Is love supposed 2 hurt so badly?
people around me who are attached, some seem really happy, some seem in similar situations as me. not entirely similar, but still.

i thought this love would last like for FOREVER. after all its already been 1year2months (almost) since we first gt 2gether.
been through so much alr, bt the main problem remains. because im only willing to compromise up to a certain point but he wants fully convert.
and not only that, he wants to buy over his own house. i want my own NEW house. a house to call my own, not a room to call my own.


but it hurts so bad, i dont wanna break. end of the day he's the last person i think of when i sleep and the first i think of when i wake
(even when im half awake i asked my mum whr he was.)

why does love hurt so bad? i thought it was supposed 2 conquer everthing.