Growing up

I will blog a long post soon, I promise. About when Tony came back and etc.

But for now.. I really think growing up sucks. Was just going through my finances and damn, having monetary problems (ok currently not in the red but university fees are giving me a damn headache).

I'm not dirt poor, definitely. But ever since I started University (which has already been a year, surprise!), I have taken up this kinda part-time(?) job working from home. I love the flexibility, I love my boss and my colleague, I love working from home sometimes in my PJs.

I can't complain about the pay because honestly speaking, my boss is overpaying me. And we both know it because when she first offered me this job I told her 'You are overpaying me' and she said 'I know but if I pay you any less you will starve'. Or something like that. However it remains a fact that I can't survive very well on this pay after all. I don't spend much on shopping. But however mistakes made in the past has caused me to be carrying an insurance premium (for a savings plan) which is honestly, too much for me. Right now I can cope, but really, for how long more?

The only consolation I have for myself is that at least I am saving this amount of money and not spending it. But when I eventually need money for my school fees, how? What do I do?

Maybe the main reason why I am so stressed is because right now I can still cope, barely but able (but school fees is a different story), but I really wanna get a bike if I get my license. Not sure why I am so worried financially yet though. Seems like I will never pass Lesson 4. Demoralised and honestly speaking, slight phobia. So.. here's to hoping I will overcome my phobia and get my license asap and stop wasting money on lessons. Getting a bike may be a dream for now I guess.