tears after tears after tears

i love you to death. but i really hate being forced. stop forcing things onto me. if your religion was awesome i would have converted long ago.

also, stop asking me to stop eating meat and being so fucking passive aggressive. you're a fucking man, act like one. stop using low tricks and manipulating my fucking emotions when u know your words can hurt me. thats why  choose to hide behind the screen and use your hurtful words.

and say stuff like u're thinking abt our future. thats a laugh and a half. fyi bro, u're just being fucking selfish and thinking about YOUR future.

have u ever thought about and considered my feelings? in one word, NO.

i love you. but stop forcing me.

i CHOSE christianity. and the fact that i chose it myself means i really wanted it. stop saying im the only christian in the family and my parents would be happier if i converted 2 ur religion. my parents are happy if im happy they are not like YOU AND HER.

also, pls dont assume that if i didnt convert to christianity i would have converted 2 ur religion. no such link bastard.

too bad i fucking love u. dats why im the one crying myself to slp while u can juz shoot me and go slp peacefully.

i wish u could have my heart for a day. feel what it fucking feels like.

sometimes i wish someone would just kill me.