多么希望你是对的人

So ever since he has gone back to Brunei we have started quarrelling again. So its really ironic how when he was around we practically didn't have a single quarrel but once he is back the cycle resumes..

So this time is 'cuz I went out with Deanna and ZG. (Previously was a quarrel because I went out with Ruth they all and as the same old reasons, 'cuz I eat meat, 'cuz I dont reply him, 'cuz they are 'bad influences'. How the flying fuck are they bad influences, I don't know. Oh. Except the fact that I eat meat with them. Ya and that becomes their fault. Wtf.)

As I already know, whenever I wanna meetup with my friends there will be 3 quarrels to go through.
1. Pre meetup quarrel.
Because he doesnt like any of my friends and they are all 'bad influences' 'cuz I eat meat when I'm with them. (fyi, that is my choice you know.. nothing to do with them)
2. During meetup quarrel.
Because I actually know how to respect people and keep my phone away during meetups. I don't mean totally ignore your phone of course. I mean not have your bloody eyes and fingers stuck to the phone the whole time. And YES I DID REPLY HIM. But he still says I got friend then don't need bf. Wtf sia. And also fyi, when I am out with him I dont even look at my phone except for work.
3. Post meetup quarrel.
This one is the worst because it brings up all the above problems plus the fact that I eat meat and he fucking always says that my friends are more important than him in a fucking passive aggressive way.
Like "Nvm la I know your friends more important than me. You got your friends and your meaty meal more important than me" etcetc.

So because of these abovementioned reasons, we are currently on a cold war.

I really cant stand him saying my friends are more important than him because fuck this shit. I always put him first. Yes of course when I'm with my friends my priority is to chat with my friends 'cuz I am meeting up with them?! But I still replied him, not that I didnt!!

And everyone can and will attest to the fact that I put him first. Noone will ever say that I didnt.. except him.. So it hurts even more.

So.. been listening to 男人女人.. And can't help feeling the lyrics so much..

男人男人 多希望你是好人
多希望用你的真 让我不必再心疼
女人女人 我答应做个好人
我答应用我一生 来换你的快乐一生
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多么希望你是对的人