so homey and all. really sad sia. owells.


den we went mac cuz couldnt get in, and zg and deanna slept awhile, while de rest ate brekkie. yona listen music. after dat yona went off 1st, she walked home; she stays yishun ma
den jh and deanna went off after.
den dedrick went off. he cui la. walk oso cannot walk properly sia. (& he KEEP ON ASKING WHETHER WE;RE SWIMMING ANOT, tho told him no more den once alr)

den yvonne and zg pei me talktalk cuz i couldnt go home yet. hahas. i enjoyed the time(:



i've been really thinking u'kno. this clique. we're close, but for the life of me, i cant think of any ONE SPECIFIC person whom i can turn 2 EVERYTIME. like sometimes i'll turn 2 deanna. sometimes 2 zg. etc etc. no ONE single person. so ya. it sorta gets me jealous when i think of the people around(nt juz in my clique) who haf someone who'll always be thr. u'kno?
ok. dats juz a thinkaloud.



(btw i reached home and slept at about 9am till about 2pm, till dat stupid tony go call me-.- den after dat i went back 2 sleep again. HAHAHAHAHAHA!! till like 5plus=x)

im feelin sorta down; but this keeps ringing in my mind:

Galations5:22-23
"But the fruit of the Spirit is love, joy, peace, patience, kindness, goodness, faithfulness, 23gentleness, self-control; against such things there is no law."


and oso my alltime fav verse

matthew11:28-30
28 “Come to me, all you who are weary and burdened, and I will give you rest. 29 Take my yoke upon you and learn from me, for I am gentle and humble in heart, and you will find rest for your souls. 30 For my yoke is easy and my burden is light.”

♥




nothing like friends to cheer you up(:

i've come to the conclusion tha thursdays are hazardous to the health. at least for me

last thursday, i had no cg. and was planning on spending some quality time wif my beloved clique. then every1 wanted 2 go home=( and deanna decided i should go home instead of pei-ing her cuz probably i'll b bored or something

so i went back home, feeling down already cuz i really really juz wanted 2 spend time wif them; like last time when i didnt hafta rush off 2 work etc. bt in de end its like another normal day.

den when i reached home i decided 2 take a short nap since i was dead tired and needed some rest. like real rest. so i rested, thinking i'll get hot dinner when my mama reaches home, and it'll make me feel better.
nothin like home cooked food!♥♥

den when my mama reached home i greeted her sleepily and she was like "HUH WHY ARE U AT HOME? I DIDNT COOK DINNER!! I THOUGHT U SAID U NT DINNERING AT HOME?!"

& in de morning i told her i WILL BE EATING AT HOME

i was SO tired; cold hungry and tired, and when she went 2 de kitchen i seriously felt like crying. in de end my dinner was freaking cup noodles.
which i ate like less den 1/4 of de noodles cuz i hated it so much. nothing went my way..

it's like i wasnt planning some super grand day like omg eat at restaurant wif frenz, or haf like 5 dishes 4 dinner. i juz wanted a simple day spent wif my clique, then home for nice homecook-ed food. but nothing turned 0ut the way i wanted.


den 2day, which is ANOTHER thursday.
early morning walk till almost reached busstop realised i didnt bring hp,PLUS it was still charging at home. cannot charge whole day, later battery spoil. so my mama offered 2 go back 2 off. so i walk alone. & den walk at those drains or something, those pavement haf one. den de heel of my shoe (it has a very teeny slight heel) got caught in between de drain and then half of it got pulled 0ut. so its like dangling.

den i managed 2 hobble all de way. till i reached ard w4 in RP. almost tripped and then practically pulled it 0ut. den it was like cmi, bt still hanging on.
so i pulled it 0ut and then walked wif the heel in my hands

den reached class; change team. den change team, kena team wif a girl i dislike alot. sucks. and b2 dat i put on fb "can this day get any worse?"
apparently can la hor? de team i see alr i like cui-ed

den AFTER dat, my ALREADY broken shoe, decided 2 drop de piece of metal 0ut as well. so basically my shoe got EVEN MORE CUI-ED.

wth.

and jogging wif them; my whole stomach hurt like mad. then it became my right side hurt, and then my left side hurt. and i feel dat i didnt jog as well as normal (tho in de end it seems like im like faster den normal. owell)



so i conclude dat thursdays are jinx days 4 me and should be spent at home hiding under my blankets.



on a brighter sidenote; deanna; tho she had greenwave event and could go home after de event (she gt loa); she still came sch 2 find us=D

and i 4gt 2 blog about my healthy week; last week♥

last wednesday i went 2 de yishun safra 2 swim, and i actually swam like 10laps in less than 45mins!!♥
and then AFTER dat i went home, slacked awhile and went 2 school 2 jog wif my beloved clique♥ and we jogged 3km instead of our normal 5km cuz it was starting to haf lightning etc. so we turned back halfway. den zg was praising himself "no la, actually i would continue running, but infront no shelter, den got gals. i dun wan u all 2 fall sick ma.."
-.-
HAHAHAHA!!

den on sunday i went swimming wif them; 15laps♥
and half a lap i swam wif oni using my hands, 2 swim de whole way. im proud of myself♥

"Okay, so you were her teacher," he said. "But what was on your curriculum, Hayden? Math? Reading? Or was it love? Confidence? Self-esteem?"

-The tiger's child

RANDOMS POST!!

met up wif limying dat day 2 pass her her pay & oso wad i bought at KL.
den chitchat. we had super random chats!! chitchatted abt kumon kids, then about guys. HAHAHA!! i really hope this frenship will continue!!



anyway! den monday like my WHOLE CLIQUE partialed=( bt i refused cuz my ut grade AND my daily grade was quite cui-ed la. so decided 2 stay. plus i had work after dat. abit no point 2 partial..

tony was online and i was grumbling 2 him cuz no1 2 chitchat wif once my whole clique partial riite!!=( & he went 2 tell pamela who posted on my wall asking me whether im alone 2day. HAHAHA!! den in de end i walked wif her 2 inter after sch!!♥ i miss the times when we juz slackslack around everyday(:
thanks so much woman!! ♥♥



& den yesterday was AI ut2. found it quite ok, but i really hope i'll maintain my ut grade de same grade. abit worried cuz every1 seemed 2 find it easy u'kno


anyway! den reached kumon. my favouritest kid hit my butt wif her ws. so badd. i turn she still laugh till so happy. HAHA!!

i think de 3 of them (she and her 2 brothers) abit sotsot yesterday
heard from zoey her younger brother go crawl under the teachers table (probs 2 get something dat fell) and shocked zoey.
den my fav kid hit my butt ma

wah. their brother besttt. HAHA!! keep kajiaoing me sia!! i eat sweet put at de side he laugh at me=(
HAHAHA!!

but its ok cuz i really had fun!

OK!! all my updates done. omg im so poud of myself!! good job mel; good job! *pats myself on de back*

(:

KL TRIP AND NEWYEAR COUNTDOWN

AWESOMEE!! i love the KL trip. could haf been better tho. *hints at sz and siewping* KERENIA OSO!
HAHAHAHAHA!!

anyway! so de initial plan was they stayover at my house on 28th dec so we can go 2gether on 29th 2 orchard thr. (they=deanna zg kristy)
den in de end cuz gt train so they decided not 2=( i was quite excited actuallyy=(

but dats ok!
met zg at somerset mrt, den wait 4 kristy cuz de rest reached and deanna was cabbing over

before kristy reached, zg offered me stickies, and den reaslised gt ants inside-.-
HAHAHAHA!!
den after kisty reached we went off 2 find them at macs(:

deanna reached like same time as us! den ate macs brekkie and then excitedly went off 2 take de bus!!♥ OUT OF SINGAPORE!!♥♥♥

was so excited cans(:

den we took de bus (SO LITTLE PEOPLE!! we had our choice of seats. cmoing back oso super little people, so blessed♥)

ANYWAY! den we playplayplay on the bus(: den after we finally reached (i didnt sleep at all!! every1 else slept i think. everytime jasper turned ard 2 look at us i'll grin at him. i think he oso abit shocked i never sleep. HAHA!! after dat de last leg of the journey zg lemme listen song. initially he sleep, den gt some funny song come up, shocked him, so he woke up. den started talking. very lame stuffs, bt i 4gt wad we talk abt alr.)

den finally reached!! stupid jasper bluff us pointing 2 some very nice looking hotel say its 0urs. we SOOOOOOOOO excited. den he laughed and told us bluff us de. its *points 2 a quite rundown looking hotel* DAT ONE.

STUPID JASPER!! we kept scolding him. den walked over 2 0ur hotel and put down stuffs etc. no link room=(

den after dat we went off 2 shopping! 1st day shopping:bought nothing at all. HAIX
after dat they bought alchol back 2 de hotel 2 drink. kristy and i didnt buy any tho. cuz we dun like 2 drink

so then they went over 2 deannas room 2 drink, we join in de fun. den happyhappy zg and deanna will offer us their cups. drink abit ok la. somemore i dunno why, the alcohol+coke not bitter sia, so i quite liked dat 1.

anyway~ den SP and mastura ko, den back 2 their room. den left cherilyn, jasper, deanna, zg, krist and i. then they decided 2 play truth or dare. i sat 0ut cuz i dunno y but i juz hate truth or dare.


den after dat was sleep back at 0ur own rooms.

and the next day was sunway!!(:
due to unforeseen circumstances, my shorts could not be worn cuz it has ZIP AND BUTTON. playing waterrides did not allow dat. so i went around wif juz a shirt on and swimming costume inside, and cuz my shirt barely covered my ass, i looked like a walking porn star=(

after dat i changed back 2 my zipped and buttoned shorts. hahas=D



people in de pic: mastura and SP, zg at the back, then kristy, me, deanna, and then cherilyn and jasper=D

jumpshot!!♥♥ i love this jumpshot!!(: zg looks weird tho. HAHA!!

then after dat we decided 2 go iceskating. like omg. kristy, zg and i didnt really noe how 2 iceskate. so we spent most of our time wobbling ard. raced zg bt he won me=( bt he admitted 2 "cheating" abit by skating a smaller circle. but ok la, i oso gt cut cut abit. so i guess dat still makes him de winner=(
and here's the pics!! jasper not in de pic cuz he was taking the pic. we asked people 2 help us take but it wasnt nice=(

then we did abit of lastmin shopping, then back 2 hotel and lotsa crazziness happened. pics on fb!
cartwheels, plank, triple piggyback, four people piggyback 2gether but failed cuz when i jumped up every1 fell, the "superman" training where u lie on the floor and then make sure ur legs and hands dun touch the ground, the headstands, handstands, taupoks, sitting on zg's and deanna's shoulders, sitting on zg and deanna arms, sitting on kristy and deanna's arms, bridal carry by deanna, bridal carry by zg, jumpshot alone, jumpshot wif zg, and saw mastura do a headstand and then become a C wif her body where her legs and hands make de C while she's still on headstand. COOL MUCH!!

HAHAHAHA!! seriously. de 2nd nite was 1 of my favouritest!!
after dat we went 2 slp, kristy and i chatchat awhile jiu slp.
next day we went 2 play heartattack and snap at zg and deanna room, gt my hand hit till redred. HAHA. im de slowest somemore=(

den after dat packed bags, den prepare 2 go off alr=( but all in all, i really enjoyed the trip!!(:



reached back singapore, initially gt service but service halfway, den decided not to. didnt wanna countdown wif them either. those who are closer should noe the reason why la hor?

den pamela called me asking wanna go lower seletar th 2 countdown anot!! of cuz say yes, ESPECIALLY when she say tony will come fetch me ON HIS BIKE. MUAHAHAHA!! BIKE SIA!! will never turn it down. HAHAHA!!

went home, cuz of something, cried like 3 times. den go down meet tony he commented dat i looked TIRED. den i told him "I JUZ COME BACK FROM KL LEH!! actually no la. its cuz i cry"
den he kaypoh ask me why i cry
so i told him EVERYTHING. den cry again. HAHAHA!! den he awkward. dunno wad 2 do. den stand thr, ask me i gt tissue in my bag not. den i nod den he go take my tissue 0ut and pass 2 me.
but!! once i sat on de bike ah, HAHA!! happy LOADS!!! all my tears vapourise. HAHAHAHA!! dats how much a bikeride means 2 me!! can cheer me up so much(:

reached, then realised, pamela will b late! den i needed 2 pee=X den so tony fetch me 2 nearby kopitiam whr i pee and then wait 4 him go fetch pam 2 seletar thr 1st. den by de time he coming back rite, NEWYEAR ALR!! some uncle playing de dunno wad thing, den pamela say she watch fireworks alone. tony was biking over, so he oso alone. HAHAHA!! i told him "u're de 1st person whose bike i sit this year sia, honoured?"
HAHA!! bt after dat i told him, he is de oni person whose bike i sit before ANYWAY. HAHAHAHA!! so nothing 2 b honoured about since its always oni him=D

after dat we went back 2 de SAME kopitiam 2 buy fries. super funnyyy!! gt cheese fries, no normal fries-.- HAHAHA!!

den we took pics before tony send me back home! cuz i was like halfdead. HAHA!!

me and pam:


me and tony:


de 3 of us!(:


then went back and home sweet home, sleep♥


KL trip: 29dec-31dec♥
newyearcountdown: 31dec-1jan♥

i suppose its finally time to update la hor!! bt i'll be splitting my posts. bdae wif dumbs, then kl+newyear countdown, then randoms

anyway! go 0uting wif dumbs. maan, i love them♥

hahas. lianjie actually act 1 wanna mail christmas cards 2 every1 and asked 4 addresses (in de end he admitted he oni asked 4 mine)
initially i was a teeny bit suspicious, but i think awhile, aiya wont de la

so gif.
den we decided 2 meet at cityhall if im nt wrong. so he said smt like his aunt stay at yishun he going his aunt house blahblah. i oso suspiciious. never hear him say b4. but nvm, since gt people go wif me jiu ok ma

den after dat i was running late!! when i finally g0t 0ut of my house, rushed up de stairs 2 take de lift, suddenly from behind me i heard my name.
SHOCKED SIA!

turned and saw ruth and lianjie at the stairs there. HAHA!! stupid larh they all.

bt i made them wait so long=X
dat lianjie oso another 1. they met den decided 2 ome my house, ruth wanted 2 cab or smt. lianjie act 1 smart la hor, decided 2 walk. den they walk 2 BIIIGGGG round, in de end still take bus and walked alot more than they actually needed to. HAHAHAHA!!

& then we cabbed 2 dunno whr. i 4gt already. somewhere in town de la. ate dimsum!!♥♥♥♥

den we really didnt noe whr 2 go, so decided 2 go candace de workplace; icecream shop!!(:
reached, and then took polaroids!! but 1st, we ate durian icecream!! delicious max♥

and then after dat we juz basically slacke all the way!! i bought christmas cards, but till 2day i've oni written 2, for my 2 dumbs oni. HAHAHAHA!!=X

& then they gave me my bdae prezzies. they have me a polaroid album (to keep my polaroids) and a black vest!! HAHA!! ruth noes i need a black vest♥

then after dat jiu go home already! cuz dumb had 2 go back 2 camp. cuz his camp is ard yishun, so i take wif him, den after dat went buy food at 400plus. hao-jian!!♥♥ oyster ommelette? or something.

hahas!! den go home slackslack(:

the closest i get to romantic love; is love songs.

hahahaha!! quite true?


anyway; im still on de "i want a bf" mode.
any takers? HAHAHA!!



but ok. 2morrow im going 0ut swimming wif some dumbos, and then dinnering wif churchies

& i haven even blogged about my bdae wif my dumbs, which is like 1month+ ago. wth rite?
& my kl trip. HAHAHAHA!!


really gt no mood 2 blog. mayb when i haf a bf i'll get better?
HAHAHAHAHAHA!! ok seriously, this is getting bad.
of cuz im exaggerating the despo-ness; but its tue dat i feel lonely.

owellsss.

& i took a test at kumon 2day. 2 check my level. so i can do their ws and improve etc. & i did super badly. tho i laughed and kidded about it, but i think i was quite affected. i did badly. wth? & im sure they're gonna fire me or something. HAHA!!





♥you say it best; when you say nothing at all

my theory: there must be ABSOLUTELY something wrong wif u if no guy likes you for the past 5yrs.
say hi 2 de girl who has something wrong. me.
(:

tho its a smiley, but i dont feel exactly smiley now. hahas.

i want a boyfriend.