Friday, December 30, 2011



seriously, bestie for almost 9yrs. amazing. and amazing how we gt close, nt close, cold war, same sch, very close, stayovers, chalets, gossips, fighting over cute guys, not close again, sch ended, close again.

the very girl dat i tell my secrets to. every SINGLE guy i've ever liked? ask this little girl. she noes every single guy; every single name. where i met him, when i liked him, how i met him, how long i liked him, why i liked him. EVERYTHING. including the one i like right now.

the girl whom i'll tell abt the guy i like, and she'll pretend 2 lemme "cry" on her shoulder and when i pretend 2 cry she ask me not 2 cry so loud cuz embarrassing.

THE GIRL WHOM I'VE NEVER GONE OVERSEAS WITH IN OUR 8YEARS OF FRENSHIP. but in the NINTH YEAR, next year. its HONGKONG. wif 2 little other idiots called tony and jim.

iloveyou bestie!<3

Saturday, December 24, 2011

dont need a guy who'll wait 4 me after work everyday even tho its sweet. dont need one who'll always buy stuffs 4 me tho food is always welcome. nor who'll always protect me, cuz geting bullied by frenz is kinda fun actually. but i do wan a guy who'll be there for me when i need, even if not free, to contact me once free 2 show me he cares, a guy who noes i love piggybacks and would piggyback me when im feeling down, tease me and everything.

enough wif the people telling me the one is 0ut thr. seriously, i can see la. if no guy likes u is confirm something wrong wif u. no matter wad others tell you, tho i noe my frenz are saying it cuz they wan me 2 b happy, but i noe dat obviously thr is something majorly turnoff abt me dats why guys JUST dont like me.

Thursday, December 22, 2011

from step up 3.
i actually went 2 dl it and watched it all over again. i dun remember who else was there when i watched step up 3. oni remember deanna cuz she was sitting beside me and we were going all crazy little kids when they started dancing! nt dat i'll like 2 learn hip hop, tho its cool! if i had the chance i would like to learn ballroom dancing. like cool eh

anyway! from step up 3:

Moose: So, scale of 1-10. How much do you hate me?
Camille: I don't hate you Moose. I miss you. And what's worse, feeling like you don't miss me at all. I don't even matter to you anymore.

Tuesday, December 20, 2011

fucking pissed. everything oso my fault. next time dont, blahblahblah. seriously? I OSO DONT KNOW RIGHT. WHO THE FUCK WANS 2 BE SCOLDED AND NAGGED AT BY YOU?

Friday, December 16, 2011

someone to hug, someone to scold and rant at when im pissed off, someone to tease and tickle, someone to have long talks with, someone to have supper with, someone who'll take care of me when im sick, someone who'll randomly surprise me fetching me from work, someone who'll hug me back, someone who'll tease me and tickle me back (lightly) and then run away but still let me catch up so i can whack, someone who'll surprise me with random cards, someone who'll love me as i am

when will love ever come around to knocking on my door?

Thursday, December 15, 2011

blame game. ok i KNOW i should haf done this i should haf done dat. but come on, its my first time. im as clueless as anyone else!! i know, very defensive and wtf. but im feeling very pissed off too. i keep getting the "YOU do it", "YOU choose", "YOU should have looked properly and read properly" wtf. yes its always me.

Friday, December 9, 2011

haven updated abt my bdae, which was abt a week ago!

had work on my bdae itself so was booked by pam on 1dec instead to go out
initially juz de 2 of us but den somehw tony gt field camp so thurs can book 0ut so in de end it was 4 of us. me pam tony jim. de 4 who are going 2 hk 2gether=D

anyway! so de plan was pam and i slack ard and den meet them after. tony'll collect car and everything wadnots la.

so we went amk cuz pam hadta collect a watch she bought so collected and i REALLY wanted 2 cuthair. plus i REALLY wanted bubbletea! so we bought bubble tea and wander ard looking 4 cheap hairdressers which look professional (so demanding rite,i noee)

en we saw this one wif de promo of 3.90 haircut! (fake 1, mine called need 2 design so it cost me 18bucks!! but i like de hairstyle so 18bucks is ok la=D)

anyway! upstairs was manicure place and the girl who approached us was a manicurist!! so since i wanna cut hair, pam wan manicure, and alot of people waiting 4 haircut so we go up 2 de manicure place 1st!! and its so comfy!! so pam did her nails and persuaded me 2 get my nails done too. 1st time in my entire life!! kinda scary. dunno why she say nt pain-.- i feel abit pain lehh. mayb cuz 1st time too much dead skin? dunno la!

blue nails now! gelish. the girl say will strengthen and make my nails grow faster OR SOMETHING LA. basically cuz i wanna do french manicure once in my lifetime so i thought might as well grow my nails. plus paint le = wont bite. initially self concious cuz its so STRIKING COLOUR. but now me likey! kinda la


den downstairs 2 haircut! one side long one side short. and cuz waiting time was horrendous, so we were late 4 meeting tony and jim and tony was all uncle-ish abt it-.- he even asked us 2 cab 2 timbre 0urselves. like wth-.- like i thought its my bdae cele? and u ask me 2 cab? seriously-.-


ANYWAY! reached and ate and wadnots. gt a lil affected cuz i felt left 0ut. den on 2 marina barage. and den da idiot called tony asked me go pei jim buy drink and snacks from 7-11. i was super angry. wtf u chasing me 0utta de car for sia. so i was like thanks ah. and literally slam de door real hard. my bdae rite? so stop ordering me ard la?

anyway! den while on the way it reached midnight and bdae wishes came in. and den reached and the gave me a cakee but i was feeling REAL down so i didnt do much and walked off alone. kinda ruined de mood i noe


and when at barage itself i went off myself and started 2 cry cuz i felt so super lonely and left 0ut. but after dat things were better cuz we talked it 0ut and clarified everything(: thanksful 4 dat. and thankful 4 silly little ruth 4 texting me even tho its so late and im like so hard 2 please=x

AND deanna called me 2 sing happy bdae song 2 me!! thanks so much girl!! really felt so loved!! but i hadta interrupt her singing cuz my batt was dying. but super loved!!<3

and den after dat was send jim back. and den random chitchats on the way back. sent pam back cuz she was motion sick=( poor thing. den last one was me! den yea. dat was abt all. next day went 2 work! and sy never come-.- and siti come in late wad cuz gt sch. so i kinda hadta handle math myself. and was so pissed cuz dat auntie wouldnt even help 2 mark those folders in the white box when im struggling alone?? they gt 3 people thr leh. so nice of her.

BUTBUTBUT payday on my bdae!! so happy!! and my bosses v nice luh. they gimme $20 popular voucher!! dunno wad 2 buy bt still!! it wasnt necessary de ma.


ANYWAY! ok bye. nothing 2 do leh.

Thursday, December 1, 2011

i wan a kenshin as my bf. simple as dat.

HAHAHAHAHA!! ok la. totally not simple. but like a seriously? my dream guy kay?(:



and little silly bestie pam lost her voice (kinda) and so when she was trying 2 tell me smt regarding my 0uting wif her 2morrow, she hadta CHARADES it 0ut. and GOODNESS our wavelengths super different. HAHAHAHAHA she gt so pissed and she kept making the stabbing heart action after dat. HAHAHAHAHA!! yes pamela i love u!!<3