Today is a winding road that's taking me to places that I didn't want to go
Whoa (whoa, whoa, whoa)
Today in the blink of an eye I'm holding on to something and I do not know why
I tried

I tried to read between the lines
I tried to look in your eyes
I want a simple explanation
For what I'm feeling inside
I gotta find a way out
Maybe there's a way out

Your voice was the soundtrack of my summer
Do you know you're unlike any other?
You'll always be my thunder, and I said
Your eyes are the brightest of all the colors
I don't wanna ever love another
You'll always be my thunder
So bring on the rain
And bring on the thunder

Today is a winding road
Tell me where to start and tell me something I don't know
Whoa (whoa, whoa, whoa)
Today I'm on my own
I can't move a muscle and I can't pick up the phone
I don't know (I don't know, I don't know, I don't know)

And now I'm itching for the tall grass
And longing for the breeze
I need to step outside
Just to see if I can breathe
I gotta find a way out
Maybe theres a way out

Yeah I'm walking on a tightrope
I'm wrapped up in vines
I think we'll make it out
But you just gotta give me time
Strike me down with lightning
Let me feel you in my veins
I wanna let you know how much I feel your pain

Today is a winding road that's taking me to places that I didn't want to go
Whoa

Your voice was the soundtrack of my summer
Do you know you're unlike any other?
You'll always be my thunder, and I said
Your eyes are the brightest of all the colors
I don't wanna ever love another
You'll always be my thunder
So bring on the rain
And bring on the thunder, and I said
Your voice was the soundtrack of my summer
Do you know you're unlike any other?
You'll always be my thunder
So bring on the rain
Oh baby bring on the pain
And listen to the thunder




suddenly thought of this song when i was working. i liike this song!! i dun haf this song tho=( hahas. but me like!!(:

hahas. okays dats so random.


another randoms. when i answer u; either on sms or on msn; and my answer is like "ok." or smt, wif oni ONE fullstop, it means im not shuang. ok? this is so random. bt i juz felt like saying it 0ut. and i feel like privating my blog. but i wont.



your voice was the soundtrack of my summer♥

SUNDAY WAS WORK AT CHAN BROTHERS FAIR!! was totally fun. max. HAHA!!
basically my job is 2 guide de mascots around and gif 0ut sweets, toys, wadever nots la.

and its totally fun cuz i dun even need 2 work all the way from 9 till 9. its like half an hour we go 0ut, another half an hour de other batch of mascots go out. so fun! so everytime there are mascots 0ut thr. bt its not always us. plus since we cant keep track of time v well, we didnt really follow the time plan. so we juz happy happy go 0ut, come back other team take over. and the room is so comfy!!(:


eileen and elvis were the mascots while alena and i were the chaperons. means we take care of them etc. hahas. especially eileen. and another guy ricky was the kangaroo mascot.

de guys were lucky cuz they could still see!! but eileen couldnt see properly cuz de mouth area was too small and too low. so we had 2 guide her around and its like SUPER funny. everytime we left her alone she just STANDS THERE. never move. later step on kids or smt how? so she'll literally stand there, once in awhile figet. HAHAHAHAHA!!

elvis keep jumping around l0r. small boy. den step on alena de foot and made it red. HAHAHAHAHA!! after dat a pram ran over alena's foot and elvis was holding onto her cuz she was balancing on 1 foot and i was like "ELVIS! U STEPPED ON HER AGAIN?!" den he's like "NONO!! A PRAM ROLLED OVER HER FOOT!!" HAHAHAHAHA!! classic man(:

was really fun! de kids. omg. so superly cute cans!! all keep wanting 2 hug eileen cuz she's in de cutest mascot. de 2 cutest boyboys hugged her like dozens of times. and 1 of them fell down while running away. while standing up he was like looking at the mascots AGAIN!! cute max. super duper!!(:


PICTURES!!

this is the mascots in the mascots outfit wif us; the chaperons, in the chan brothers polo tee

and this is all of us, as how we are! HAHAHAHA!!

ok all in all i had tons of fun!(:

i put this on fb and cuz i wanna REMEMBER it, so im putting it on my blog!(:

i miss: genting; kl; jumpshot; swimming; jogging; sentosa; xiaolongbao; chicken wings; nasi briyani; clarke quay bridge; cookies and cream icecream; prata; mcb; genetics; genomics; psychology; rdna; singing in the bath; chomp chomp; lagoon; cycling; bbq; chalet; random tonning at airport; polaroids; cinnamon melts; taupoks; PUB attachment; taiwan; wuzhen.
dats a total of 30things!♥

me: i gt craving 4 xlb.
ruth: HAHAHAHA! Xlb? Xia lan bing? Cock face :x HAHAHAHA! :p


ruth arh ruthhhh. HAHAHAHAHAHA!♥

Walk away if you want to
It's okay, if you need to
You can run but you can never hide
From the shadow that's creepin' up beside you

There's a magic runnin' through your soul
But you can't have it all

(Whatever you do)
I'll be two steps behind you
(Wherever you go)
And I'll be there to remind you
That it only takes a minute of your precious time
To turn around, I'll be two steps behind
Yeah, yeah

Take the time to think about it
Just walk the line, you know you just can't fight it
Take a look around and see what you can find
Like the fire that's burnin' up inside me
{ From: http://www.elyrics.net/read/d/def-leppard-lyrics/two-steps-behind-lyrics.html }

There's a magic runnin' through your soul
But you can't have it all

(Whatever you do)
I'll be two steps behind you
(Wherever you go)
And I'll be there to remind you
That it only takes a minute of your precious time
To turn around, I'll be two steps behind
Hey yeah, ohh

There's a magic runnin' through your soul
But you, you can't have it all

(Whatever you do)
I'll be two steps behind you
(Wherever you go)
And I'll be there to remind you
That it only takes a minute of your precious time
To turn around, I'll be two steps behind
Yeah, baby
Two steps behind
Oh, sugar
Two steps behind













i cant wait till i find someone who really makes me feel like this song comes to life; and has real meaning. till when i can pinpoint dat "when i look back i see _____" whoever it is.

and frankly speaking. im kinda tired of everything.

feeling kinda down thus this weird blogpost. chanbros fair work will be on another blogpost. cuz when u're feeling down thr's no way u can excitedly describe hw much fun u haf cuz it wont seem like sincere.



anyway. i really dunno wad 2 say. and i really dunno wad 2 do. and i really dunno wad 2 think and feel and everything.



i've submitted the nus application form bt i juz cant help bt feel dat this ISNT wad i wanna do. sure i wanna learn those gene gene biobio stuffs. but i oni wanna learn for the sake of learning. for the FUN of learning. nt cuz im gonna do it in the future. i wanna be a dolphin trainer for goodness sake.



and wad 2 do? my future seems bleak.



i've been a bitch 2 some people around me. and i dunno how 2 respond actually oso.
its kinda sad actually.
i dun reply person a, person b doesnt reply me, person c and i aren't talking.

i stand by my own feeling dat im in the wrong (duh) but im not FULLY in the wrong, tho im not saying its the other party's fault. its juz dat, i dunno.

lotsa randoms!!(:

sickie!! ok. after de drinking session larh!!=( hahahahas. bt its ok, at least i had fun. so its a fair exchange(:

saw doc yesterday, and she was like asking me whether i ate alot of cny goodies.

den i paiseh 2 tell her its from ALCOHOL.

so i told her i ate alot of bakua. which is TRUE but it aint de main reason why im like dat, u'kno.

anyway. after seeing doc went 2 work and realised dat siti was ALSO AS SICK AS ME and she kinda lost her voice. my voice changed while she lost her voice. bt it slowly came back so i didnt haf 2 be the only 1 doing the talking 2 students. WHEWWWWWWWW. *wipes brow*

AND THEN 2day i was supposed 2 go work. supposed 2 reach at 930am. and i woke up at 8am but went back 2 slp cuz i thought rest awhile ma. cuz i woke up in de middle of de night at 3plus coughing my lungs 0ut.

eventually managed 2 get back 2 slp at about. 345am? around thr la. dats y i overslept. and i literally rushed 2 work. was trying 2 hail a cab but no cabs. somemore gt like 2 people waiting ALREADY. ok nvm. bus came. i ran ALLLLLLLLLL the way up 2 kumon and panting like some mad dog. couldnt even open de metal grilles thing. mr toh had 2 come 0ut and open 4 me while im so breathless i couldnt even thank him.

rushed 2 sign in and den meixiang was thr smiling at me once i rushed in. HAHA. i guess i made a grand entrance=D

den i realised dat they thought i wasnt coming cuz i was hacking like mad yesterday. haix. i should haf asked 4 mc rite? anyway. cuz i thought siti oso so sick. imagine all take leave jiu = die wad. see i so nice.

i still cant really detach myself enough 2 quit. tho i keep saying I WANNA QUIT cuz i wanna do things before i go into uni/work fulltime, but still.

will miss some of the kids luhh.

tho some can go die=D (btw i've been reading kidsgivemehope and 4 de life of me i cant imagine how de future generation can be OH-SO-CUTE when i've gt this extremely rude girl here at whr i work.

okayy. but im happy 2day cuz i was talking 2 fav kid's brother and one of de 1st things he said was "u lost ur voice ah?" tho its juz really my voice changed. but im happy cuz they realised=D HAHA. 2day was quite a gd day=D

OF COURSE, other den all de stress of rushing 2 work, of having awfully bad diarrhea but cant shit at work, and of atrocious coughing.

hahas. in de end didnt usher cuz i was feeling too bad. plus drowsy. i think its de sickness dats making me drowsy cuz it cant be the meds. i didnt eat de drowsy meds.

ok. work 2morrow from 9 till 9. siaoness. muz reach at 745. mad people. meeting eileen at 645 at yishun mrt. really wonder whether i'll like get up in time anot. kinda worried. setting 2 alarms didnt wake me 2day!!

ok anyway. i ate like CUP NOODLES 4 dinner. how unappetizing =( wanted 2 crack an egg in but the egg's like from dinosaur age or smt. so decided not 2. jiejie bought back some mochi 4 me!! loves(:

AND MUMMY'S COMING BACK SOOOOOOOON!! thinking of going airport fetch her sia. & i needa faster do my uni application thing. really very scared actually. if i dun submit de nus 1 on time i'll like really hate myself 4 life.

i noe i might not be able 2 get in but if i dun submit it in time im like totally giving myself a 0% chance. u'kno. like if i submit mayb i'll haf like 2% chance. ok. random figure. hahas

gotta do de ntu 1 as well. i think i stand a higher chance of getting into ntu. tho 2 be honest i really cant see myself getting into either of the unis. i dunno why. its like i feel im nt good enough. bt im gonna submit application anyway!

and im tired. nites(:

randoms!

in a card deanna once wrote 2 me; when i was in despo mode!! HAHA!!

"Your prince told me he was late. So keep waiting and punish him for being late when he shows up!"

so sweeeeet of her♥ loveloves!(: