1day i'll go. cuz sometimes i feel like i cant take it anymore. Dont treat me like a toy;pushing me around. I haf feelings too ok.

thought 2 update since i haven updated in eons

anyway! on saturday i went 0ut wif 2 grps of people dat i love!!=D

tings cg and my clique(:

tings cg we were supposed 2 go kiteflying, but in de end didnt=(

but nonetheless we gt a SUPER DUPER good catchup; wif craps and lotsa eating.

astons den fruit tarts at hans den carls junior. HAHAHAHAHA!! (i didnt eat fruit tart cuz i was too full from astons)

den after dat went 2 cherilyn house 2 surprise her for her bdae; planned by jasper. was nice seeing them again!!(:

and den sunday was ushering. i didnt wanna usher initially cuz i was tired of serving; tired of everything church related. yes. i am. but still. qiulian told me smt which made me v touched. she said there was once when i was ushering and she wasnt & when she saw my smile she felt so happy. so i guess dat was wad made me say ok 2 ushering on easter service. hahas. serious. i really didnt feel like ushering

den on sunday itself i reached before sarah they all so i went 2 image side 1st. hair and makeup. OMGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG I MUST GUSH ABT THIS. HAHAHA!! gushed 2 cheryl alr.

de guy who help me do eye makeup is SOOOOOOOOOOOOOO CHARMING!! (note:serious guys are v charming 2 me)

OH-SO-CHARMING!! HAHAHAHA!! ok. i'll stop. but seriously!!! verily charming

ok! work later. sorta kinda bored. actually no la. its very superly bored. i dun feel like continuin much longer. see my uni application results 1st lor='( im really v scared abt dat lor.

i thought of u; went 2 ur fb page; was about 2 comment "lets meetup soon; i miss u!"; but read something which kinda made me like. i dunno. sad. im not a lesbian, but my heart kinda broke.

i CARE. and im WORRIED. but im not asking. cuz. i dunno.. u seem 2 b avoiding?

randoms time

when buying my grad gown wif zg cuz my whole clique went 2 buy on sat=( had work so couldnt meetup wif them 2 buy. yes i miss them like crap=(

ANYWAY! cuz he work in sch ma. seriously. lucky guy sia! his pay almost twice of mine!!=(

ANYWAY!

so heard from deanna no xs alr. sians lo!

den went 2 try

me: WHY NO XS SIA!!

lady: oh, xs would be a little small u

me: HUH! gt people smaller den me?? (i meant gt so many people smaller den me meh??)

zg: aiya. she oni said dat cuz no more xs ma.

me: -.- (his theory uh. HAHA. makes sense but still -.- !!)

& den 2day a girl i used 2 dislike alot at work gave me a random gift!! she gave 2 a few of us. and its super random. i gt an alphabet B dat can be like u put string den become necklace

me: she gave me a B!! why B sia??

siti: she gave me a SEASHELL! WAD AM I SUPPOSED 2 DO WIF A SEASHELL?!

me: dunno. omg. B for bitch!! IM A BITCH!!

HAHAHAHA!! ok super random. and 2day's mx last day at work!!=(

reached home 2day & complained 2 my mummy dat gt ants crawling all ard. (she believes de ants haf nest under her sewing machine and she stick de ants combat thing alr)

den we realised gt a fish on the floor!! was about 2 throw it away when it moved. its like a snake dat kind. so we put (technically my mum did all de work) it into a bucket and it swimswim. so ok la. alive.

my mum was grumbling abt my grandma "spraying insecticide EVERY SINGLE TIME SHE SEES AN ANT" and she told my grandma "蚂蚁不死人都死啦!" cuz she spray so much at every SINGLE ant she sees. HAHAHA!!

and den 1 random day when i was eating dinner alone (as usual) cuz work seldom get 2 eat wif colleagues; den i was finishing but i heard taylor swift's love story and i purposely sit thr listen till it finished(: and no i wasnt late back 2 go work cuz i ate fast!! hard 2 believe but still. eating alone and eating wif frenz different u see.

He knelt to the ground and pulled out a ring and said,

Marry me Juliet you'll never have to be alone

I love you and that's all i really know

i talked to you dad go pick out a white dress

It's a love story baby just say yes

i really should update cuz i haven in a longlong timee. and i often stalk people's blogs and every1 else seldom updates as well!!=( ok la. most of them update more den me (at least more recently den me) so i thought better 2 update.

SAS GRAD NITE! here's de pic of our table. except amy. amy is de on at the top left. she came 2 take pic wif us cuz we shouted her name when we were taking pic=D she's de faci 4 our whole clique and she takes deanna's fyp and de whole of kerenia's fyp team (meaning kerenia siewping sz zg brendan)

so from top left; amy, (girl whose name i 4gt=x, never same class b4 ma), aaron, lihan(i think she's super pretty!), songzhi, brendan, junhao

from bottom left; dedrick, shengpeng, deanna, me, siewping, ziguang

4 of them weren't our table de; meaning de girl (whose name i 4gt); aaron; lihan and junhao. but i think they didnt haf a full table (we didnt either) so they joined wif us. yups.

was awesome even tho de food and everything else sucks. hahas. like SERIOUSLY. but ok la. since i got 2 see my frenz(:

and den after dat we took quite a few pics but obviously im not gonna post like individual pics!! so time consuming!!=D and den jumpshots!! loves(:

and den siewping songzhi and kristy went back 2gether while a few of us decided 2 go drinking at eskibar. so off 2 eskibar. aaron and his grp cabbed thr while we (deanna SP zg brendan jh dedrick) decided 2 walk thr cuz cannot flag cab anyway

so den we reached and drank. didnt drink much and didnt shout. and NO SORETHROAT!! so my theory is dun drink too much and DONT EVER SHOUT. den wont haf sorethroat. but this oso means no games cuz i confirm shout when got games.

den they decided 2 go clubbing but i didnt really wan; but went wif them anyway. den reached rebel and jh they all went 2 withdraw money. den while waiting saw gj and his frenz. he's like drunk luhh!! or mayb v high.

den SP super high. while walking over 2 club dat time deanna pasted "squeeze me" on zg's back and SP did it like 3 times. den "kiss me" on zg's back and SP failed kiss once and kissed again. and den zg chased him ard and they sorta fell down or smt. crazy people. HAHAHA. they both were like high sia.

den in de end walked 2 zirca cuz they had some free drinks coupon. but ex. so walked back 2 rebel. rebel oso nt v cheap. so we opted out while aaron and his frenz went in.

polaroid-ed and den home(: de uncle drove so fast and de roads were like so rocky dat i had a hugeass headache. alcohol (oh we drank chivas) probably played a part oso luhh!!

reached home; blahblahblah and sleep(:

AND IM STILL PLAYING CONQUER!! seriously. i love 2 go mining now at 12-2pm. at de lousier mine even tho i can go de better 1 & mine up better ores. cuz there's this awesome person luhh!! he always revives me(and every1 else) whenever they get pked(:

and look at this pic!! i HAD 2 print screen. it was too nice of them(:

lookie!! another guy telling de girl nt 2 try anything funny cuz he's thr 2 kill her if she kills me or smt. and she eventually killed me and he killed her. felt so aww-ed. hahahahahaha!! dats wad i always loved abt CO!! de fact dat thr are nice people. but v rare now la.

and de guy who laughed and said de other guy is more intimidating den him is my "revivor". the 1 who always makes me wanna go mining at those hours cuz i noe he's thr.

HAHAHAHA

anyway. hahas. was bathing 2day and thinking abt de CO i used 2 play. used 2 cuz its so different now! last time could forge frenships (which eventually didnt last) but still. i haf fond memories of this game(:

im back 2 playing conquer online!! hahas. loved this game and told myself when i grad im gonna download de game and play cuz if laptop spoil nvm ma; no more uts 2 take.=D

and i cant help but miss de times when i had a whole bunch of frenz in the game and we'll like talk ALL THE TIME. i didnt even noe them personally (most of them knew each other) but still. they made me feel so welcome(:

and oso another 2 frenz who were SOOOOOO awesome. australians and totally lovely people(:

1 wa my email pal bt we stopped emailing=(

ANYWAY!

cuz im like mining now in the game. and being bored cuz u juz wait 4 ores 2 be mined up. and i keep thinking last time even when im mining im never bored cuz im always talking 2 them!!

hahas

i wonder hw they did it. imagine u hitting some higher-lvl-den-u-monster and den some irritating girl talks and u gotta reply cuz she's being so high. HAHAHAHA!! later talk den die.

HAHAHAHA!! but yea. i love them♥

HAHA in de short time dat i spent blogging; i gt pk-ed=( hahas. dats why i always talk 2 them when mining instead of leaving it and going 2 bathe or smt.=D

on the hiking on the last day of camp; we hiked past 2 service reservoirs. and its so nostalgic!!

murnane SR and bukit kalang SR.
ironically both went wif raymond!! hahas. but super duper misses my attachment.

hahas. felt so super down yesterday. seriously. tho yesterday was an awesome time of impromptu wif sister (watched movie "World Invasion: Battle Los Angeles") and den impromptu wif pam and sec sch clique (randomly went aaron house thr while they play badminton pam and i ate chicken wings)

kinda down cuz i gt angry so easily about something so minor. regretted it loads but no point regretting cuz its done. but i'll learn from it yea!(:

and den desserts at a coffee shop wif them (pam aaron tony ch) and den went home! tony send pam home 1st while i pei aaron and ch go withdraw money. den took my weight using de machine; BLUFF MY MONEY. last time it was a tiny card; so cute 1. now its a lousy receipt. WASTED MY 20CENTS!!

HAHAHA! tony gt new bike! bt i prefer his previous 1 cuz this 1 like gonna fall off any moment kinda feelingg

den home sweet home! bathed and slacked around waiting 4 hair 2 dry tho it was almost 1am. den dad came home and passed me a letter from RP and WTH. i cant make it 4 grad ceremony cuz i in taiwan. i was SOOOOOOOOO upset i juz keep sitting thr on the chair and stare into space. den my dad was of no help at all. saying stuffs like "wad 2 do" etc.

den brush teeth and go into my room whr my mum was sleeping wif me cuz my dad work afternoon shift. and den i really juz cried. juz keep crying. its really something dat i want luh. 2 wear my grad suit; take pics wif my frenz in grad suits etc. i've already missed 0ut on so many outings wif them!!

if this world makes you crazy and you've taken all you can bear you call me up because you know I'll be there