2day its 1st day back at school.
school is a horror. seriously

i coughed like nobody's business, cough ever other second and all dat. someone talk i confirm cough. really i dun wan de l0r. i think its rude but i really cant control

den i had my horribly painful stomachaches again. not been having them for really long.
in de end it was explosive diarrhea at home. but dats not the point

den after dat was work. like hell
my stomach was still painful like crap
& den coughing like really mad

like seriously.
i really cant stand it anymore. its making me lose sleep, and my appetite. really bad.
like HELLO? im skinny enough already please. i dont NEED loss of appetite.

really bad this time


eileen's coming 2 work on friday(:
but im really worried. wad if i dont recover? den i think i would wanna stop for awhile. yet they're getting shorthanded i think

owell. see how. cuz i really dont wanna spread it 2 de kids.



& 2day i was telling me mom: "there's this kid at (the place i work), she's really very cute! she's always smiling and her hairstyle is so cute!! short hair, and her face is so adorable!!(:
and she's really ALWAYS smiling. how come she always seem so happy? how come i dont ever seem happy nowadays?"

really got me quite sad actually. how come? how come kids are so cheerful and all?

my mom replied saying i was really a happy kid when i was young (ya & a veh naughty 1 as well)

i wish i didnt grow up. haix.