"I want a hug. Like one of those pick-me-up-off-my-feet-squeeze-me-tight-hurts-my-tummy-but-makes-me-smile-leaves-me-breathless-gives-me-so-many-butterflies-it-makes-me-laugh kind of hug"
TOTALLY.
Friday, July 29, 2011
Wednesday, July 27, 2011
arms are kinda aching now!! after 2 consecutive laps of "hands-only" yesterday.
sure tested my limits! zg mad 1. he swam 3 consecutive laps, hands only.
den dedrick swam normally cuz he juz learnt swimming
like very suan now sia=( didnt get much more tanned but at least i gt 2 swim!! swam a maximum of 6laps oni tho=( but its alrite(:
raced zg and i won!! actually i noe its nt fair de la. HAHAHA!! 1st thing is i started a little earlier den him. dedrick said go and den i pushed off immediately but i kinda heard zg going "huh?" but i continued swimming. HAHAHAHA!! so means he started late. den somemore before dat he swam 3 consecutive laps while i swam 2!! so while he was swimming his 3rd lap i was resting alr. HAHAHAHA so confirm gt more energy!! but i dun care! i won!! HAHAHAHAHA!! unfair win, but still win. =p
i gt mozzie bites!! from sleeping in the living room=( so now i moved back 2 my room 2 sleep. i like sleeping in the living room cuz its always windy and nice(: but it rained yesterday and i gt mozzie bites=( so i moved back 2 my room and coughed my lungs 0ut in the middle of the nite=( so much 4 recovering!!=(
im so bored sia!=(
Monday, July 25, 2011
life is awesome 2day(:
ok la. nt really. i had an awesome dream. but in the same awesome dream whr something which made me really happy happened, something which made me really sad happened too. actually 2 sad things happened, and 1 happy thing happened. i cant really find the balance cuz its a dream so i was oni really sad abt the thing dat wasnt exactly so impt.
de less impt sad thing is dat this person whom i dunno rite now in real life, in my dream i gt 2 noe her and she HATES ME TO THE CORE. like REALLY hate. de more impt sad thing is too personal 2 say here. and the happy thing is oso too personal 2 say here..
ANYWAY! dats so nt de point!! de thing is i woke up, nua de whole day ANDDDDD!! ate bak kut teh (is dat hw u spell it?) for DINNER!! me likey!!
AND THEN!!!! WATCHED A WONG FEIHONG SHOW ON TV!! omg. its wong feihong leh. JET LI LEH HELLO!! HAHAHA!! like now my fav(: gt donnie yen oso somemore!! bt jet li now my fav. cuz donnie yen too overexposed now. so me no likey anymore. HAHAHAHA
HAPPY DAY!(:
Saturday, July 23, 2011
my throat dying=( seemed perfectly fine previously but den after night comes, it starts up again=( and my antibiotics finish liao!!=(
and didnt even getta swim 2day=( initially yishun swimming complex. too crowded so luckily we hadnt gone in. looked from the outside. so decided 2 go yck 2 swim instead. den while at the mrt statio platform deciding whether 2 get 0ut anot cuz it was REALLY cloudy. so zg say he check using his IPHONE. -.- HAHAHAHA!! den checked 2day is CLOUDY. but rite after dat it was raining behind me. den he was like "mel. look behind"
TOTALLY SOBS!!
so trained back 2 yishun and went 2 safra 2 pool. tho cannot pool at the pool place. hahas. pooled at the bowling place. aiya hard 2 explain. den i lost=(((
hahas. actually expected. den bused back 2 northpoint, lunched, and den he went off 2 meet his frenz and i went off 2 work.
and superly cranky at work=(
i think i've reached my limit. i dont think i can really continue 2 work very well there. seriouslyy
Friday, July 22, 2011
Thursday, July 21, 2011
did a random thinking abt how different these 2 weeks were. anyway!
was chatting randomly wif yh and talk until he ask me faster find a husband and haf a few kids. den i was like YA BUT NEEDA FIND RITE!! den he suggested: go supermarket and look at guys who buy veggie CUZ GUYS WHO BUY VEGGIE = CAN COOK. HAHAHAHAHAHA!! seriously?! HAHA!!
yes, still in the iwantabfmood.
Wednesday, July 20, 2011
IM STILL SICK!! so im still in the i-want-a-bf mood!!
hahas!!
and i realised when im sick i gt almost no patience. seriously. these 2days ever since i gt sick i've been snapping at the kids quite easily. but dats oso cuz they haf always been the ones on my nerves since previously. the rest i dont fierce so much. but regardless, i still think dat now im being much stricter and i kinda dun care. i mean seriously?! my throat hurts like nobody's business and they're having a hell good time being noisy. so naturally i snap at them!!
yea. when im sick im easily irritable and cranky. =(
Tuesday, July 19, 2011
Saturday, July 16, 2011
never had the habit of keeping a diary cuz i always blog things up. but now i realise dat having a diary is kinda important, so im gonna write in a ARTBOX notebook!! its beautiful and i oni haf 1 so i really couldnt bear 2 write in it lest i spoil it, but im gonna write anyway! if nt buy alr never use? hahas. but muz write nicely lor. cuz everytime i write in books i scribble and its super darn ugly. den i stop writing in them cuz its nt pleasing 2 de eyes. but i'll try 2 maintain nice handwriting this time!!(:
personal diary. (:
Tuesday, July 12, 2011
Monday, July 11, 2011
kinda funny. i dun even bother 2 hide de fact dat im having problems wif my besties. but the funniest thing is dat 0utta 3 of them, 2 of them are oblivious. isnt it amazing? i dont noe wads going on in their lives either. but its kinda ok, cuz i feel like im gonna leave church soon? i dunno. im typing it here cuz i dun care wad people think anymore.
the only thing dat was holding me back and keeping me isnt really holding me back anymore. infact i want out. out from everything.
Thursday, July 7, 2011
*hears the skies rumbling*
me: *GASPS* DON'T RAIN!!
even tho i got totally no mood 2 go jogging but please still!! im trying 2 get myself 2 go jogging. in abt 30mins time i will be sure whether im gonna jog. cuz in 30mins time if im still sitting on the chair means not jogging alr. HAHAHAHAHA!! oh shit man.=(
update(12:01am, 7july): i DID jog. and 5km somemore(: good job mel! good job! *pats back* sprinted the last 200m!(:
read thru old blogposts and i miss shengpeng and jh. HAHAHAHA
and sz and i did countdown 4 deanna's bdae. HAHAHAHA!! actually went 2 google singapore timing so could countdown. HAHAHAHAHAHA!!
Wednesday, July 6, 2011
5 and a half years since any guy liked me? hahas. yeaps. kinda depressing huuh.
i guess its how i am. im nt exactly the type of girl guys would like cuz im violent? i dunno. hahahahahas. basically im not the demure type of girl la. guys like demure gals rite? and guys wif long hair. HAHAHAHA. serious. i asked b4 and most guys say they prefer girls wif long hair.
BUT!! im gonna continue being myself even tho it means no guy will like me now. its alrite. im gonna grow and mature at my own pace. and i kinda like how i am now. at least im happy being some crazy girl who's always laughing, burping and wadnots. tho thr's definitely lotsa things i dislike abt myself but still!! i like being happy(: tho im not often happy. OK WADEVER!
anyway! yeaps. im gonna continue being violent, loud and wadnots. cuz i wanna be liked for who i am. (: besides, i haf my frenz ard me!!(:
Tuesday, July 5, 2011
at the end of the day; i think im really thankful 4 the people ard me who console me when im down♥
hahas i actually accidentally woke my fren up cuz i didnt remember it was like 3am?! and msged him and woke him up but he continued msging till i told him i was ok(:
and crying like some little babie and having people ard getting worried. and lending me their shoulders and tissues. HAHA!! im fine, i swear(: i juz needed 2 get it 0ut. plus things always look better after a good cry. tho im not totally ok but im fine. plus its oni small thing la. juz dat its important 2 me.
Friday, July 1, 2011
ubin (wednesday) and astons(thursday) 0uting!! hahas. awesomenessssssssssssssss
(tho i didnt get 2 kayak cuz de person working at ubin thr didnt allow)
ANYWAY! met at 930 at paya lebar and thought i was major late. turns 0ut i was EXACTLY on time. awesomeness!!(:
anyway! so we trained 2 tanah merah 2 take bus number 2 to changi village thr. reached thr and zg was like "mel. this reminds me of sundown!" den i was like omg yesss!! i wish every saturday was sundown day. HAHAHAHAHA!! i swear!! cuz sundown was SO AWESOME!! i love the concept of sundown; running at such a late timing yet the feeling's so awesome. nikerun is my best timing (hard 2 compare actually cuz sundown is 21km while nikerun and realrun is 10km) but sundown is my fav concept. whr u're running while the rest of the people in singapore are like i dunno. sleeping etc.
ok sidetracked. back 2 topic! ate nasi lemak and den off 2 take de awesome boat ride! i LOOOOOOOOVE boatrides! so anyway! den reached and den we set off 2 rent bikes!! woohoo!! 5bucks 4 de bike. cheap max cans. den went off cycling!! im sad cuz i didnt manage 2 conquer the slopes!! like up slopes i struggled and all. couldnt get up and i was kinda sad cuz i exercise yet i cannot get up the slopes. den exercise for wad?! ok nvm. HAHAHAHA
den reached quarry but den amy haven reached. so we cycled further and started playing. jumpshots etc=D
den after dat cycled 2 buy drinks and thr was sudden rain!! mood dampened. but luckily it stopped soon after and spirits gt lifted=D
anyway! while waiting 4 de rain 2 stop we were trying 2 bite a hole into our drink cans. like bite a hole at the side so we drink from the side and dun open de can. HAHAHA!! deanna super funny. after biting 4 a long time, she said smt like "dun u think after biting something so hard ur teeth like gonna drop 0ut? i feel like i needa bite something soft" and started chewing on her teeshirt. SUPER EPIC AND SUPER CUTE!!! HAHAHAHAHAHA!! making me laugh 2 myself juz thinking abt it. HAHAHAHAHAHA!!
den went off 2 find amy cuz their truck drove past us. den YESSSSSSSSS!! faster gt into some random shoe at thr, den wear lifevest and INTO THE WATER!! AWESOMENESS!! helped the ubin team setup as well. cuz oni 1 person could go into de water. for i dunno wad reason. doesnt matter. as long as i had fun and i was helpful for once=D
den YESS!!! jumpshot into the water. de 1st time classic. 3 of us (me deanna zg) prepared. den we jumped in and den realised dat deanna DIDNT jump in and was on the pontoon laughing away. HAHAHAHA!! den we were like "WAH LAU DEANNAAAAAAAAA!!" HAHAHAHA!! but anyway dat was a failed jumpshot. alot of fails. HAHAHAHAHA!! den de pass 1 i jump till so ugly=( as in into de water. gt 1 nice 1 i juz jump on the pontoon. dat 1 now my fb dp. MUAHAHAHAHA
den im veh proud of siewping!!(: she overcame her fear!! cuz she dunno hw 2 swim. naturally will scared water. they managed 2 persuade her into doing a solo jump into the water and she did!! so proud of her sia. if its me and its my fear i confirm wont. no matter hw much they try 2 convince me.
AND she gt into the water 2 play wif us too!! tho she was scared but it's still a huge step!!(:
and den went toilet wif amy and sz into the solar powered toilets. HAHAHA!! super funny. the water is brownish 1. den i was like "EEEE THE WATER IS BROWN!" den i went 0ut. den while going 2 wash hand, amy told me de tap water will oso be brown. den i was like OMG SERIOUS???? den wash. lucky its quite clear. *whew*
den went 2 bathe after a super long time of nua-ing in the water!! sneaked into the chalet thr 2 bathe. the water is cui 1. so tiny. de 1st 1 i went somemore no water. i had 2 change cubicles AFTER i took off all my clothes.-.- hadta wear back again.
den cycled back and den boat rided back!! went 2 eat at carls junior!! at marina square. before dat pooled and de stick like so heavy=( but its ok! cuz i still managed 2 do quite well. tho every1 dat day had epic fails. HAHAHA!! my 1st ever hit the ball jump OVER the ball i wanted 2 hit. so free ball-.- HAHAHA
but anyway! den carls juniored and dedrick came 2 join us. but he late. super duper late. HAHA. he come i eat finish alr. amazing rite! means he super late
den after eating went home sweet home!!(:
den 2day(thursday. i noe its friday now but im still considering it thursday cuz i haven slp) went 0ut wif deanna and eileen!! astons-ed and had very random catchup!! was fun meeting them up!! next time siewping join us kay?!=D den deanna had 2 head off after astons so we pei her 2 mrt station den continued walking ard=D
ate icecream!! at cold stone. awesomes but ex. but so cool luhh!! sinful tho. HAHAHAHAHA!! 20laps 2morrow la. hahahahas. anyway! den chit chat all de way. den abt 2 go home. went toilet 1st. den while going up de escalator 2 go 2 lvl 1 to walk to mrt station, eileen suddenly went "eh mel. can we go down again? SHOES FOR 15BUCKS!!"
den i looked and was like "OMG SHOES FOR 15BUCKS?! FASTER GO DOWN!!"
HAHA and we rushed down and in de end we both bought shoes. i so bimbo cans. dun need shoes still buy. bt nvm me likey! so i'll wear. i swear=D
den home sweet home!!(: and my mummy cooked stingray and didnt leave any 4 me!! i was so sad!!=( cuz its so awesome!!!!=( but i niam her till she finally said she'll cook it 4 me 2morrow!! yayness!! cuz im de oni 1 dinnering at home. YAYYY!! ALL MINEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!♥
OK NITEZ!(:
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