Wednesday, January 27, 2010

had a great DAY 2day!!(:

cuz~~~

4 de 1st time dis sem, I LUNCHED WIF MY ♥♥♥♥♥ BESTIE!! hahas dat silly pam l0r
seriously 1st time ever dis sem
so happy!!(:
& after scho0l oso pei her eat her banmian
=D
really enjoy the simple time we spend 2gether!!(:

& of course!!
i went jogging wif my ♥♥♥♥♥ classies!!(:
SP, jasper, ziguang, brendan, dedrick, siewping and kerenia!!
(:
♥♥♥
ran ar0und the scho0l, 5km
i buay tahan
stop halfway & didnt manage 2 finish de "race" beautifully
in fact i finished it horribly

but really hats off 2 SP, brendan & dedrick
they ran ar0und 2.4km BEFORE running wif us the 5km
nutty pe0ple
as i said, they sotsot 1
hahahahahas=D

after dat we went 2 koufu eat cuz they hungry
hahahahas(:
DEDRICK SAID IM SWEET!!

ok!! lemme clear it out luhh,i noe u all shocked
i drink ribena alot ma
as i always tell them, "glucose 4 de brain"
SP & DEDRICK ALWAYS KAJIAO ME ABT RIBENA 1 LEHH!! *hmphs* say i kid
hahas

anyway
de ribena very thick
so i say
the ribena very sweet siaa
den he say "suits u wad"
wad he meant was dat it suits me cuz ribena is for KIDS
they always liddat say me 1
HAHA
but dennnn~
i replied "wahh!! dedrick u say im sweet!! awwwww~~"
HAHA EH HIS REACTION VERY BIG OK!!
he went "WAH LAU EH!!" & banged the wall
HAHA!! make SP curious!!
den when SP hear alr he's like "eh nt last day of scho0l why u praise her?!"
hahahahahas(: & dedrick say he didnt mean it as a compliment!! *sobs*

& den randomly was saying dat im pretty (thick skin abit wif frenz is OK de^^)
den jasper say if im pretty he muz be the most handsome guy on earth
WAD THE?! HAHAHAHA!!

dat ziguang uhh, at the start still can jog & sing, nonsense!!

brendan & i almost died th0
whereas the 4 guys kept running 2gether
ahhs
feel so loved by all of them th0(:

the 4 of them (SP, jasper, ziguang, dedrick), alth0 they run very fast etc, but they never fail 2 keep checking back 4 us, asking us whether we're ok wif the hand signs
(: thanks for the care & concern
touched me loads(:

den i really cannot take it, ended up walking ALOT
hats off t0 de guys & gals who tahan-ed all de way worr!! really admire their stamina & stuffs(:
nt like me, so weak

they still can cool down, do pumping, do pull ups
siao ah they all
HAHAHAHAHA
i cannot take it, nua on the floor

after dat we juz slacked ar0und, change etc
den home sweet home!!

my legs really like g0nna drop already luhh!!=((

& as i told my classies uhh,i think im destined 2 b a nerd luh=(
cuz u see

from my jogging experience 2day~
i can conclude dat: i canNOT be the sporty type
from my experience of lo0king in the mirror~
i can conclude dat: i canNOT be the hot type
from seeing wad scho0l i am in~
i can conclude dat: i am NOT smart

but im nerdy
so im a dumb nerd
omg
how much worse can it get?!
angry!!
2day early morning on de bus some idiotic guy made me so ANGRY!!
urghhhhhhh!!

when i finally g0t a seat on the bus, 0f course i sit luhh
den sat at the window side, of c0z cuz i really like sitting near the window

den next stop g0t pe0ple come up

*TENGTENGTENGTENGGG*
its here dat de anger came
some stupid guy
sat beside me

ok, nvm, th0 i dun like 2 haf ppl sitting beside me especially since im getting off in a few stops time
den he sit beside me rite
wah lau! he lean over like nobody's business

den its literally like his whole right shoulder is in my space, like MY part of the seat
& its really uncomfortable
i haf my own personal space, like a circle ar0und me, such dat any1 who gets into my "personal privacy/space" will get a black face from me

& since dat idiotic guy,no brainer,leant so near 2 me such dat i cannot sit properly, g0t super far into my personal space, dat i juz black face the whole journey
(& im go0d at dat cuz i've gt alot of bad moods)

& den dats n0t all.
i stare 0utta de window cuz i bushuang him
den i look infront again rite
FROM THE CORNER OF MY EYES I CAN SEE HIS FACE DE ANGLE AH,ITS LIKE LOOKING AT MY BAG OR SOMETHING!! WTH!!
either dat or my hand
since i dun wanna gross u all 0ut, i said bag
but anyway u get the idea

so, i hardened my face EVEN MORE
(not dat it can get any worse)

& dat idiot looked at me (everything is i see 0utta de corner of my eyes de)
& den continued staring at my bag or something

made me so pissed

n0t the end

i think he blind or something uh, see my face so not happy alr, he still shift here shift there, until he g0t into my personal space EVEN MORE

i refuse 2 move away from the stupid shoulder, cuz imagine i move, den he move more how?
so i juz sit there angrily

throughout the whole journey after he came uhh, wah lau, angry
& den he kept staring at my bag
seriously KEEP STARING
once in awhile he'll look away
den look back again
i g0t SO angry
i moved my hand

& den he still keep starin!! WTH?!

the total anger was like a few minutes oni but i g0t so pissed wif him!!
probably the worst busride 4 me ever

stupid idiotic no-brainer

Friday, January 22, 2010

i, am a NERD

this happened on friday when we ushers were doing the bgr seminar papers stuffs
we were carrying the papers 2 de side

me: this reminds me of my sec0ndary scho0l!! i last time v nerd 1 leh!! (i didnt wanna say i still am)
ben.tan: ya can see

OMG!!

den we laughlaughlaugh

den cedric asked us wad happened
repeated everything 2 him
den he said: "now still wad!"
CEDRIC!!

but seriously i noe im still nerdy
o wells
no matter how hard i try 2 appear "un-nerdy" uh, it still shows

cuz no matter wad rite, when i look in the mirror i see a nerd
whenever i think of my identity, its nerd
spelt N-E-R-D
nt dat i like it but its s0rta like stuck there alr=(


we kept calling cedric as c-dric (see-dric)
den during ushering for combined service (saw james AGAIN!! HAHA! i think dun see him serving means gt problem,like he said, if never see us,muz call us 2 ask why never serve already HAHA!!)
den we keep calling him c-dric hahahahas(: & he kept protesting=D



sot diao liao=(

o yas
psychology faci andy sim sot diao sia
p13, ab0ut eating disorders
he talk about shows who haf ppl wif eating disorders
about celebrities wif eating disorders
ab0ut food
he say he feels he's fat
OMG LUH!!
hahas he sotsot 1
=D
anyway his rj power sia, ask us wad we ate for dinner and why
HAHAHAHA(:



anyway
feeling abit blue
so ya
byes

Wednesday, January 20, 2010

found these quotes online & decided 2 "share" them(: wanted 2 find those nicenice pictures, those like u see alr u will "waahhh", but cant find HAHA!! anyways~

“This is my wish for you: Comfort on difficult days, smiles when sadness intrudes, rainbows to follow the clouds, laughter to kiss your lips, sunsets to warm your heart, hugs when spirits sag, beauty for your eyes to see, friendships to brighten your being, faith so that you can believe, confidence for when you doubt, courage to know yourself, patience to accept the truth, Love to complete your life.”



“If I never met you, I wouldn't like you. If I didn't like you, I wouldn't love you. If I didn't love you, I wouldn't miss you. But I did, I do, and I will.”



“To love is to risk not being loved in return. To hope is to risk pain. To try is to risk failure, but risk must be taken because the greatest hazard in life is to risk nothing.”

sent 2 me by pam(: decided 2 bl0g abt it cuz i've always been very interested in these kinda stuffs^^

ARIES - The Aggressive

Outgoing. Lovable. Spontaneous.. Not one to mess with. Funny.. Excellent kisser EXTREMELY adorable. Loves relationships, and family is very important to an aries. Aries are known for being generous and giving. Addictive. Loud. Always has the need to be 'Right'. Aries will argue to prove their point for hours and hours. Aries are some of the most wonderful people in the world...

TAURUS - The Tramp

Aggressive. Loves being in long relationships. Likes to give a good fight. Fight for what they want. Can be annoying at times, but for the love of attention. Extremely outgoing. Loves to help people in times of need. Good kisser. Good personality. Stubborn. A caring person. They can be self centered and if they want something they will do anything to get it. They love to sleep and can be lazy. One of a kind. Not one to mess with. Are the most attractive people on earth!

GEMINI - The Twin

Nice. Love is one of a kind. Great listeners. Very Good at confusing people... Lover not a fighter, but will still knock you out. Geminis will not take any crap from anyone. Geminis like to tell people what they should do and get offended easily. They are great at losing things and are forgetful. Geminis can be very sarcastic and childish at times and are very nosey. Trustworthy. Always happy. VERY Loud. Talkative. Outgoing. VERY FORGIVING. Loves to make out. Has a beautiful smile. Generous. Strong. THE MOST IRRESISTIBLE.

CANCER - The Beauty

MOST AMAZING KISSER. Very high appeal. A Cancer's Love is one of a kind.. Very romantic.. Most caring person you will ever meet in your life. Entirely creative Person, most are artists and insane, respectfully speaking. They perfected sex and do it often. Extremely random. An Ultimate Freak. Extremely funny and is usually the life of the party. Most Cancers will take you under their wing and into their hearts where you will remain forever.. Cancers make love with a passion beyond compare. Spontaneous. Not a Fighter, But will kick your ass good if it comes down to it. Someone you should hold on to!

LEO - The Lion

Great talker. Attractive and passionate. Laid back. Usually happy but when unhappy tend to be grouchy and childish. A Leo's problem becomes everyone's problem. Most Leos are very predictable and tend to be monotonous. Knows how to have fun.. Is really good at almost anything. Great kisser. Very predictable. Outgoing. Down to earth. Addictive. Attractive. Loud. Loves being in long relationships. Talkative. Not one to mess with. Rare to find. Good when found.

VIRGO - The One that Waits

Dominant in relationships. Someone loves them right now. Always wants the last word.. Caring. Smart. Loud. Loyal. Easy to talk to. Everything you ever wanted. Easy to please. A pushover. Loves to gamble and take chances. Needs to have the last say in everything.. They think they know everything and usually do. Respectful to others but you will quickly lose their respect if you do something untrustworthy towards them and never regain respect. They do not forgive and never forget. The one and only.

LIBRA - The Lame One

Nice to everyone they meet. Their love is one of a kind. Silly, funny and sweet. Have own unique appeal. Most caring person you will ever meet! However, not the kind of person you want to mess with...you might end up crying. Libras can cause as much havoc as they can prevent. Faithful friends to the end. Can hold a grudge for years. Libras are someone you want on your side. Usually great at sports and are extreme sports fanatics. Very creative. A hopeless romantic.

SCORPIO - The Addict

EXTREMELY adorable. Loves to joke. Very Good sense of humor. Will try almost anything once. Loves to be pampered. Energetic. Predictable. GREAT kisser. Always get what they want.. Attractive. Loves being in long relationships. Talkative. Loves to party but at times to the extreme. Loves the smell and feel of money and is good at making it but just as good at spending it! Very protective over loved ones. HARD workers. Can be a good friend but if is disrespected by a friend, the friendship will end. Romantic. Caring..

SAGITTARIUS - The Promiscuous One [MEMEMEMEME!! will highlight those dat i think applies 2 me alot!!(:]

Spontaneous. High appeal. Rare to find. Great when found.. Loves being in long relationships. So much love to give. A loner most of the time. Loses patience easily and will not take crap. If in a bad mood stay FAR away. Gets offended easily and remembers the offense forever.. Loves deeply but at times will not show it, feels it is a sign of weakness. Has many fears but will not show it. VERY private person. Defends loved ones with all their abilities. Can be childish often. Not one to mess with. Very pretty. Very romantic. Nice to everyone they meet. Their Love is one of a kind. Silly, fun and sweet. Have own unique appeal. Most caring person you will ever meet! Amazing in bed..!!! Not the kind of person you want to mess with- you might end up crying..

CAPRICORN - The Passionate Lover

Love to bust. Nice. Sassy. Intelligent. Sexy. Grouchy at times and annoying to some. Lazy and love to take it easy. But when they find a job or something they like to do they put their all into it. Proud, understanding and sweet. Irresistible. Loves being in long relationships. Great talker. Always gets what he or she wants. Cool. Loves to win against other signs especially Gemini's in sports. Likes to cook but would rather go out to eat at good restaurants. Extremely fun. Loves to joke. Smart.

AQUARIUS - Does It In The Water

Trustworthy. Attractive. Great kisser. One of a kind, loves being in long-term relationships. Can be clumsy at times but tries hard. Will take on any project. Proud of themselves in whatever they do. Messy and unorganized. Procrastinators. Great lovers, when they're not sleeping. Extreme thinkers. Loves their pets usually more than their family. Can be VERY irritating to others when they try to explain or tell a story. Unpredictable. Will exceed your expectations. Not a Fighter but will Knock your lights out..

PISCES - The Partner for Life

Caring and kind. Smart. Likes to be the center of attention. Very organized. High appeal to opposite sex. Likes to have the last word. Good to find, but hard to keep. Passionate, wonderful lovers. Fun to be around. Too trusting at times and gets hurt easily. VERY caring. They always try to do the right thing and sometimes gets the short end of the stick. They sometimes get used by others and get hurt because of their trusting. Extremely weird but in a good way. Good sense of humor!!! Thoughtful. Loves to joke.. Very popular. Silly, fun and sweet. Good friend to other but needs to be choosy on who they allow their friends to be.

Sunday, January 17, 2010

reached home after slacking wif ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥ peeps(:

(all this happened in chinese)
mom: do u wanna do ur work (rj etcs) on the table instead of on the sofa?
me(brushing teeth): dun wan
mom: u sure u dun wan?
me: sure sure
mom: but table u can drink ur ribena, u can put ur laptop on the table, u can sit on the chair, wont backpain & u can on de light!!

(okies win liao l0r,my mom won hands down)
HAHAHA!! randoms


another randoms
de 3 of us dumbs went 2 eat last friday
den our hands all full wif 0ur food & 0ur wallets etc
my coins dropped
den we all cannot pick up cuz hands full
so we juz stareee
& staree
& STARE!!
& den i stared & it & said : "stares"
den finally a niceguy came 2 help me pick up(:

randoms!(:

i ♥ spending time wif beloved pe0ple
like my dumbs, & my silly bestest bestie(:

Monday, January 11, 2010

post 400(:
yays!

long+boring blogspot ahead:read at ur OWN RISK(:

*urhmphs*

newyear countdown!! yes, this post is late 4 dis event!!
anyway we had newyear's countdown at henderson's wave, we met at tiong bahru mrt, ate & den set off 2 henderson's wave 4 countdown!!
(:

walked all de way there luhh=(
hahas finally g0t there & went toilet wif a few pe0ple
lianjie yeshen kaien ruth catherine and me i think
shar & cheryl found us at the toilet awhile later

anyway
dat kaien dunno say wad la,cause me 2 wanna whack him
spent de last few minutes of 2009 chasing him 2 hit him
haiix HAHA!!
funny sia
like last day of de year den itchy-.-
cuz i cant sweat ma..*grins*

anyway
went toilet blah blah blah
den went back 2 find de rest
catherine piggie-back me(:
up a slope
ohho
den i dun need 2 climb de slope
HAHAHA!!^^

urhmphs
den after dat we did some new year resolutions etc etc
den we wanted 2 countdown
bt apparently our time is wrong luhh
we haven even countdown jiu can see fireworks bombbombbomb at every corner-.-

never get 2 shout de 5,4,3,2,1 HAHA!!
so we juz went ar0und shaking each other's hands & wishing each other happy new year~~
kaien went ar0und pulling pe0ple's ears

den some of them, i rmb gt candace catherine lianjie
dunno gt who else
went running down henderson's wave 2 shout happy new year 2 every random person [there is really alot of pe0ple sia]
den after dat slacked awhile l0nger
decided 2 g0 2 lianjie's house already, which is like superly near henderson's wave

they wanted 2 do de train train den all g0 down 2gether in 1 row
den kaien wanted 2 break de chain so he started running..luke oso
so end up every1 started running down de bridge

HAHAHA den when we stopped they were asking eh how come every1 run?
den kaien & luke revealed the reason why THEY ran, which caused US 2 run since every1 was running=D

went 2 lianjie's house slacked

was feeling abit down, okies, really quite down 4 awhile, so i smsed pamela & she listened & she told me she's always there 4 me
awws
my heart like melt can(:
th0 we're nt as close as previously, th0 im nt a lesbian, but i really felt so super touched by dat^^

after dat things g0t better(:
had nothing 2 do, but kaien on de tv & had some science show 2 watch!!
its cool luhh
1st 1 is ab0ut some teams in a competiton 2 destroy each other's "castles" and vehicles
(:
2nd 1 was delivering pizzas w/o pe0ple, wif machines
its really cool sia!!(:
really enjoyed it(:

den after dat watch them play mahjong, i played monopoly deal
etc etc

den after dat most went off, den after dat left luke kaien lianjie ruth me, we went 2 eat(:
den kaien eat finish already wanna play mahjong again-.-
so went back 2 play

while on 0ur way back it was very h0t, den kaien & i were like "wah! very 'sai!'" [hot]
HAHAHA!! okies erms random=D

i practically watch them play mahjong like 2HOURS?! OMG 2HOURS CAN?!
wait 4 guy oso never wait so long luh=p [nt dat i actually g0 wait 4 a guy anyways]

den after dat we played monopoly deal awhile(:
den went home sweet home^^

went home sleepsleep
seri0usly speaking i really enjoy staying at home & countdown watching tv=(
i like de feeling of being at home(:


anyways~
saturday 9jan
dat kid kaien's bdae
its dat OLD MAN kaien'sbdae(:

hahas but b4 dat lianjie ruth & i went funan it mall 2 do ruth de lappy de fan(: 0utta stock so we juz slacked ar0und, ate kfc(:
i really enjoy spending time wif them^^

den after dat we had 2 g0 central there 2 write dat OLDMAN's card(:
ok la,shall stop calling him old man=(
his card is nice caaan
hahas^^

crapped there etc
den went 2 print pics etcetc
den service^^

after service was celebrate his bdae already, so we went 2 meridian there 0utside 2 celebrate his bdae(:
i was supposed 2 be 2nd 2 affirm but really super weird
andrew went 1st
den when they ask who wanna affirm next, it was sorta directed 2 me,but den i hesitate (cuz weird wad!! agree? agreed!! like andrew-shepherd. melissa-???????)
=D
anyways weiloong affirmed 1st
den they ask which GIRL wanna affirm
HAHA
obvi0usly directed at mee!!
in de end affirm
hahas
super weird
i rather write in a card actually=D
o wells
den was yeshen

den cake time!
de cake is yummilicious~!
really nice luh(:

den went off 2 nite cycling!!

o yahs
didnt say h0w i bully jasper
hahas see i so honest, i admit i bully him
cuz last nite cycling he had 2 g0 fetch me from de basketball court there
den dis time i beg him 2 fetch me oso,den push his head,hit him,kick him
=D
hahahahahahas

anyways he went 2 fetch again la, dun see him so bochup bochup kind, he very nice 1 la
bt den cannot tell him,later his head swell=X
HAHAHAHA!!

anyways
i apologised 4 being so late etc on sms(now gt free unlimited ma^^) den he say nvm, they can cycle ard 1st=D
he cycled over wif my bike again(:
den he on de spot help me change de height of de bike(:

cycled over 2 find de rest: siewping, ziguang, brendan, deanna(:
feel so bad sia, they keep having 2 wait 4 me..

den we set off(: dis time 2 esplanade there
went 2 some bridge there & slack awhile heehee
den after dat went off cycling again
hahahahas den took jumpshots, cycle at de dunno wad place la, de racing dat 1, den ziguang playplayplay, all cycle so fast
hahahahahas

den after dat cycled 2 henderson wave there..omg luhh
but b4 dat we went 2 eat bak kut teh(:
yummilicious
jasper & brendan cycle past de shop den ask me i wanna eat anot cuz i haven eat
so pitstop, my dinner!(: at like de wee hours of de nite-.-
hahas^^

den henderson wave, cycled up a long but nt very steep slope, we oni cycle till de bottom, can see de bridge ab0ve us, bt we never g0 up
hahas^^
i cycled all de way for de slope
ahs(: im such a "fit" girl
hahas
need 2 g0 jogging already luh=(

anyways
den after dat we went dhobby there etc
den went back 2 east coast

i really had fun wif them wor(:
den some of them went 2 buy 4d/toto-.-
den went home(: sleep from like pig(:
i slept from like 1 till 9pm
=X
after eating lunch dat my mom buy
den wake up 2 eat dinner

HAHAHAHAHA!! power rite?=D


anyways,
was really worried ab0ut de 2 of u worr..
but i hope everything turned 0ut alrite already(:


ahs, i didnt get de attachement dat i wanted
balloting i lost
o wells
den faci ask us all send our cv 2 her
for surbana
i didnt wan surbana
so didnt submit my cv
but lo and behold!
some1 opted 0ut for another company, ultra flo
den faci ask me i interested anot, den i say interested & she put my name in
thank God(:

ahs, sp is another nice guy luhh(:
cuz he sign up 4 de attachment late
den he went 4 de balloting thing for nparks/nea
den he gt it
another guy didnt get it
den he see de guy very sad
he gave up his attachment 2 de guy
omg luhh,so nicee
nice guy sp
(:

okies,dats ab0ut all?

Saturday, January 9, 2010

Draw me close to You
Never let me go
I lay it all down again
To hear You say that I'm Your friend
You are my desire
No one else will do
'Cause nothing else could take Your place
To feel the warmth of Your embrace
Help me find the way
Bring me back to You
You're all I want
You're all I've ever needed
You're all I want
Help me know You are near
=( need 2 get away or something,cuz school's really totally drained me already=(

Friday, January 8, 2010

sorrie,
will update my blog after school gets easier or something

am really very worn out & drained by scho0l
havent updated ab0ut new year countdown & tonning overnite at lianjie house wif other sillies
& de nitecycling thing ab0ut 2 happen on saturday, how i bully jasper

will blog soon
but dunno when exactly

school's really wearing me out=(

2 uts dis week, another 2 next week