i decided 2 change e size of my font 2 large instead of using normal coz large is easier on the eye..rp is bad enough 4 e usage of laptops everyday..i dun wanna spoil ppl's eyes more by making them squint 2 c e words hahas^^
anyway the thing is i haf juz realised dat there r ppl who care and worrie alot about me..w/o telling me at all..& when i found out..not from them..i was really shocked,stunned and really touched..truthfully i noe they care alot..i juz didn't think they cared DAT much..i thought 2 them im juz a girl who needs 2 b cared 4 coz im like a little girl..but i think its much more than that..they care because they WANT to..not because they HAVE to..& dat speaks alot..
in fact 1 of the people whom i noe who cares and worries alot about me..in fact im quite..how 2 say..not protective,but i do care about her alot as well..i dunno her character juz attracts me..for the last time..im not a lesbian so stop entertaining those thoughts ok? i noe most of u dun but im saying this so nobody will even think about it coz some1 in my class says im a les..EX-CUUSE ME?! what if i said u seem 2 haf a gay partner 2 me as well?!
anyway..i realised dat i haf alot of ppl worrying about me..& i dun wanna worrie u all..i never knew i was worrying u all..i noe some reasons y u all r so worried & im seriously very touched..coz i never thought much about the stuff..until some1 opened up my eyes and i realised it..thanks dears..coz i think i was really feeling quite down..den some1 reminded me..coz i said on my msn pm dat i wasnt missed at all..not a single bit..den some1 told me i was..& i realised how many ppl around me take care of me and worrie about me..again not because they HAVE to but because they WANT to..not because they NEED to but because they are WILLING to..
in fact i KNOW i need ppl 2 take care of me..& im eternally grateful to God for placing them in my life..coz i dunno wad i'll do w/o them..
& there is oso a person,aside from this group,whom im taken care of by,& sometimes i take care of her too..its pamela..thaks wor dear..its great 2 haf a kuku fren like u..hahas hope u enjoyed ur 9-11june thingie!! (btw i shall blog about it some other time..when i haf all e pics,both from pams phone & mine,coz im lazy 2 put them im my lappy as of yet:P)
anyway..thanks my dears^^
Friday, June 13, 2008
sandra tagged me wif dis & i guess i haf 2 do it? i did it on email b4 & tell u e truth i rather do it on emails..dat way i can choose who i wanna send 2..& who i dun wanna..coz apparently after some thinking and talking i haf realised some things..im sorrie 4 never noticing it..it dun matter i wont say hahahas^^
01. At which age do you want to get married? HAHA does any1 even wan me?:P i dunno actually..
02. Who is more important to you? Friends or boyfriend? certainly friends!! coz anyway i dun haf boyfriend HAHA but really..confirm FRIENDS
03. Who is/are the person/people you trust most? HAHAHA u gotta b kidding im not naming them..i dunno..wad if some r juz busybodies? coz im pretty much disappointed okiez? but im confirm of some..pamela,joan,joyce etc etc hahas.. IM GONNA MENTION NO MORE NAMES..yes there r some from my class too^^
04. Do you think you have enough confidence? no i have very little self confidence & self esteem
05. What would you do if you saw someone abusing an innocent animal? i dunno i guess it'll make my blood boil..in fact humans r downright horrible..like my sis told me the small animals,the way the ppl skin them for their skin etc..yes im oso human but it dun mean i dun hate those idiots who abuse?
06. Do you believe in seeing rainbow after rain? definitely..coz after the storm there will always b a rainbow and btw did u noe dat we c rainbows as an arch but ppl from planes see it as a WHOLE CIRCLE? interesting huh?^^
07. What is your goal for this year? hmm good question..but confirm i wanna grow more in God..wad else? i dunno
08. Do you believe in eternity love? YES..fairy tale ending-like thing right? happily ever afters? hahas dun all gals believe? rather naive tho but well..haiz..
09. Have you ever broken someone's heart that he/she tried to commit suicide? of course..NOT!! duh im not even attractive
10. What feeling do you love most? happiness..bliss..joy..and e list goes on & on & on.........
11. If one day your best friend and boyfriend quarrel, who will you side with? haha dat'll b the day..i dun haf a boyfriend..pam would haf 2 quarrel by herself hahas sounds funny 2 ME:P
12. List out 5 of your best friends. wow pls dun get insulted ppl..its coz i can oni haf 5 names 2 put..but i love u all..really..hmm..pam,joan,jiamin(yes..my pri school fren whom i never contact anymore..haiz),myra,shawn(my email pal^^)
13. Do you cherish every single friendship of yours? YES,y? do u doubt me?! hahas kidding yes but i realised i have been neglecting some wonderful ppl ard me..im sorrie dears
14. Have u found someone? or Has anyone found u? hahas no im single and EXTREMELY HAPPY ABOUT IT
15. If you were on a ship, your mother and your boyfriend (been together for 2 years) were knocked out of the ship, you only have one life float, who would you throw it to?OF COURSE MY MOM!! she would do the same 4 me..would the boyfriend do it? anyway den again i dun haf so again i cant b throwing 2 no1 when i can save my mom rite? i love my mom anyway..how can i b SO sure even if i had a bf,dat i love him?
16.If your boyfriend were to two-time you, what would you do? HAHAHA goodbye and good riddance! im well rid of him den!!
17. If time were to rewind, when will you want it to be? primary school..primary 5 to be exact..i miss mr chew and my beloved 5a2 hahas..life was so much simpler back den..my desicions revolved around..should i stay back after school 2 play catching or go home 2 sleep? hahahas now THOSE were the days..or whether i should buy the grape mentos or the colourful one? hahas i love having 2 make these kinda desicions:P
18. Have you felt the true meaning of love? u mean other den from God? nopes:P
19. What is your current bluetooth device name? .melissa.
20. Do you prefer hugs or kisses? HUGS..definitely hugs coz hugs r more warm & i can gif hugs 2 ANY1..kisses i cant..but den again i've kissed the table in secondary school and the door in rp..argh..hahas^^
Remove 1 question from the above and add in one personal question.Make a total of 20 questions and tag 8 people.List them out at the end of the post.Notify them at their tagboard that they've been tagged.
PPL I WANNA TAG!!
i cant tag pam rite? sandra tagged her..
JOAN!!
JOYCE!!
VALERIE!!
VIVIEN!!
TINGTING!!
WEILUN!!
MARIAM!!
YUSSOF aka SOFFIE!!
01. At which age do you want to get married? HAHA does any1 even wan me?:P i dunno actually..
02. Who is more important to you? Friends or boyfriend? certainly friends!! coz anyway i dun haf boyfriend HAHA but really..confirm FRIENDS
03. Who is/are the person/people you trust most? HAHAHA u gotta b kidding im not naming them..i dunno..wad if some r juz busybodies? coz im pretty much disappointed okiez? but im confirm of some..pamela,joan,joyce etc etc hahas.. IM GONNA MENTION NO MORE NAMES..yes there r some from my class too^^
04. Do you think you have enough confidence? no i have very little self confidence & self esteem
05. What would you do if you saw someone abusing an innocent animal? i dunno i guess it'll make my blood boil..in fact humans r downright horrible..like my sis told me the small animals,the way the ppl skin them for their skin etc..yes im oso human but it dun mean i dun hate those idiots who abuse?
06. Do you believe in seeing rainbow after rain? definitely..coz after the storm there will always b a rainbow and btw did u noe dat we c rainbows as an arch but ppl from planes see it as a WHOLE CIRCLE? interesting huh?^^
07. What is your goal for this year? hmm good question..but confirm i wanna grow more in God..wad else? i dunno
08. Do you believe in eternity love? YES..fairy tale ending-like thing right? happily ever afters? hahas dun all gals believe? rather naive tho but well..haiz..
09. Have you ever broken someone's heart that he/she tried to commit suicide? of course..NOT!! duh im not even attractive
10. What feeling do you love most? happiness..bliss..joy..and e list goes on & on & on.........
11. If one day your best friend and boyfriend quarrel, who will you side with? haha dat'll b the day..i dun haf a boyfriend..pam would haf 2 quarrel by herself hahas sounds funny 2 ME:P
12. List out 5 of your best friends. wow pls dun get insulted ppl..its coz i can oni haf 5 names 2 put..but i love u all..really..hmm..pam,joan,jiamin(yes..my pri school fren whom i never contact anymore..haiz),myra,shawn(my email pal^^)
13. Do you cherish every single friendship of yours? YES,y? do u doubt me?! hahas kidding yes but i realised i have been neglecting some wonderful ppl ard me..im sorrie dears
14. Have u found someone? or Has anyone found u? hahas no im single and EXTREMELY HAPPY ABOUT IT
15. If you were on a ship, your mother and your boyfriend (been together for 2 years) were knocked out of the ship, you only have one life float, who would you throw it to?OF COURSE MY MOM!! she would do the same 4 me..would the boyfriend do it? anyway den again i dun haf so again i cant b throwing 2 no1 when i can save my mom rite? i love my mom anyway..how can i b SO sure even if i had a bf,dat i love him?
16.If your boyfriend were to two-time you, what would you do? HAHAHA goodbye and good riddance! im well rid of him den!!
17. If time were to rewind, when will you want it to be? primary school..primary 5 to be exact..i miss mr chew and my beloved 5a2 hahas..life was so much simpler back den..my desicions revolved around..should i stay back after school 2 play catching or go home 2 sleep? hahahas now THOSE were the days..or whether i should buy the grape mentos or the colourful one? hahas i love having 2 make these kinda desicions:P
18. Have you felt the true meaning of love? u mean other den from God? nopes:P
19. What is your current bluetooth device name? .melissa.
20. Do you prefer hugs or kisses? HUGS..definitely hugs coz hugs r more warm & i can gif hugs 2 ANY1..kisses i cant..but den again i've kissed the table in secondary school and the door in rp..argh..hahas^^
Remove 1 question from the above and add in one personal question.Make a total of 20 questions and tag 8 people.List them out at the end of the post.Notify them at their tagboard that they've been tagged.
PPL I WANNA TAG!!
i cant tag pam rite? sandra tagged her..
JOAN!!
JOYCE!!
VALERIE!!
VIVIEN!!
TINGTING!!
WEILUN!!
MARIAM!!
YUSSOF aka SOFFIE!!
Monday, June 9, 2008
wah service was great^^ but den again service was always great wad hahas..but the praise & worship was COOL!!
going stay over wif pam at my aunt's house from 9-11june hahas im sure it's gonna b fun..we tryin 2 make every single minute fun hahas:P so i wont b home from the 9-11 june,till around evening of 11june hahas..will not b bringing lappy so if got anything sms me hahas^^
WHEE!! FUN HERE I COME!!
yhope having camp..hahas random-ed..^^
going stay over wif pam at my aunt's house from 9-11june hahas im sure it's gonna b fun..we tryin 2 make every single minute fun hahas:P so i wont b home from the 9-11 june,till around evening of 11june hahas..will not b bringing lappy so if got anything sms me hahas^^
WHEE!! FUN HERE I COME!!
yhope having camp..hahas random-ed..^^
Friday, June 6, 2008
like i said,i was looking thru old emails & yups i went 2 find dis particular email:
Do you still yearn for God when there're so many distractions in this world?
Satan called a worldwide convention of demons.
In his opening address he said,
'We can't keep Christians from going to church.'
'We can't keep them from reading their Bibles and knowing the truth.'
'We can't even keep them from forming an intimate relationship with their saviour.'
'Once they gain that connection with Jesus, our power over them is broken.'
'So let them go to their churches; let them have their covered dish dinners, BUT steal their time, so they don't have time to develop a relationship with Jesus Christ..'
'This is what I want you to do,' said the devil:
'Distract them from gaining hold of their Saviour and maintaining that vital connection throughout their day!'
'How shall we do this?' his demons shouted.
'Keep them busy in the non-essentials of life and invent innumerable schemes to occupy their minds,' he answered.
'Tempt them to spend, spend, spend, and borrow, borrow, borrow.'
'Persuade the wives to go to work for long hours and the husbands to work 6-7 days each week, 10-12 hours a day, so they can afford their empty lifestyles.'
'Keep them from spending time with their children.'
'As their families fragment, soon, their homes will offer no escape from the pressures of work!'
'Over-stimulate their minds so that they cannot hear that still, small voice.'
'Entice them to play the radio or cassette player whenever they drive.' To keep the TV, VCR, CDs and their PCs going constantly in their home and see to it that every store and restaurant in the world plays non-biblical music constantly.'
'This will jam their minds and break that union with Christ.'
'Fill the coffee tables with magazines and newspapers.'
'Pound their minds with the news 24 hours a day.' 'Invade their driving moments with billboards.'
'Flood their mailboxes with junk mail, mail order catalogs, sweepstakes, and every kind of newsletter and promotional offering free products, services and false hopes..'
'Keep skinny, beautiful models on the magazines and TV so their husbands will believe that outward beauty is what's important, and they'll become dissatisfied with their wives. '
'Keep the wives too tired to love their husbands at night.'
'Give them headaches too!
'If they don't give their husbands the love they need, they will begin to look elsewhere.'
'That will fragment their families quickly!'
'Give them Santa Claus to distract them from teaching their children the real meaning of Christmas.'
'Give them an Easter bunny so they won't talk about his resurrection and power over sin and death.'
'Even in their recreation, let them be excessive.'
'Have them return from their recreation exhausted.'
'Keep them too busy to go out in nature and reflect on God's creation. Send them to amusement parks, sporting events, plays, concerts, and movies instead.'
'Keep them busy, busy, busy!'
'And when they meet for spiritual fellowship, involve them in gossip and small talk so that they leave with troubled consciences.'
'Crowd their lives with so many good causes they have no time to seek power from Jesus.'
'Soon they will be working in their own strength, sacrificing their health and family for the good of the cause.'
'It will work!'
'It will work!'
It was quite a plan!
The demons went eagerly to their assignments causing Christians everywhere to get busier and more rushed, going here and there.
Having little time for their God or their families.
Having no time to tell others about the power of Jesus to change lives.
I guess the question is, has the devil been successful in his schemes?
You be the judge!!!!!
Does 'BUSY' mean: B-eing U-nder S-atan's Y-oke?
I don't think I know 10 people who would admit they love Jesus.
Do You Love Him?
Do you still yearn for God when there're so many distractions in this world?
Satan called a worldwide convention of demons.
In his opening address he said,
'We can't keep Christians from going to church.'
'We can't keep them from reading their Bibles and knowing the truth.'
'We can't even keep them from forming an intimate relationship with their saviour.'
'Once they gain that connection with Jesus, our power over them is broken.'
'So let them go to their churches; let them have their covered dish dinners, BUT steal their time, so they don't have time to develop a relationship with Jesus Christ..'
'This is what I want you to do,' said the devil:
'Distract them from gaining hold of their Saviour and maintaining that vital connection throughout their day!'
'How shall we do this?' his demons shouted.
'Keep them busy in the non-essentials of life and invent innumerable schemes to occupy their minds,' he answered.
'Tempt them to spend, spend, spend, and borrow, borrow, borrow.'
'Persuade the wives to go to work for long hours and the husbands to work 6-7 days each week, 10-12 hours a day, so they can afford their empty lifestyles.'
'Keep them from spending time with their children.'
'As their families fragment, soon, their homes will offer no escape from the pressures of work!'
'Over-stimulate their minds so that they cannot hear that still, small voice.'
'Entice them to play the radio or cassette player whenever they drive.' To keep the TV, VCR, CDs and their PCs going constantly in their home and see to it that every store and restaurant in the world plays non-biblical music constantly.'
'This will jam their minds and break that union with Christ.'
'Fill the coffee tables with magazines and newspapers.'
'Pound their minds with the news 24 hours a day.' 'Invade their driving moments with billboards.'
'Flood their mailboxes with junk mail, mail order catalogs, sweepstakes, and every kind of newsletter and promotional offering free products, services and false hopes..'
'Keep skinny, beautiful models on the magazines and TV so their husbands will believe that outward beauty is what's important, and they'll become dissatisfied with their wives. '
'Keep the wives too tired to love their husbands at night.'
'Give them headaches too!
'If they don't give their husbands the love they need, they will begin to look elsewhere.'
'That will fragment their families quickly!'
'Give them Santa Claus to distract them from teaching their children the real meaning of Christmas.'
'Give them an Easter bunny so they won't talk about his resurrection and power over sin and death.'
'Even in their recreation, let them be excessive.'
'Have them return from their recreation exhausted.'
'Keep them too busy to go out in nature and reflect on God's creation. Send them to amusement parks, sporting events, plays, concerts, and movies instead.'
'Keep them busy, busy, busy!'
'And when they meet for spiritual fellowship, involve them in gossip and small talk so that they leave with troubled consciences.'
'Crowd their lives with so many good causes they have no time to seek power from Jesus.'
'Soon they will be working in their own strength, sacrificing their health and family for the good of the cause.'
'It will work!'
'It will work!'
It was quite a plan!
The demons went eagerly to their assignments causing Christians everywhere to get busier and more rushed, going here and there.
Having little time for their God or their families.
Having no time to tell others about the power of Jesus to change lives.
I guess the question is, has the devil been successful in his schemes?
You be the judge!!!!!
Does 'BUSY' mean: B-eing U-nder S-atan's Y-oke?
I don't think I know 10 people who would admit they love Jesus.
Do You Love Him?
whew im SO happy im totally SO HAPPY!! bear wif me hahas im really so happy..& its coz of a few things hahahas..
its all emails btw..hahas im slow lah i still love emailing..i mean i dunno i think msn is more distant lehz..hahas
so anyway lemme start from yesterday:yesterday i was looking thru my yahoo old emails..those i saved etc..den i was looking thru them & i saw alot of emails from ppl whom i really love and appreciate..& they haf helped me thru my secondary school tough times..& i juz missed them SO SO MUCH..3 of them,my beloved email pals..hahas & guess wad? i never c 2 of them b4 hahahas:P 1 isnt even a singaporean lahz hahas^^ i shan't name names hahas
so i missed them so much dat i felt so sad..y did i let wonderful frens like dat juz slip away? i thought i treasured frenships? & they r SO NICE!! so i decided 2 email them hahas:P
so 2day i went 2 my yahoo mailbox 2 check..GUESS WAD?! oh my goodness TWO OUTTA THREE OF THEM REPLIED!! actually e 1 who didn't reply was e 1 whom i emailed e most last time..like EVERYDAY..but den not anymore..haiz..really miss him wor!! oh btw did i 4get 2 say? they r all males..hahas dun think dirty lahz like i said b4 i never c them b4 wad..oni 1 c b4..
wah & they remembered me!! i felt so loved at that point in time..really felt so loved & my heart was like bursting wif joy lahz!! im like bursting wif happiness!!
& dis is oso email but its my hotmail de..hahas JOAN EMAILED ME!! WHOOTS~ i really miss u joan^^ hahas i really enjoy telling u all e lame stuff etc..was fun:P thanks so much wor!!
hahas c? emails aren't dat bad after all,THEY MADE MY DAY
its all emails btw..hahas im slow lah i still love emailing..i mean i dunno i think msn is more distant lehz..hahas
so anyway lemme start from yesterday:yesterday i was looking thru my yahoo old emails..those i saved etc..den i was looking thru them & i saw alot of emails from ppl whom i really love and appreciate..& they haf helped me thru my secondary school tough times..& i juz missed them SO SO MUCH..3 of them,my beloved email pals..hahas & guess wad? i never c 2 of them b4 hahahas:P 1 isnt even a singaporean lahz hahas^^ i shan't name names hahas
so i missed them so much dat i felt so sad..y did i let wonderful frens like dat juz slip away? i thought i treasured frenships? & they r SO NICE!! so i decided 2 email them hahas:P
so 2day i went 2 my yahoo mailbox 2 check..GUESS WAD?! oh my goodness TWO OUTTA THREE OF THEM REPLIED!! actually e 1 who didn't reply was e 1 whom i emailed e most last time..like EVERYDAY..but den not anymore..haiz..really miss him wor!! oh btw did i 4get 2 say? they r all males..hahas dun think dirty lahz like i said b4 i never c them b4 wad..oni 1 c b4..
wah & they remembered me!! i felt so loved at that point in time..really felt so loved & my heart was like bursting wif joy lahz!! im like bursting wif happiness!!
& dis is oso email but its my hotmail de..hahas JOAN EMAILED ME!! WHOOTS~ i really miss u joan^^ hahas i really enjoy telling u all e lame stuff etc..was fun:P thanks so much wor!!
hahas c? emails aren't dat bad after all,THEY MADE MY DAY
Thursday, June 5, 2008
hahahas some pics from challenge ur limits 2..im lazy 2 upload e rest hahas^^
beautiful scenery ah?
another beautiful pic hahahahs
HAHA CLASSIC!! michael carrying the paiseh nehe + injured..his leg dunno wad happened..hope he's feeling better:P
beautiful emily & ugly me HAHAHAHA & ck popped his head in:P
kai en tried 2 kill me..MY PROOF!! hahas
& dis happened 2day when i was talkin 2 yussof aka soffie hahas:P
coz he asked me whether i got go out wif pam den i say 2day got hahas..e msn chat is like dat:
hahas i noe u cant c but its alright i juz wanna show e proof of how silly soffie is hahahas he said"holidays oso pamelaaaaaaa" dunno wads wrong wif him lahz haha he everytime kajiao me say i always go break wif pamela HAHAHA he ah..silly soffie HAHAHA!!:P
& if u enlarge e photo ah u can c im playing neopets HAHAHA pamela influenced me HAHAHA she kept playing so i oso play HAHA^^
beautiful scenery ah?
another beautiful pic hahahahs
HAHA CLASSIC!! michael carrying the paiseh nehe + injured..his leg dunno wad happened..hope he's feeling better:P
beautiful emily & ugly me HAHAHAHA & ck popped his head in:P
kai en tried 2 kill me..MY PROOF!! hahas
& dis happened 2day when i was talkin 2 yussof aka soffie hahas:P
coz he asked me whether i got go out wif pam den i say 2day got hahas..e msn chat is like dat:
hahas i noe u cant c but its alright i juz wanna show e proof of how silly soffie is hahahas he said"holidays oso pamelaaaaaaa" dunno wads wrong wif him lahz haha he everytime kajiao me say i always go break wif pamela HAHAHA he ah..silly soffie HAHAHA!!:P
& if u enlarge e photo ah u can c im playing neopets HAHAHA pamela influenced me HAHAHA she kept playing so i oso play HAHA^^
Wednesday, June 4, 2008
whew sunday was challenge ur limits 2..i had no frenz coming but it was fun all e same
initially our team was 6 ppl & we were liddat 4 3 stations..den emily came^^ so 7
e 7 ppl r:emily,me,ck,michael,nehe,gary,moses
anyway it was fun but im lazy 2 go into detail
so e highlights:nehe leg pain>< & i've got a photo of him getting carried by michael hahas blackmail photo? naw im not DAT mean..mayb? hahas poor nehe:P
& kai en tried 2 kill me wif string..i oso got photo..PROOF!!
hahas & e weather was great!! i didnt get any darker tho..hmph><
going out wif silly pam 2morrow HAHAHAHAHA
will upload e photos next time coz im absolutely lazy now hahas
initially our team was 6 ppl & we were liddat 4 3 stations..den emily came^^ so 7
e 7 ppl r:emily,me,ck,michael,nehe,gary,moses
anyway it was fun but im lazy 2 go into detail
so e highlights:nehe leg pain>< & i've got a photo of him getting carried by michael hahas blackmail photo? naw im not DAT mean..mayb? hahas poor nehe:P
& kai en tried 2 kill me wif string..i oso got photo..PROOF!!
hahas & e weather was great!! i didnt get any darker tho..hmph><
going out wif silly pam 2morrow HAHAHAHAHA
will upload e photos next time coz im absolutely lazy now hahas
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