whee~

i cant wait 4 1st feb[0ut wif pam] & 3rd feb[0ut wif w16a^^]

anyway~ chinese new year uh,i s0 tired luh,like 0ld w0man liddat,0ni g0 2 h0uses but like wanna die,s0memore these few days always headache sia..i w0nder y..

den dunn0 which day of chinese new year [i 4gt] den dat dumbdumb pam came 2 eat at my h0use,c0z we actually plan g0 0ut wh0le day den my parents wanna eat the teppanyaki thingie ma den so we nite time eat so ask her 0ver l0r,den she uh

kuku w0man 1 l0r,ask her dun buy later my m0m say me,she still buy apples,so exp s0memore,juz c0z of the words printed on it,dun even remember it n0w..

den she uh,g0 int0 the kitchen den "B00M!" 2 my m0m,my dad shake head sia..
sia la,later they think im les,oh-em-gee
WILL DIE 1 L0R!! juz c0z i dun haf a bf dun mean im a les..sem 1 ppl last time os0 th0ught i les-.-

anywayy~ i g0t nothing 2 bl0g ab0ut & very b0red sia these few days!! headache & everything..

i remember i was sad ab0ut something,but the pr0blem is.....

I JUST CANT REMEMBER WHAT ON EARTH I WAS SAD ABOUT!!

go0dness,really cmi lia0.H0W?!

happy chinese new year!!

was d0ing abs0lutely n0thing & den decided 2 bug edwin since i tagged his bl0g [hey im a nice girl 0k? i tag! HAHA^^]

den msn him 2 tell him i tag ma [c0z like i said,im NICE]

so den talk talk talk den i said im B0RED

after playing a few games of which i lost ALL of them 2 dat dumbdumb edwin wh0 w0nt lemme win,finally played CHECKERS

wh00!! i was winning!! den he oni left 1 of dat funny game piece,den he say he need 2 slp etc etc & WENT OFFLINE! & he can talk but cant click the thing & lemme win

he's a gamer!! gamers dun sleep s0 early!! but he still went offline after saying a bye

& dat was after my threat of never talking 2 him ever again & bl0cking him 0n msn 4ever

seemed it had n0 effect 0n him,he juz said bye & went 0ffline,my msn message of -.- even bounced back 2 me..hmph

s0000000000,being the truthful lil girl,melissa tan,I BL0CKED HIM

seri0usly.

lemme win 0nce will die mehz,after he's w0n me like EVERY SINGLE GAME?! sucker.hmph.

i can't believe im bl0gging ab0ut dis luh!! but im b0red,im very sian & all dat

stupid edwin

g0t dis quiz fr0m dine's bl0g! seemed fun s0 decided 2 d0 it since i abs0lutely LOVE 2 d0 quizzes..seri0usly!! its fun^^

What is your True Fear? Your Result: Losing Someone You love affection and the people in your life more than anything. Your greatest fear is that one day someone you care about won't be there anymore. You are a very friendly and inviting person, who draws in a lot of friendships with your kind, considerate, and loyal nature. However, deep down you are slightly insecure and unsure of yourself. You couldn't deal with it if you didn't have one of your loved ones in your life anymore. You don't have too much to worry about though, because with a friend like you, no one will want to lose you either!
Disappointment
Being Alone
Looked down on
Commitment
Death
Where Your life is Going
What is your True Fear? Quiz Created on GoToQuiz

Do you lead or follow? Your Result: In Between You are not a natural leader, but you can still stand up for yourself. You work well in a team because you contribute without being domineering. You might doubt yourself sometimes, but your friends and family are able to restore your confidence. Congratulations! :)
Follower
Leader
Do you lead or follow? Quiz Created on GoToQuiz

its fun!!^^ heehee & im b0red c0z th0 i hate waking up early 2 g0 scho0l,i still miss the w16a days of being super hyper & den getting every1 2 ask me 2 st0p singing camp s0ngs=p

yesterday marked the last day 0f my w16a class

awwww

im really g0nna miss u all luh,getting crazily high wif my l0ud partner dine,d0ing work,quarelling wif the guys especially wif pj&edwin,gossipping wif the gals

& i've 0ni kn0wn them fr0m 12sept due 2 the hk trip which to0k 3 preci0us days away from dis w0nderful class

dis class is l0vely.simply l0vely

& i cant wait 4 the 3rd feb 0uting,IM B00KED BY MY BEL0VED CLASS & NOTHING,NOTHING WILL MAKE ME CHANGE MY PLANS!!*s0 n0te 2 all w16a-ians,u all BETTER sh0w up 0R ELSE!! hahas i miss u all l0ads luh,s0 come yea?^^*

anyway,w16a? r u listening?

I L0VE Y0U ALL
L0ADS

thanks 4 everything,seri0usly..4 accepting me as i m

i'll rmb my nickname,hyper mel,okies?

l0ves & misses my w16a

yesterday went 2 meet pam after scho0l, den took bus home den overshot,w0ke up at the swimming po0l there,den g0t d0wn the bus & walked back 2 yishun..

& previously i did something like dat b4..

super tired these few days..probably the meds & n0t enough sleep..

on an0ther n0te,
dun think im dense as marbles & dun think i cant see it c0z i can
u can deny it all u wan,i dun care
i tried 2 work on the frenship but if it still d0ent work c0z all u wanna d0 is kajia0 her,talk 2 her etc,b my guest,i dun care
but im n0t dumb s0 dun think i m & thanks 4 4getting me
never seen a "fren" like dis

w16a,math faci & science faci,i will miss u all..really cannot bear 2 la..seri0usly..

especially after seeing the remark by the math faci at the end of the comments 4 individual:All the best in your studies! Good luck!

wah see already i wanna cry already..i really really really like my math & science faci..

math faci: super nice super funny 1 lor! blur blur 1,super cute lor..he is one of the nicest faci i haf ever known & im sure my wh0le class w0uld agree wif me..seri0usly..& he is super understanding..& lame so we never get b0red of his classes^^ alm0st the whole class came scho0l even on the last day of the module!! p0wer riite?^^ see h0w great dis faci is^^

science faci: super nice oso,reminds me of my very verynice science teacher in sec2,mrs thomas!! seriously she is SUPER nice!! &&& she's very understanding as well,like my math faci..&&& she treating us pizza 2m0rrow!! yay!! she didn't c0me 2day,den gt relief faci den class left 7 ppl,every1 ask the relief faci 2 mark us as absent^^

im g0nna miss these 2 facis like crazy c0z i realise they are like frenz,not facis..really miss them loads already c0z wont b seeing them already

misses the facis & cann0t bear 2 part wif w16a..i hate RP system of every sem change class c0z i hate change

i've g0t an ulcer 0n my mouth..& everytime i eat i bite it at least twice..& it feels horrible..s0 painful!! seri0usly!!

my m0m p0wer..dat time i bit it den i was like AHHHHHHH!! den she was like "WAD HAPPENED WAD HAPPENED? bit a fish b0ne issit?! [c0z i was eating fish]"

den i very sian dia0 c0z very pain already den haf 2 tell her its n0t a fish b0ne its my ulcer=(

hurts like crazy lehz my ulcer=(

yesterday went jogging wif pam..but in the end the stadium was closed-.-

so we decided 2 g0 chong pang 2 eat & everything^^
den there os0 g0t pasar malam so we g0 shop shop
bought a shirt
den went 2 eat

den we went 2 playground 2 play den met this super cute girl girl who came 2 sit beside us..den after dat pam pat pat the space in between us den she sat in the middle of us..den after dat she wanna g0 somewhere else

den she very cute sia!! we laugh she os0 laugh th0 sometimes she dunn0 y we laugh..super cute luh..ask her her age she say 2 half

ask her her name she say 2 half,den laugh

super cute!!

took pic wif her..here~

den the day before we skipped school & den went 2 eat suki sushi^^
tadah~

dumb pam^^ my blackmail pics of her=p

enjoyed myself trememdously these 2 days^^

Tagged by kasmi^^

RULE #1 People who have been tagged must write their answers on their blogs and replace any question that they dislike with a new question formulated by themselves.

RULE #2 Tag 5 people to do this quiz and those who are tagged cannot refuse. These people must state who they were tagged by and cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by continue this game by sending it to other people.

1. Do you have secrets?
yeps i keep them in my diary^^

2. Would you fall in love with a boy/girl younger than you?
yea i d0 believe in it

3. How long do you intend to wait for someone you really love?
i dunn0 lei,never th0ught ab0ut it

4. What would you do with a billion dollars?
i'll say buy time but time cant be b0ught..i dun really n0e,thank God i dun need 2 make huge decisions liddat^^

5. What will you be doing tomorrow?
sleep, service, eat, sleep [typical melissa saturday]

6. Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?
equally blessed^^

7. What do you love doing?
sleep,eat,play [YES I N0E,LIKE PIG!!]

8. If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?
confirm get sad,den try 2 4get l0r..

9. Is there anything that has made you extremely happy?
SURE!! sleep,food...hahas but of c0urse time spent wif my bel0ved frenz,cg members & ex cg members make me feel super happy too^^ & spending some time reading bo0ks & the cards i keep,fr0m the pe0ple ar0und me..l0ve to take them 0ut 2 read^^ makes me feel warm warm inside^^

10. What makes you sad?
the feeling of being outcasted, feeling of being forgotten, of being overlooked, the feeling that my fren dun wanna spend time wif me etc etc

11. If you’re attached but you feel as if your partner likes someone else too, what would you do?never encountered,skip

12. Would you forgive and forget no matter how horrible a thing the someone has done?
well it'll be nice & s0und s000000000 kind of me if i said yes, but i really dunn0..

13. What exactly are you thinking about now?
my eyelids are dropping,i feel like shitting^^

14. Do you believe that there’s “Love At First Sight”?
why yes,it happens in fairy tales & sh0ws wad..

15. What's your ambition?
d0lphin trainer!! & my all time,since young,P0LICE^^

5 people to do this survey:
pamela
michelle
ruth
dine
sin lih

heehee enjoy d0ing this 0k? hahas seri0us,its fun^^

i was walking home..den was wondering..

im in the usher ministry..den i was juz thinking 2 myself..im an usher,im supposed 2 smile 2 ppl & make them feel better & everything..

den i went on 2 think..i w0nder if there was any1 who actually felt better when they see me smile at them & welcome them..

den i g0t s0rta sad c0z i think im in the usher ministry but i dun seem 2 be making any difference

den after dat i saw this stranger,wh0 0ften smiles 2 my m0m,he saw me den he smiled at me^^ s0 den i smiled back & den said hall0 2 him^^

den when i was walking away i juz felt so much better^^ like juz a smile,a n0d of the head 2 ackn0wledge each other & a hall0,it warmed my heart s0 much^^

You are Conscientious, Agreeable, Neurotic and Open

Extroversion: You have low extroversion. You are quiet and reserved in most social situations. A low key, laid back lifestyle is important to you. You tend to bond slowly, over time, with one or two people. Conscientiousness: You have medium conscientiousness. You're generally good at balancing work and play. When you need to buckle down, you can usually get tasks done. But you've been known to goof off when you know you can get away with it. Agreeableness: You have medium agreeableness. You're generally a friendly and trusting person. But you also have a healthy dose of cynicism. You get along well with others, as long as they play fair. Neuroticism: You have high neuroticism. It's easy for you to feel shaken, worried, or depressed. You often worry, and your worries prevent you from living life fully. You tend to be emotionally reactive and moody. Your either flying very high or feeling very low. Openness to experience: Your openness to new experiences is medium. You are generally broad minded when it come to new things. But if something crosses a moral line, there's no way you'll approve of it. You are suspicious of anything too wacky, though you do still consider creativity a virtue.

The Five Factor Personality Test

main
your name? melissa tan,faith
love your name? yea^^
in a relationship? naw
love anyone? g0t, family & frenz

if you are going to die, [not in any 0rder]
whose the first three person you look for on msn?
silly pam,j0an,j0yce tan[usually i sms de leii..msn like n0t so..cl0se]
whose the first three person you will hug? mum,silly pam,j0an
whose the first three person you think of? mum,silly pam,j0an
whose the first three person you will curse? dunn0 lei
whose the first three person you will miss most? mum,silly pam,j0an
whose the first three person you worry most? mom,silly pam,j0an
[so repetitive-.- miss j0an alot tho..]

if time can reverse,
what are the three things you regret doing? N0T APPRECIATING MY CCAS!! athletics and wushu!! regret not g0ing alot..sad=(, not studying harder, not appreciating my 1st cutie hamster
what are the three things you want to do? putting in my 100% in wushu and athletics, pull my nose more-mayb wont so round, play wif my hamster more

if you can choose,
whose the three person you wouldn't want to know? actually none c0z every1 ard me is NIIICE!!^^
whose the three person you want to know more? silly pam,__?__,__?__

finally,
whose the three person you want to do tis quiz? dunn0,any1 wanna d0 den d0 lor,c0z some ppl seldom update..0H!! MISS CHERINE RUTH=p
what is the last sentence you want to say? erm im bored?

melissa misses:-

wushu
the female wush c0ach
the wushu ppl, from nss & ite west
athletics
the athletics super nice c0ach
the athletics ppl
youth
the youth ppl
nss
the nss teachers[th0se nice 0nes la]
the nss ppl
some w45j-ians

miss so many people & things

super miss wushu,athletics & youth & nss..those in my secondary scho0l times
too late le ba?

i dun wanna be called a smart aleck again

so i usually dun feel like talking even when i n0e the answer..

2 me its better if i keep my big mouth shut & juz act dumb..so y cant i juz d0 dat N0W?! wad 0n earth is wr0ng with me n0w man!!

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0k!! my h0use g0t new additi0n 2 the family!!

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BUNNY!! A CUTE CUTE BUNNY!!

super cute lor!! soft soft furry furry 1..den lo0k s00000000000000000000000000000 inn0cent!! sniff sniff here sniff sniff there,super cute la!!

but n0t mine wahaha^^ but its cute all the same,i feel like hugging it c0z its s0 cute!! like soft toy o.0

dats ab0ut all~ i g0t tummyache again=(
buhbye~

2day i p0nned classes!! ponned my c0mmunication c0z 1stly-its b0ring wif a capital B!! seriously..& 2ndly-the faci is so biased!!

so anyway i ponned 2gether wif dine,huijing and zakiah but zakiah went 2 meet her fren..den dine huijing & i went 2 watch..TWILIGHT!!

yay~ it was great and everything,although s0metimes the s0und makes me wanna hide my eyes c0z sounds scary..but den no doubt ab0ut it it IS great,i wanna read the book os0 leii..any1 g0t can lend me please?^^

&&&& it's like m0vie marathon luh,after dat huijing went back 2 scho0l 4 her training..den dine & i slacked at mac awhile,trying 2 get warmer c0z the cinema was S000000000 C0LD!! hahas^^ den crap crap,talk about secondary scho0l stuff,talk about going overseas,everything and anything wahaha^^ was fun^^

den after dat met ruth,lian jie & nich0las 2 watch the sh0w i wanted 2 watch 4 ages: IP MAN
super happy c0z i wanna watch so long already!! d0nnie yen is s0000000000000000000000000000000000000000 h0t!!! *gush gush*

hahas but sad,when i was trying 2 find my wallet 2 pay 4 the tickets 4 the movie ip man,i realised dat my wallet was missing..G00DNESS!! den i worried big time,lucky another pouch of mine had s0me money in it..whew..so paid 4 it but my wallet is l0st..

IP MAN was GREAT!! superb,wonderful,awesome!!!! i wan the sh0w!! hahas^^ d0nnie yen is h0t until cannot h0t lor!! heehee^^

den after the m0vie i reported my wallet was lost

u noe wad? the thing i will miss is not the money nor the wallet itself,anyway oni g0t $8 inside,lucky i never bring my whole allowance out..lucky my ezlink card oso in ezlink card holder..

wad i will miss is the sentimental stuff in it..the card from rachel when the poly & uni splitting service den she gave a small card like a goodbye card..miss the uni ushers=(

the guitar pick from joyce tan when i 'graduated' from guitar classes she had,the G,Eminor,C,D thingie..den she bought guitar picks 4 every1 wif our names written on it by her wif silver marker pen..i was so proud of dat guitar pick but its now gone=(

the keychain wif my name on it which was given 2 me by andrew during arete camp c0z he came back from thailand & s0mehow they n0e my name already so the keychain he g0t 4 me from there had my name on it..=(

& the old 20cent & 10cent coin which is bigger den normal coins coz its the abit older type..=(

but u noe wad? when i told pam,after a few smses she smsed me: =( lets pray..
w0ah i was so shocked..furthermore when the guys & ruth were buying food i took out the daily bread booklet & flipped 2 the 2nd day de c0z i d0 1st day de le..den guess wad?
it talked about when we have problems we seldom think of turning 2 God and praying..i was super shocked luh!! twice & in such a short period of time!!

seriously wanna thank the people ard me whom i told about my lost wallet whom tho some kajiao me about being the 1st person who says is sad but laughing like crazy[the people who said dat r none other den lian jie & nicholas]..the people areeeee: ruth,lian jie,nicholas,pamela,weiloong,dine

thanks people i really appreciate it coz its like so insignificant..its a wallet for goodness sake! but it means alot 2 me & u all didn't scoff at me,u all pei me & tried 2 comfort me & try 2 help..thanks loads people^^

& as 4 my wallet? i haf no illusion about it..i almost 100% i wont get it back..i dun need the cash i dun need the wallet,i juz wan is my card,my guitar pick & my keychain..dats all i need..

i wonder..issit to0 much 2 ask 4?

i learnt h0w 2 make a number into a power sign!! dun need 2 use the ^ sign..wahaha i smart=p

actually its my math faci teach de luh,den rite,you highlight the number dat u wanna make it smaller,int0 a power

den u click [control]+[shift]+[+]

wahah den will bec0me a power! yay!!

hahas my math faci funny luh^^

whee! its 2009 le & i totally intend 2 bl0g on 2009..im 18 dis year!! & i count by year,so..IM EIGHTEEN ALREADY!! heehee^^

anyway..went 2 countdown wif pamela & rongjie[i didn't noe he g0ing o0] at khatib there..yups..tickets $2 each,nothing much,stand at the overhead bridge there oso can see everything i dun really noe the reason 4 buying the tickets but anyway~

so i met up wif rongjie 1st den g0 khatib meet pam coz she working..den rushing down..i thought she couldnt manage 2 make it in time but lo and behold~ she did^^

&&&& i so jeal0us,rong jie they all went 2 watch IP man after the countdown,wif ch & cm & some other i dunno frenz..IP MAN!! I WANNA WATCH!! coz i wanna watch d0nnie yen..wahaha=)

so anyway we had like oni a few minutes left 2 rush into the plae where they had the countdown..den we rush rush,when we reached inside they counting down already,around 9 la..den i tried 2 mass send some smses,randomly,from my recently smsed people,and YES,of course it bounced-.-

den countdown..den WHEE! 2009 LE!!

okies some 1st things i did in the year of 2009:-

~1st person i hugged: my kuku bestie called PAMELA S0H YAN YU
~1st people i wished happy new year: pamela&rongjie
~1st thing i g0t jealous about: dat the guys were going 2 watch ip man
~1st thing i cursed: the beautiful yellow coloured lightstick i used as a bangle which "boing-ed" off my arm den i thought some1 throw thing at me
~1st drama thing i did: pretend dat im popular & started waving like crazy 2 my invisible fans [dun blame me,pam did it as well]
~1st bus i took: 852 back 2 yishun
~1st place i went to after reaching yishun: macs
~1st person i ate wif: pamela=p
~1st meal: medium fries wif regular green tea [which leads me 2 my next 1sts]
~1st time i broke my fast in 2009: i fasting from fast food,DUN GIMME DAT -.- Y THE HELL U WANNA FAST FAST FOOD WHEN U SO SKINNY?! nvm im lazy 2 explain^^
~1st 2 strangers i shake hands wif: 2 guys who asked us 4 our lightsticks who wore it den shake pam & my hand den say happy new year,coz they sat near us in mac den they saw the lightsticks den they wan
~1st person i called: my mom 2 ask her come down 2 the bus stop 2 fetch me,den walk home 2gether^^
~1st thing i got irritated about: the 812 bus i was waiting 4 is S00000000 SL0W!! made me mad coz its so long den the driver somemore stay inside den adjust dis adjust dat dun wanna drive up & let passengers come in while he adjust
~1st gossip: wif my mom about my dad & all dat
~1st lift i took: the middle 1
~1st thing i did when i reached home: SHIT [its a natural process,dun blame ME]
~1st book i picked up 2 read: nineteen minutes c0z i read when i shit=p
~1st wake u time: 2 0'clock coz i lazed in bed till 2pm
~1st person who nagged at me: of course its my beloved m0m~
~1st clothes i bought[coz g0 out wif my m0m & sis]: 2shirts 2shorts 1jeans [muz b pr0ud of me,its a breakthru 4 me^^ & those who noe me will agree wif me,yea?]
~1st bl0g entry: dis 1 [duh^^ dun gimme dat sian face]
~1st fren i saw: d0ris,saw her at causeway p0int^^

al0t of other 1sts but im lazy 2 think already

juz wanna say,2008 has been a very "change" year,but i survived [thank G0d]
&&& i think dat 2008 has been a good year 2 me..i l0ve ushering^^ i've g0t good classmates & all dat

ya l0r,anyway..im tired le bubyes~

& 0F C0URSE,HAPPY NEW YEAR MY DEARS!~* heehee^^

heehee suddenly reminded of wad pam taught me [which she claims i taught her but i dun rmb but she oso dun rmb teaching me so anywayyyyy]

we l0ve 0ur bread
we l0ve 0ur butter
but best 0f all
we l0ve each 0ther~*

wanna be more l0ving dis 2009^^ help me hor!! =P heehee thanks^^ l0ve u ppl^^