wah i juz came back from camp yesterday,but i really cannot wait 2 blog!! i got scribble abit on a piece of paper abt wad i was thinking,so let me go find the paper 1st,,hahas^^ im tired,a bit..but its so enjoyable!!

haha..saying camp was great would only capture a small bit of the whole thing lahz..

sleepover at jacob's place b4 camp,den we went camp 2gether..hahas..really fun,we had cg 1st den after dat was sorta like free & easy..cg started late,REALLY late,coz every1 was late..hahas:P slept really very late..hahas..coz help do deco 4 camp
i wasnt late okiez? i was meeting jaslyn @ 5pm & i reached EXACTLY @ 5pm..aint it cool?! hahas^^

anyway it was during the time when they SAID 2 practise drama,dat i really missed my beloved ex-shepherd joan!! so i smsed her lahz..while ppl were discussing stuff,i was smsing her & listening 2 them at the same time..heehee..multi-task..really miss u,joan!! i still do..coz i seldom c u..>< haha time makes the heart grow fond? or something liddat? hahas dun u ppl dare think im a les,i'll kill u all..i love joan 4 alot of reasons! 4 takin care of me w/o complaints,4 growing me,4 being my shepherd & being such a wonderful sister^^ okiez!!

now on 2 the 1st day of camp itself!! yay!! hahas its wonderful!!teachings & everything were wonderful,really taught me alot..hahas^^ den we had out\r poly-di-ns got talent night!! ya the drama lorz..i did nothing much except dance wif the rest,i didnt act..haha juz stand 1 corner watch them quarel(part of the drama),& i really enjoyed it..trust me i was smiling almost all the time!!(not all the time coz cant smile when they quarel,im supposed 2 look bored) its wonderful..our theme was unity & i could really feel the unity when performing..its wonderful..my heart was filled wif joy & it felt like it was gonna burst..hahas really..i smiled until my mouth look so big lahz i think..>< haha it dun matter tho^^ 1st day i was a bit like emo-ing but i wasnt lahz trust me..haha i was juz thinking abt north & how much i really missed them..

okiez den 2nd day got arete service!! pastor jeff came 2 preach!! learnt alot!! den teaching i oso learnt alot..heehee^^ and got workshop!! the workshop was Rediscover the bible in fun & creative ways..which taught me how 2 do QT better & more systematically..really helped me lahz..i always struggle wif my QT..den when we going back 2 the chalet(heehee we stay chalet lehz!! the downtown east de..hahas),michelle took the guitar & started playing songs & we juz sang alot..wah the feeling is indescribable..i never experienced it b4 & again i felt the unity & the love of this group..really..& i smiled all thru the bus ride,again wif dat same smile..^^ we sang alot of diff songs lahz..its wonderful!!

the last day oso learnt alot..last night was awesome!! really!! instead of the concert which im used 2 le,we had theme night!! wore a blouse & a skirt & i think i look horrible..but nvm no1 2 attract anyway..hahas!!:P its wonderful!! its like prom night lahz!! really!! there were 4 themes(bohemian,sophisticated,vintage,punk-rock) and we had 2 dress up according 2 any 1 theme..haha i chose sophis lahz..and there were some 'certificates' they gave 2 ppl..& 2 ppl in RP got certs!!
nehe got 4 most caring shepherd i think..something abt shepherd de
emily 1 is i dun rmb the name but i noe its dat her dad didnt approve of her being a christian but now he even allows her 2 eat dinner wif us^^
yay!!

anyway den after dat we got some strings..den pastor jasmine asked us 2 tie strings on ppl who impacted us or something liddat..den so we went ard tying them..hahas im so happy..i tied on 4 a few ppl..they really helped me alot..thanks chio bus & shuai ges!! hahas..even tho i oni noe andrew like 4 days,i met him at jacob's place 4 the 1st time,but he oso helped me alot lahz!! its cool huh? i oso got tie 4 him..haha..im so touched by these wonderful ppl in dis wonderful group..u all really helped me u noe anot? even if u think u didnt,trust me,EVERY1 did..even in tiny ways oso is got help wad..hahas..lets jiayou & continue e race wif God!!^^

oh ya the people who tied the strings on my hands r,in order de lehz i think i got the order correcr..hahas as follows:
1. Jaslyn
2. Aileen (thanks sister dear..u're really strong..^^)
3. Kai en
4. Shareen
5. Michelle
6. Daphne (she took a string from me coz she dun haf le,e longest string on my hand is she tie de^^)
7. Stephen (he tied on my left hand when every1 tied on my right)
8. Andrew (he didnt tie,he gave me a gift..thanks!!^^)

den after dat go home lorz..hahas..like so anticlimax lahz liddat..i wish camp was longer..den oso very silly lahz coz we go mrt station so the guys kept putting their bags down & walking away(the suspicious looking advertisement was showing mahz)..so silly lahz.. really wanna say or rather write a song often sung at camp 2 all my brothers & sisters in christ..my wonderful family..

I love this family of God

so closely knitted unto us

you've taken me into your heart

and i'm so glad to be a part of this

GREAT FAMILY

haha i love all u ppl..lets run this race 2gether!!^^

juz shut up & stop dat! stupid..u think u're some big shot? u're nothing at all okiez?!

so wad?! did i even ask u for UR opinion? i didnt so juz mind ur own business & continue reading ur dumb emails!!

& stop saying i need 2 get knocked b4 i wake up or something like dat,u think u're a big shot? u're a GUY somemore..u think i need UR opinion? huh?! i didnt even ask 4 ur help..& the person i asked 4 for help isnt even complaining as much..goodness

ah well..gotta calm down

hey theres! stayin over 2morrow le..den camp the next day..wah..haven packed & everything..die lahz really dunno wad 2 wear 4 the theme thing..i am SO DEAD

i cant believe lahz

oh my mom going overseas wif her frenz on 30 may till 7 june i think..wah..japan lehz..so cool!! next time i wanna go overseas wif my frenz too..hahas:P

its good lahz,my mom will get 2 relax..heehee^^

okiez all these info are all from the net so im simply copying & pasting..still satellites..but the FUNCTION of a satellite..hahas didnt include this in the other post^^

function of a satellite!!
An artificial satellite is a man made object placed into orbit around the Earth for the purpose of scientific research, weather reports, or military reconnaissance. Scientific satellites are set into orbit to observe the space environment, the Earth, the Sun, stars and extra galactic objects. These satellites have retrieved a huge amount of information helpful to scientific research. Weather satellites are used every day for meteorological forecasts and in shipping. Also military satellites play a important role in today's modern military. Satellites are extremely important today. All artificial satellites have certain features in common. They all include radar systems, sensors like optical devices in observation satellites and receivers and transmitters in communication satellites. Solar cells are used to generate power for the satellites and in some cases ,nuclear power is used. All satellites need altitude-control equipment to keep the satellite in the desired orbit.( Grolier Encyclopedia). All this information should answer the question what is a satellite. (taken from http://www.smgaels.org/physics/97/JAMES.HTM)

aint it cool? hahas tho i cant digest all e info at once lahz^^

yesterday went out wif pam 2 shop shop..hahas:P

went far east 1st,den i bought a shirt(the oni shirt i bought the whole day).den pam bought 2 shirts there..den after dat we went J8,den there she bought another shirt which cost $22 & she was absolutely heartpain-ed..hahas is there such a word? i dunno but anyway u get the idea..den we went amk & she bought skinnies..i dun like skinnies..but who cares im not the 1 wearing it anyway^^ den meet lee ming at food court & we ate our dinner there..den went back 2 yishun & looked 4 slippers 4 me coz i wanted new slippers 2 go camp,if not will keep fallin down..den after goin alot of shops,finally bought a pair after my frenz keep asking me 2 buy..but now i think its too hard..hahas:P

2day went out wif rp ppl 2 shop,bought nothing 2day..nothing interests me..sigh><

went bugis..supposed 2 b buying stuff 4 the theme 4 camp but anyway i really dunno wad 2 wear lahz..sigh i love good old fbts..sigh>< but at least its oni a while oni,the theme thingie

i really dunno wad 2 buy lahz..sighy muz haf theme? i run outta $$ le lahz..hahas^^and actually meeting liyan 2morrow but she got prayer meet..i miss the wednesday weekly prayer meet at yishun stadium..hahas^^

i miss northa still..

camp's coming!! whoots!! love camp!!can get 2 noe ppl more mahz..best time 2 noe ppl better..^^

last time northa all gals ah..i talk no need think de..(u noe? when i juz say suddenly:eh my bra & underwear matching de lehz!!)but now ah..cannot ah sometimes muz think a while..aiyo..><

dunno wad 2 wear 4 camp theme thingie..

oh ya!! camp got camp tee lehz!! YAY!! 1 more shirt 2 wear next time!! i love the youth camp tee!! so im sure i'll love the tertiary 1 as well!! yay!! hahas^^

juz when i thought i was gonna b over the sadness of leaving north,2day i had a dream..

i dun really rmb but i do noe dat got northa..den dunno y we sitting near playground..really..& having some kinda meeting i think..anyway the thing is i remember i cried in my dream lehz!!

den when i woke up there were tears in my eyes & my poor little babie bolster was wet as well..poor thing.hahas:P

den i dunno lehz..i dun really rmb the dream..but its juz weird lahz..can some1 tell me juz wad is going on?!

HEYS! GUESS WAD?! oh man u all r SO gonna love this!! really! trust dis little gal!(okiez mayb not little,quite old compared 2 most of u)

DID U NOE DAT THE MOON IS A SATELLITE?! hahas yesterday kai en told me den i didnt believe..hahas den i told myself i would answer my doubts by looking it up..after bothering him VERY long..i thought he would noe wad..& REALLY!! THE MOON IS A SATELLITE!!

The Moon (Latin: Luna) is Earth's only natural satellite and the fifth largest natural satellite in the Solar System.(taken from http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Moon)


so wad is a satellite? let me answer dat as well:P im SO PROUD OF MYSELF!! seldom im so excited abt stuff de lehz..except cute stuff lahz but dats not the point..the point is....

A satellite can be defined as any object, either manmade or naturally occurring, that orbits around something else. For example, the moon orbits around Earth and is thus a satellite. The Earth orbits around the sun and is a satellite of the sun. Other examples of naturally occurring satellites include comets, stars, asteroids, and other planets(taken from http://www.wisegeek.com/what-is-a-satellite.htm)


& wad is a star?

A star is an object that shines by releasing energy from nuclear reactions at its core.(taken from http://www.tqnyc.org/NYC063368/the_stars.htm)


& y do stars twinkle?

Their famous twinkle is the result of our earth's atmosphere, which, amongst other things, generates turbulence. As the atmosphere broils it bends, or refracts, the light from the star in different directions. This causes the star's image to change slightly in brightness and position, which our eyes pick up as a flicker, or twinkle.The scientific name for the twinkling of stars is stellar scintillation or astronomical scintillation.(taken from http://www.theanswerbank.co.uk/Article2869.html)


& is the sun really a ball of fire like they say?

The Sun is a star—the closest one to Earth. It is a large ball of very hot gas. The air we breathe and the Helium in a balloon are both gases. It is over 5,500 °C at the surface, and much hotter at the center, about 15 million °C. The Sun is made of mostly hydrogen (70%) and helium (28%). It turns much hydrogen into helium every second, thus creating heat and light.(taken from http://en.wikibooks.org/wiki/Wikijunior_Solar_System/The_Sun)


and oh i absolutely LOVE DIS!! the sun's origin,oso found from the net..

According to God’s Word, the Bible, the sun did not always light the earth. It wasn’t made till Day 4 of Creation Week, while the earth was created on Day 1. This refutes ideas like ‘God used evolution’ and ‘God created over billions of years’, because they all assert that the sun arose before the earth.1 For the first three days of existence, the earth was lit by the light created on Day 1 (Genesis 1:3), while the day/night cycle was caused by the earth’s rotation relative to this directional light source.

Then according to Genesis 1:14–19:
‘And God said, Let there be lights in the expanse of the heavens to divide between the day and the night. And let them be for signs, and for seasons, and for days and years, and let them be for lights in the expanse of the heavens to give light upon the earth. And it was so. And God made two great lights: the greater light to rule the day and the smaller light to rule the night, and the stars also. And God set them in the expanse of the heavens to give light upon the earth, and to rule over the day and over the night; and to divide between the light and the darkness. And God saw that it was good. And the evening and the morning were the fourth day.’

And in the New Jerusalem, there will also be no need for the sun, because God will provide the light once again (Revelation 21:23). But meanwhile, we can appreciate the wonder of the star God has provided for us. (taken from http://www.answersingenesis.org/creation/v22/i1/sun.asp)

I AM SO PROUD OF MYSELF!! *pats back*
i mean im not usually so curious wad..cool huh? science lesson 4 u all as well^^

2morrow's easter service!! SO EXCITED!! i asked ppl but all not free..><

& i dun even noe wad time 2 meet lahz!! c? the results of being 4getful..sigh sigh..old liao old liao:(

very late ah 2morrow..service starts at 7..my mom is gonna kill me if i reach home at 11 plus AGAIN..coz i've been reaching home ard dat time 4 2 consecutive saturdays le..sigh..

my sis isn't home yet tho im already home from my supper wif pam at 10:30 pm..hahas..^^

my message totally bao le..my mom is SO TOTALLY GONNA KILL ME!!

pls..juz kill me now..i dun wanna be nagged 2 death..any other death is better...NOOOOOO!! no more nagging PLEASE!!! sigh..but i deserve it lahz..muz control next month..haha but i think should b more possible coz i finally created an msn account..hahas:P FINALLY!! melissa finally did it..i did't noe how 2 do it initially..den anyhow whack lorz..lucky got it correct^^

3 cheers & 3 cheers &3 cheers 4 melissa!! i finally did it! heehee:P

yesterday went out wif pam,met her at 9:45 pm 2 eat supper(she was late anyway but dats ok..she didn't mean 2),and i saw yong qing^^ its refreshing 2 c her again^^ i meeting pam again 2day at 10:30 pm^^

anyway yesterday when i was going home,after cg,i took bus 854 wif ruth & nehemiah..den ruth got off at dunno which stop..hougang there or something liddat..den after dat got seat!! yay..hahas^^ so go sit lahz

den nehemiah was talkin about his pets..wah he really got alot of funny pets lahz

he said he used 2 keep beetles as pets..rhinoceres bettle or something liddat,told me males had bigger horns & females had smaller horns,& dat males were rare,but he got keep 1,but he usually caught females..den he told me once he kept a beetle in a box & den dunno how it dig dig dig but it made a hole & escaped(after which i remarked dat it was escaping from him)..he say until now still cannot find..

he used 2 keep a sea turtle as well..he said he bought it,but now he noes its illegal 2 sell them,very expensive,den kept it in a tank in his cupboard wif his 2 other fishes..his parents didn't even noe..hahas..den he came back home 1 day & saw the turtle bite the fish..aiyo..i didn't noe turtles were omnivorous..is he say de..den he say turtles belong 2 the lizard family..dunno true anot..quite hard 2 believe,but i guess it's believeable..hahas^^

den he said he oso got keep a big tortise b4..his father brought it home..but gave it away after some time,probably because of the belief dat keeping tortise will cut short the ppl's life..hahas..

& his father oso brought home a GOOSE b4..den he say they kept it in the master bedroom's toilet..said it was very cute,but when it shit,very smelly..hahas:P

& he oso kept a bird b4..those yellow coloured ones..& it became so tame dat it would perch on his finger & wont fly away..hahas but i think he scared it so much it didn't dare 2 fly away..hahas:P but he say dnno wad happened 2 it le coz his family went on vacation..den dunno wad happened 2 it..

& he told me if i wanted 2 catch butterflies,i shouldn't use net,but use racket & hit it(so cruel..he said he hit b4,it died eventually),so it would stun it..den can catch..weird logic horz?

ah i saved the best 4 the last:he kept a frog b4..nothing much,juz keeping a frog,but knowing how tragically it died is not normal lahz..he made a cage out of ice cream sticks i think,den brought it 2 game shop..den while he was playing,coz got aircon right? & frogs skin need 2 b wet right? ya u get the idea..& den halfway when he play he look at the frog,didn't noe wad happened 2 it,den he CONTINUED PLAYING!! but he say he very young dat time lahz..& den when he reached home he put it in a yougart container & put water & sealed it,his grave..& put it under the sink..(eww)
den after dat when he went 2 look at it a few days later,the water had become GREEN & can c the skeleton of the frog..yucks..

he's getting a hamster from daphne soon..wonder wad tragic death will befall it..in nehemiah's hands le..not safe..hahas:P hope he doesn't noe my blog..if not i die..hahas:P

& I CUT MY HAIR 2DAY!! WHOOTS!!! i love having my hair cut..coz i dun like long hair..i like it short..yayie!^^

haha 2day had caregroup at jacob's place,trust me,i dun even noe who jacob is.hahas^^

2day celebrated emily's & michelle's bdae..hahas^^
den anyway i wasn't late,den luke was the latest,was supposed 2 kena taupok-ed,but he,dunno 2 say lucky or unlucky,but anyway he got another forfeit,which was 2 carry an umbrella & run ard like crazy..hahas^^ i got blackmail video..hahas^^ wif shareen,he did the silly thing wif shareen^^

haha its quite fun we watched evan almighty..its cool..i wanted 2 say something i learnt from the movie but dun dare share,den shareen asked me..den i eventually plucked up the courage 2 share..thank God he gave me the courage^^ its wonderful..He's never early,never late,always on time^^

i love my family of God,both the youth & the tertiary..*muacks* hahas^^ (eww who wans dat?!)

its wonderful..i've found a wonderful family & a wonderful God..wad more could i ask 4,right?^^

going 4 supper wif pam..hahas^^ at 9:45pm

whew..2morrow got caregroup..2day went out early in the morning 2 go wif pam 2 rp 2 get her laptop & configure it..
*sorrie jogina! didn't go wif u..i had 2 rush 2 city hall coz they practising 4 camp drama..

anyway after dat ya i rushed down 2 city hall while pam went home 2 eat + change 2 go work..luckily her boss allow her 2 go work late..what a nice boss^^

so i reached & emily & jaslyn fetched me 2 the esplanade basement,where we practised 4 a short while..

den wah walk ard & all dat..den go find Kejie,another cg member coz she sick but still working..den she taught us the dance..wah really admire her..if me i think i cannot lahz feeling uncomfortable den still haf 2 each ppl like me..hahas:P

after dat walk ard AGAIN..wah my leg is so tired!!

den went home & reached home at ard 9:30 liddat..den eat my nice nice dinner^^

2morrow got cg,celebrating michelle's & emily's bdae 4 them but it's supposed 2 b a surprise but i think they noe le lahz..hahas^^ if leak out will kena forfeit,which is "recharge"(tickling)
lucky i not guy if not will kena stephen's fav,which i strongly believe is taupok..ooh y isn't it banned in tertiary?! hahas:P

wah muz reach eunos by 12 pm lehz

man,my parents r nagging me 2 drink soup le..i simply hate their nagging lehz..& like my mom alone neg not enough,my dad oso muz nag..makes me wanna EXPLODE!! geez

blog again some other time bahz><

hey! im blogging on my new laptop!! wah so excited lahz..feel like a lil kid in a candy store..hahas^^

anyway im going wif pam 2 collect her laptop 2morrow den go eat wif her b4 she goes 4 work & i'll travel 2 the esplanade 4 some camp preformance thingie..really so glad dat im going out wif pam..& going out wif her on monday as well..yipees!!

really very long never go out wif her le worz..so happy..hahas^^

basically im juz here 2 blog about my happiness at getting a laptop!! YAY!!

so im going off 2 read others' blogs le..toodles^^

how should i start? i oso dunno..so anyhow start lorz..

i 2morrow going 2 do the enrolment thingie le..hahas..at least i noe roughly wad is gonna happen lahz..coz i went wif jogina 2day 2 do hers,so it's not as SCARY as i thought lahz..hahas^^

den went mac wif the rp group..& saw shuping & joyce(the woodlands group de) there as well..hahas^^ glad 2 see them lahz^^

m i really very tiny? perhaps bahz..since im oni 1.55m..haha put metres make me feel taller den putting it as 155cm..heehees:P

it's alright..im created so tiny & so i shall b happy being tiny..hahas^^ its quite alright actually..except when sometimes my frenz compare my height wif theirs..>< but its ok they're GUYS!! my frenz in school lahz..all so tall..so tall 4 wad? later knock their head..hahas but it's quite ok lahz they dun mean 2 insult me they juz kajiao me oni..so it's alright..anyway i always hit them back so it's alright..hahas^^

actually 2day liyan asked me whether i wanted 2 go jogging & actually i wanted but den too late lahz i juz started eating at around 4:15 & she say go jogging at 4:30 so cannot lorz..hahas^^ but anyway in the end it was cancelled coz yong qing couldn't make it..perhaps some other time? my message explode le..its over by quite alot,i predict..so ppl,call me instead of sms-ing me okiez? if not i might:-
a)keep replying u & den make it worse..even more messages sent...
OR
b)dun reply u at all so u can't get an answer

so best if u all call okie? unless u telling me info which u dun need my reply..den sms all u want..im trying 2 control..^^

valerie asked me 2 blog so i guess u can say im obeying her..hahas^^

actually the truth is i've got nothing much 2 blog about,unless u wan me 2 tell u how much the tertiary brothers have been 'suan-ing' me..tsk im a transfer u noe? they're supposed 2 treat me nicely..but ah well..i dun think they take dat into account..but haha it dun really matter anyway^^ i've got sisters helping me..hahas:P

anyway..im starting 2 b more ok wif the tertiary group..coz like i said,im PERFECTLY FINE wif the tertiary group..really..it's the sadness of leaving NORTH dat makes me cry & makes me wanna stay..really..but its ok..hahas,coz i've got wonderful ppl who r helping me..

i still miss u all..im juz so happy whenever i c u all,u noe?^^ & trust me,i didn't expect 2 c u all on saturday..coz i thought u all were at istana.den when u all were not,i assumed i wouldn't b able 2 c u all at all..haha but i did..& it makes me JUST SO HAPPY!! especially seeing joan^^ (if i've said it once,i've said it a thousand times..i am NOT a lesbian so pls dun think too much okies? i love joan as a sister & as a wonderful gal who has helped me so much in my walk wif God^^)

juz so as 2 assure the wonderful people who r worried about me ; im fitting well into my new group..really..juz 1 week & im already quarelling wif them(for fun),so u should noe dat im fitting quite well..they're all friendly people..some pretty blur as well..hahas^^ i shall not name names:P & anyway the only reason y im saying all these is coz e RP ppl dunno my blog..hahas^^ so they cant ask me who it is..but blur in a funny sense lahz..so dun scold me!! hahas^^

oh & i haf been thinking about this sometimes..it juz pops into my head when im spacing out sometimes..i noe im not pretty..i mean of course i can tell im not pretty..i've got a big round nose,a big mouth,small eyes,my chin is not sharp,my hair is like dry grass,my specs r worn low so every1 always tells me 2 push my specs up...& the list goes on & on & on....

but u noe wad? my sis was telling me 2day,while we were walking home after lunch at my fav place:long johns,dat she thinks dat round noses suit us..coz my whole family has round noses,coz she thinks dat we dun suit the sharp nose look..(and ya she didn't mention the fact dat my nose was not oni round,but BIG as well..) and the funny thing is..tho im not pretty..im pretty much contented wif myself! perhaps coz i noe i cant change it anyway:P

i can't say im a pretty gal now,but at least i can say dat i was a cute babie..hahas..really..i was really cute LAST TIME..hahas^^ ask me show u my babie pics if u wanna c,but i wont b putting them on the blog coz im lazy..hahas^^ c the oni time melissa was cute..hahas^^

*special note 2 val:HEY I'VE UPDATED!! u muz update urs as well ah:P
*special note 2 joan:joan dun b sad okies? i juz saw ur post..i dunno y u're sad but dun b sad..i like the smiling joan,the silly 1,heehee^^

1 last thing: for some1 who said she got nothing much 2 say at the top of her post,nothing much seems 2 b quite alot..hahas i guess it's juz crap..but it's alright..the people who noe my blog craps more..haha its all sisters in Christ + my very own elder sis wad..hahas:P

yay yesterday was metamorphosis..& b4 dat i had cg at rp...wah so cool lahz i NEVER had cg in a school b4..so its a 1st time..got no teaching during cg yesterday tho..dunno y..

metamorphosis was GREAT!!!

i got 2 see all my beloved sisters dat i miss so much..i really miss joan & joyce so so much!! i mean,sure,i miss every1 else as well but i miss the 2 of them ALOT..really miss joan!!!she was a great shepherd..really really great..really miss her lots lots lots..but more den juz a shepherd she was a really great sister..i really didn't think i would miss her so much..but i seldom see her..& i really miss her..T.T

ah yesterday metamorphosis concert was WONDERFUL!! really!! really enjoy the concert..& the fellowship after the concert!! actually i wanted 2 hug joan after metamorphosis..but i got 2 hug her during metamorphosis^^ iloveu,joan

yay so happy they haven't 4gotten me^^
HEY TELL U ALL WHAT!! i smsed a person whom i THOUGHT was hui ming but it turns out it wasn't..IT WAS A GUY LEHZ!! said he was jeremy..so paiseh lahz..lucky when i called,he didn't pick up the phone if not EVEN MORE paiseh..aiyo..

anyway IM SO HAPPY THE NORTH SISTERS DIDN'T 4GET ME!! went out wif them on sunday & 2day & 2morrow got event..heehee..wanna shake me off? NOT SO EASY WOR!!! hahas:P

anyway im still very sad about moving actually..i mean it's like a total change lahz!! no sisters go wif me 2 the same group mahz..sigh sigh..but the people there oso very friendly lahz..but i wont 4get u all de..^^ but still can c joyce & jogina in school..heehee^^ & u all in np

& im headache-ing now..wah from juz now lehz..sigh..

*btw..2 valerie:ur smiles brighten up my day^^ coz very silly yet very genuine mahz..heehee^^i type here juz incase u didn't c the tag..hahas^^ thanks 4 the card wor!! but no its not the 1st card its the 2nd card..the 1st card u wrote 2 me was in pink ink & was when i was in ROTI,after the holy week where we had 50 converts..hahas^^ senile valerie:P

hey..
2morrow my last caregroup in youth..die le lahz i was planning 2 write cards 4 every1 but i write very slow & i dunno if i haf enough time..but shepherd dun worrie i write finish urs le..hahas^^

wah so fast dis last week of mine ending le..T.T

lazy lahz write letters muz think alot lehz..heehee..coz the paper very big so much write alot mahz..if not wont look nice..

joyce says dat moving me 2 tertiary was better 4 me..so sad..nvm i noe where u all usually hang out de..either fast food/food court..always the same de..can pop ard & find u all sometimes..DUN 4GET ME AH!!

heehee^^

hey people!!

yes im still sad & yes my heart still hurts when i think of me leaving..but somehow after i read the tags on my blog im beginning 2 feel better..

juz because im leaving dun mean dat they aren't gonna be frenz/sisters wif me anymore..i juz wish i could go 4 metamorphosis wif them..hahas..i love metamorphosis coz the concert is REALLY GREAT!!

i remember wishing i was younger or something so i could haf more time wif the sisters but den i got 2 thinking..

more time spent wif them = more memories...which means dat there will be more memories when im leaving & tho memories are good,but when u think sbout it u will miss them more u noe? coz u noe them EVEN more & wont bear 2 leave them EVEN more..but dats not saying i wont miss them lahz..im still sad..i still cry now & then..but den again i was always a crybaby..

my family used 2 call me crybaby..but in some other dialect i think..hum-bao or something liddat..so funny hor? like hamburger liddat..hahas^^ dunno it always sounded like hamburger 2 me..hahas:P

i always cry de lehz!! everything oso cry..it's like i cry 2 4get my pain(but it dun help lahz..),i remember i did MAJOR crying on tuesday morning after i woke up..i really wanted 2 continue staying..but den i juz did major crying..i dunno if it's partially because of dat but i think it helped a bit..i really dunno lahz..so sad..i'll miss my beloved shepherd!! blur shepherd oso..heehee:P

i still miss u all..hahas^^ it will take time lahz..time heals all wounds..den i'll b left wif those sweet & silly memories of u all..u noe,all those unglam times & all those silly times..

i used 2 think dat saying "iloveu" was hard but den now it dun seem dat hard..hahas..perhaps mayb it's who im saying it 2 bahz..heehee^^

i love u all

it's terrible when i stay at home all day & got nothing 2 do..den i will think of anything & everything..i dunno lahz..i've been crying alot these few days..i cried sunday night,i cried monday night & i cried tuesday morning..i think im running out of tears lahz..im so sad..really cannot bear 2 move..sigh..didn't think i would haf 2 move so fast..thought would be ard april..

it's like asking me 2 leave my real family lahz..i hate change><><

breaks my heart every time i remember i haf 2 leave..

my heart feels like its breaking into millions of tiny pieces every time i remember im gonna move 2 tertiary..i really cant bear 2 leave..really..i just feel like rolling into a ball & crying 4 hours & hours..but i doubt it'll heal the pain anyway..i really dun wanna leave..but i have to..

i'll be missing u all..

whew!
yesterday water baptism..took alot of pictures lorz..& the water was EXTREMELY COLD!!!hahas^^ 1st time in my entire life i got flower lehz!! given by joyce..hahas^^ joyce,u should feel priviledged..hahas^^

im gonna leave this family soon..moving on 2 tertiary..i REALLY CANNOT BEAR 2 LEAVE THEM!! really..yesterday the whole reality of the thing i finally realised..& i really cannot bear 2 leave them..i cried into my baby bolster(heehee:P)..i mean i've known them 4 quite some time & they're really wonderful ppl & i really cannot bear 2 go lahz..but i haf 2..it's so sad><

this saturday will be my last service with them & my 1st service with the tertiary group..i've only got 1 week left with them..i didn't think it was gonna be so soon..

im gonna miss every1..

IM GONNA MISS U,SHEPHERD JOAN!! thanks 4 being with me all this while..4 being so patient with me..4 being just so silly & just so natural..& 4 teaching me so much..& accepting me just as i m..i love ya^^

IM GONNA MISS U,JOYCE TAN!! thanks 4 helping me so much as well..4 being so unglam(haha:P)..4 being so silly as well(same as joan)..& 4 making me feel so welcome..i love ya^^

IM GONNA MISS U,SHEEPMATES!!(liyan & ting) thanks 4 just being my sheepmates..it's fun 2 haf sheepmates..thanks 4 telling me when u outreach..thanks 4 being so silly..thanks 4 all the times we fellowship-ed..it was fun..i love ya both^^

IM GONNA MISS YA,XINRU!! heehee same baptism date^^ tho u're younger den me,sometimes u're more mature den me!! thanks 4 all the fun times..4 ur silliness as well..& making me feel so welcome..i love ya^^

IM GONNA MISS U,CELINE!! u're blur-ness brightens up my day!! hahas^^ thanks 4 the time u came 2 visit me when i was sick..4 all ur blur expressions dat just make me wanna laugh..4 ur silly times..i love ya^^

IM GONNA MISS U,VIVIEN!! i'll miss ur silliness as well!! tho sometimes u aren't..but oso thanks 4 the time u came 2 visit me when i was sick..4 ur callimg me mdm ma all the time tho i dun exactly like it but u're the 1 who called me it the longest..i love ya^^

IM GONNA MISS U,VALERIE & JOGINA & WANTING!! thanks 4 being as old as me(hahas:P)..no lahz..thanks 4 always being so encouraging..& oso making me feel so welcome..
valerie:thanks 4 ur silly smiles..heehee^^
jogina:thanks 4 ur encouragements & times u messed my hair^^
wanting:thanks 4 all the tissues & silliness & stuff^^ u always have EVERYTHING
i love ya three^^

IM GONNA MISS YA,REBECCA!! thanks 4 being so strong..u really encourage me alot u noe? by ur actions..the fact dat u're alone in ur school but u never give up..JIAYOU!! i love ya^^

IM GONNA MISS ALL THE YISHUN & WOODLANDS GALS!! thanks 4 walking with me thru these 1 year plus..or perhaps oni a while but thanks all the same..U ALL MADE A DIFFERENCE IN MY LIFE!! love ya all^^

& last but not least..IM GONNA MISS YA,SHARLENE!! thanks 4 making the effort 2 remember me^^ thanks 4 the times in camp u talked 2 me..u really made me feel so welcome..& u didn't make me feel inferior at all..thanks so much!!! i love ya^^

i love all u ppl in north!! really..u all made me realise im not not as lousy as i thought myself 2 be..u all really helped me thru SO SO MUCH!! really enjoyed the 2 camps i've had with u all..

i'll miss u all..really..i love u all..will never 4get u all..this 1 year plus has been really great..1 of my best ever..& u all have a part 2 play in it..even those who dun think u do..hahas^^

*ps:anqi u owe me something