she's 2years old!! and awesomely cute(:


randoms abt taiwan trip wif girlgirl!! ya taiwan trip nothing much; shop+eat nia. bt gt de girlgirl for de 1st 6days cuz they on tour wif us. we broke off from tour 2 stay 4 another 2days ma

(for this picture)
tourguide: do u wanna take picture wif jiejie?
girlgirl: *shakes head while walkin 2 us and wanted us 2 carry her*
but fail!! we both didnt manage 2 cuz we scared while trying 2 carry her we fall down and hurt her

girlgirl: do u noe why (our tourguide) is standing outside?
me: i noe! he waiting 4 de bus(our tour bus 2 send them 2 de airport)
girlgirl: no!
me: ? den wad is he standing 0utside 4?
girlgirl: he looking at MOTORCYCLES LA!!
(den grins happily and wobbles away. wobbles away nt cuz she cant walk properly bt cuz she was balancing her doggie soft toy, called handsome, on her head so muz walk carefully)


and once she randomly said "jiejie hold my hand!!" cuz i was nearer so i gt 2 hold her hand while she was walkin 2 de bus. MUAHAHAHA

but she likes my jiejie more lor i think. she always go 2 my jiejie 1. =( unless im nearer=(

im enlightened. HAHA ok kidding. but i've had a good thinking session while on de cab yesterday nite and i've decided dat there are oni 3 groups of people i can ever depend on 4 bringing me safely back home. they are: (1)Bus drivers (2)MRT drivers (3)Taxi drivers

(: seriously. when i was waiting 4 a cab whr raja dropped me off at (he's v nice 2 drop me off tho!! but i cant expect him 2 send me home rite. and tho he was tired and all he made his way down 2 de bbq cuz he missed us. and tho he's tired he sent me 2 somewhr whr its faster 2 get home from provided gt cab. nt saying jasper nt gd tho. he went 2 fetch gf ma, cant blame him 4 nt sending me), i was waiting desperately 4 a cab and no cab. all hired etc. and i had alr been scolded by mummy 4 "so late haven go home yet" so i was already feeling like kinda down etc.

den no cab in sight and clock ticking away. reached 12midnight and im alone at a random road wif almost no1 except vehicles. and i gt scared cuz i keep thinking i might hafta wait like 1hr plus or smt. i gt active imagination. and i was almost crying alr lor.

den finally i decided 2 ask pam 4 call cab number. called and an asshole picked up. and den. (ok i will keep calm.) i thought too highly of him la i think. i thought he might offer 2 fetch. bt den again im juz a hi-bye kinda fren. nvm. not gentleman ttm. i call asking 4 call cab no he still dare go ask pam wad is de number; repeat 2 me alr den bye. i can hear pam in de backgrd asking "HUH NO CAB UH??" and he never even bother. thank goodness i dun haf a bf and certainly nt 1 like him. at least show some freaking concern can anot. nvm.

call cab somemore say all phone operators busy. at dat point almost cry alr. nvm. wait lor? i kup de phone and stand at de road thr 2 wait. finally gt up a cab.

thus from 2day onwards i will oni depend on those 3 groups of people 2 send me safely home. and no more. seriously.

i've thought it thru and am enlightened. i do not need guys. seriously. they can go jump down a bridge.

and if he ever reads my blog he confirm noe 1. cuz oni can b 1 person ma! bt nvm. he confirm dun read 1. (:

i was enlightened on the taxi.

dont ever expect anything. so when something happens u get a pleasant surprise and when nothing happens u dont get disappointed.

Im blogging rite now in a hotel!! Gt internet 2 tap so im happy!! Nothing much 2 do bt calculated my personal spendings (not including gifts 4 frenz etc) and i've spent like $170!!!!!!!!!!!! No im not rich,and its not sponsored. But its coming from transport money from mummy for the whole year. So the rest of the year i gotta pay my own transportation fees=( but its ok!! Gt some good buys:D me likey!! Bought a bag!! And a pair of shoes!! And lotsa lovely clothes!! And a cardi and a pair of shorts!! And most awesome thing is dat i did lotsa embarassing jumpshots alone!! And jiejie managed 2 take the pictures well so i dun needa keep on jumping. V hot 1 leh.. ANDANDAND i feel like drinking.. HAHA!!!! And i miss my class clique and my dumbs and my sec sch clique and even the kumon kids. Bt jad a super duper cute meimei on tour!! But she go home already cuz tour ended. Jiejie n i extended 2 more days so cannot go my grad ceremony. MAJOR SOBS!!!!!!!!! Bt nvm. I swear i'll meet every1 i miss up. Especially class clique and pam and tony!! Dumbs abit harder cuz da dumb going overseas soon after i come back from taiwan=( bt nvm!! I did buy stuffs for them too!!<3 ok. Blogpost ends.

i dreamt i was married. HAHAHA!! totally omg. but totally wants. HAHAHA!!

(:

if you DONT like it when people dont reply u/reply u SLOW/LATE; den for goodness sake, reply when confirmation has been given! dont you think we deserve 2 get acknowledgement dat u haf received our reply; dat we bothered 2 reply etc?

and oso. seriously. whr's the communication? or is thr no communication?

i told u alr when u asked me. den afew days later some1 else asks me. den i told her i alr told u and she said u didnt tell her. den best. u come update me abt something dat i alr SPECIFICALLY said i cant go. oh pls. is this how you make people feel welcome/remembered? wad i feel is u simply mass send. SERIOUSLY. leave me 0ut ok? JUZ FREAKING LEAVE ME OUT. I DONT WANNA BE INFORMED ABT ANY DAMN THING.

juz like how everything seems clearer after the rain; i always felt dat things always looked better after a good cry; a goodnites sleep and comfy clothes

but i dun think its gonna help much. how can it; when i've been battling this for more than a year? all the cries; goodnites sleeps; comfy clothes havent helped. and i dun think they ever would.

HAPPY BDAE DEAREST RUTH PUA!♥
my dumbdumb!!(:

juz thought 2 update a short 1; specially 4 pamela and tony cuz they're 2 crazy peeps.

yesterday nite at midnight i received a call from pam asking me whether free anot. so i thought talk. den i said ok. she ask me go downstairs my block. cuz tony fetch pam from work or smt. den biked over 2 my house downstairs 2 nua. so i went down & nua wif them from abt 12 till 1(:

i dunno how we managed 2 nua so long cuz i haf absolutely no idea wad we talked abt. i do remember saying one day go drinking leh and they both reactions so huge. o.0 i feeling down marh.

anyway. den decided 2 meetup 4 brekkie 2day morning cuz we all 3 gt work ma. so met at chongpang mac. tony bike over 2 fetch me 1st. den after dat he bike pam 2 work den he go work.

anyway! mummy and papa go malaysia alr.

me: i miss ma

sis: ALREADY?!

HAHAHAHAHAHA!! yea i miss my mummy loads alr!!=(