0kies seri0usly i need 2 update my bl0g-.-
anyway~ i think 1st week 0f scho0l im really blessed!! WHY? because riite,when i was struggling wif scho0l work,den at like 130,i asked my fren 4 help,sas de sl..bing long den riite,0MG he like helped me on the spot!! os0 asked ks & he os0 helped me on the sp0t os0!! 0mg so blessed..like left 15mins they still so willing & super N0T impatient (=super patient) wif me th0 im like super sl0w..heehee
& thank G0d 4 desm0nd!! he os0 helped me th0 i suddenly juz ask him..i bet he lost confidence in me 4 science..i t0ld him he can ask me if he haf doubts..den i g0 running 2 him asking him ab0ut ammonia & ammonium=p
& den friday i was feeling d0wn 4 a particular reas0n i dun wanna name here th0 the pers0n dunn0 my bl0g..but anyway the thing is dat i was feeling down..den pamela t0ld me she eating wif her fren yvette..i was feeling even more down c0z no1 2 lunch wif me ma..but den anyway~ the thing is im oso quite ok wif it c0z i already down le ma..den riite,suddenly ken msned me asking me whether wanna g0 lunch..
so met ken & 1 of his sem2 gal classmate,she's nice^^ den after dat another of their classmate which CONINCIDETALLY HAPPENED 2 B MY M0NDAY CLASSMATE,came!! its super co0l!! had al0t of laughter & everything,they super cheered me up!! hahas^^
my blessings~~
ont0 an0ther t0pic,watched kn0wing wif ruth michelle & weiloong after clc1 classes sunday..the classes were at jacobs place but we travelled d0wn 2 amk c0z gt direct bus 2 amk from jacob's place there de busstop..
so~ actually lunch was me ruth fione & weiloong..den after dat fione went off c0z she had something on..impulse 2 watch kn0wing s0 decided 2..den after dat we slacked ar0und waiting 4 the movie time etc,den called michelle ask her whether she wanna c0me & she came^^
borr0wed money from ruth c0z i n0e b0rr0w from weilo0ng cannot return 1-.-
the m0vie was nice th0 i screamed al0t!! hahas use weiloong de sweater 2 cover my eyes wakaka!! anyway his sweater no use de l0r,it was wet c0z he walked in the rain wif it..i shall nt g0 int0 details ab0ut how dumb he was ab0ut the jacket thing=p
anyway~ sat beside ruth & michelle,lucky michelle os0 gt c0ver eyes if not paiseh sia,i the oni 1..den when i cover my eyes i look at ruth she still staring at the screen..den i'll talk 2 her..bet she never wanna watch m0vie wif me again=p &&&&& i screamed at a very weird time-.- n0 cash s0 went h0me 4 dinner^^ thank God my mom saved me some fried rice & chicken^^
& tell me,WH0 0N EARTH READS THE CARDS U WR0TE 4 THEM,INFR0NT OF U?!
lemme tell u,tan weiloong d0es-.- stupid!! hahas but the card is super late,its like his birthdae card-.-
&&& i really had al0t of fun on sunday th0 its like so tiring wif clc1 classes early in the m0rning & den till evening m0vie hahahas^^
0H!! & I F0RCED WEILO0NG 2 CALL ME JIEJIE!! WAKAKA!! & all c0z of a kinder j0y toy HAHA^^
& oh,i 4g0t 2 return ruth the m0ney..im dumb-.-
Tuesday, April 28, 2009
Wednesday, April 22, 2009
currently feeling abit down..after a visit 2 edwin's bl0g coz i was bl0ghopping 2 some w16a-ians blogs..why down?
because i juz f0und 0ut thru his bl0g dat yesterday a few w16a-ians actually had lunch 2gether during 2nd break..although i had lunch wif the unit & everything, but the thing dat hurt me was the fact dat i wasn't informed/wasn't jio-ed 4 the lunch
WHY? m i so repulsive?
th0 oni like a handful turned up 4 the lunch(i read the names of the pe0ple who went wad), but im still hurt
its like im n0 longer part of dat class liddat
again,M I SO HORRIBLE?
utterly disappointed
because i juz f0und 0ut thru his bl0g dat yesterday a few w16a-ians actually had lunch 2gether during 2nd break..although i had lunch wif the unit & everything, but the thing dat hurt me was the fact dat i wasn't informed/wasn't jio-ed 4 the lunch
WHY? m i so repulsive?
th0 oni like a handful turned up 4 the lunch(i read the names of the pe0ple who went wad), but im still hurt
its like im n0 longer part of dat class liddat
again,M I SO HORRIBLE?
utterly disappointed
okies simple saying,FOP was great!! it was fantastic & if given the ch0ice, i would wanna haf fop 4 the rest of my rp life,c0z rp life seri0usly i cannot make it..really!! i mean science is like so chim!! chimerology!!
DAY 1!!
went 2 rp SAS home base which was sports complex competition hall(which incidentally i actually went there b4 2 help 0ut in sec scho0l wushu thingie..)
den i like oni noe michelle? was s0 scared dat i smsed her & waited 4 her at koufu outside s0 we g0 2gether 2 the home base..0f c0urse i was late,i was late everyday c0z 1st day i need 2 reach like at 8am?!?! dats so early-.-
so anyway reached there,g0t my ugly grey shirt for SLs,den michelle & her fren michelle & i went 2 change,i g0t M size and it was too big but nvm i like^^
after dat michelle & her fren michelle,c0z they were game masters, they went off 2 their stations den left me wif every1 whom i dunn0..so when they ask us 2 pair up 4 taking classes to lead, i was like al0ne-.- anyway since there were not enough SLs in SAS,so each SL muz take 1 class by themselves..like so 0mg riite?! ME? MELISSA TAN SHI MIN LEAD A CLASS OF 25? ALONE?!?! but yes i did dat,1 man show for all 3 days..even th0 they say the facilitation will haf another SL from shl..but dun haf-.- but dats day 3 & im on day 1 sooo~
led the team, initially super bad c0z i lead them ard but den never play any games coz all full,super demoralised c0z every other team is playing so happily wif shrieks & laughter den ours so solemn..=( but den after lunch my team warmed up & we played games & g0t better^^
DAY 2!!
somemore games, den i led alone again,den after dat we had SAS cheers, which i learnt on dat day-.- i learn lia0 den teach,like immediately!! but its so super fun & im super de duper crazy 0ver the cheers & over everything ab0ut the FOP EXCEPT!! EXCEPT THE DOMINO THINGIE!! sucks 2 the max.
den after games had tug-of-war which SAS g0t in 2nd & desm0nd piggie backed me wakaka! c0z im short den i was jumping ar0und trying 2 see then yeshen & desmond suggested piggie back,but s0 paiseh c0z after i kena piggie back whole of SAS moved den all the year1s looking at me..so paiseh!! somemore i SL..haix=( but thanks desmond!! hahas desmond & yeshen very caring sia!! keep asking me whether i can see & they were willing 2 gif up their places so i can see better,but i could see so it was 0k^^
after tug-of-war den we learn cheers..HAHA^^ i abit 4gt the fl0w le laaaa~
so anyway~ the SAS cheer was great,super fun & I L0VE IT!! hahas i dunn0 la its juz super fun ok?!
DAY3!!
day 3 starting i was posted 2 the facilitation class W46A 2 facilitate dat year1 class,teach them the basics,facis getting lazy,i taught them how 2 cheat anyway..teach them 2 kope ppt,teach them 2 sit at side so can msn~ really wad,dis is wad they will n0e anyway~
after dat went back 2 home base,take attendance den practise cheer as a whole SAS..super happy!!
den after dat oso practise the dumb warcry & the domino ripple or something,dumb c0z SL actually dun need 2 participate but c0z 0f the nice attendance, we had 2 j0in..super hot sia the lawn there
after dat a small group of us ran off 2 buy bubble tea^^ gj best,keep playing wif the pearl-.- hahahas^^ den michelle bought me milk tea!! thanks girl!! i haven pay her back hahas^^
after dat went back up 2 the lawn where we had our cheers & performances by the vari0us scho0ls..0MG SAS W0N DIS YEAR!! super happy,shrieked like crazy,jumped like crazy,left my food there where it consequently gt thr0wn away c0z i think the cleaners th0ught its n01 de..
0mg im s0 happy!! SAS W0N!! but the other scho0ls sure were great as well!! & as long as we enjoy ourselves,dats the most important part^^
really l0ve FOP..i wanna haf FOP 4ever!!
*ps:side note-i cut my hair!! yay!!^^
DAY 1!!
went 2 rp SAS home base which was sports complex competition hall(which incidentally i actually went there b4 2 help 0ut in sec scho0l wushu thingie..)
den i like oni noe michelle? was s0 scared dat i smsed her & waited 4 her at koufu outside s0 we g0 2gether 2 the home base..0f c0urse i was late,i was late everyday c0z 1st day i need 2 reach like at 8am?!?! dats so early-.-
so anyway reached there,g0t my ugly grey shirt for SLs,den michelle & her fren michelle & i went 2 change,i g0t M size and it was too big but nvm i like^^
after dat michelle & her fren michelle,c0z they were game masters, they went off 2 their stations den left me wif every1 whom i dunn0..so when they ask us 2 pair up 4 taking classes to lead, i was like al0ne-.- anyway since there were not enough SLs in SAS,so each SL muz take 1 class by themselves..like so 0mg riite?! ME? MELISSA TAN SHI MIN LEAD A CLASS OF 25? ALONE?!?! but yes i did dat,1 man show for all 3 days..even th0 they say the facilitation will haf another SL from shl..but dun haf-.- but dats day 3 & im on day 1 sooo~
led the team, initially super bad c0z i lead them ard but den never play any games coz all full,super demoralised c0z every other team is playing so happily wif shrieks & laughter den ours so solemn..=( but den after lunch my team warmed up & we played games & g0t better^^
DAY 2!!
somemore games, den i led alone again,den after dat we had SAS cheers, which i learnt on dat day-.- i learn lia0 den teach,like immediately!! but its so super fun & im super de duper crazy 0ver the cheers & over everything ab0ut the FOP EXCEPT!! EXCEPT THE DOMINO THINGIE!! sucks 2 the max.
den after games had tug-of-war which SAS g0t in 2nd & desm0nd piggie backed me wakaka! c0z im short den i was jumping ar0und trying 2 see then yeshen & desmond suggested piggie back,but s0 paiseh c0z after i kena piggie back whole of SAS moved den all the year1s looking at me..so paiseh!! somemore i SL..haix=( but thanks desmond!! hahas desmond & yeshen very caring sia!! keep asking me whether i can see & they were willing 2 gif up their places so i can see better,but i could see so it was 0k^^
after tug-of-war den we learn cheers..HAHA^^ i abit 4gt the fl0w le laaaa~
so anyway~ the SAS cheer was great,super fun & I L0VE IT!! hahas i dunn0 la its juz super fun ok?!
DAY3!!
day 3 starting i was posted 2 the facilitation class W46A 2 facilitate dat year1 class,teach them the basics,facis getting lazy,i taught them how 2 cheat anyway..teach them 2 kope ppt,teach them 2 sit at side so can msn~ really wad,dis is wad they will n0e anyway~
after dat went back 2 home base,take attendance den practise cheer as a whole SAS..super happy!!
den after dat oso practise the dumb warcry & the domino ripple or something,dumb c0z SL actually dun need 2 participate but c0z 0f the nice attendance, we had 2 j0in..super hot sia the lawn there
after dat a small group of us ran off 2 buy bubble tea^^ gj best,keep playing wif the pearl-.- hahahas^^ den michelle bought me milk tea!! thanks girl!! i haven pay her back hahas^^
after dat went back up 2 the lawn where we had our cheers & performances by the vari0us scho0ls..0MG SAS W0N DIS YEAR!! super happy,shrieked like crazy,jumped like crazy,left my food there where it consequently gt thr0wn away c0z i think the cleaners th0ught its n01 de..
0mg im s0 happy!! SAS W0N!! but the other scho0ls sure were great as well!! & as long as we enjoy ourselves,dats the most important part^^
really l0ve FOP..i wanna haf FOP 4ever!!
*ps:side note-i cut my hair!! yay!!^^
Monday, April 20, 2009
orientation was great but i'll update abt it some other day,perhaps in sch when im slacking ard ba..
how m i feeling rite now? i feel like mulan when she was singing something abt her reflection nt showing how she was inside etc,except im nt pretty like her
Look at me
I will never pass for a perfect bride
Or a perfect daughter
Can it be
I'm not meant to play this part?
Now I see
That if I were truly to be myself
I would break my fam'ly's heart
Who is that girl I see
Staring straight
Back at me?
Why is my reflection someone
I don't know?
Somehow I cannot hide
Who I am
Though I've tried
When will my reflection show
Who I am inside?
When will my reflection show
Who I am inside?
how m i feeling rite now? i feel like mulan when she was singing something abt her reflection nt showing how she was inside etc,except im nt pretty like her
Look at me
I will never pass for a perfect bride
Or a perfect daughter
Can it be
I'm not meant to play this part?
Now I see
That if I were truly to be myself
I would break my fam'ly's heart
Who is that girl I see
Staring straight
Back at me?
Why is my reflection someone
I don't know?
Somehow I cannot hide
Who I am
Though I've tried
When will my reflection show
Who I am inside?
When will my reflection show
Who I am inside?
Wednesday, April 15, 2009
yea~ 2day is the 14th of april!! whee~~
s0,
HAPPY BIRTHDAE DUMB PAMELA & TONY!!
yeps their bdae same day,coolness riite? but pamela b0rn a few h0urs earlier or something i think..
hahas hey the 2 of u~ really thank u 4 being my frenz!! wakaka & standing me la,i n0e im nt easy 2 stand^^
happy bdae!! enjoy urselves!! l0ve ya both!!
&&&& super belated bdae 2 jaslyn!! im s0rrie girl,i 0ni remembered it 0n the 8th but den its like 1 day late & super insincere..s0rrie!! h0pe u enj0yed ur bdae!! l0ve ya girlie!!
s0,
HAPPY BIRTHDAE DUMB PAMELA & TONY!!
yeps their bdae same day,coolness riite? but pamela b0rn a few h0urs earlier or something i think..
hahas hey the 2 of u~ really thank u 4 being my frenz!! wakaka & standing me la,i n0e im nt easy 2 stand^^
happy bdae!! enjoy urselves!! l0ve ya both!!
&&&& super belated bdae 2 jaslyn!! im s0rrie girl,i 0ni remembered it 0n the 8th but den its like 1 day late & super insincere..s0rrie!! h0pe u enj0yed ur bdae!! l0ve ya girlie!!
Saturday, April 11, 2009
yes~ its finally time 2 bl0g
im sorrie i really no mood 2 blog ab0ut camp/china trip/chalet
mainly c0z camp was fun but i didnt haf time 2 spend wif my dearies RP pe0ple
china trip was fun but its too lengthy~
chalet i fell sick wif fever,cough,sore throat,diarrhea,constant tummy problems which haf been bothering me since year 1 [im year 2 now btw^^]
2day woke up early 2 g0 2 jacobs place 4 classes,leanne de classes
late as usual,juz reached yishun interchange ard there when weiloong called me asking me where i was
he oso waiting 4 854 so met him den BAM there,late la=(
spoke about random stuff on the bus,den reached
broke up into teams,4 the classes & 4 lunch
decided on pizza,oni ate 1 piece
the ending bit was quite funny
c0z i saw weiloong wif an equally small piece so decided 2 challenge c who eat faster la
den we pop our pizza bits into our mouth den CHEW CHEW CHEW
luke super sian dia0=p
den michelle came into the "kitchen" oso,the tap there la,den she wanna talk den we keep signalling 4 her 2 wait c0z we still chewing..den FINALLY!! I W0N!!
no la,weiloong won l0r..hmph..not gentlemanly..HAHA!! but nvm,was fun getting rid of dat last pizza slice
den after dat did discussion,& skit hahas..SO RP STYLE CAN?! i believe all the transfers can present well in RP..jiayou dears^^
den went sharing at far east abt easter service~
wif shareen & emily,desmond & yeshen
shared 2 a few,not bad^^
den dinnered wif desmond & yeshen
tell u,the 2 of them,i can really sense the kind of "shepherd-sheep"-y love from them..they were ex shepherd & sheep
desmond really takes care of yeshen & yeshen really like a kid 2 desmond la!! desmond like big korkor/papa,desmond like small didi/kid
hahahas^^
tell u all something,yeshen cannot eat spicy/sour food..den he c the orange sitting on the plate,den he itchy hand g0 & take & eat,den he make a very funny face den he spat it 0ut..den desmond,sitting opposite him,looked at him,said "aiyo" den pat pat his head..HAHA SO SWEET CAN?! hahas..really can feel their closeness & their brotherly love l0r!!
hahas & the 2 of them bought slippers..funny la!!
yups dat sorta concludes my day
my nicenice day spent wif my lovely RP dearies^^
hope 2 make it 2 easter service..heehee^^
& yes,miracle of miracles,IM STILL AWAKE!! hahas^^
im sorrie i really no mood 2 blog ab0ut camp/china trip/chalet
mainly c0z camp was fun but i didnt haf time 2 spend wif my dearies RP pe0ple
china trip was fun but its too lengthy~
chalet i fell sick wif fever,cough,sore throat,diarrhea,constant tummy problems which haf been bothering me since year 1 [im year 2 now btw^^]
2day woke up early 2 g0 2 jacobs place 4 classes,leanne de classes
late as usual,juz reached yishun interchange ard there when weiloong called me asking me where i was
he oso waiting 4 854 so met him den BAM there,late la=(
spoke about random stuff on the bus,den reached
broke up into teams,4 the classes & 4 lunch
decided on pizza,oni ate 1 piece
the ending bit was quite funny
c0z i saw weiloong wif an equally small piece so decided 2 challenge c who eat faster la
den we pop our pizza bits into our mouth den CHEW CHEW CHEW
luke super sian dia0=p
den michelle came into the "kitchen" oso,the tap there la,den she wanna talk den we keep signalling 4 her 2 wait c0z we still chewing..den FINALLY!! I W0N!!
no la,weiloong won l0r..hmph..not gentlemanly..HAHA!! but nvm,was fun getting rid of dat last pizza slice
den after dat did discussion,& skit hahas..SO RP STYLE CAN?! i believe all the transfers can present well in RP..jiayou dears^^
den went sharing at far east abt easter service~
wif shareen & emily,desmond & yeshen
shared 2 a few,not bad^^
den dinnered wif desmond & yeshen
tell u,the 2 of them,i can really sense the kind of "shepherd-sheep"-y love from them..they were ex shepherd & sheep
desmond really takes care of yeshen & yeshen really like a kid 2 desmond la!! desmond like big korkor/papa,desmond like small didi/kid
hahahas^^
tell u all something,yeshen cannot eat spicy/sour food..den he c the orange sitting on the plate,den he itchy hand g0 & take & eat,den he make a very funny face den he spat it 0ut..den desmond,sitting opposite him,looked at him,said "aiyo" den pat pat his head..HAHA SO SWEET CAN?! hahas..really can feel their closeness & their brotherly love l0r!!
hahas & the 2 of them bought slippers..funny la!!
yups dat sorta concludes my day
my nicenice day spent wif my lovely RP dearies^^
hope 2 make it 2 easter service..heehee^^
& yes,miracle of miracles,IM STILL AWAKE!! hahas^^
Friday, April 3, 2009
Thursday, April 2, 2009
am back from china.
wow.
every1's telling me h0w w0nderful the chalet was[which i missed]
& how great dat day after service was[when they played games which i like]
& my phone spoilt so all e sms dat was sent 2 me is all in the other phone c0z it saves in phone but now spoilt so i totally dunn0 wad ppl send 2 me & i dunn0 who send 2 me
w0rds
w0rdsw0rdsw0rds
means so much 2 me
i hope u all will send me the smses again
but probably most ppl wont even n0tice dis post
wow.
every1's telling me h0w w0nderful the chalet was[which i missed]
& how great dat day after service was[when they played games which i like]
& my phone spoilt so all e sms dat was sent 2 me is all in the other phone c0z it saves in phone but now spoilt so i totally dunn0 wad ppl send 2 me & i dunn0 who send 2 me
w0rds
w0rdsw0rdsw0rds
means so much 2 me
i hope u all will send me the smses again
but probably most ppl wont even n0tice dis post
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