been so long since i last blogged.

new job, new environment.

really miss kumon, but at the same time this job is awesome as well. great bosses and colleagues. i can learn alot here.

however i still go to work with a feeling of dread cuz im always afraid i gotta call. i stutter when i call and mind blank.

complain to you, and all you say is u work there for awhile alr shouldnt you be used 2 it etc? i want comforting words when im down, not only when we're feeling happy etc. comforting words are so easy when u're happy. but when im down, u always kick me. why?

you say love. yet what i feel sometimes is control.

dnt control me, im not a pet. love me, im human,