Monday, October 31, 2011

我知道了。我对你来说就只是一个普通朋友。好朋友都不是。所以很容易就把我忘掉。
那你以前说的话都是假的吗?
我很笨。我真得真的很笨。
i know i should, but im unable to. knowing does not equate to being able to.

Friday, October 14, 2011

tell me what i am, because i feel like im weak and lousy.

Sunday, October 9, 2011

Why Women Cry

A little boy asked his mother, "Why are you crying?" "Because I'm a woman," she told him.

"I don't understand," he said. His Mom just hugged him and said, "And you never will."

Later the little boy asked his father, "Why does mother seem to cry for no reason?"

"All women cry for no reason," was all his dad could say.

The little boy grew up and became a man, still wondering why women cry.

Finally he put in a call to God. When God got on the phone, he asked, "God, why do women cry so easily?"

God said, "When I made the woman she had to be special.

I made her shoulders strong enough to carry the weight of the world,

yet gentle enough to give comfort.

I gave her an inner strength to endure childbirth and the rejection that many times comes from her children.

I gave her a hardness that allows her to keep going when everyone else gives up, and take care of her family through sickness and fatigue without complaining.

I gave her the sensitivity to love her children under any and all circumstances, even when her child has hurt her very badly.

I gave her strength to carry her husband through his faults and fashioned her from his rib to protect his heart.

I gave her wisdom to know that a good husband never hurts his wife, but sometimes tests her strengths and her resolve to stand beside him unfalteringly.

And finally, I gave her a tear to shed. This is hers exclusively to use whenever it is needed."

"You see my son," said God, "the beauty of a woman is not in the clothes she wears, the figure that she carries, or the way she combs her hair.

The beauty of a woman must be seen in her eyes, because that is the doorway to her heart - the place where love resides."

Author: Unknown

Wednesday, October 5, 2011

ok major headache going on. especially since 2morrow is work at the lab instead of kumon and i really kinda hate it=(

like very stressed. and i always hated first few weeks of work ANYWAY. like i cant cope well.

anyway 2day at work it was cui cuz i gt so pissed off wif my colleague. like a seriously?? can u BE HELPFUL FOR ONCE? totally pissed me off. not helping dat i slowly gt a headache and den hadta endure her CHATTERING. seriously. u dun do work its fine wif me, but dun CHATTER AT MY SIDE WHEN IM TRYING 2 DO WORK!!

and oso, telling the new colleague dat u help out in math and english? like OH-EM-GEE SERIOUSLY?! DATS NEW TO ME!! u help? u're more hindrance than help u'kno.

bt its ok. im leaving soon. im gonna miss the kids and the work, minus the colleague. 2 to b exact. bt ohwell. i've made the choice. the spur-of-the-moment choice. thinking back even before i signed i was having second thoughts. why the f did i sign it then?!

ok headache making me very pissed and in a totally not good mood. stay clear.