(: seriously. when i was waiting 4 a cab whr raja dropped me off at (he's v nice 2 drop me off tho!! but i cant expect him 2 send me home rite. and tho he was tired and all he made his way down 2 de bbq cuz he missed us. and tho he's tired he sent me 2 somewhr whr its faster 2 get home from provided gt cab. nt saying jasper nt gd tho. he went 2 fetch gf ma, cant blame him 4 nt sending me), i was waiting desperately 4 a cab and no cab. all hired etc. and i had alr been scolded by mummy 4 "so late haven go home yet" so i was already feeling like kinda down etc.
den no cab in sight and clock ticking away. reached 12midnight and im alone at a random road wif almost no1 except vehicles. and i gt scared cuz i keep thinking i might hafta wait like 1hr plus or smt. i gt active imagination. and i was almost crying alr lor.
den finally i decided 2 ask pam 4 call cab number. called and an asshole picked up. and den. (ok i will keep calm.) i thought too highly of him la i think. i thought he might offer 2 fetch. bt den again im juz a hi-bye kinda fren. nvm. not gentleman ttm. i call asking 4 call cab no he still dare go ask pam wad is de number; repeat 2 me alr den bye. i can hear pam in de backgrd asking "HUH NO CAB UH??" and he never even bother. thank goodness i dun haf a bf and certainly nt 1 like him. at least show some freaking concern can anot. nvm.
call cab somemore say all phone operators busy. at dat point almost cry alr. nvm. wait lor? i kup de phone and stand at de road thr 2 wait. finally gt up a cab.
thus from 2day onwards i will oni depend on those 3 groups of people 2 send me safely home. and no more. seriously.
i've thought it thru and am enlightened. i do not need guys. seriously. they can go jump down a bridge.
and if he ever reads my blog he confirm noe 1. cuz oni can b 1 person ma! bt nvm. he confirm dun read 1. (:
i was enlightened on the taxi.
dont ever expect anything. so when something happens u get a pleasant surprise and when nothing happens u dont get disappointed.
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