This is a random blogpost but I've been looking at the "On this day" thing through facebook which reminds you what happened (if any) years ago on this very day.
It's almost always poly period because that was when I was active on FB. And honestly speaking, I really miss poly times. I miss my poly clique. I miss Ruth. I miss my church friends. I miss church camp so fucking much (FYI, because this period happens to be church camp period years ago and I seriously cant stop missing church camp). I miss being happy. I miss being carefee. I miss having the freedom to be myself. I REALLY REALLY miss church camps. Where all the people I love from church are all together and we end up tonning because we are doing heart-to-heart talks with each other. Oh goodness. I miss people who are no longer close to me but will always carry a special place in my heart. (Hi deanna, including you and ZG kay!)
Like I mentioned, poly clique, church clique, and random people here and there.
Life hasn't been very good to me emotionally. Since last year around Dec it's kinda been down and never really went up. It's like one thing after another. I am tired. I have no right to complain because my job is fine and my boss is great, but I am tired. From everything else. Emotionally it hasn't been fun. My sister's problem, my mum's quarel w my sis, my mum's knee injury.
Personally I am also financially REALLY tight. But really thankful to people around me and to God.
Jehovah Jireh (:
Don't know what else I wanna say too. I miss the old me.
