recently realised i've changed so much. to the extent i think i dont recognise myself much anymore. granted, i've always been grumpy, but recently i've been REALLY grumpy and very easily somemore.

i really dunno what to do. when i think back how i used 2 be cheerful and happy-go-lucky i get kinda sad. now im always grumpy and face blackblack one. i dont know how 2 be my"oldself"again.

sidenote,realised dat when im pms-ing or on my period i get SUUUPER cranky. raised my voice at quite afew students 2day. ah.

another sidenote,chalet for my bdae booked! gonna celebrate it on the 1st of dec.

event on fb not yet created cuz im sooooooooo lazy. =x

another random mummy moment:

mum sitting cross legged on the mattress(she's sleeping with me this week) and rocking herself like a small kid

me: mummy 你在做什么?
mum: *thinks awhile* ...发呆.

then she proceeds to lie down on the mattress, facing my super messy bookshelf

mum: WAH! 这么乱ah?!
me: all along 都这么乱的whatt.
mum: aiyo. 等一下晚上掉下来 pingpingpongpong ah.
me: PINGPINGPONGPONG?!

she and her random noises 2 describe stuff.
her way of describing washing machine is"ging gong ging gong!"