got this from happymonsters.tumblr.com
i seriously love her doodles!! they're LOVE!! & so applicable & all. like i can totally relate!!
& ya, i wanna be pretty.
tho i think character is totally important(i dun think my character is good either), but i think having looks would boost the self confidence!


ok on 2 more normal daily stuffs(:

mum: *comes into room wif mango*
me: *stares at the mango*
-needa use hands, using laptop-
me: *makes faces at my mom showing dat my face and hand will dirty*
mum: *laughs & imitates me & goes off 2 cut the mango*

WHEETS!! LOOVE!!(:


anyway
went K wif my crazy classmates. didnt sing. totally not confortable
(:
im juz liddat larh(:
i can burp & all dat infront of them (ya even bathed wifout closing the door in genting)
but i JUZ cant get myself 2 sing K wif them. as in like SING. i juz go.
or swimming wif them.
dunno. JUZ cant.

den went off 2 cg


2day jogging wif my crazies!!(:
they were:
zg, sz, jh, sp, dedrick

all guys.
IM DE ROSE AMONG THE THORNS!! *major grins*

jogging was super cui sia.
stopped after awhile
& itched like siaooo

haix. im like fricking weak can?!
cant even run 5km. arghs=(
im taking it very personally!! personal defeat

ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!

however, i bathed 2day after jogging & omg its DAMN SHIOK!!
now i noe y de guys always bathe after jogging.
i never did cuz i feel uncomfy bathing alone etc. bt i decided 2 cuz they always smell so nice after their shower while i stink

HAHA
de water was icy cold!! & shiok MAX!!
& de guys hor, i really dunno wad 2 say
SP never bathe, so nvm
i bathe faster den all de guys
LIKE OMGGGGGGGGGG HELLOOOOOOOOOOOO?!

o ya, i wanna cut & trim my hair(:
i dun care wad people say!! i WANNA CUT!! cuz i love de feeling of having a haircut & i love de feeling of having short hair

seriously speaking i cant really stand de length of my hair as it is alr
ARGHS
mel is nt a typical girl=(

STUPID SHENGPENG!!
i say i wanna get married & haf 2 kids etc, he suan me say "oh man, hard 2 find"
SO BAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAD!!
& dat stupid jh say i burp so much, confirm hard
but i said I'LL FIND 1 WHO LOVES ME FOR MY BURPS & UNGLAMNESS
WHOOTS!! (ya, i noe, needa find like siao)


dat was on my msn pm & so many people come 2 me asking me abt it
HAHAHAHAHA!! ya i wan ok!
i wanna get married haf 2 kids and live HAPPILY EVER AFTER!!(:
juz no guy yet=(
HAHAHAHAHAHA!!

i actually asked weiloong 2 vet thru de guys he noe & intro 2 me those who are suitable
HAHAHAHAHA!!

but seriously, im joking(:

sometimes i do wish i had a bf, but overall i think single is still better ba(:

o ya. for my fyp.
throughout the whole fyp stressful times, really wanna thank ALOT of people(:

i wanna thank:


FROM CHURCH:

RUTH CHERINE!!♥
DUMBBBB!!(:
thanks girl 4 always encouraging me thru sms/msn.
4 always telling me when its over u'll really enjoy it, de process & everything(:

& 4 listening 2 everything & even trying 2 call me when i told u i feel like crying(:
xiexie!!*hugs*
noe sms aint cheap 4 u cuz u dun haf unlimited.
yet u still encouraged me thru sms(:
u having unlimited soon!! YESSSSS!! MEGA SMS!! ♥♥♥

LIANJIE!!♥
DUMBBBB!!(:
yayaya, tho u in NS ah, sms other girl so much dun rmb ur 2 dumbs outside here ah. sms girl oni. sms somemore? never sms us so much. hah, MC oso never tell me y oni tell me operation. muz hear from ruth den i noe
AH AH AH. still say we gd fren. ah seesee?
HAHAHAHA (i seem 2 b scolding more den thanking)
*clears throat*
ANYWAY
thanks 4 wishing me all de best!! i dunno how u noe 1. but thanks!!(:

CANDACE!!
SILLY CANDACE!!(:
i seriously oso dunno how u noe dat i gt fyp assesment oso!!
but really really thank God 4 u!! it was so unexpected!!(:
but realllllly thanks!!(: ur sms reeaaaally touched me(:
thanks!!(:

BENTAN!!
yups, oso, really thanks 4 encouraging me thru these times & all, when im like rushing my report etc etc
reeeeeeeeally thanks!!(:
& my poster presentation & wishing me all de best as well!!(:

SARAH!!
hahas whenever i haf some emo nicks on fb. she never fails 2 SMS me. not even comment & encourage me. she smses me long chunks of words(my love language is words)
& makes me feel so aww-ed
(:

LICHENG!!
hahahahas yea, thanks 4 ur offer on de headache meds. feel so funny(:
thanks 4 encouraging me abt fyp!!(:

MICHELLE!!
ya, same timeslot!! thanks 4 wishing me!!(:

CEDRIC!!
cedric special. he didnt noe i gt fyp presentation. oni after i told him i might b late den he noe. & wished me. by den fyp alr over
HAHAHAHA!!



FROM CLIQUE:

DEANNA!!
thanks loads girl!!(:
i thought u afternoon slot sia!! but really thanks!!
4 wishing me all de best & all!! & yelling my name in de canteen
HAHAHAHAHA!!
♥♥

EILEEN!!
thanks girl 4 wishing me tho ur timing is like afternoon slot!!
(:
& tellin me nt 2 worrie & stuffs(:

JASPER!!
he wished me after. when HE was going in. he thought i oso afternoon slot. but nopes!!(: mine was OVER!! *gloats infront of him*

KERENIA'S FYP TEAM!!
thanks!! when i met u all in the canteen u all wished me simple all de bests etc(: thanks!!(:
♥♥♥♥

JINGHAO!!
yaya!! im amazed!! iceman wished me seh. honoured(:
HAHA
anyway, really oso thanks!!
wishing me goodluck!!
xiexie!!(:

SP'S FYP TEAM!!
HAHA yaya, tho its like after. but well, seeing their fights/quarrels sure cheered me up(:


SPECIAL THANKS 2:

MY FYP TEAM!!
tho im really nt close 2 them, but really gotta gif them credit 4 really trying our best 2 work as a team(:

LAST BUT DEFINITELY NOT THE LEAST:

DR ALVIN TEO!! (my fyp advisor)
really thankful 4 him. tho im always scared of him & all, but he is really someone who tries his best 2 make sure his teams do well. & he meticulously prints out everybody's reports & asks us down & corrects us gently(:

& when we're doing the supplements & stuffs he really teaches & guides us through(:

tho im REEALLLLLLLLY scared of him most of de time, but really, he aint dat scary. BUT IM STILL SCARED!!
but i still remember when glenn&i were counting brineshrimps 4 de hatching.
& we were counting & he came over 2 talk 2 us
(:

& told us more.
he's knowledgeable & so willing 2 share!!(:
THANKSSS DR ALVIN!!(:

True to your heart

Whenever you feel your world is crashing down on you
Whenever you don't know where to turn or what to do
Don't look too far
You've got the guide
To find your way
Let your heart decide

Be true to your heart
You must be true to your heart
That's when the heavens will part
And show the world what you believe in
Open your eyes
Your heart can tell you no lies
And when you're true to your heart
Then you've got all you need to make it through

Be true to your heart

Ah, someone you know is on your side can set you free
I can do that for you if you believe in me
Why second guess
What feels so right
Just trust your heart
And you'll see the light

Be true to your heart
You must be true to your heart
That's when the heavens will part
And show the world what you believe in
Open your eyes
Your heart can tell you no lies
And when you're true to your heart
Then you've got all you need to make it through

You know it's true

It'll see you through
Yeah, yeah, yeah
You've got to be true, babe
Be true to your heart


Be true to your heart
You must be true to your heart
That's when the heavens will part
And show the world what you believe in
Open your eyes
Your heart can tell you no lies
And when you're true to your heart
Then you've got all you need to make it through

Be true
To your heart

Sing the chorus, boys

When things are getting crazy
And you don't know when to start
Keep on believing, babe
Just be true to your heart
When all the world aroung you
Yeah
It seems to fall apart
Keep on believing, babe
Just be true to your heart
True to your heart
Just be true

To your heart

Got to be true
Be true
True, true, true, true
To your heart

watched mulan AGAIN!!

seriously love it!!

watched it like 3rd time alr? dunno. anyway its really love!!(:

& goodness mulan is such an awesome lady!!(:

seriously love the ending!!(:

its not a typical love story but MAN! they should show her wif de guy & de happily ever after thingie!! HAHA!! ok, im a TOTAL believer of happily ever afters(:

& I wan a happily ever after!!(:

& sometimes, i really wished i had a bf. juz sometimes

(:

something random:

im going 4 de 17oct run!! WHOOTS!! 10km!!
gonna train like madmad again!!
LOVES!!♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

anyway~
people who signed up already are:
females: ME & KERENIA!! (YAY!!!)
males: zg, brendan, dedrick, SP

YAY!!
hahahas its like fricking early can?=(
g0t shuttle bus, but at like 5 muz reach woodlands=(

actually there's 1 at yishun bt SP lives at yewtee & initially i insisted on yishun 1 HAHA!! insisted he come over 2 yishun!! but i nt so bad ok.

compromised (like duh) & decided on woodlands (actually gt at cck oso. really thank God he didnt say he'll go cck & i yishun 1)

he did suggest going there seperately. but i scared lost sia!
so insisted we went 2gether at the woodlands 1
HAHAHAHAHA!!


he was thinking of driving there. i say him mad HAHA!!
imagine u drive there. den after ur run u drive back meh? u confirm dead dead alr rite?!
HAHA
he somemore say "dont fetch u"
meanie!
HAHA!!

& i suggested ton somewhere den go 2gether & all cannot run
HAHAHAHA joking oni tho=D

zg & SP say i sot=(



& den after i thought awhile. eh its like 17oct. so long way.
& i told him:

♥melissa~faith.i wish things would be like previously:
*shalala
*eh
*u noe wad
*by den its october
*wad if
*we 4gt we gt de run?
*or
*we no longer frenz?
*change sem alr rite?
*=((((


his reply?
*haha
*havent change sem
*u dumb dumb
*and we will still be friends
*we will always be
*dummy


HAHA my 1st reaction 2 dat was: "eh wad dummy!!"

HAHAHAHAHA but after thinking awhile it was really "awwwwwwww"
HAHAHA cuz i REALLY treasure my frenz!!
& really not sure whether we'll same class as them anot leh.
so might really lose these frenz wad.

but really thankful 4 his ans!! really reassures me!!(:

ya i noe dats random. im promoting him ok? HAHAHAHA!!
but ya, really felt so "aww"-ed by his reply!!



but he very dumbo 1 l0r!!

dat time i burped in class (im often burping & he often says me disgusting haha!!)
& he was nt same team as me

& he heard my burp & msned me:
*can u pls stop burping
*its damn disgusting
*i feel like choking you

HAHAHA i laughed my ass off!!
i noe its SUPPOSED 2 make me stop burping but at the thought of him choking me i cannot take it
KEPT LAUGHING!! quietly la. i mean, classes was going on



dat time i same team as him & kept saying "ITS SO FLUFFY!!"

& den he was like
"do dat 1 more time i gonna slap u"

me: *thinks awhile*
"ITS SO FLUFFYY!!"

SP: *looks away*

me: "..."
"SHENG PENG SHENG PENG!!"

SP: *looks over*

me: "ITS SO FLUFFY!!

SP: *ignores*

me: "eh y u never slap me!! ITS SO FLUFFY ITS SO FLUFFY ITS SO FLUFFYYYYY!!"

SP: "im immune 2 u alr la!"

& brendan who was sitting rite infront of me was like laughing his ass off la!



HAHAHAHA!!
ok this is so random!
but its random class stuffs dat really make me laugh!!


dat was genomics day.
when i same team as brendan SP jinghao

& they all bully me=((
but i really enjoy working wif them sia!!
tho jinghao SOMETIMES SUPER DAO

but when he nt dao ah, really abit sotsot 1

o ya. it was lab rite
& when i came back from lab i look into my bag
EH WHY GT GLOVES 1

me: WHO PUT GLOVES IN MY BAGGGGGGGGGGGG!!

my whole team laughing

den after awhile,
SP: ur bag oso gt some PCR tubes
me: ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHH!! *digs in bag*

HAHAHAHAHAHA!!

ok seriously, i love my team♥ (:
they never fail 2 cheer me up(:
UNLESS!!
unless dat jinghao being his SUPER sarcastic side.
HAHAHA
but overall its ok de, i suan him alot oso!!

now recently he's been suaning my "good job mel!" & patting of my shoulders while i say dat
so im suaning him abt "eh i A student hor!"
HAHAHAHA!!

HOLS LETS TON, PEOPLEEEEE!!



FYP1 IS OVERRRRRRRR!!
tho i dun think i did very well, but owell. WHO CARES
ITS OVERRRRRRRRRR!! no brooding over it!!
ITS OVERRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR LETS GO CELEBRATEEEEEEEEEE!!

but i was so tired i ko-ed after i came back home from service. seriously head hit pillow, ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ

but pastor jeff had me in stitches abt de pregnant thingie!!
HAHAHAHAHA!!



ok in summary: SP is an awesome guy, he's single & i can intro any1 who's interested
jinghao is oso single & i oso can intro any1 who's interested
FYP1 is over & i intend 2 celebrate like mad cuz YOG hols i gotta start fyp2
fyp1 was super tiring but relief!!
pastor jeff is awesome!!(:

haf always felt dat my lab management faci is strict. superly strict. & stern & all.

but recently she's really toned down. mayb cuz she wanna be fierce at the start so we will not misbehave etc

bt yesterday during ut she did 3 things dat reeeeeeeally melted my heart
like seriously!! *melts*

1stly:my laptop hang when its like ut starting. & den deanna & zg ask me restart. & we told her

& den she was like omg etcetc
& she stood behind me till my laptop started up.
& before, while it was starting up, she actually gave me a paper ut 2 lemme read thru 1st so i wont waste any time

& once my ut client was ok, she made sure i could go in b4 she went off

omg like HEART MELTSSS!!

seriously. felt so touched!! like she dun needa care de l0r! but she made sure it was ok 4 me!!

2ndly: gerald i think fin his work & slept in the ut. she gently woke him up & asked him 2 continue his ut.
NOT ONLY DAT!! she actually went 2 get sweet from her bag 2 gif gerald!! omg SO SWEEEEEEEET!!
*heart melts again*

3rdly: she refreshed de screen & saw dat zg & sz uploaded their ut b4 times up. she actually went 2 check on them, 2 check dat they look thru their paper again!!
*heart melts 3RD TIME*


OMGGGGGGGG!!

ok, she really 嘴硬心软!! (mouth harsh heart soft?)

yups!!
*heart melts x123456789
(:



& 2 my dearest deanna, cheerup ok?(: u'll always haf us behind u!!(: take things slowly, 1 at a time(: & its totally ok 2 cry ok?(:

& 2 my dearest eileen, cheerup as well!! its over, so dun look back(:

recently my dearest darling clique haf been abit madmad.

i posted this on fb. see jh's reply?!
seriously. jinghao madmad alr.
he imitate me sia!!

.
.
& den dat brendan PRAISED ME!! OMGGGGG!! HAHA!!

.
.
& dat deanna posted this on fb ages ago. wanted 2 blog abt it bt seriously lazy
HAHAHAHA!!
DEANNA & SOME UNKNOWN FREN PRAISED MEEE!!

.
.
FYP report. 2222 words. in de end i hit over 3000 words. which is de minimum number. *whews*
*wipes brows*

.
.
.
RANDOMS!!
plant VS zombies. MY PLANTS!
my tiny walnut

.
my tiny peashooter!

.
my tiny cherry bomb!

.
a tiny doomshroom!

.

.

.

hahahahahaha!!

.

.

ok, anyway

yesterday went down wif dat pig SP 2 eat after school.

cuz de rest doing fyp etc.

.

den we were talking randomly abt church. nt same church bt still can talk wad(:

den he was saying his ex brought him 2 church etc, & he told me his ex still like him

den i was like "wah sheng peng so attractive ahhhh?"

den he went "aw thanks! yes im attractive"

OR SOMETHING LIDDAT.

THICK SKINNNNN!! HAHAHA!!

.

.

& den random abt singing loudly at the wrong time during worship.

LAUGHED MY ASS OFF!!

.

.

den went 2 study wif the 3 musketeers(:

namely SP, brendan & dedrick

.

ya

im de oni gal.

kept irritating them

them: *studies intensely*

me: *turns 2 SP* ITS SO FLUFFYYYYYYYYY!!

*pause*

den

*turns 2 dedrick* ITS SO FLUFFYYYYYYYY!!

.

brendan infront. so abit hard

HAHAHAHAHA

den they jitao ignore me

OMGGGGGGG=( HAHAHAHAHA!!

.

.

.

anyway

i watched mulan

& im so awwwwwwwwwwww over the whole thing.

she's like the gal i always wanted 2 be

the gal i'll never be

.

.

SHE'S SO COOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOL!!

& pretty to boot.

& she can FIGHT.

LIKE OMG!!

.

.

.

ok, poster presentation on sat. wish me luck. i'll die.

(:

yesterday was BUTTER FACTORY WIF MY BELOVED CLIQUEEEEEE!!
celebrate deanna's bdae
HAHA!!

my VIRGIN TRIP!! HAHAHAHA!!

met them at like 7 at raffles. bumped into eileen&zg on de train.

had 2 wear dress. deanna insists.
=(

anyway
den went 2 eat

pics!!

me & deanna!! i like this pic alot!!(: deanna oso wearing dress!! she's like me. dun wear dress de!! so yea. breakthru 4 BOTH of us!!(:


den~

me, eileen & deanna!!
proves im wearing dress. can see im wearing dress.
my jiejie's!! love it!! but no, i still dun like dresses
(ps:jinghao say nice leh. ICEMAN SAY NICE SIO!! honoured!! HAHA!!)


den when inside butter fact we were taking pics

deanna:HELP ME TAKE PIC WIF MEL!!
*pulls me 2wards her*
den
*BANGS HEADS*
den we both burst out laughing & rub our heads
& de outcome?
here:

HAHAHAHAHA!! DAMN JOKE!! but i love it!! candid till very nice!!(:




den grp pics as well!!

from left: cherilyn (i think she v pretty!), siewping, deanna, eileen & me




den guys turn!!

from left: jasper (cherilyn's bf, face super red), jinghao (iceman), brendan, dedrick (yes my scandal), zg


de reason why im saying dedrick is my scandal is cuz im sick tired of it alr.
like i told quite a few ppl, i think i've lost a fren already la.



but ok, on 2 more cheerier stuffs!!
kerenia came when i was leaving, so no pics=(


went back wif eileeeeeeeeeeeeeeeen(:


& i heard lotsa funny stories!!
jinghao drunk. den go around "eh i A student hor!"
& den every1 on dance floor dancing shaking etc he standing there
den every was like eh jinghao shake leh!
den he "i shaking i shaking!!"
HAHAHAHAHAHA!! joke!(:



den jasper oso high, heard every1 dance in de circle he outside dancing by himself. den grab cherilyn etc
HAHA


den dedrick play game until win oso drink. lose oso drink. den drunk
HAHAHAHA!!




ok. next time hols we go overnite 1!! den i can like later. else v errrrr leh.
go in at 10. go out at 1130.
sorrie eileeeeeeeeeeeen!!=(

HAPPY BDAE PA!!




im going butter fact 4 deanna's bdae 2morrow!!
im scared & nervous cuz its my VERY FIRST TIME EVER!!

yea.

& gotta wear dress.
bleahs @ deanna

HAHAHAHA!!



anyway

2day i haf an awesome afternoon nap & i had a very random dream!
i dreamt about my clique, my class clique

& its really..weird?

at some shopping centre
i dunno y
it felt abit like we had chalet or smt.
den

dinnered
den after dat
something about durian pancakes!!
OMG
LOOOOOOOOOOVE!! HAHAHAHAHA!!

ya, in essence i dreamt about my class clique and durian pancakes
(:

Look at me

I will never pass for a perfect bride

Or a perfect daughter

Can it be

I'm not meant to play this part?

Now I see

That if I were truly to be myself

I would break my family's heart

Who is that girl I see?

Staring straight back at me?

Why is my reflection someone I don't know?

Somehow I cannot hide

Who I am, though I've tried

When will my reflection show

who i am, inside?

When will my reflection show

who I am, inside

this is real random

i love my class(:
♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

time 2 update i guess..
actually was happily watching 海派甜心 randomly
cuz i juz wanted some laughs
& it never fails 2 make me laugh. i've watched it at least 4 times (the front at least. never watched the back cuz i dun like de looks of de 学长)
& all 4 times i laugh like a hyena=D

so i loaded the 1st few parts of episode 1
& started watching

& naturally i started laughing like nobody's business
like SUPER DARN FUNNY CAN?

& den he was in de same room as me & den he said in a stern voice in chinese " don't u think dat's abit loud?"
& den i was like huh? was thing loud?
i thought my volume abit loud or smt. but cannot be cuz i never listen very loud wad.

& den he was like "ur laughter."
& he didnt mean it in an "omg u laugh very loud siaaa!!" it was more of a "oi u laugh v loud u think now v early" dat kinda tone

& den i gt so angry & so sad. like hel-lo?
im minding my own damn business watching my own show ok. u're playing ur own darn game which aint soft either, MISTER.

cant u even let me haf my joy? my laughter? let me be happy?

& den it totally ruined my mood & all my loaded youtube videos are still sitting there, not being watched.
& im feeling quite..i dunno.

juz feel like crying.

felt like crying yesterday oso.
i juz recently realised i gt academic awads thingie (for yr2 i think)
& den i was quite happy

all along, tho my studies have never been awesome, i've always strived hard 2 do well juz 2 get some recognition from my parents i guess
like hey, im smart or smt.
tho im not. but its juz dat i wanted something tangible 2 show my parents. results.

but den it seems like it doesn't matter much 2 them huh?
after i told my mom about my academic awards thing, she started nagging at me soon after about me always dragging. always being slow. always doing things last min

& i got so hurt, dat something dat meant so much 2 me she never ever seemed 2 hold high but something like always being slow was always on her mind.

wonder wad's gonna happen during dis yr's academic awards. since i doubt my mom&sis are coming. see how l0r. i can get 2 invitations. & sz going oso i hope(:





anyway, on a cheerier sidenote, i finally got my hands on torey hayden's the tiger's child!!
like OMG
i LOVED one child!! btw the tiger's child is a sequel to one child.

& its nonfiction. real story.
& i really fell in love wif sheila in de book one child

so i guess the tige's child was eally quite painful 4 me.
i noe i noe, its WEIRD 2 be saying i feel something 4 some1 i dun even noe. o well.


anyway

friday was really LOOOOOOOOOOOOOVE!!
cuz i had headache the whole week. including friday la
& cheryl♥♥♥♥♥ and catherine♥♥♥♥♥ actually came over 2 my class, WHILE ISHIR WAS STILL IN CLASS, peeked in, called me out & passed me honey lemon bubble tea wif jelly(:
♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥
thanks ex-sheep & thanks ex-sheepmate!!
heehee(:
i can still remember they came previously when i was having sore throat, 2 pass me honey lemon strepstils♥

the drink was sour cuz of the lemon
but
sour in taste but sweet in the ♥ (:

felt so loved(:



but my team ah..
hmm
HAHA
2 all who were wondering y i so quiet, dunno la, its juz WEIRD ok
like every1 asking me sia. why so quiet?
its juz weird. serious. dats all
(:
im really ok!!
ah. dat jinghao. came 2 say he'll stop & den in a matter of mins started again. *gives the evil stare*


friday, & a bunch of us went out 2 buy deanna's gift!!(:
i wonder whether she suspected lor. i think she probably did. cuz we dun act dat well

& den de bunch of us (kerenia siewping me eileen zg brendan sz dedrick) went 2 buy deanna's gift
at city hall thr

& den we ate & etcetc
i did enjoy myself(:


sat was ushering
i was dog tired

rain-ed heavily & i ran home wif my sis cuz we went out 2 lunch
soaked wet

& den had 2 rush 2 serve. naturally not in de best of all moods. plus dead beat from fyp report etc

was told i was stage usher. like omg. like i can protest liddat anyway. things are bad enough. ushers little max.

went 2 do stuffs
quiet most of de time. seriously no mood

blahblahblah ushered
blahblahblah ate

home.



2day fyp meeting for poster.
ppl present: me cindy john
gt de draft out.




im so tired of everything.

i wanna get married, haf 2 kids & live happily ever after.

HAPPY BDAE DEANNA!!

(i haven wished her happy bdae cuz i wanna wait till later. mayb i'll be last 2 wish!!=D hope she dun read this b4 i wish her tho. else it'll ruin my wonderful plan!! HAHA!!)

anyway

i've finally finished my report, but it came wif a price man

i've been having headaches the whole of this week. especially when im rushing my report, den my headache gets the worst.

& den yesterday nite i was rushing my report & i felt REAL bad.
felt like vommitting somemore

& super woozy. cant even turn my head else i'll haf 2 like tahan a worse pain 4 awhile.
& den i really felt so horrible i juz started crying, & de report wasnt even done.

& i hadnt done my rj & all

& den i couldnt take it, juz went 2 de bed & cry&cry&cry

really wished my mum would come & comfort me, but den she juz came over & nag at me for being slow blahblahblah

& imagine. im already having a horrible headache & den start having this irritating nagging around me

my head seriously like gonna burst

& den i juz kept crying bt it didnt get any better

den drag myself back 2 finish my report.

& den ate 2 panadols

& finally anyhow finished it & went 2 sleep

& now when i wanna study my ut, my headache comes again. i cant juz keep popping panadols! its super not good l0r. damn.

HELP ANY1?!

arghs. report is killing me!!

i haf a seriously bad craving 2 TON at CHANGI AIRPORT!!
seriously!!

& play monopoly deal & eat popeyes!!
needa chill outttt, im burnt out.

Jesus take the wheel

Take it from my hands

Cause I can't do this on my own

I'm letting go

So give me one more chance

Save me from this road I'm on

Jesus take the wheel

very short & random post here.
rushing report but the mood juz aint thr
headache somemore. owell. im gonna do badly 4 my fyp. seriously.

anyway,
my mom was clearing a room & i went pass it & i was like: WAH! 好干净o!
& den my mum&dad who were in the living room laughed & my dad called me siao zharbo

HAHAHAHA!!
but i love my family!! (cuz i noe my dad call 4 fun=D)
owell. sometimes im ok wif him. other times i'd juz ignore him cuz its better

anyway
my sis is CRAZYYYYYYYY
she play plant vs zombie like maaad!!
ok la, but i enjoy watching her play
HAHAHAHA!!


& jinghao is like totally diff on fb can?!
in class i practically never talk 2 him de l0r.
on fb he happily comment on my fb!! hmpf.

HAHAHAHAHA!! but ok la, still nt much
lalalala


report ah report. can u write urself?

friday was a fun day(:

it was membrane tech & i think i screwed up my ppt. bet i wont get a gd grade. bt nvm la, its overrrrr!!

anyway jasper deanna & sz shared 2 buy monopoly deal cards!!
chinese version tho=( not so fun cuz it aint like marina bay etc

den anyway

after school we decided 2 play

& den we went canteen cuz siewping had craving 4 chicken rice
HAHAHAHA

den 4 of us decided 2 play monopoly deal.
me jasper deanna sz

siewping sp & dedrick eat

den b4 dat i told jasper VERY CONFIDENTLY
"IF I DUN WIN U MY NAME NOT CALLED MELISSA!!"

look. the oni reason y i was so confident was cuz i used 2 play it overnite etc, & i haf a fair share of wins & loss. so i thought probably i would win? since i like played wif pros like lianjie etc previously?!

but NO!! i lost my touch

& den jasper was like "oh, dun call u melissa ah? den call u mrs yong la!"
-.-
DIE

lemme explain: DEANNA is yong. so ya
mrs yong.
yes im de female while she's de male den!!
HAHAHAHAHA!!
(deanna please dun kill me!!)


& i lost a net total of 4games 2 jasper. so yea. i gotta be called "mrs yong" for 4 weeks
WHY ON EARTH DID I SAY SOMETHING LIKE DAT?! omg.

ok.bye(:

new day new post(:

gotta get this outta my system. cuz im quite pissed about something la.
juz pissed.

but seriously mayb cuz petty la.
note:petty
no R inside
HAHAHAHA!!

anyway
im pissed wif mister zzg!

cuz rite
1stly
he ask every1 go join some marathon he didnt ask me
i was super hurt at de start, bt after awhile i was reeeeeeally angry!

seriously.

& den 2ndly is
ok i think im really xiao qi (小气?)
but i really cannot tahan sia.
juz needa get it 0ut

i dunno when i told 1 joke.
den 2day he come back in class asking me whether i gt hear dat joke b4

thanks mister. NOT




ok. ranting end. i dun mean anything. im juz pissed & needa get it out. im ok now. ok bye.

& seriously ya he's a gd guy. juz really ya, needa get it out la.

2day had cg

& i really wanna thank 2 bunch of people in my life!!

1stly is my cg
cuz i've never been 1 who likes 2 lead. lemme follow. i follow quite well. but lead? naw, please. skip me. go 2 some1 else.
but of cuz, u'kno, always hafta lead eventually, small roles in cg
& i gt holy com dis week. super scared

but thank God 4 my encouraging cg members who patiently listened 2 my hard-2-understand explanation
XIEXIE NI MEN MUCH MECH!! *bows*

& of cuz 2 my darlingest ruth, 4 always noticing when im quiet & never fail 2 ask me how am i(:
im really ok 2day, silly girl(:


another grp!! my clique!! (more specifically for 2day its eileen zg & dedrick)

cuz rite, they were already at INTERCHANGE
& den im like in sch
cg ended & i was gonna meet them & all
same bus ma etc

den rite
they actually waited like over 20mins 4 me, sitting at the inter, looking at their bus leave&leave&leave. bet they saw alot leaving

really xiexie ni men max!!
words cant express it man!!
& i really enjoyed de busride home!! like fun max!!

& really thanks 4 waiting tho u all haven done ur rjs!! (i oso haven, supposed 2 b doing it now but as u can see, im being distracted again)

& tho like mums calling etc!!
im sorrieeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!

really appreciate it!!
(:


was walking 2 meet eileen zg dedrick & den i saw a MOUSE
ok a rat or smt.
looked like a hamster HAHA
i followed it all de way & den it was SOOOOOOOOOO CUTE!!
juz like my darling hamster sunny!! (my very 1st!! never bit me b4. bit my jiejie&papa b4. HAHA!! it LOVES ME!! i love it too!!)

yea & den a gal walking towards me was shocked & screamed
HAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!

& den i saw another 1 & i was like OMG SO CUTE!!
& den it burrowed away. hmpf.
can still see its cute tail wriggle wriggle while it tried 2 burrow into de hole
HAHAHAHAHA!!

faci: HUH BRENDAN U LACK 0.5 TO GET AN A?!
Jasper (to brendan): u noe wad?
SHIT happens

DAMN MEAN!! HAHA!!


SP: de green colour region is de?
me: *BURPS*
SP: -.-
me: hah? oh dats the enhancer!

HAHAHAHA
bet he remembers cuz of my beautiful burp
HAHAHAHA!!


me: *BURPS AGAIN*
SP: can u like cover ur mouth
me: *breaks out in laughter*
SP: & stop laughing its not funny-.- (i noe he didnt mean it in a very mean way)
HAHAHAHA!!


deanna: so the antibody bind, so being even fatter rite? so higher! (after running gel electrophoresis)
jasper: ya l0r, fattest l0r! *points at deanna*
HAHAHAHAHA!!


me: so i flashing hor! (i meant projecting)
SP: EW NO! u haf nothing much 2 flash anyway
-.- HAHAHAHA!!


me: *burps*
jinghao: u burp again i strongly disagree u hor!!

HAHAHAHAHAHA!!






i LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOVE MY CLASSSSSSSSSSS!!

dis is me,siewping & deannaaaa!!
=D

deanna randomly wanted 2 tak picture, & deanna&i went toilet 1st
den cuz siewping sitting near de window so we wait outside & knockknockknock at the window 2 get her attention & den gesture 4 her 2 come 0ut take pic wif us
HAHAHAHA!!

& den when she came out she told us dat she said 2 her team "两个麻烦的小姐"
HAHAHAHA!!
& den we were like AHHHHHHHHH U CALL US MAFANNNN!!
HAHA & she was like but i call u all xiaojie!!
HAHA!!

okies but dat was random
& deanna& siewping randomly did a thanking of each other on the blog.
so shall thank them here too!!

deanna!
deanna, is reaaaaaaaaally noisy sometimes!! (note:sometimes.)
but really appreciate her dat she always tries 2 cheer me up whenever im feeling down etc. little little things she oso notice & ask me, like whenever i haf emo nicks on msn she immediately asks me wad its talking abt etc
& she skate wif me & made sure i didnt fall down & cannot get up! always she 1st 1 to rush over 2 help=D
(sidetrack: i remember dat time i fell down wif her while skating, i hooked her leg so she fell as well, & den dat zg wobbled over trying 2 help us but by the time he skated over we stand up alr-.- HAHA!!) sidetrack end. HAHA!!
thanks girl!! 4 always cheering me up & all dat! & bringing joy 2 this class!! (& our previous class)
& being link roomies!!=D

siewping!
silly siewping! tho im nt v close 2 her, but she's really a very nice girl!! never see her angry b4 sia, really admire her 4 dat. & she's really random sometimes!! like sometimes she'll go sotsot 1!! really enjoy those times!! HAHA!! cuz she's really random 1!! & she LOVES 2 sing. tsk. sick alr still wanna sing ah! but anyway she's some1 who is really very hardworking & clever!! speak out more in class girl!!=D
anyway, thanks 4 being in my class yeaa!! really enjoy roomates-ing wif u as well!! heehee!!



ok, 2 all de rest. i shall try 2 b hardworking & write cards 2 every1 ok? im always lazy 2 do so, but i do wanna show my appreciation!!(: