dont feel like staying anymore. really feel like leaving. something my mum said yesterday sparked off thoughts of u. and i miss you so. why did u hafta leave? u'd be 22 this year rite?

really gt me thinking. how i heard from others dat u DID turn 2 people 4 help. but they didnt? i dunno? did they take you seriously? did they bother 2 show dat they cared? DID they care?

u were always so cheerful, mayb dats why people never took it seriously? i was never really close 2 u but u were always such a joy 2 be wif. whenever in group settings u'd get bullied and amazingly u never gt angry. u'll juz smile, take the jokes in ur stride and play along. remember dat video of us all laughing, u included. dat video never fails 2 make me tear.

i'd heard before dat u were often quite insecure, but never thought much of it cuz i gt along okay wif u. how i wished i tried 2 get 2 noe u better. u might still be wif us?

i miss you so. why did you haf 2 do dat?? if oni you stayed. was it school related? or was it a buildup of everything, including this community we shared?