Been so damn long since i last blogged..

Life's been a bitch. Basically everything's been a bitch, including me apparently.

So... lying to me from the start was a mistake but you 'dont wanna talk about the past'
Yea.. riightttt... thats kinda smart because.. why talk about the past right? It already happened so suck it up!
Except.. i asked about the very thing which is currently killing our rs..

I had the foresight to ask. But you chose to lie to me thinking you could convert me.

You made me fall for u.. when you never had the intention to catch me UNLESS im like the girl you want me to be.

There is a ready girl there for you. Yes you said dont talk about her cuz thats your past.
But you said you all drifted away because she still young wanna play kind. Now she's all grown up, mature and in your ft.
Touch your own heart and can you say with all honesty that if i weren't in the picturem you would have chased her now?

Because she's everything you want. Cute as well.
Guai, cute, loves your religion, long hair, girly.

Everything im not.

Because, im hard to love, need to be tolerated, and dont deserve/not worthy of love.