Our relationship doesnt have issues of cheating. Nor physical abuse.

But basically; it has every other issue.

Tell me once and tell me true, so i can say i'm here for you. Do you love me or do you not?

Am i ever gonna be good enough. Doesnt seem so. Will i ever be first? Doesnt seem so. I dont blame you for putting your mum first. My mum is first in my life too. But why are you always on her side. I need comfort too. I need love too. I need someone who will stand up for me too.

I need someone who doesnt always make me feel small. Worthless. Useless.

Why. Why did u choose me in the first place if im nothing like what you want?


If i ever die, i want a christian funeral.
if i ever get dumped, im never dating again. Im gonna be fucking successful IN MY OWN TERMS. im gonna do what i want.

Sometimes i hate disney. For lying to me about a prince charming. This one spends too much time caring about himself. Where am i in the equation?

Im so stressed recently. I cant even share with you cuz u will just shoot me about everything. Im so stressed. I broke down. Where are you? Im weak. But i need comfort. I need someone to hold me when i fall. Not SCOLD me when i fall.
so so stressed.

I gave my heart. Where's yours in exchange?