hahas 2day when kok swee stepped into e class i immediately asked him:eh kok swee u last time AISS de right? 1e2?2e2?3e5?4e5? right? track de right?

hahas totally shocked him..WAIT b4 u think i like him or something,MY SIS LAST TIME SAME SCHOOL AS HIM..& she saw his photo on my blog,e 1 wif his hair tied up..hahas den after dat he went out..den after dat he came back in again i asked him:u yishun pri de right? hahahas den after dat i told him coz my sis noe him lahz:P he say i look like her when she was in sec1&2

funny den his fren oso asked me:u jasmine's sister right?? den i was like HUH HOW U NOE?? den i asked kok swee but e guy said can c..hahas funny lor

den kok swee say dunno how come my sis can quite quiet den i so noisy..hahas got quiet de den oso muz haf noisy de mahz..hahas anyway 2day enterprise was fun^^

leonard didnt come school 2day..said he had vommiting & fever..hope he's feeling better le wor..

PROBLEM GALORE
hahas sigh dis is messing wif my head..i wanna burst le..really dunno wad 2 do man..hahas..sighsighz..aiyo..haiz..really feel like crying sometimes..hahas im a crybabie..remember?^^ but crying doesnt really solve anything..hahas..

its alright..e email i got was very timely..hahas u most prob will b wondering which 1..its e 1 which says:

Trust that you are in good hand of the LORD
Don't give up.....
Don't tell the Lord how big the problem is, tell the problem how Great the Lord is!


ILOVEYOULORD

I love you, Lord
Greater than anything
I love you, Lord
more than my heart could sing
I love you, Lord
more than i love myself
I love you Lord
I love you Lord
I love you Lord

I worship you
high above everything
I worship you
with all that my heart could sing
I worship you
O let my life give praise
I worship you
I worship you
I worship you

I lift my hands
i am a sacrifice
I lift my hands
my body and soul a prize
I lift my hands
all that i am is yours
I lift my hands
I lift my hands
I lift my hands


hahas i dunno suddenly remembered dis song..hahas i remember i think e last time i sang it was..during prayer meet on wednesday @ yishun stadium wif e lovely northa..hahas..i remember dat was also our fasting day each week..hahas den we would go eat mac after our fast..hahas..how i miss those times,those simple times where everything seemed alright..hahas & when we all stayed around yishun area..hahas but its alright,having cg members who stay all around scattered around is fun too..i can get 2 noe other places better..im a country bumpkin:P

2morrow basic science..who r gonna b e sway 1s same group as me? really i tell u i suck at science..hahas i love bio tho^^hahas im juz being random..coz i dunno wad else 2 say..

btw 2 my beloved pam,jiayou okiez? its alright..

'Friends are angels who lift us to our feet when our wings have trouble remembering how to fly.'
YESTERDAY is history,TOMORROW is a mystery,TODAY is a gift, that's why it's called the Present!

hahas juz a bit about my saturday BEFORE service..hahas..i saw almost like the whole of e yishun ppl & e woodlands gals lahz..

hahas 1st when i was sitting at isle cafe,liyan saw me & shouted..hahas den she gaveme e tissue packets wanting saved 4 me..hahas my hobby mahz..den vivien,yong qing,and rebecca saw me..hahas miss ya all lots^^ didnt c ting but she got sms me..^^ & didnt c joan>< miss joan

den after dat i saw..erm e cchy guys coz i dunno their names so erm..hahas den after dat at around e lift there i saw weiloong & his group..den he asked me how was rp..hahas shake head ahh...i 4got 2 ask him wad school he go? coz i dunno..how he noe where i do wor?

hahas den after dat when going into e lift b4 dat i heard xinru call my name..hahas but i didnt c who she was wif coz joyce was in e lift and she called me name out loud..hahas i miss joyce and e rest..i dun c joyce in school lehz..

DEN after dat i saw wanting shuping etc etc..den shuping hugged me lahz..hahas yes i miss u all too^^ den after dat at hope resource i saw jogina & valerie..hahas^^ i miss e 2 of u lotslots too^^ hahas seldom c jogina in school oso..den never c val..hahas coz not same school wad:P

hahas muz b got north meeting lahz:P but anyway..I LOVE ALLOF U!! hahas *muacks*:P

hahas c e pics of 2 of my silly group members on friday:

azizi & alex

azizi & alex BOTH WIF TIED HAIR..not obvious tho but alex looks pretty right?? e green shirt guy

our whole group,we took pic 2 put on our ppt slide..hahas^^alex & azizi look..erm gay,i think yolanda very pretty^^

dats our photographer's foot,shawn's..hahas:P

wah 2day is friday,but im gonna talk about yesterday,thursday 1st..hahas:P

yesterday was like TOTALLY AWESOME!! REALLY FAB!! hahas e gals cg went 2 minds cafe in dhobby ghaut 4 cg..hahas so fun!! i had gastric pains & tummy upset as well & combined 2gether was really unbearable..hahas but den the sisters were so caring,they actually asked 4 hot water 4 me..hahas thanks dears^^

anyway at the minds cafe there was ALOT of laughter,& no they were not mostly from me..hahas they were from daphne!! once daphne starts laughing she take very long 2 stop..hahas & her laughter very cute & it is so contagious that we all started laughing after that..hahas funny lahz:P we had alot of fun and alot of laughter and we went home @ around 9..hahas actually michelle said she was gonna leave @ 7.30,den after dat she said 8.30,den after dat it became going 2gether @ 9..hahas funny lahz^^ then michelle,shareen and i took the bus from near the cafe while guisiang,emily and daphne went to take the mrt home..so we split 3-3..hahas really enjoyed myself coz i juz enjoy spending time with my beloved sisters..^^ hahas & of course the games were totally fun as well:P hahas and when i reached yishun,which was around 9.45,i called my mom 2 go 2 e bus stop 2 fetch me coz i was wearing short shorts and hahas was scared lahz but not because i was wearing short shorts(who wanna look @ me?!) but coz i was scared coz it was dark & all that..hahas den reached home & rushed my rj & stuff den ate chilli fishballs and bathed & went 2 sleep..hahas:P

den 2day i had tummy upset(probably coz of the chilli fishballs) & 2day was culture which was fun..hahas but anyway dats so not the point,WE HAD LUNCH 2DAY!! hahas wait,b4 u think im crazy,i mean whole hope rp had lunch..actually not whole lahz..hahas anyway u get wad i mean..hahas den i met pam & ate wif her coz e rest had 2 go back & rush their ppt..

FRIDAY!! same group as azizi,yolanda,alex(kok swee),christopher..hahas funny lahz i took pictures of alex & azizi wif their hair tied up..so funny!! hahas i'll try 2 upload it..hahas anyway its funny lahz:P den when i saw alex while walkin 2 e non aircon canteen 2 meet e brothers & sisters,he was wif his fren & i KEPT LAUGHING..feel like a retard now,but he really looks so funny:P so pretty somemore..hahas^^

btw 2day when e faci asked us 2 gif comments about the team presenting,i said dat kalai tried not 2 read from e slides,den alot of ppl juz said 2 me "SHE NEVER EVEN REFER WAD! U SLEEPING ISSIT?!" WAH its HURTING OKIEZ?! u think i got no feelings? im juz trying 2 point out something wad & in my opinion she got look back sometimes mahz..but NO they juz had 2 b against me..i almost cried lahz..wad did i do 2 deserve this? really..im juz so tired of being suan-ed..really..really..............................

& btw i 4got 2 say dis in my previous post..hahas i noticed the same thing 2day..coz on wednesday i was same group as leonard & when we were asked questions,he actually stood behind us & told us the answers but den he didnt answer many questions but instead supplied us wif the answers & let us answer..2day oso noticed..so sacrificial hor? i got ask him y,he say wanna gif us chance 2 answer..but its like he's not giving us the chance,he's plainly giving wad could haf been his points,to us..waah so sacrificial horz?

hahas I WANNA B ABLE 2 NUDGE PPL ALOT OF TIME!! ARGH!! hahas:P anyway going 2 eat dinner le

hahas heys its wednesday!! okiez 2day was cognitive..i quite enjoy cognitive because all e team mates r extremely nice 2day!! yayies!! hahas i love wednesdays coz never change group..hahas & coz e group is great^^ hahas

i remember yesterday i was given the most important part of the whole ppt 2 talk lehz..they trust me so much^^ reminded me of joan actually..i miss joan..i remember last time she told me she wanted 2 push me 2 my limits,or BEYOND it,so if i messed it up,i'll get e chance 2 learn & grow,and if i did it,good 4 me..hahas its really cool lahz..ppl trust me even when i might fail..i feel so loved..^^reminds me of this song:

AT THE CROSS

Oh Lord You've searched me
You know my way
Even when I fail You
I know YOu love me

Your holy presence
Surrounding me
In every season
I know You love me
I know You love me

At the cross I bow my knees
Where Your blood was shed for me
There's no greater love than this
You have overcome the grave
Your glory fills the highest place
what can separate me now

You go before me
You shield my way
Your hand upholds me
I know You love me

You tore the veil
You made a way
When You said that it was done

And when the earth fails
Falls from my eyes
You stand before me
I know YOu love me

hahas yuppsa..love this song,and many others as well..hahas anyway i 4got wad i wanted 2 say AGAIN..hahas i always 4get..early senility settling in..hahas..i miss jaslyn..><

OH YA!! 2day 3 ppl taught me how 2 play e rubics cube hor(issit spelt wrongly?) den they all 3 teach diff ways hor,i still dunno,..hahas call me stupid,i dun mind..hahas but the rubics cube is interesting right?^^ hahahahas..its alright,i'll content myself with seeing others play & getting way impressed when they finish it..hahas^^

& i 4got wad else i wanted 2 say so next time den blog about it..hahas

OH YA!! celebrated ck's bdae 2day..hahas funny lahz we used e magic relighting candle:P so he had to KEEP BLOWING & it kept relighting:P den affirmation..hahas den after dat go home lor^^
ya i dunno wad else i wanted 2 say.. so next time bahz^^

hahas its tuesday! my team 2day consisted of......li mei,christopher & leonard..hahas quite ok,2day was not a BAD BAD DAY..EXCEPT!! always got except de lor..hahas^^ my laptop yesterday got probbie right? ya,right..hahas so anyway e thing is 2day still cannot make it so went 2 IT helpdesk during e 1hr break..my fren say coz i c porn dats y my laptop liddat..ex-cuuse me?! so i look like dat kind who sees porn?! hahas but anyway it was jokingly..oso say i tortured my lappy..hahas i didnt even haf a single clue as 2 where IT helpdesk was,so luckily leonard accompany me there..hahas^^ & i didnt ask him he juz went wif me..hahas anyway good lahz since i noe nuts about EVERYTHING..hahas thanks^^..hahas funny i sent it 2 e laptop hospital 4 around 2-and-a-half hours,from 10.30liddat till about 1 when i went 2 get it..hahas anyway e thing is the cute emoticons i painstakingly saved over a few months(around 1 month plus:P) are all LOST..lostlostlost..oh my goodness when i found iout i almost wanna die lahz..MY HARD WORK!! sigh..

so anyway 2day when eating lunch ah..i accidentally got my wallet,ez-link card holder & my hp wif a bit of light sauce coz i accidentally toppled it..hahas so had 2 go toilet 2 wipe it off wif tissue & water so i was supposed 2 reach back in class by 1pm but i reached @ 1.03pm..hahas sorrie!!

wad else? AH! i rmb wad i wanted 2 say in my previous post..i wanted 2 write about saturday,when i was walkin 2 le meridian 2 meet e sisters,i saw bernard!! hahas long time never c him liao,den i called his name den he looked at me blankly den ask me"u going 3rd service ah?" hahas so cool man..really wanna thank God he changed him SO MUCH!! hahas last time he always scold me de lor,he made me cry alot of times b4 but he didnt noe..hahas but its ok,he's change so drastically!! he changed from scolding me 2 not talking 2 me at all 2 now erm can say got talk 2 me..hahas thank God & thank all e ppl who changed him..his testimony will really wow ppl..hahas God is great^^

anyway 2day's presentation was sucky,i mean like TOTALLY HORRIBLE!! man..it sucks man & even if ppl tell me it doesn't,i noe it,anyway e faci herself said dat my performance dropped..sigh & i thought it was better den last week lahz,last week i knew practically nothing & dis week i knew..sigh..equally bad lahz..juz call me the 'cannot-make-it-melissa',cmim..hahas..really..so exhausted..gonna nappy..hahahahahas:P i love my laptop..*muacks* hahas^^

2 ppl who r reading my blog & haf a blog,plss updateeeeee..im so bored..hahas^^

whew..i dunno wad on earth is going on but my guess is dat my com is feeling neglected by me..aww..hahas kidding kidding..okiez i during e weekends used my house com coz my laptop i 4got 2 bring home e wires stuff right? so im assuming my lappy is feeling neglected & is being childish & ignoring me..hahahahas kidding lahz:P

anyway e reason y i said dat was because my LAPTOP HATES ME!! i cant sign in,i mean REALLY..they keep saying dat the User Profile Service service failed e logon,user profile cannot b loaded,& i couldnt use my laptop AT ALL..hahas so im once again using my house com 2 blog,& my lapyop is emo-ing in a corner..who ask it not 2 let me use..hahas^^

thank God 4 pam who helped me when i called her,she told me 2 calm down & get e qn 1st den do it den read 2 her & she help me access LEO 4 me..hahas thanks dear,u really helped me,didnt make me panic more^^thank God 4 leonard who answered my call when i called him 2 ask 4 e rj qn,& thank God 4 him telling me not 2 worrie as well..its helpful..hahas^^ thank God 4 alson tho he didnt answer my call when i called him..hahas..:P

anyway 2day monday..yucks,monday blues from monday till friday^^anyway i remembered i had some stuff 2 say,but abit 4get le..sigh..hahas anyway its like 2day was sucky,like every monday is..hahas & am totally tired & exhausted..hahas like every monday..anyway e thing is dat i 4got wad i wanted 2 blog about so if i remember i shall blog about it again..muahahas..

anyway e thing is 2day morning,when coming 2 school,i saw michelle on e bus..hahas^^ den after dat went 7-eleven 2 buy sweets,my energy booster 4 mondays..i need it man..hahas:P den after dat when walking 2ward e aircon place,e door there lahz,where last time got alot of centipedes de,kai en saw me but i didnt c him,den he greeted me beside me wif a "YO!",& den POKE MY CHEEK AGAIN!! hahas his bad habit never changes..hahas^^ poke me liao deflate liao lahz..hahas:P anyway den i got into class & greeted alson exceptionally nice..hahas of course lahz he has my wire stuff stuff..den he returned it 2 me..hahas:P

ookiez den school was boring etc etc..hahas aiya dunno how my alot of me classmates got my blog de add le so cant badmouth them..hahas kidding:P anyway i wanted 2 blog,my neck hurts..y? coz during presentation,during my grp presentation,e faci ask qn den he pronounced mass com as mass comB den i kept laughing..den laugh laugh laugh,*crrack* my neck hurt coz e angle bahz i guess..aiyo..sigh..hahas den my frenz laugh @ me..hahas & i said i would blog about dis as well..hahas:P dats e whole main point of a blog wad..put all ur nonsense of e day into it..hahas^^

hahas oso another funny incident was dat kok swee wanted 2 c pam,den he finally got 2 c her lahz,in e no air-con food court,den after dat i asked him:'c her le right? so how?' den he said something like'huh wad so how?' funny lahz^^ anyway u had 2 b there lahz..funny lor

2day had craving 4 choc waffle lorz but den yishun there de NO CHOC!! ran outta choc..hmph..hahas den i wanted 2 eat kinder bueno,den after dat wanted 2 eat nutella..anyway i got 2 eat none,i think i got cravings 4 choc..sigh..anyway i reached home & snacked on potato chips & yakult..hahas..im so tired 2day but my sis & her bf still studying in e room so i cant go & sleep..sigh..2morrow BASIC sciences..hahas wad a weird thing 2 call it..basic sciences when i dun even understand it..hahas^^

whoo~ i realised i haven blogged for quite some time so decided 2 blog again coz i've got absolutely SO MUCH TO TELL U ALL!! hahas im getting excited le,cant u c? hahas^^

okiez i guess i should start wif friday bahz,i mean its quite natural right? in order..hahas okiez i went 2 school(of course lahz got school mahz & anyway i quite enjoy friday's module coz it dun require alot of thinking,unlike BASIC sciences..they got something wrong wif their head ah,so hard still call BASIC sciences..sigh)and it was about superstition..hahas quite fun^^anyway school was fun and i kept laughing in class especially when azizi & shawn kept suaning kok swee..hahas really funny..but u haf 2 b there 2 really laugh,anyway i more or less 4got y le but nvm lahz as long as i enjoy myself..hahas^^ and den i dunno y but they were talkin about e idiom "pot calling the kettle black",den kok swee was like "pig calling a chicken fat!" HAHAHAS!! SILLY RIGHT?! i told u i haf silly classmates^^ oh & i 4got 2 bring back my "dunno-wad-it's-called" thing,e laptop de power thingie lahz..so i've gotta rely on my battery 2 do my rj & evaluation & quiz..luckily still got charge if not i'll cry lahz..hahas but luckily alson helped me 2 bring it home,he called me 2 ask me if i got bring it anot coz he saw it on e table,he sway sway same group as me on friday..hahas den im getting them back from him on monday,so if u,my dear reader,am wondering y im wasting the battery 2 BLOG,im telling u RIGHT NOW,dis is my house's computer & not my beloeved laptop..hahas^^ & apparently dis com de msn i dunno how 2 use..muahaha..computer idiot melissa^^

btw i didnt join any IG coz i really dunno wad 2 join..AHHH TELL ME WAD 2 JOIN!! really wanna join wushu but i cant so im gonna stay contented WATCHING performances in wushu..hahas^^

den when i was bathing i suddenly rmb my farewell..i miss joan again..hahas^^ & all e rest oso lahz but wad i remembered e most was wad joan said @ e end of her msg..hahas^^ love ya joan,miss ya..jiayou 4 cg08..hahas^^i love u all,i'll jiayou too!!i wanna haf a mehmeh(sheep) too!!^^

okiez on 2 SATURDAY!! one of my fav days of e week other den cg day and sunday..hahas^^anyway the teaching timing is PERFECT..really..its so cool huh? God is seldom early and never late,always on time..its so way refreshing^^ hahas den we ate & went home,1st time in ages i went home so early..but funny my mom never comment dat i was early>< hahas nvm^^

but anyway when i was on the train i tell u i could have gone crazy..okiez all the couples out there,I NOE U ALL R IN LOVE BUT DONT FLAUNT IT INFRONT OF ME OKIEZ?! anyway its not like im jealous..okiez let me tell u y i suddenly said dat..i may be random but not dis time lahz..okiez i was standing like e quiet little girl dat i am,near e door when a couple moved infront of me,okiez i mean its normal wad got space den stand there lahz,but den ah,once they stand infront of me,the gal kissed e guy,i did not SEE it but i heard it..yucks..EWW!! den she said 'so obscene'..& i was like thinking "GLAD U NOE IT!!!" but of course i didnt say it..den ah when e guy was gonna get of le ah,they kissed,den followed by a goodbye,followed by another kiss followed by the girl saying 'dun miss me ah'.followed by YET ANOTHER KISS..YUCKS!! den if it wasnt enough,after dat another couple stood infront of me lahz and touch here touch there..like EX-CUUSE ME?! if didnt notice,there's a 16++ girl standing infront of u?! can u like do it somewhere else?! ARGH!!

okiez im single and im PROUD OF IT OKEZ?! i think its great 2 b single lahz..hahas..its quite a good feeling 2 b SINGLE..dunno y ppl dun like 2 b single wor? hahas anyway dats their problem & not mine..im single and happy..hahas^^ my class got alot of ppl got bf/gf lehz!! i didnt noe lahz..hahas but dun haf any guy from my class like a gal from my class etc etc..haha not fun lahz..hahas:P

yay 2day's sunday!! im quite bored now actually..hahas coz i CANT GO ON MSN!! hahas..but its ok^^ i dunno who is online so it dun matter..2day is my slack day,same as yesterday de morning & afternoon..hahas..i love slacking..its juz so refreshing 2 slack as compared 2 cracking my brain over problems posed by stupid RP..hahasnot dat i actually gave good points anyway..i guess im pretty useless in all my groups bahz..sigh 2morrow monday..i dun really like my monday group coz got e 2 of them..hahas nvm it's God's plan..

i haf MONDAY BLUES which last till friday,hahas its TRUE..not everyday presentation lahz pls..but NO,RP MUZ HAF IT EVERYDAY..sigh..haven gotten a single A..im aiming 4 more Bs..hahas^^ coz i got quite alot of Cs..sighsigh..hahas ah well im having a headache coz im not used 2 dis computer screen & e keyboard..bubyes & 2 all e ppl i love,i love u..hahahahahas^^

heys 2day's THURSDAY!!

hahas okiez i juz dunno how 2 start e post so pardon me,its not my fault if im not creative..hahas..okiez firstly i gotta say:in my previous post i wrote dat alson & kok swee said about my shirt thingie? den 2day morning alson COMPLAINED to me dat he wasn't e 1 who said it..hahas okiez lahz he juz TOLD me but i purposely say complained..perhaps he's gonna say me again 2morrow? hahas i rmb got 2 chinese guys mahz den he was standing around there so i thought it was him..remember wrongly lahz..hahas sorrie alson!

btw leonard tried 2 scare me 2day but exactly when his attention was diverted,i came in..HAHAHAHAS^^

anyway 2day was computing!! hahas it was fun^^ initially e starting part was weilun teach me(he sway lahz same grp),den after dat the harder parts was leonard help me..hahas when i went out 2 lunch he helped me do lehz!! wah thanks man..hahas^^ helped alot,e 2 guys..hahahahahas^^

okiez! den lunch dat time ah e dunno wad film thingie or something caught me & pam coz we year 1s & den they 'interviewed' us..hahas den we sit @ e chair den ah e person asked us whether we interested..hahas den i was like NO den he asked if i was interested in e like channel newsasia stuff & i said i seldom watch tv..den e guy was like HUH DEN WAD U DO?! den pam ah,who was pretty quiet & like me,totally paiseh,suddenly say:PORN! wah den super paiseh lahz e guy shout HUH PORN?! paiseh man..

oh ya 2day caregroup..i tell u it is ABSOLUTELY GREAT!! hahas im really refreshed..IM PREPARED 2 FACE 2MORROW!! BRING IT ON!! hahas^^ anyway e thing is we decided 2 fast for 16 days,ya,4 e lost souls etc etc..hahas im fasting from FAST FOOD!! so please,all my dearies,please dun tempt me okiez? it dun matter if u eat infront of me,juz dun purposely say like HOW NICE IT IS ETC ETC!! dun b meanies okiez? hahas^^ God is with me,who can be against me? hahahas^^ let me JIAYOU 4 GOD!! YIPPEES!! hahas..really love my sisters!! wan a kissie? hahahahahas^^ *muacks!* but im sure u all dun wan dat..1 last note 4 u sister dearies,JIAYOU 4 UR FASTING AS WELL!! hahas love ya all!!^^

i saw that alot of people did not really update their blogs & im bored when no1 updates so i decided 2 update coz when i look @ my blog i oso very sian coz nothing new @ all so im gonna liven up my bloggie woggie..hahas^^

dis week has been a killer 4 me,except 2day..2day is SOOOOO REFRESHING!! hahas coz e 2 previous days had people who did NOTHING much 2 contribute?! and furthermore it was HARDER PROBLEMS?! we needed more ideas and i had to kena the SAME 2 PEOPLE in both days,e 2 unhelpful ones,i think they noe who anyway,but they dunno my blog..2day was alot better coz e problem was easier 2 me lahz,& oso got leonard in e group & he is a good leader,he lead well=) so 2day's ppt was good..

BUT!! there r always buts..hahas but my presentation was HORRIBLE! really,i mean i was panicking like crazy,dun ask me WHY,i dunno either,i mean i get scared everytime b4 presenting but once IM speaking e nervousness fades away but not 2day..btw did u all noe dat whenever im nervous i will wanna go toilet? my stomach will hurt,so ah last time everytime b4 i perform in school 4 performances i will go toilet,i rmb going 3 times during i think CNY & my wushu frenz were like"eh ur stomach got problem issit? ok anot?" hahas i noe they care 4 me..hahas^^

IG..i really feel like joining WUSHU!! but cant lahz,cant sweat,got sensitive skin,allergic 2 sweat..hahas^^ dunno wad 2 join........................

btw 2day i wore my arete camp shirt & shorts & if i never tuck in,i like never wear shorts,so OF COURSE I TUCK IN!! den ah kok swee & alson was like"eh melissa tuck out lahz! sexy ah!!" hahas so silly right?!?! i noe they kidding de lahz he's not perverted wad..hahas den kok swee was like asking me 2 tuck out ALOT of times..hahas..den leonard was like"eh dun bully my teammate ah! u 2 ah so horny ah! dun think i dunno!!" hahas funny lahz!!^^ i love dis class,oh yes im starting 2 love dis class..hahas yes even tho shawn is in e class,coz actually he is a VERY GOOD team leader,but juz dat he always scolding me 4 laughing..not a crime oso>< but he has good leadership skills,he wont let us use internet 2 find info,he wans us to THINK so we can elaborate during our presentation..very good lahz^^

2morrow is computing & enterprise..i wonder how hard it would be? HAHAHAS if same team as last week ah,den weilun poor thing,coz i poked him wif pen last week..muahahas mean melissa..hahas^^ but he really childish wad..like little kid liddat,2day he use my wet tissue ah,den he wipe his face(coz he say smell nice..) den he say he wipe liao all his pimples come out..hahahas silly lahz!! but he really like little kid,small boy..hahas^^

dont i have wonderful classmates? hahas^^
listening to My Answer Is You

hmm 2day is the start of my 2nd week in rp,hahas i am SOOOO TIRED!! monday blues every monday..hahas especially when its like ENTERPRISE & THE FACI IS LIKE ABSOLUTELY BORING!! hahahas^^

but anyway the thing is i kee getting scolded 4 laughing aloud so mayb i should stop? but my frenz keep telling me 2 laugh softer,but even when i think i laugh softer le but some1 still keeps scolding me..den wah i tell u it is hurting de lorz he uses e word 'shut up'..i mean like he can use words dat r not so rude lorz..in fact i laughed very little le lorz 2day but once i laugh he scold me..wad on earth is wrong wif laughing?! laughing oso not a crime

& 2day didnt go 4 e meeting lehz..wah i feel bad..but den i promised pam i would go celebrate her bdae wif her..

anyway..happy birthday my silliest,noisiest,loudest,most act cute,craziest bestest fren pamela soh yan yu!! YAY!! hahahas^^ ya most of the descriptions arent exact good but it shows dat she is real,not like act nice etc etc,she always act cute de lahz but den again she is cute(she had better not c dis,if not i die) and anyway its like she has been my best fren since sec 3 & i've known her since sec 1..hahas she is really very important 2 me..hahas^^ HAPPY BDAE AGAIN SILLY POMMY!!:P hahas hope ur 17th bdae was memorable!! in rp wor!! hahas:P
sorrie 4 no cake..i dunno how 2 bring 2 school><

whew i m totally tired after my 1st week of school..let me blog about everything & anything i wanna blog about..hahas^^

i guess i should start from friday morning? hahas i found out i was in the same team as shawn..wah once i found out my 1st reaction was:wah die liao lor 2day cannot laugh liao
coz i always laugh in class & he is e 1 who scolds me e most lor><
anyway the thing is when i laughed,my classmates(e guys lahz)would say i noisy,den when i DIDN'T laugh,they msn me ask me y i never laugh..hahas i TOLD them they would miss my laughter is i stopped.hahas^^ they juz didn't wanna admit it..silly ppl..hahas^^

den nite was PLANETSHAKERS CONCERT!! WHOOTS!! wah i tell u ah e person sitting infront of me hor jump den push e chair back den i couldnt jump at all..sighx but anyway it was fun^^ & jas bought 4 me cotten candy..YAY^^ anyway den we went 2 changi airport 2 ear,silly kaien ask em 2 push him on a trolley,den slow he still ask me FASTER LEHZ!!..wah like KID liddat lahz!! cant believe he is older den me lor he seems younger lorz..den somemore everytime suan me short..hmph><><

den saturday^^ SERVICE!! hahas the teaching was simple yet usually we take our spiritual family 4 granted lor..so mustn't
anyway e thing is after service i said i was gonna meet my ex cg members den they all tell me 2 'move on'but the thing is i haf already its juz dat my fren ask me if wanna meet den i juz say ya lahz den who noes i'll get these kinda reactions..i got sorta hurt coz they say i in sch already never find them den service after dat oso dun wanna eat wif them..but i really dun wanna ps pam den i noe if i bring her along she will b very quiet de coz she not used 2 it..den i dun wanna ps her,coz i noe how it feels 2 b ps-ed wad><><

2day sunday..im gonna watch deathnote2 so ppl,even im on msn @ e deathnote showtime i oso probably wont reply u so PATIENCE!! hahas^^

hahas heys guess wad? its my 3rd day in rp right?

2day e 1 hour break ah..almost our whole class go 2 food haven & eat..wah juz 3rd day we so united le..im so amazed lahz..hahas..its so cool lahz!! i love dis class man!! 2day de presentation was quite ok^^ thank God..i was so scared dat i prayed an xtra quick prayer when i was already up there,& when e next slide was my turn..wah den i not so scared..*whew* Thank God

hahas 2day during e 2hr30mins break i went wif pam awhile 2 eat @ eno aircon food court..hahas den e noodles we eat like not very cooked de lor..yucks..den i didn't eat much>< but its ok,after school we went 2 long johns 2 eat..hahas den go pasar malam near northpoint 2 look-see look-see..hahas^^ GOT SO MANY CUTE STUFF LAHZ!! hahas^^ like chip & dale stuff..i like e dumb dumb 1..hahas^^ e red nosed de..hahas^^ silly silly mahz

wah but my class still cannot stand my laughter coz i laugh very loud & very long,and at the MOST RANDOM TIMES..i dunno lahz even e tinest thing tickles me so i laugh lor..natural mahz..hahas but anyway im beginning 2 love dis class..oh yes..

sigh 2day's day 2 of my new school year..sigh sigh..

hahas but 2day is alot better..better group,better ppl sitting around me..its wonderful..i love this class:P that guy i noe from orientation ah,i told him i hungry ah,he asked ME 2 go buy mac 4 HIM..wah so not-auto...hahas but anyway in e end a total of 7 of us went 2 cwp mac 2 buy & 'da-pao' 4 e others..really funny..they keep asking me 2 stop talkin..>< but den i told them dat if i didn't come school they confirm miss me de..haha den they refused 2 admit it..hahahas they even asked me 2 b like LiMei who is e other gal who went along wif us 2 mac..haha coz she quite quiet mahz..haha but den i told them i was there 2 liven up e atmosphere but they didn't buy dat..hahahas^^ its alright..

den ah b4 levaing ah,my fren had 2 say 'dun laugh 2 much ah later become siao'..so mean lahz..but im beginning 2 like dis class..quite alot^^

im still wrecked after my 2nd day tho..its so tiring..everyday is so tiring..sigh sigh

2day's my 1st day of school & i am totally drained,totally wrecked..really

i am physically tired and emotionally tired..i'm struggling 2 open my eyes and i'm struggling to survive in this totally new environment and i'm struggling with the fact that i may lose my friends anytime..i guess just the simple fact that im not really using short-form shows how different i am feeling right now..

it's terrible..don't get me wrong,school isn't terrible,in fact i laughed alot in class & got commented by a guy, who was in the same orientation group as me,that i was noisy..but then it doesn't mean that i am not tired..i am totally wrecked..

i mean the group is so different..2 of them are doing the work,and 2 of them are so quiet,and i'm trying so hard 2 make them talk etc by being noisy and it doesn't help..it's so tough man..really..i really need rest..& i can't believe i'm saying this on the 1st day of school..just kill me..i am TOTALLY TIRED!! yes like i said,physically and emotionally..sigh..EXHAUSTED..TOTALLY


btw happy bdae,my dear caretaker,jaslyn^^ 18 le,must be more womanly okiez? okiez u agree with me^^ haha silence means consent..anyway happy birthdae again..:P sorrie if i don't sound enthu..i am wrecked..

haha i found dis on daphne's blog & she said she found it on emily's blog..

What Melissa Means

You are confident, self assured, and capable. You are not easily intimidated. You master any and all skills easily. You don't have to work hard for what you want. You make your life out to be exactly how you want it. And you'll knock down anyone who gets in your way! You are friendly, charming, and warm. You get along with almost everyone. You work hard not to rock the boat. Your easy going attitude brings people together. At times, you can be a little flaky and irresponsible. But for the important things, you pull it together. You are relaxed, chill, and very likely to go with the flow. You are light hearted and accepting. You don't get worked up easily. Well adjusted and incredibly happy, many people wonder what your secret to life is. You tend to be pretty tightly wound. It's easy to get you excited... which can be a good or bad thing. You have a lot of enthusiasm, but it fades rather quickly. You don't stick with any one thing for very long. You have the drive to accomplish a lot in a short amount of time. Your biggest problem is making sure you finish the projects you start. You are the total package - suave, sexy, smart, and strong. You have the whole world under your spell, and you can influence almost everyone you know. You don't always resist your urges to crush the weak. Just remember, they don't have as much going for them as you do. You are usually the best at everything ... you strive for perfection. You are confident, authoritative, and aggressive. You have the classic "Type A" personality.

What's" Your Name's Hidden Meaning?

HEY THERE!! hey guess wad?!

daphne's bdae is on e 20 june..
stephen's bdae is on e 21 june..
shareen's bdae is on e 22 june..

& guess wad?!
ANDREW & RUTH'S BDAE LAND ON THE SAME DAY!! 1MAY!! haha so cool^^

i wish i had some1 had same bdae as me,same age..wah dat would b coolest!!

haha i rmb some1 once told me:if i find some1 same day bdae as me & same age as me i sure wif her de lor..

den i was like 'huh?' wad if they dun like each other lehz? hahas^^

i tryin 2 get every1's bdaes

hahas i remember when i was transferring,den e sisters had a small farewell 4 me..i never blogged about it previously coz i think i would cry..i still miss them of course,but i noe 1 day all dat will be left would be SWEET MEMORIES..

and i remembered dat when joyce spoke,i cried alot..den when joan spoke,i cried even more,when liyan spoke i cried oso..

i remember e song dat they all sang 2gether 4 me..the graduation song..

As we go on

We remember

All the times we

Had together

And as our lives change

Come whatever

We will still be Friends Forever

hahas its like when they were singing this,i was crying like crazy lahz..i remember i couldnt breathe properly lorz,den after dat i got hugs from every1..thanks dears,i love u all^^JIAYOU 4 CG08 WOR!! im supporting u all,ALL THE WAY!! JIAYOU!! hahas like cheerleading..

liyan told me christine going america? i dunno 4 wad,i didnt ask..but liyan asked me 2 write a card or something..& pass 2 liyan den she pass 2 christine..hahas christine oso impacted my life ina very major way^^ SHE BROUGHT ME 2 NOE GOD!! hahas she really helped me alot..if she wasnt so friendly i wouldnt go wif pam 2 meet her dat fateful saturday..hahas..thankies so much,dearest christine^^

i've got a cute tiny book 4 her..its really tiny..not book lahz..notebook..hahas..those cute cute tiny tiny ones,can write nothing in it coz its too small..but very cute? ya those kind..hahas:P

i still miss youth,but i shall not make things complicated,i shall keep it nice & simple..
SIMPLICITY IS E KEY!! whee~

How could I live without You

How could I survive

Without Your love

Without Your touch

You're the One that heals me

Cleanses my heart

And sets me free

Now I come right before You

With my hands lifted up

With my heart humbly bowed

At Your work on the cross

As You hung there and died

You were paying the price

or my life, For my life

For Your love is higher than the heavens

Deeper than the seas

And all I want is You in my life

No one else can satisfy my soul

Make me feel this way

Only You Lord, only You

oh man i really dunno wad is going on..seriously..i feel like bursting i feel like crying i feel like shouting i feel like doing absolutely nothing

i really dunno wad is going on..serious..i mean i feel like crying & bursting but i really dunno y..wad's the reason? ask me & i wouldn't noe..really..wad is wrong?

i dunno exactly when this started as well,all i noe is dat even if u asked me wad was wrong,i wouldn't haf an answer 2 ur question either..i feel so lost

i dunno wad 2 do..I NEED HELP!! but i dun even noe wad's happening!! how can any1 help me?! i wanna cry..

heys peoples!

guess wad?! hahas 2day my 1st day of orientation at rp!! yay!! hahas..anyway the thing is i was very hungry during the 1st & 2nd break but 1st break i oni ate ice kachang..coz no time mahz,den 2nd break i waiting 4 2 of my frenz den waste 30 mins waiting 4 them in the end they oso never go out 2 eat,den after dat saw ruth,nehe,stephen etc etc..hahas den i got choc & sweater..hahas den alot better,but my stomach still kept growling,LOUDLY and den i so paiseh lahz..hahas but anyway after dat i got 2 eat chicken chop..hahas..yay^^

anyway now im blogging in school library..hahas^^