whee~ 2day going camp already!! 1 day early..wakaka^^ i os0 stay 3 days others oso stay 3 days,coz i leaving early,but den i going there early oso c0z gt things 2 settle i think..o.0

but anyway~ u all wont c me online/blogging c0z i will oni b back on the 30th c0z 2nd day of camp i rush back home den 3rd day of camp i on airplane fly fly fly 2 china

heehee^^

& yes,i hate working=( i yesterday almost cry luh=( c0z work was hard & furthermore i was feeling sickly,wanna vommit liddat,den wanna shit & headache

wad a time 2 get headache

& den i didnt even get 2 enjoy my free supper c0z my i finished d0ing the stuff at 11-.-
s0rrie pam,u c0uldnt enjoy ur free supper os0=(

my mom fever den she sleep at the living room=(

& my sis is going china

wakaka=p

byebye!! cya all 30th march hahas^^

tell u all something super co0l!!

i was juz inn0cently eating my dinner at home 2day when i suddenly heard something like christmas carols..okies its not la after i heard it closely

it was the song "how great thou art"

sung by guys,1 storey down den corner house..its so cool!! den g0t the guitar sound..now they're still singing!! my heart feels like its bursting wif joy & happiness now!! like so warm!!

i feel like rushing downstairs 2 the house[the door is open,i peeked from my house window]
& den rush inside & shout 2 them"BROTHERS!!" & hugging them..wakaka..so stumbling..o.0

c0z i feel like..we're all 1 big family,even if i dunn0 them at all..but they noe G0d & dats enough..& so d0 i^^

but i dunn0..everytime i hear these,i feel so.."waah" & den i feel teary..REALLY!! i n0e,its dumb & silly but as long as it makes me feel warm warm fuzzy fuzzy inside..heehee^^

happy mel having fuzzy wuzzy feelings inside..aww~*

oh btw mister edwin..wad is wif ur birthday alarm name huh?

work is a horror

i tell u,work totally took the stress out of the admin & the camp materials thing..seriously!!

the 1st day i work,i told myself,i wanna quit

its so t0ugh!! oh & yes,my 1st day of work is friday the 13th-.-"

but my 2nd day of work is the horrendous 1..seri0usly

i work saturday morning..reached late,den actually not 15mins late de but 4g0t 2 punch card so become 12.15 i punch,1 h0ur pay g0ne..WAD THE?!

i work 3 h0urs 1 hour pay g0ne so left 2 h0urs pay

after dat they g0t meeting & ask us remember all the 9 outlets numbermi 2nd day oni they os0 test me,gimme 3 mins 2 remember 9 tele numbers

i gt 4 c0rrect 5 wr0ng,1 wr0ng number = fine $1
i kene fine $5
i 1 h0ur pay is 4.50,another hour pay gone
plus my transport fees 2 the workplace?
my 3 hours pay g0ne

super pissed at them
told my mom & my sis? they say me-.-

& i dropped 3 cups os0..-.-

& i early morning rushing 2 work i dropped my hp & now its sorta spoilt-.-

& i g0t off wrong stop dats y i so late 4 work..ANGRY!!

I WANNA QUIT!! hmph-.- im juz a glam cleaning auntie at hawker centres l0r-.-
sian..i wonder how pam can stand it hor? i 2 days wanna die liao
no..1st day jiu wanna die liao


WORK SUCKS

its been a few weeks of stress

and thats a few weeks too many

however this has really proved 2 me the people who care and everything^^

pamela-hey girl,i noe u're going thru some stuff urself but im really very touched dat u always lend me ur listening ear & ur dumb mouth where u make dumb remarks and altho they make me very -.-" but they really make me smile and everything^^ thanks l0ads dummy^^

too bad,weiloong doesn't get green c0z green is pam's fav colour AND he's in the rp group & im making it yellow wakaka!!^^
okies i feel like a witch-.-

rp unit

guys:

andrew-thanks 4 asking how the camp stuff are going etc and everything and encouraging me..thanks!

nehe-dumb nehe always cracks me up wif his lame jokes and his smile when taking pics,sometimes really very funny 2 c!! and then sometimes he always repeats himself & kena make fun of,super funny^^ & ur taboo clues-.- & thanks 4 helping me 2 repair my slipper!^^

luke-thanks 4 helping me g0 home 2 find ck & jw de forms!! u didn't haf 2 but u really helped alot!! thanks loads!! lessened my stress^^ hahas^^

kaien-dumb kaien,always making fun of me-.- but thanks 4 helping me 2 repair my slipper! oh ya,he riite,we play taboo,den nehe say melissa,kaien say short,dumb. nehe say opposite of melissa in another word,he say tall,pretty..-.-" thanks 4 making me laugh th0!!

lianjie-dumb lianjie,always insulting me..but thanks lehz!! u helped me repair my other slipper which spoilt^^ hahahahas^^ but hey it dropped out again HAHA!! but thanks 4 always making me laugh oso^^ continue planning the night cycling lehz!! I WANNA G0!!^^

stephen-hey thanks 4 telling me how 2 better get organised about the camp registration stuff and os0!! & not blaming me 4 losing those forms etc..thanks!!

weiloong-dumb weiloong,fit in so fast 4 wad?! come in jiu wif lianjie against me-.- hahahas but thanks la,easy 2 talk 2 u!! & yes,dun 4get,u HAF 2 call me jiejie u noe?=p & dun gif me dat sian diao look^^

desmond,yeshen-church office & badminton g0t to sorta noe u all better, u all oso very lame l0rz!! thanks 4 everything th0, u all are very lame^^

braynard,shane-i dunno u all dat well,but i noe u all oso very lame de!! hahas^^ get 2 noe u all soon!!

gals:

shareen- thanks 4 often encouraging me at SUPER RANDOM TIMES and making me feel better!! hahas it really means alot 2 me!

michelle-thanks 4 offering 2 help me bug the rest 4 their caretakee's details as well as their details!! & telling me 2 take a break^^ it really meant alot 2 me when u helped me in the getting details!!

ruth-dumb ruth^^ hahas thanks 4 everything wor,im very comfortable wif u and everything so i do tell u dat im very stressed and everything,but really,thanks 4 being so "ruth" dat i always laugh at you or laugh wif u^^

emily-silly emily!! hahas always making me laugh wif ur silly antics^^ its been l0ads of fun having u in the group c0z u're so silly-ly natural!! hahas^^

daphne-daph!! u really very fun 2 b wif luh^^ hahas and you really haf very silly & random times!! hahas but u really help alot tho^^ c u so happy-go-lucky i oso feel better^^

weiting-weiting!! hahas c u le ah,very fun la coz u so silly^^ and so genuine^^ hahas thanks 4 everything!! & ur blueberry cake was de-li-cious!~

melody & cheryl-hey!! u all very easy 2 talk 2!! & very silly!! thanks 4 everything!!^^

tingting,yuqian,candace,kimberly-i dunno u all dat well but u all os0 make me feel happy coz u all very easy going!! hahas^^ get 2 noe u all soon!!

gs-hahas gs always uh,everytime i sick etc etc she always nag at me hahas^^ but she dis time dunno y i stressed etc but thanks anyway gal!


out of the unit,

nicholas-HAHA u super dumb l0r..somemore always suan me..wakaka btw people,he didnt deny it when i said i brought joy & laughter into his life HAHAHAHA^^ easy 2 talk 2 u la^^

mummy!-my mom very encouraging thru these stress times!! thanks loads ma^^

sista!-my sis helped me with the registration form!! hahas thanks jie!

oh & last but not the least

joan-thanks joan 4 dat lovely email..really touched me alot!! thanks loads luh,dunno how 2 describe but u really made me feel so loved^^ i replied u already,dun need 2 say much here..love u!!


people! i really love u all loads!! i noe its not easy 4 u all oso but thanks 4 helping me feel better & everything,yuh'noe?

HAHA

love u all deepdeep^^

我很累

deadlines here and there
things 2 d0 in such a sh0rt peri0d 0f time
after camp g0ing china
n0t really after,leaving 0n 2nd nite

youth transfers juz came over 0n saturday
bitter sweet feeling 4 me
im happy c0z they r all s0 nice & genuine pe0ple
but there is 0f c0urse the pang 0f sadness luh
its been a year
in tertiary

these few days i've been quite d0wn i'll say
i guess its time 2 pick myself up
where 2 start?



i need a break
wh0 needs 1 to0?
all rest 2gether.....................

im super stressed n0w!!

i w0nt even wanna think ab0ut the leaders,im amazed they dun haf some merv0us breakdown or something..really in awe of them

SERI0USLY!! its s0 headache l0r..hmph-.-

&&&&& c0z 0f checking s0mething in my email which dumb me 4g0t 2 check earlier,im officially LATE..

shucks..& im still bl0gging..BYE!

yesterday went out wif pamela,went back 2 pasir ris de sakura c0z she needed her transfer letter thingie c0z she transferring 2 balestier^^

lalala~ so after dat went 2 eat superdog(YAY!)
hahas^^ den c0z we were b0th very tired through0ut the whole day,we slack ar0und,den anyhow take bus number 3 den we dunn0 where it st0p at os0,den nicencie w0man beside us t0ld us it stopped at punggol interchange
!! hahas^^
im s0 tired n0w-.-

anyway~ den we slack ar0und there,lo0k see lo0k see there den to0k direct bus 2 amk c0z we wanna eat at suki sushi

went 2 suki,i had a craving 4 subway but os0 4 suki den pam wanted 2 eat suki so we went suki 2 eat^^

was great fun!! but den was really tiring

den after dat went back yishun & ate aloe vera de dessert^^
den after dat pop int0 the pets shop nearby 2 lo0k at the hamsters and the rabbits^^ CUTE!

den call my mom den she g0 bus stop fetch me heehee^^ c0z raining!

im tired & bored thus the weirdness of this post,but den yet i wanan post so there you g0=p

b0red & stressed

lalala~

went 2 passionarts concert yesterday,had a great time^^

saw pe0ple dat i haven seen a l0ng time & miss them l0ads

but before that i bought a cute toy car^^ $2, the kind where u "dong" the money & turn turn turn den the toy c0mes 0ut^^ $2,sad=(

my cute car!!^^
& 2 pam,n0 m0re sentimental value le^^

0mg tell u all,1 thing i will regret 4 life is quitting wushu because i miss it like crazy..i dun think i will ever stop regretting
n0w too 0ld le..haix

dumb kennethon,silly pam,mia shengyang

me,kennethon,shengyang,pam

i miss kennethon like L0ADS!!
since pri scho0l n0e each other lehz,didnt noe i missed him so much until he came up 2 me,& did wad he always does 2 me..

WHACK MY HEAD

miss getting kajiaoed by him wakaka!!

rong jie & sheng yang

tall & long hair

SERI0USLY!! WADS WIF GUYS N0W & L0NG HAIR?! hahas kidding luh,its personal preference wad^^

i wanna haf a haircut! b4 scho0l reopens im g0nna get a haircut!! whee~*

& yes i miss wushu like hell

& yes i miss the pe0ple in wushu like hell

& yes i miss athletics like hell

& yes i miss some of the pe0ple there like hell

& yes i finally g0t 2 eat salm0n skin at suki sushi

& yes i finally g0t a job^^ HAPPY!!

& yes im working in sakura wif pamela(YAY!!)

& yes im b0red^^

& yes i wan m0re books 2 read

& yes i like myself the way i m[i n0e,this is rand0m but i was telling pam something abt dis thus the randomness^^]