i dreamt i was married. HAHAHA!! totally omg. but totally wants. HAHAHA!!

(:

if you DONT like it when people dont reply u/reply u SLOW/LATE; den for goodness sake, reply when confirmation has been given! dont you think we deserve 2 get acknowledgement dat u haf received our reply; dat we bothered 2 reply etc?

and oso. seriously. whr's the communication? or is thr no communication?

i told u alr when u asked me. den afew days later some1 else asks me. den i told her i alr told u and she said u didnt tell her. den best. u come update me abt something dat i alr SPECIFICALLY said i cant go. oh pls. is this how you make people feel welcome/remembered? wad i feel is u simply mass send. SERIOUSLY. leave me 0ut ok? JUZ FREAKING LEAVE ME OUT. I DONT WANNA BE INFORMED ABT ANY DAMN THING.

juz like how everything seems clearer after the rain; i always felt dat things always looked better after a good cry; a goodnites sleep and comfy clothes

but i dun think its gonna help much. how can it; when i've been battling this for more than a year? all the cries; goodnites sleeps; comfy clothes havent helped. and i dun think they ever would.

HAPPY BDAE DEAREST RUTH PUA!♥
my dumbdumb!!(:

juz thought 2 update a short 1; specially 4 pamela and tony cuz they're 2 crazy peeps.

yesterday nite at midnight i received a call from pam asking me whether free anot. so i thought talk. den i said ok. she ask me go downstairs my block. cuz tony fetch pam from work or smt. den biked over 2 my house downstairs 2 nua. so i went down & nua wif them from abt 12 till 1(:

i dunno how we managed 2 nua so long cuz i haf absolutely no idea wad we talked abt. i do remember saying one day go drinking leh and they both reactions so huge. o.0 i feeling down marh.

anyway. den decided 2 meetup 4 brekkie 2day morning cuz we all 3 gt work ma. so met at chongpang mac. tony bike over 2 fetch me 1st. den after dat he bike pam 2 work den he go work.

anyway! mummy and papa go malaysia alr.

me: i miss ma

sis: ALREADY?!

HAHAHAHAHAHA!! yea i miss my mummy loads alr!!=(

1day i'll go. cuz sometimes i feel like i cant take it anymore. Dont treat me like a toy;pushing me around. I haf feelings too ok.

thought 2 update since i haven updated in eons

anyway! on saturday i went 0ut wif 2 grps of people dat i love!!=D

tings cg and my clique(:

tings cg we were supposed 2 go kiteflying, but in de end didnt=(

but nonetheless we gt a SUPER DUPER good catchup; wif craps and lotsa eating.

astons den fruit tarts at hans den carls junior. HAHAHAHAHA!! (i didnt eat fruit tart cuz i was too full from astons)

den after dat went 2 cherilyn house 2 surprise her for her bdae; planned by jasper. was nice seeing them again!!(:

and den sunday was ushering. i didnt wanna usher initially cuz i was tired of serving; tired of everything church related. yes. i am. but still. qiulian told me smt which made me v touched. she said there was once when i was ushering and she wasnt & when she saw my smile she felt so happy. so i guess dat was wad made me say ok 2 ushering on easter service. hahas. serious. i really didnt feel like ushering

den on sunday itself i reached before sarah they all so i went 2 image side 1st. hair and makeup. OMGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG I MUST GUSH ABT THIS. HAHAHA!! gushed 2 cheryl alr.

de guy who help me do eye makeup is SOOOOOOOOOOOOOO CHARMING!! (note:serious guys are v charming 2 me)

OH-SO-CHARMING!! HAHAHAHA!! ok. i'll stop. but seriously!!! verily charming

ok! work later. sorta kinda bored. actually no la. its very superly bored. i dun feel like continuin much longer. see my uni application results 1st lor='( im really v scared abt dat lor.