i like taylor swift's song "i'm only me when i'm with you"

especially like this part!!

I'm only up when you're not down

Don't wanna fly if you're still on the ground

It's like no matter what I do

.

Well, you drive me crazy half the time

The other half I'm only trying

To let you know that what I feel is true

And I'm only me when I'm with you

btw this is totally a random post.

no link 2 anything or watsoever

yupss

I was made to praise You

I was made to glorify Your name

In every circumstance

To find a chance to thank You

I was made to love You

I was made to worship at Your feet

And to obey You, Lord

I was made for You

.

I will always praise You

I will always glorify Your name

In every circumstance

I'll find a chance to thank You

I will always love You

I will always worship at Your feet

And I'll obey You, Lord

I was made for You

having attachment 2morrow already
less time 2 spend wif my darlings, like my class!! my dumbs!! & my craziest bestie EVER pamela!
hahas!

but i really hope we still haf time & stuffs 2 haf fun & all!!

i would really love 2 haf another nitecycling event!!
should go pester dat jasper mr dao danyanpi!! hahas bt mayb not ba..hmms
owells
i would love 2 ton overnite somewhere tho

oni can ton friday to saturday
or saturday to sunday

hahas(:
owells
hope my attachment is ok!
i pray it'll b a great experience!^^

long overdue post(:

super long blogspot ahead: will be titled so easier 2 read anyway=D

friday! 5feb (yes,i noe its really long overdue)
anyway
it was the last day of scho0l!!! wif helen lim
*urhmphs*
actually she is really a nice person i think
juz dat her teaching is abit err
liddat oni..serious! we all agreed on dat
okies anyway
most pe0ple ponned, it was a lame lab session etcs
note:i love labs, but i love BIO labs
anyway

after scho0l had the attachment talk thingie
i g0t PUB!! *grins*
im seriously lucky, like i told every1
initially i chose water research at NUS
ballotting fail
den faci say surbana gt space every1 2 send CV over & see who they choose
i dun wan surbana so didnt send
faci asked me whether i wanted ultraflo cuz some1 dropped the attachment
i said wan!
sent my CV
later she asked whether i prefer PUB instead
so in de end i took PUB
see the number of choices i haf!!! (:

anyway
went wif dedrick cuz he oso gt
he nparks sia
jealous=(
hahahaha
anyway
walk wif him 2 de lecture room he saw his frenz
i trailing behind, they asked him "ur gf ah?"
u noe wads his answer?!
"my ass la!"
WAH LAUU!! stupid guy!! wanted 2 whack him but den gt faci infront, wanna appear nice,u noe u noe? HAHA

went in, saw faci amy, glenn etcs
went up 2 sit wif them, my attachment buddy is yurong(:
she seems like a real nice girl!!^^

after dat she asked me whether dedrick was my bf-.- (never in a million years ok!)
of course i say no!! anyway dat was cuz he waited 4 me th0 his briefing wif amy was over
i think cuz he thought i going interchange too? dunno=D

anyways
den went slacking wif ruth they all, 2 study
& lianjie is feifei xian shen!!(:


saturday 6feb
actually nothing much ab0ut dat day except we had x2 meet, den after dat i went 2 do camp registration stuffs(: i enjoy being the unit administrator leh(: tho i noe im nt v go0d at it
heehee^^

so the people who pay the cash already supposed 2 come pass us de form + de receipt
den we saw benjamin's. ns group de
he like super duper blur can?! =D
the name in nric he go write his nric number
den de tshirt size he circle de female size de wrongly (he's male wad)
so he cancelled it
den he wrote an "opps.." beside it
& den circled the correct size
HAHAHAHA!!=D
funny cans?!


monday!
1st ut:genetics UT
can die la, dun ask me ab0ut ut3s at all
anyway~
met binglong on de bus, we same class, so went class 2gether
den same class as songzhi & jiawei too!!(: yays!!

my stomach growled in the class alot of times
so paiseh can=(

den went down 2 meet de rest, like deanna siewping kerenia ziguang songzhi (he pangseh me & went down 1st when i went toilet) etcs
yups!
den we went off 2 eat breakfast at longjohns!!
really enjoy my time wif my beloved classmates!!
previously i really felt like i dun belong, but den the funny thing is everytime im feeling quite down, often times when my classmates see,they'll try 2 cheer me up(: even if they dunno de reason

yea so dats cool
sometimes its unintentional as well(:

anyway so we slacked at longjohns
the rest suggested going 2 ziguang house 2 play etcs

i g0t ut on tuesday=(( they dunhaf
took psychology mah(: i suck at it anyway=( my ut2 grade is cui can?!

anyway
so went home l0r
sob
hahas but b4 dat i bought kfc home
WAKAKAKA
i ate breakfast at 10plus & den lunch at 12plus
yes
i v power 1 ok!=D

anyway i reached home, after eating i went 2 sleep
set de alarm at 3
slept at 1
woke up at 5
THE ALARM NEVER RING!! why? cuz I SET IT AT 3AM!! ITS A 24 HOUR CLOCK!! sobs!!=((

anyway, very happy!!
cuz at nite alot of ppl came 2 wish me all de best 4 my psychology ut(: felt so loved
siewping ruth etcs
heehee
& yurong too!! she's such a nice gal can??
cuz we were discussing attachment stuffs & i told her i'll get de form from faci on tues after my ut so she asked me whether its psychology
after she knew she smsed me dis:
"oh. . All the best for your ut! I know you can do it :)"
nice ritee?! made me super happy luhh(:
the niceness of people^^


tuesday!
psychology ut
after my psychology ut i went 2 get the attachment form thingie from faci, den went 2 find ruth & den we (ruth me & her fren jean) went off mrt station
=D
jean home & ruth&i to centrepoint starbucks 2 study & meet dumbs
so we reached, study etc
i really didnt study much
dun expect gd grades anymore=(
den we went off slacking around, & den shopping!! HAHA!!
went all de way 2 queensway
& bought my newyear clothes!! from cotton on-.-
ok nvm

den slack around etcs
den home!(:


wednesday!
environmental science ut!
was sucky ok.

anyway
met de classies again at w1 lvl 1=D

deanna & sp de laptop gt problem so went it helpdesk
deanna's laptop had 2 b warded at it helpdesk, cuz some dumb it helpdesk ppl drag drag, never help her
so we went 2 eat 1st

we went slacking at koufu!!(:
i eat very slow & they made fun of me=(
i really enjoy my time wif thesis silly classmates!!(:

den we went library 2 study, all de guys opted out
HAHA
so left kerenia siewping deanna me
studied in the library
awhile oni tho
after dat cg called asking whether wanna go weilo0ng house 2 slack
never go b4,so wan!
called them back again & met them outside koufu
yada yada~
off 2 weiloong's house!
his house nice can!! hahahahas=D

den went off 2 meet tings cuz its cg!
we were late=X

den ate at pasta mania
poor catherine
injured her hand & den allergic 2 de medicine 4 her hand
so her eyes swell
omg
they brought her up 2 see doc & she went off home
yups(:
she's better alr=D

after dat went home anyhow study mcb abit


thursday!
mcb ut
cuz its 11 so met de rest at 930 2 eat 1st
in de end i late
but oni a few of them met
deanna, siewping, ziguang, mr nee[SP la hahas]
ate abit oni den went off
saw songzhi at inter
took bus there

most of them at w2
so SP & i went off 2 w1 by ourselves
den cuz we plan 2 meet downstairs w1 b4 meeting them at w2, so supposed 2 keep in touch by sms
DAT STUPID SP!!
he call me dabian girl=(
cuz i always wanna shit ma
long story, those who noes, noes. those who dunno, dunno.
anyway
he keep calling me dabian girl!! every SINGLE sms gt dabian girl on it can?!
like meet u downstairs, da bian girl
or where are u dabian girl
liddat
SOBS!! MAJOR SOBS!!

anyway, met him & den went off 2 find de rest at w2
heehee
we went library initially wif de intention 2 study chem 2gether
bt den was crowded
SP had sudden brainwave 2 go his house 2 study

initially quite on about it de
den he say he gt dog de
OMG
no!
hahahahas btu others managed 2 persuade me 2 go
=(
went there, de dog is crazily scary

kerenia siewping & i v scared ma
den it keep running ar9und cuz sp say dun move, let it smell us 1st
den it'll go off
so we stand super still
kerenia & i hold hands sia cuz we scared
den siewping oso grab songzhi cuz she oso scared
de dog v weird sia
smell every1 bt den when come 2 kerenia & i
keep trying 2 put its paws on our legs
pervy doggie
cuz we both wore de shortest shorts

owells
anyway cuz we(especially me) were so scared of de dog, the poor thing had 2 b left in de room while we study in de living room
SP say his dog dun like pe0ple who laugh/cry
meaning it likes dao people?
MR DAO, JASPER!! HAHA!!
after dat he came over

anyway~
den we study abit
& played alot
& gossipped abit too
HAHAHAHA

after dat sp had 2 leave abt 430
so we left
ziguang kerenia dedrick took cab
jasper siewping same bus
songzhi another bus
me deanna sp mrt

sp late 4 his meeting=x
hahas cuz we keep playing=x

anyway so went home


friday!
last ut!! chemistry-.-
had fyp meeting in de morning
reached at 955
supposed 2 b 10
bt glenn gt caught in traffic, plus driver super slow
so in de end 11
hahahahahaha=D
my fyp topic seems real fun!! ab0ut brine shrimp!! ALOT OF LAB!! happy can?!?!?!
love labs!! BIO labs, dat is

anyway
the rest were meeting at 12 4 lunch
consequently all late except SP
HAHA
he sms me asking me where i was, wif DABIAN GIRL BEHIND DE SMS!! ARGH!!
hahahahahahas

since my fyp meeting over
so met him at w1 there
usual place
hahahahas

den after dat we went 2 eat 1st cuz we were STARVING!!
saw cheryl & desmond
den after dat dedrick & siewping joined us(:

after waiting 4 the slowest person 2 finish her food (aka me) , we went library
nt fair ok, cuz oni sp & i ate
confirm guy eat faster den girl 1 wad
HAHA
muz try 2 make myself feel better=D

went library study chem wif de rest
played more den i study
hahas
anything said in de library is to be kept a secret ok?!
*grins*

anyway den off we went 2 chem ut
thought sp same class as me can
cuz thurs i say i w14g
he say he oso!!
made me screamscreamscream happily so long
in de end his class is h
anyway
same class as andre twice
juz my luck-.- dis time he nt noisy at all tho
so dats ok=D

had service after, so juz met sp outside his class (he same class as jasper mable raefaath etcs,so gd)
went downstairs
sp rushed off 1st,he late 4 security briefing hahas=D cuz he need 2 go expo
saw jasper
he ask me fill in de form 4 genting trip
really v glad about it
cuz i was afraid i couldnt go cuz attachment
they changed it so i could go
plus, i dun even need 2 do fyp at dat time i think! cuz lab closed on last week of hols & we going on last week of hols
YAY!!

met ruth & went off
turns out we taking mrt
HAHA
bt sp go v far alr since he late 4 his briefing
owells
anyway

so we went
was hungry so went 2 grab a burger=D
den went off 2 help holycom prep
i love holycom prep can?!
lemme do alone i oso dun mind, juz v slow oni

after service holycom washup!
jolene & ruth came over 2 help me!! yay!!
krystal best, say she come in 2 wash hand oni
HAHA

took some pics & den went mac 2 eat wif ruth!!=D
enjoyed the time wif her=D


saturday was reunion dinner at my grandma house(:
really enjoyed it as well!!
cuz my cousins are really v good natured & haf a wonderful sense of humor
juz listening 2 them can make me laugh(:


sunday new year!!
gt a new pair of jeans from my cousin!!
cuz she buy bt nt her size, online ma
so she gave me
yay!!
new jeans!!(:

dats ab0ut all
lazy 2 update ab0ut cny=x


OH!! & i helped my mom paint de front door & de iron door!! yay!!
hahas my dad did de bulk of de job bt he blackface de whole time
hmph-.-

studying psychology now=(
hahas but its fun in its own way cuz psychology, th0 it has many theories and ALOT 2 learn,but its an interesting module(:

while reading thru de 6p, i saw this pic(:
YES this like superly shows stress luh^^


then this is de diathesis stress model, talking about precursors and vulnerability and blahs
(:


dats all!!
will update ab0ut camp registration stuffs, genetics ut, after genetics ut stuffs etcs(:
& of c0urse! my attachment'scoming!! *grins*

problem 15 comments from faci amy chong(:

read de box-ed up comments!!

hahas & de underlined ones!!

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fact:jasper hit me FIRST!! hahas(:

.

but anyway thanks 2 faci!!

i'll try 2 be more ladylike & be a good testimony 2 my class!!(:

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.

anyway i deleted my grade cuz i dun like 2 show my grades but anyway its not an A HAHA!!

& i deleted my rj cuz i dun like 2 show ppl!! *grins*

2day is psychology module!!

paiseh day!
HAHAHAHA!!

faci larh!! *folds arms*
hahahahahahaha=D

psychology faci andy sim is my last sem material science faci(:
& ok
he read my blog b4
omg
STALKER!!
HAHAHAHA!!

lemme gif u all de context *drumrolls please!!*
=D
self amused me(:

anyways
he was my material science faci & i noe he makes fab cheesecake cuz i ate it b4
so uh, when i saw he teaching me psychology of c0z happy riite, g0t cheesecake 2 eat again! *grins*

anyway
de thing is he made cheesecake again dis sem(:
& brought it 2 class
no1 g0 talk (paiseh wad!!)
i of c0z never g0 take oso luhh~ my skin nt so thick riite
den he ask me why i never take thought i like his cheesecake?
(truth is i do la,but like i said,WEIRD!!)

den ask him how he noe(of course riite!! who sabo me?!)
turns 0ut he read my blog previously
sobs!!

sidetrack!! determined 2 find 0ut h0w he found my blog, i went googled a series of words
like "andy sim cheesecake"
didnt work.
"andy sim oreo cheesecake"
didnt work.
"andy sim materials science faci cheesecake"
didnt work.
"andy sim fab cheesecake"
didnt work.
FINALLY
"psychology andy sim cheesecake"
4TH LINK!! omg
so my blog was f0und liddat

ok
sidetrack finish

after dat HE TOOK A CONTAINER OF CHEESECAKES & PASSED 2 ME!!
omg even more paiseh
sobs=(((

bt its really great cheesecake, juz dat i dun wanna b de 1st 2 eat
u know, like piggie ma~
=D

anyways: i was paiseh-ed in psychology class cuz of dat
hahahahaha
but i g0t 2 enjoy fab cheesecake so i guess its ok HAHA!!

juz shocked dat faci read my blog b4!!
hahas i called him a stalker!!
hahas
haiix but no more in his class already l0r=(
do like his teaching style actually
at least he makes known wad he wans so student & faci oso will be satisfied waad
rite? rite!!(:



ok!
after scho0l had cg, blahs blahs

went back yishun bought peach red tea!!(:
took bus back & den walk home
walkwalkwalk
den i dunno y suddenly stare at the sky
waaaah the stars are so beautiful can??
lovely!!

den some auntie singing karaoke at my block there, spoil the mood-.-
sing off tune and so loud somemore!! angry!!
HAHA
spoil my romantic time wif my peach red tea!!
heehee
erhmp
wif my peach red tea cuz no1 else wad

anyways
reached home & shit
ok
its crude but hello, u do it everyday or every other day waad!
besides, i think my stomach g0t problem lehh
always very crazily pain sia
=(
its been liddat for 1yr PLUS

always say wanna g0 see doc but always procrastinate
plus its weird la, go see doc say i stomach pain
every1 oso gt stomach pain wad!! juz mine more pain den those normal pains


den eat dinner etc(:
th0 my mom & i watch tv, but i really enjoy the times i can juz slack ar0und wif my mom, or the times when she come fetch me from the busstop & while walking back home we juz randomly chat(:
love my mama!!=D

conflicting emotions.

randoms? HAHA!! de heart is drawn by deanna when i went out 2 weewee

den de BYe & de duck is drawn by sp, he somemore draw his name down there

HAHA!!

i went 0ut g0 fill water den come back very fast

den he was like "eh u come back slower la!"

den i say i'll g0 0ut again la=D

HAHAHAHA

.

.

YESTERDAY WAS A GREAT DAY!!=D

early morning was bored as usual

bt den we dun care we sit by 0ur own groupings which we wan

thus

my team had siewping

ziguang

songzhi

sp

.

.

HAHAHAHA

was super fun luhh!!

yesterday laughed alot

dat jasper h0r

fmt dat time, scold me short

break0ut times keep hitting my back!! pain ok!!

HAHA!!

den went 2 hit him etc

den he keep saying its nt him

wad everything oso his fault his fault his fault, den hit me

hahas i bushuang so i went 2 went 2 grab a marker 2 draw his hand

den he grabbed de marker & draw my hand

laughed all de way

den deanna come help me hold his hand,he g0 BITE HER HAND!!

HAHAHAHA!! laugh till my stomach superly pain

.

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ppt time we oso crap alot, faci oso cann0t do much HAHA

den faci show us some video, super funny can!! de person talk like so monotone etc den very fast

hahahaha

laughed super alot!!(:

.

.

den went off meet meet

.

.

den i went back yishun buy bubble tea(:

ahs

little gesture bt so nice

i bought my peach red tea

g0t a gal infront of me

den she take her straw for her

she helped me take straw too!!

so sweet rite?

& i dunno her at all & stuffs

heehee

i think dat incident really made my day really happier

hahas

its such a little thing leh

but its such a sweet gesture yea?

happy(:

.

.

.

.

.

2day!

ziguang bluff mee!!

tell me g0t jogging

say sp brendan ziguang jogging

den siewping come ask me so probs oso jogging?

den early morning found 0ut SP&brendan nt jogging

ziguang never come

siewping & i brought 0ur jogging stuffs

.

.

.

the reason why there is a fullstop at every empty space is cuz my blog decided 2 be bitchy 2 me

heehee

thus

need 2 liddat

o wells

hahas

its fun th0

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*grins*

home on a sunday!! dats wad i love best(:
slacking at home!! *grins*

anyways w0ke up latelate again, typical sunday(:
i love sundays cuz its really major rest-time 4 me!!(:
& since im some1 who gets stressed 0ver anything, everything, and NOTHING
i desperately need my little sunday rest time
=D

i enj0yed my 2day!!
ate my delicious lunch, den slack, watch tv etc
den g0t de ren-ci show at 1
my mom was wiping away at window near the dining table

den watch abit den my sis & i offer 2 help my mom
she climb here climb there!! den boing her heead on the ceiling
comical mum

anyways we clean de other window, at 0utside
its scary ok
cuz the corridor is slanted abit 1 ma, so water will flow down 2 de drain thingie
so standing on a chair wif it being slanted, den if u fall later fall 10floors down etcs
scaryy!!

wipe wipe wipe
den wipe de inside of the windows alone, cuz sis went 2 study or something i think

den wipe here wipe there
watch tv here watch tv there

wipe de storeroom door oso
& help mum wipe de window she washing oso

ee
gt babie spiders sia!!
but super cute luhs(:
lo0k like round little golden beads running ar0und
hohoho=D
den de big mama spider is bigger! hahas

my mom found a rotted lizard
URGH
GROSS
she still keep asking me 2 see
yucks!! i really g0 & see
ew
left like practically de bones oni luhh!!
den she wipe wipe wipe de windows, keep saying g0t alot of new "members"
ews

HAHA
& my mom found a babie lizard too!! she use dustpan & brought it 2 de stairs area & let it g0
*grins*

& my mom was saying she wan me 2 help paint de front door!! de 1 wif grilles
yays!!(:
enjoy painting
hahahahas(:

& enjoy spending time wif my mum(: th0 she never talk much luh, doing work ma

hopes she alters my clothes fastfast den can wear
yay!!(: