hey people!!

yes im still sad & yes my heart still hurts when i think of me leaving..but somehow after i read the tags on my blog im beginning 2 feel better..

juz because im leaving dun mean dat they aren't gonna be frenz/sisters wif me anymore..i juz wish i could go 4 metamorphosis wif them..hahas..i love metamorphosis coz the concert is REALLY GREAT!!

i remember wishing i was younger or something so i could haf more time wif the sisters but den i got 2 thinking..

more time spent wif them = more memories...which means dat there will be more memories when im leaving & tho memories are good,but when u think sbout it u will miss them more u noe? coz u noe them EVEN more & wont bear 2 leave them EVEN more..but dats not saying i wont miss them lahz..im still sad..i still cry now & then..but den again i was always a crybaby..

my family used 2 call me crybaby..but in some other dialect i think..hum-bao or something liddat..so funny hor? like hamburger liddat..hahas^^ dunno it always sounded like hamburger 2 me..hahas:P

i always cry de lehz!! everything oso cry..it's like i cry 2 4get my pain(but it dun help lahz..),i remember i did MAJOR crying on tuesday morning after i woke up..i really wanted 2 continue staying..but den i juz did major crying..i dunno if it's partially because of dat but i think it helped a bit..i really dunno lahz..so sad..i'll miss my beloved shepherd!! blur shepherd oso..heehee:P

i still miss u all..hahas^^ it will take time lahz..time heals all wounds..den i'll b left wif those sweet & silly memories of u all..u noe,all those unglam times & all those silly times..

i used 2 think dat saying "iloveu" was hard but den now it dun seem dat hard..hahas..perhaps mayb it's who im saying it 2 bahz..heehee^^

i love u all