its 2008 n im almost 1 year old in christ le..

in 2007 alot of things happened..like really alot..
i 'quarrelled' wif pam..actually didn't really quarrel..i like 2 think its cold war coz she never talk2 me at all dun ask me wad we 'quarrelled' about i dunno either

but anyway in 2007 i think i really grew up..no im still short & still childish..makes me feel younger perhaps?^^

anyway in 2007 i learnt alot from yhope & the wonderful people there

i learnt 2 depend on God & not on my own strength..really..i remember i prayed 4 bus alot of time..& i always c the bus when i open my eyes^^

i learnt how 2 speak up..really..i dun like people 2 look at me when i talk nor listen 2 me unless it's like crap lahz..but sometimes got testimony 2 share or all dat or lead 1 cg role or something den i always very scared but always i will haf encouragements b4 dat de..thanks people^^

i learnt a bit 2 talk 2 contacts & newbies..coz i dunno them very well usually i dun talk 2 them but den sometimes haf 2 take care of them i always at a loss as 2 wad 2 do but den luckily always got some1 else 2 guide me..heehee^^

i learnt 2 outreach..i last time dun dare outreach de coz i think very scary..dun get me wrong lahz i still think its scary but its a different fear now..last time is i fear wad the ppl would think of me..but now i fear rejection..which leads me 2 my next learning point......

i learnt 2 take rejection as something normal..although i still get very disappointed when i get rejected when i ask ppl 2 help me do the survey dat the cg members made..

i learnt 2 open up & not bottle up my feelings..i haf my beloved shepherd & cg members 2 turn 2^^ & i really appreciate them 4 the help they haf given me

i learnt 2 crap more..uh oh! hahas but it's all learnt from northa1!! hahas^^

other den learning there r some other stuff:

i noe dat there r alot of lovely gals out there who used 2 b totally unrelated 2 me but now we r sisters in christ^^

i had alot of fun wif the silly gals in northa1 & i enjoy all our outings/events

i haf a ministry & i REALLY LOVE IT!! it's real fun^^



I LOVE YOU ALL!! APPRECIATE U ALL ALWAYS!!