2day i had a not bad day(:
it started off way bad,i tell u
since yesterday nite i was very worried ab0ut something.
wont say, but i was worried since afternoon actually
not the point
went 2 work, really down
plus stomachache
so yea=(
the egg sandwich scare caused me 2 buy some choc bread 4 lunch. something dat i wont eat unless im really hungry=(
g0t 2 work & i was SOOOOOOOOOO tired.
physically & mentally
really juz felt like laying my head down on the table & sleeping
cant wad, work juz started. tho i always tell ppl i sleep at work, but the truth is i sleep during my lunch hour.
den anyway
i had bad stomachache
early monring jiu went toilet 2 shit
feels bad=(
anyway was still feeling very down
it g0t worse & worse cuz i keep worrying about it
& den worrie here worrie there
den 大dumb called me during my lunch break & i told him something ELSE dat i was oso down abt, other den wad i was worried abt
after putting down the phone i think i spent like quite awhile juz crying at my table.
lucky my office always little ppl at dat time
sniffing away like some small kid.
crying it 0ut really helps sometimes i think(:
but it wasn't wad caused me 2 be less down
its cuz i wasn't so worried after ____ _______
(:
made me alotalot less worried(:
den after dat yurong came 2 talk 2 me as well, so ok la, gt fren 2 chitchat wif(:
den lalala.
did some work, i need 2 rush my work alr. been too slack=(
den after dat went 2 take bus by myself cuz unno y raymond haven reach back office. usually he send me 2 jurong east inter
while on the bus i received another piece of go0d news which really made me happy too(:
reached yishun.
supposed 2 meet benson de l0r
den called him bt couldn;t hear & he kupped my call
hmph!! how dare he!!
HAHA!!
so sms him l0r, easier ma
he said he'll reach in abt 30mins, & he say sorrie etc la
bt ok de la, i told him i'll wander ard
so i did
went toilet 2 take off my sweater 1st, cuz it was getting warm=(
slowly pack my bag
& den after dat when outside coldstorage, i bumped into mister naggy! aaron!
hahas!
had a nice long chat wif him outside coldstorage
he has attachment, & wont need 2 go sch for sem1
attachment = 4modules
so gd!!
den talk abt random stuffs
hahas time flies when u're catching up wif old frenz(:
after dat i went popular while he went home
was on the way up de escalator when benson called
he reached yishun alr!!
omg
den went down again
later ppl think i play escalator
ahahahhas(:
told him he owe me bigtime, he say he'll treat me dinner as long as its reasonable
bt i eating dinner at home wad(:
so juz pass him his charger
im such a nice girl(:
i offered 2 pei him 4 dinner tho i nt eating
bt he say nvm, think i outside long enough alr(:
so he went off home while i went 2 old chang kee 2 buy chicken wing
*drools*
DELICIOUS!!^^
den went off home
my mama stepped on my foot during dinner time!!
mum: *steps*
me: ow!
mum: *doesn't move her feet*
me: *stares at her*
me: the slipper is still there leh
mum: ya, but u see, i lifted the front
(the front part is whr the slipper was on my foot, so wad she meant was dat she lifted the front so it isnt stepping on me)
-.-
my mama uh, i gt nothing 2 say
(:
& tho i say im happier, but im oni a wee bit happier
not really HAPPIER actually
mayb juz a wee bit less down
sometimes some things dun help
i dunno wad i can do 2 help u
i really feel very useless actually
but
i'll be ur listening ear if u need(:
i promise u can vomit everything out 2 me & i'll listen attentively till u require a response(:
& sometimes, i need a listening ear too(:
& sometimes i wish __ ____ ___.
4 more days of attachment
Wednesday, March 31, 2010
Tuesday, March 30, 2010
2day back 2 work.
went out wif pam yesterday evening-nite & we went 2 eat & went clarke quay
(:
i reallyreallyreally love clarke quay(:
romantic!!
HAHA!!
i went wif all my closeclose frenz b4 i think
went wif pam b4
went wif my dumbs b4
(:
ok la, of course i've got close frenz dat i never go wif but dats not the point
bought a green watch & some bracelets!!(:
expensive tho=( but it's some temporary river market thingie, & the best thing is dat yesterday was its last day there!! yay!!(: & we bought stuffs(:
pam bought 2 shirts & 3 bracelets oso^^
den was off 2 eat our long awaited icecream
heh heh heh
my cookies&cream!!
dumbs!! island creamery?! (:
okies
2day work
morning i'll always pop 2 7-11 & buy something 4 my lunch cuz i dun wanna eat alone
cuz muz walk 2 de coffeeshop which is 1 busstop away, den somemore there always alot of ppl,& u eat alone, super weird
so i always darpau food 2 work
those like biscuits, bread etc
2day i bought egg sandwich
i bought de same thing last week & it was ok tho it sat in my bag till 1.
however 2day uh, the egg sandwich SPOILT!!
it was sour
& i uh, dunno wanna say smartass or wad la, eat 1 big bite alr, not convinced.
so i pluck another big piece & ate it AS WELL.
ok, proved me rite, it IS sour
means spoilt
ate de sides, den throw away de rest=(
so wasteed.
but anyway my stomach wasn't feeling well so it was ok
i early morning went toilet shit sia!!
as if its not enough, i went again during lunch time!!
hmph!!
den i predict queasy stomach again either later 2nite, or 2morrow, cuz of the sandwich
=(
yurong never come sia=( she wasn't online
anyway
lalalas
put something on my communicator (work de)
den benson suddenly communicator-ed me
ask me stuffs, abt my note
den i juz everything BOOM out 2 him
hahas
it feels good 2 let out everything.
actually i didnt let out everything oso
there's still alot of things which cause me 2 b down
was down de whole day, till lunch. lunch after i ate, i slept awhile & after i woke up i felt better(:
den after dat den benson communicator-ed me
& ya l0r, like i said, i juz basically told him why i was down cuz i told him i was down
its super random! cuz im totally NOT close 2 him, i barely noe him & we barely talk
mayb its cuz i juz wanted 2 tell some1
owells
tried my best 2 explain
& found out he's christian too!
ok dats not the point. the point is dat it made it much easier 4 him 2 understand
basically he juz gave me abit of advice & stuffs
& 2morrow g0tta meet him 2 return him his charger
tsk. i said he owe me big time cuz i help him bring back. i think he juz repayed me by listening 2 my rants
owells=(
hahahahahahahas(:
& ya im down ab0ut some stuffs but im real happy ab0ut something too(:
those who noe please kindly keep quiet abt it, xiexie!(:
&, COUNTDOWN 2 GENTING TRIP!!
& mister dao aka dan-yan-pi gt gf alr sio!!
coming along wif us 2 de genting trip
i MUZ see her!! HAHA!! mister dao leh, can attract him, she confirm v nice de or something
g0t de X factor~~
HAHAHAHA
ok i siaosiao already
looking 4ward 2 de genting trip!!
really hope its gonna be fun!! but it already is, cuz its wif my beloved w56k clique!!(:
except some who cannot come.
like sp, dedrick etcs etcs.
=(
but nvm!! im sure we'll haf outings still!!(:
& ce activities!!
hahas sp say he need ce buddy
i need too!!(:
chilli sauce!(:
hahas sp'll understand luh(:
went out wif pam yesterday evening-nite & we went 2 eat & went clarke quay
(:
i reallyreallyreally love clarke quay(:
romantic!!
HAHA!!
i went wif all my closeclose frenz b4 i think
went wif pam b4
went wif my dumbs b4
(:
ok la, of course i've got close frenz dat i never go wif but dats not the point
bought a green watch & some bracelets!!(:
expensive tho=( but it's some temporary river market thingie, & the best thing is dat yesterday was its last day there!! yay!!(: & we bought stuffs(:
pam bought 2 shirts & 3 bracelets oso^^
den was off 2 eat our long awaited icecream
heh heh heh
my cookies&cream!!
dumbs!! island creamery?! (:
okies
2day work
morning i'll always pop 2 7-11 & buy something 4 my lunch cuz i dun wanna eat alone
cuz muz walk 2 de coffeeshop which is 1 busstop away, den somemore there always alot of ppl,& u eat alone, super weird
so i always darpau food 2 work
those like biscuits, bread etc
2day i bought egg sandwich
i bought de same thing last week & it was ok tho it sat in my bag till 1.
however 2day uh, the egg sandwich SPOILT!!
it was sour
& i uh, dunno wanna say smartass or wad la, eat 1 big bite alr, not convinced.
so i pluck another big piece & ate it AS WELL.
ok, proved me rite, it IS sour
means spoilt
ate de sides, den throw away de rest=(
so wasteed.
but anyway my stomach wasn't feeling well so it was ok
i early morning went toilet shit sia!!
as if its not enough, i went again during lunch time!!
hmph!!
den i predict queasy stomach again either later 2nite, or 2morrow, cuz of the sandwich
=(
yurong never come sia=( she wasn't online
anyway
lalalas
put something on my communicator (work de)
den benson suddenly communicator-ed me
ask me stuffs, abt my note
den i juz everything BOOM out 2 him
hahas
it feels good 2 let out everything.
actually i didnt let out everything oso
there's still alot of things which cause me 2 b down
was down de whole day, till lunch. lunch after i ate, i slept awhile & after i woke up i felt better(:
den after dat den benson communicator-ed me
& ya l0r, like i said, i juz basically told him why i was down cuz i told him i was down
its super random! cuz im totally NOT close 2 him, i barely noe him & we barely talk
mayb its cuz i juz wanted 2 tell some1
owells
tried my best 2 explain
& found out he's christian too!
ok dats not the point. the point is dat it made it much easier 4 him 2 understand
basically he juz gave me abit of advice & stuffs
& 2morrow g0tta meet him 2 return him his charger
tsk. i said he owe me big time cuz i help him bring back. i think he juz repayed me by listening 2 my rants
owells=(
hahahahahahahas(:
& ya im down ab0ut some stuffs but im real happy ab0ut something too(:
those who noe please kindly keep quiet abt it, xiexie!(:
&, COUNTDOWN 2 GENTING TRIP!!
& mister dao aka dan-yan-pi gt gf alr sio!!
coming along wif us 2 de genting trip
i MUZ see her!! HAHA!! mister dao leh, can attract him, she confirm v nice de or something
g0t de X factor~~
HAHAHAHA
ok i siaosiao already
looking 4ward 2 de genting trip!!
really hope its gonna be fun!! but it already is, cuz its wif my beloved w56k clique!!(:
except some who cannot come.
like sp, dedrick etcs etcs.
=(
but nvm!! im sure we'll haf outings still!!(:
& ce activities!!
hahas sp say he need ce buddy
i need too!!(:
chilli sauce!(:
hahas sp'll understand luh(:
Sunday, March 28, 2010
You with the sad eyes
don't be discouraged
oh I realize
it's hard to take courage
in a world full of people
you can lose sight of it all
and the darkness inside you
can make you fell so small
But I see your true colors shining through
I see your true colors
and that's why I love you ♥
so don't be afraid to let them show your true colors
true colors are beautiful
like a rainbow
Show me a smile then
don't be unhappy, can't remember
when I last saw you laughing
if this world makes you crazy
and you've taken all you can bear
you call me up
because you know I'll be there ♥
And I'll see your true colors shining through
I see your true colors
and that's why I love you ♥
so don't be afraid to let them show your true colors
true colors are beautiful
like a rainbow
don't be discouraged
oh I realize
it's hard to take courage
in a world full of people
you can lose sight of it all
and the darkness inside you
can make you fell so small
But I see your true colors shining through
I see your true colors
and that's why I love you ♥
so don't be afraid to let them show your true colors
true colors are beautiful
like a rainbow
Show me a smile then
don't be unhappy, can't remember
when I last saw you laughing
if this world makes you crazy
and you've taken all you can bear
you call me up
because you know I'll be there ♥
And I'll see your true colors shining through
I see your true colors
and that's why I love you ♥
so don't be afraid to let them show your true colors
true colors are beautiful
like a rainbow
Saturday, March 27, 2010
seri0usly these few days absolutely no mood 2 blog abt things
so i'll juz blog abt surface random stuffs.
its so much easier u'kno?(:
so anyway at work i've had a couple of random stuffs
once when i was bored & went 2 de toilet (which is 1 level up)
after i came out from the toilet i was playing around, jumping here & there & walking in the sqaures in the tiles
den i saw an uncle looking at me
OMG!! paiseh=(
faster ran off all de way till outside my office
hahahahahas(:
another thing which happened
wanted 2 shit cuz stomach was pain
went 2 de lvl4 toilet
washing
lvl3 toilet is locked, female toilet made into handicapped
went 2 lvl2 toilet
oni 2 cubicles
de 1 i kena was sqaut
lose my "feeling" 2 shit alr
weewee & went back 2 office
& there was something else, another random thing bt i 4gt alr
owells
& dat benson 4gt 2 bring back his charger & its wif me now cuz he seldom comes tohtuck
gotta pass it 2 him someday
& im tired.
bt its more den juz physical tiredness (as i told yurong, physical tiredness is easily remedied with sleep. bt its more den dat.)
& i wan a haircut
gonna drag my mama 2 cut hair wif me sunday!! b4 i meet silly pam ba^^
&, i really cannot bear 2 see all those close 2 me leaving
its almost like all going at 1 go
& seriously its like ALL
ok
outta 4
1 already gone
1 going very soon
1 going sooner or later
1 not yet confirm, muz bug her 4 details
i really bu she de u all
can i juz stay frozen in time?
feel like crying.
update (12:33am, 28march):
its "upgraded" to 5 ppl now
no more please.
no more.
so i'll juz blog abt surface random stuffs.
its so much easier u'kno?(:
so anyway at work i've had a couple of random stuffs
once when i was bored & went 2 de toilet (which is 1 level up)
after i came out from the toilet i was playing around, jumping here & there & walking in the sqaures in the tiles
den i saw an uncle looking at me
OMG!! paiseh=(
faster ran off all de way till outside my office
hahahahahas(:
another thing which happened
wanted 2 shit cuz stomach was pain
went 2 de lvl4 toilet
washing
lvl3 toilet is locked, female toilet made into handicapped
went 2 lvl2 toilet
oni 2 cubicles
de 1 i kena was sqaut
lose my "feeling" 2 shit alr
weewee & went back 2 office
& there was something else, another random thing bt i 4gt alr
owells
& dat benson 4gt 2 bring back his charger & its wif me now cuz he seldom comes tohtuck
gotta pass it 2 him someday
& im tired.
bt its more den juz physical tiredness (as i told yurong, physical tiredness is easily remedied with sleep. bt its more den dat.)
& i wan a haircut
gonna drag my mama 2 cut hair wif me sunday!! b4 i meet silly pam ba^^
&, i really cannot bear 2 see all those close 2 me leaving
its almost like all going at 1 go
& seriously its like ALL
ok
outta 4
1 already gone
1 going very soon
1 going sooner or later
1 not yet confirm, muz bug her 4 details
i really bu she de u all
can i juz stay frozen in time?
feel like crying.
update (12:33am, 28march):
its "upgraded" to 5 ppl now
no more please.
no more.
Friday, March 26, 2010
i haf a nice colleague called raymond(:
he is 35years old.
like double my age
anyway
he is a very nice colleague
tho he often tell me "GET A LIFE!!"
cuz i dun seem 2 haf 1 to him (hey i actually enjoy my lifeless life quite abit ok^^)
bt i've been having cough for goodness noes how many weeks
he bought me fruit dat can make my throat better & yucky bitter ginseng chrysanthemum tea!!(:
xiexie ni much!!
& he bought me ice lemon tea & curry puff dat time(:
eventually didnt eat de puffs so he took it back hahas(:
ok. this is such a random post
im lazy 2 post abt much
2day tings meet me(:
really enjoyed de time like crazy!!(:
he is 35years old.
like double my age
anyway
he is a very nice colleague
tho he often tell me "GET A LIFE!!"
cuz i dun seem 2 haf 1 to him (hey i actually enjoy my lifeless life quite abit ok^^)
bt i've been having cough for goodness noes how many weeks
he bought me fruit dat can make my throat better & yucky bitter ginseng chrysanthemum tea!!(:
xiexie ni much!!
& he bought me ice lemon tea & curry puff dat time(:
eventually didnt eat de puffs so he took it back hahas(:
ok. this is such a random post
im lazy 2 post abt much
2day tings meet me(:
really enjoyed de time like crazy!!(:
Wednesday, March 24, 2010
ahs
been mia for quite some time already hor?
mia from alot of stuff
i could point fingers at my attachment & declare:"its cuz of my attachment!!"
but of course i noe its not entirely true.
tho most of the time it is, but sometimes it really aint
plus i've been really having alot of pms-ish attitudes these few days or even weeks
arghs=(
findin fault wif anything and everything
this isn't good!!
anyways
talking 2 yurong on communicator at work
told her she needed a retreat
i wanna haf 1 too!!
wanna meet my dumbs up & eat island creamery!! heard its fab! i wanna try their cookies&cream!! my fav(:
wanna meet up my craziest bestie ever!
yea, shop till we drop & durian spree!!(:
i noe im being selfish for oni thinking about me,myself and i.
been mia for quite some time already hor?
mia from alot of stuff
i could point fingers at my attachment & declare:"its cuz of my attachment!!"
but of course i noe its not entirely true.
tho most of the time it is, but sometimes it really aint
plus i've been really having alot of pms-ish attitudes these few days or even weeks
arghs=(
findin fault wif anything and everything
this isn't good!!
anyways
talking 2 yurong on communicator at work
told her she needed a retreat
i wanna haf 1 too!!
wanna meet my dumbs up & eat island creamery!! heard its fab! i wanna try their cookies&cream!! my fav(:
wanna meet up my craziest bestie ever!
yea, shop till we drop & durian spree!!(:
i noe im being selfish for oni thinking about me,myself and i.
Tuesday, March 16, 2010
2day was interns trip.
yurong was having fever so couldn't make it
seriously i very bu xiang qu when i heard dat she fever & not going.
after all she told me previously dat de last time there was tea session(which i missed cuz I was the sick 1, ironic? it was me den now its her), dat the uni students talked by themselves.
bt den i reassure myself, since i noe benson abit wad
so thought might be abit better
i think no doubt mine was better den yurong la
cuz at least when i 1st reached env building & saw de 4 uni interns, i saw benson so i went 2 ask him whether i was late
super suay ok. i prepare everything, ready and all, & confirm reach early de l0r
supposed 2 report at 915.
i planned 2 reach by 9
den early morning stomachache
rushed 2 northpoint toilet 2 shit
diaherra.
wad the?!
den anyway back 2 de topic
after dat the interns went 2 sit down 2 wait.
i dunno them so i stood a distance away
den benson come ask me yurong leh?
i say she sick not coming
den i think he oso dunno wad 2 say alr, den he "oh" den wander back 2 de uni interns
ahs
tell u
i was feeling really so lonely
those who noe me should noe luh, i canNOT keep my mouth shut 1
im like super duper noisy
(& jasper will agree 2 dat!! HAHA!! he always suan me de l0r!!)
*urhmph*
back 2 de topic
so basically
there were de interns & some other staff who went 4 de trip.
de staff noe each other so they talk by themselves, mostly
some came 2 talk 2 me once in awhile tho(:
but mostly i juz stand/sit there like mute.
man. i cannot tahan sia.
call me weak i oso dun care luh
i juz follow l0r
where they go i juz follow
actually in a sense i felt really hurt
really hurt by de fact dat i was sorta like treated like wallpaper
ignored
i noe,i noe.
i dunno u all
no reason 4 u all 2 talk 2 me & all
i didnt go talk 2 them cuz i felt it'll b very shameless liddat
they never come talk 2 u, u so thick skin go talk 2 them meh?
but i really felt very lonely
nobody 2 talk 2 at all
it really dampened my mood
after de trip i, myself, went back 2 tohtuck
alone
i can honestly say i teared at the mrt station
teared=de tears never flow out
felt so so so down
so outcast
bt i dun blame them. its not like i would go talk 2 some unknown girl standing a distance away if i had my own frenz rite?
but anyway thank God 4 benson oso
tho he mostly juz hang out wif his frenz
bt when sitting down 2 listen 2 ppt (ironic much?! i listen 2 ppt everyday in sch?!)
cuz de interns sit 1 row, left 1 seat
den de staff standing around but they noe each other ma
he look at de chair
den look at me
think he didnt really noe wad 2 do ba
should he sit dat chair? or sit another 1 so i wouldn't sorta like sit alone?
owells
juz shake head & smile & mouth 2 him "its ok"
den rush off 2 sit elsewhere l0r
if nt i so thickskin 2 force him sit wif me or something meh?
i dun even noe him well l0r, he close wif de rest wad
& liddat he no need 2 think wad 2 do ma.
he can an xin de sit wif his frenz.
den anyway went back tohtuck alr
didnt take lunch cuz stomach feeling blah
like i told ruth
i think gt 2 reasons
1 is cuz im so down dat it affect my stomach
another is cuz my diaherra i think
so i didnt
communicator put some note thr
benson came 2 ask me abt it
told him down cuz yurong never come de trip l0r
actually its more den dat
but didnt wanna tell him la.
its like telling him
"oh i felt left out 2day leh"
like indirectly saying them wad
& alot of other reasons as well de la.
i really dun blame them la
bt i still feel hurt leh
haiix!
this sucks!!
why do i always dream dream dream
den reality comes & breaks my dream
always hang my hope up high
then they get shot down & i haf 2 pretend its all alrite.
yurong was having fever so couldn't make it
seriously i very bu xiang qu when i heard dat she fever & not going.
after all she told me previously dat de last time there was tea session(which i missed cuz I was the sick 1, ironic? it was me den now its her), dat the uni students talked by themselves.
bt den i reassure myself, since i noe benson abit wad
so thought might be abit better
i think no doubt mine was better den yurong la
cuz at least when i 1st reached env building & saw de 4 uni interns, i saw benson so i went 2 ask him whether i was late
super suay ok. i prepare everything, ready and all, & confirm reach early de l0r
supposed 2 report at 915.
i planned 2 reach by 9
den early morning stomachache
rushed 2 northpoint toilet 2 shit
diaherra.
wad the?!
den anyway back 2 de topic
after dat the interns went 2 sit down 2 wait.
i dunno them so i stood a distance away
den benson come ask me yurong leh?
i say she sick not coming
den i think he oso dunno wad 2 say alr, den he "oh" den wander back 2 de uni interns
ahs
tell u
i was feeling really so lonely
those who noe me should noe luh, i canNOT keep my mouth shut 1
im like super duper noisy
(& jasper will agree 2 dat!! HAHA!! he always suan me de l0r!!)
*urhmph*
back 2 de topic
so basically
there were de interns & some other staff who went 4 de trip.
de staff noe each other so they talk by themselves, mostly
some came 2 talk 2 me once in awhile tho(:
but mostly i juz stand/sit there like mute.
man. i cannot tahan sia.
call me weak i oso dun care luh
i juz follow l0r
where they go i juz follow
actually in a sense i felt really hurt
really hurt by de fact dat i was sorta like treated like wallpaper
ignored
i noe,i noe.
i dunno u all
no reason 4 u all 2 talk 2 me & all
i didnt go talk 2 them cuz i felt it'll b very shameless liddat
they never come talk 2 u, u so thick skin go talk 2 them meh?
but i really felt very lonely
nobody 2 talk 2 at all
it really dampened my mood
after de trip i, myself, went back 2 tohtuck
alone
i can honestly say i teared at the mrt station
teared=de tears never flow out
felt so so so down
so outcast
bt i dun blame them. its not like i would go talk 2 some unknown girl standing a distance away if i had my own frenz rite?
but anyway thank God 4 benson oso
tho he mostly juz hang out wif his frenz
bt when sitting down 2 listen 2 ppt (ironic much?! i listen 2 ppt everyday in sch?!)
cuz de interns sit 1 row, left 1 seat
den de staff standing around but they noe each other ma
he look at de chair
den look at me
think he didnt really noe wad 2 do ba
should he sit dat chair? or sit another 1 so i wouldn't sorta like sit alone?
owells
juz shake head & smile & mouth 2 him "its ok"
den rush off 2 sit elsewhere l0r
if nt i so thickskin 2 force him sit wif me or something meh?
i dun even noe him well l0r, he close wif de rest wad
& liddat he no need 2 think wad 2 do ma.
he can an xin de sit wif his frenz.
den anyway went back tohtuck alr
didnt take lunch cuz stomach feeling blah
like i told ruth
i think gt 2 reasons
1 is cuz im so down dat it affect my stomach
another is cuz my diaherra i think
so i didnt
communicator put some note thr
benson came 2 ask me abt it
told him down cuz yurong never come de trip l0r
actually its more den dat
but didnt wanna tell him la.
its like telling him
"oh i felt left out 2day leh"
like indirectly saying them wad
& alot of other reasons as well de la.
i really dun blame them la
bt i still feel hurt leh
haiix!
this sucks!!
why do i always dream dream dream
den reality comes & breaks my dream
always hang my hope up high
then they get shot down & i haf 2 pretend its all alrite.
Sunday, March 14, 2010
was bored using my laptop
nothing 2 do
randomly decided 2 open de ppt folder thingie given 2 me by hrp during my bdae last year
(:
i was so touched by it!!
it hasn't been an easy holidays so far 4 me, but this really spurs me on!
to all who wrote in de ppt, really thank u all,u'know?
cuz some im really not very close 2, but i reading the words
really makes me feel so loved
真的!!
plus de song really makes me very touched too
it's a bdae song
a christian version?
here's the lyrics(:
shall highlight those which really touched me(:
Don't worry about that extra line
That's creeping up upon your face
It's just a part of nature's way
To say you've grown a little more
Trees have rings and thicker branches
Kids shoes get a little tighter
Every year we're getting closer to who we're gonna be
It's time to celebrate the story of how you've come to be
Happy birthday my friend
Here's to all the years we've shared together
All the fun we've had
You're such a blessing
Such a joy in my life
May the good Lord bless you
And may all your dreams come true
So light a candle on your cake
For every smile you've helped create
For every heart and every soul
You've known to grow a little more
A few more pounds, a little more grey
Don't count the years just count the way
It takes a little time to go from water into wine
Don't ever lose the wonder of the child within your eyes
Happy birthday my friend
Here's to all the years we've shared together
All the fun we've had
It's such a blessing
Such a joy in my life
May the good Lord bless you
And may all your dreams come true
[italics is the lyrics
bold-ed italics is those dat touched me
red italics is those dat really made me very loved]
xiexie much!!
really something which makes me stop & think(:
ps: i noe i should b sleeping now but owells
dun get 2 sleep late during weekends wad!
nothing 2 do
randomly decided 2 open de ppt folder thingie given 2 me by hrp during my bdae last year
(:
i was so touched by it!!
it hasn't been an easy holidays so far 4 me, but this really spurs me on!
to all who wrote in de ppt, really thank u all,u'know?
cuz some im really not very close 2, but i reading the words
really makes me feel so loved
真的!!
plus de song really makes me very touched too
it's a bdae song
a christian version?
here's the lyrics(:
shall highlight those which really touched me(:
Don't worry about that extra line
That's creeping up upon your face
It's just a part of nature's way
To say you've grown a little more
Trees have rings and thicker branches
Kids shoes get a little tighter
Every year we're getting closer to who we're gonna be
It's time to celebrate the story of how you've come to be
Happy birthday my friend
Here's to all the years we've shared together
All the fun we've had
You're such a blessing
Such a joy in my life
May the good Lord bless you
And may all your dreams come true
So light a candle on your cake
For every smile you've helped create
For every heart and every soul
You've known to grow a little more
A few more pounds, a little more grey
Don't count the years just count the way
It takes a little time to go from water into wine
Don't ever lose the wonder of the child within your eyes
Happy birthday my friend
Here's to all the years we've shared together
All the fun we've had
It's such a blessing
Such a joy in my life
May the good Lord bless you
And may all your dreams come true
[italics is the lyrics
bold-ed italics is those dat touched me
red italics is those dat really made me very loved]
xiexie much!!
really something which makes me stop & think(:
ps: i noe i should b sleeping now but owells
dun get 2 sleep late during weekends wad!
Friday, March 12, 2010
I TOTALLY NEED 2 BLOG THIS UP!! else i 4get ah, its sad
HAHAHA
1stly,
i shall take back everything i said abt "dat ntu guy"
hahas i said he intimidate me cuz he's smart & all dat,& said dat i rather nt be in de same office as him (cuz i feel v intimidated by him ma)
i TAKE IT BACK AH!!
nt like many noe it anyway, but o wells, for memory's sake anyway [when im old & gray i'll look back & laugh?(:]
ok anyway
the thing is
cuz we gt communicator over at where i work
den i oni gt 2 frenz in my list *grins*
arghs. means i need 2 say his name.
nvm
he wont so boliao google his name 2 see whether i say bad things abt him anot de
besides now im praising him
*grins*
(trying 2 persuade myself)
urhmphs
2day wasn't feeling go0d
so i put on my note in communicator: feeling vommit-ish and headache-ish=(
den he came 2 talk 2 me
ask me wanna see doc etc anot
(my reply was no cuz i took 2days mc last week alr, later they think i v slack, tho i AM)
den he went on 2 ask me wad i ate 4 brekkie (koko krunch wif milk)
he tell me try nt 2 take milk in de morn (i seldom do actually, but koko krunch aint nice dry)
hahas
urhmps
anyway dat portion was 2 point out how nice he is
next part~~
den rite
i still feeling blaah
den wah
dis is like de omg-iest part
he is SUPER NICE CAN?!
he told me
4 lunch he can help me buy food back 2 de office (cuz de coffeeshop is abt 1busstop away, need 2 walk ma)
so dat i can rest in de office, den eat in de office & rest again, dun need 2 like walk ard etcs ma
nice not?! superly cans?!
anyway didnt eat lunch in office cuz went elsewhere
blahblahblah
my stomach aint gd these few days.
i get hungry b4 lunch, lunch comes & i buy food, i eat abit & get nauseous & bloated, den dun finish my food, den abt 3++ i get hungry again
=(
okies anyway
reached back abt 4?
on com etcs
slacked
gt research oso la!
multitask~
den at abt 520
he communicator me 2 tell me work's ending
he said something along de lines of
"pack up, all your troubles will be gone"
think he meant my bad stomach & headache, cuz can go home rest etc ma
anyway
so i literally countdown de last 10mins plus?
btw did i mention he's my human alarm clock?
always reminding me (along wif raymond) dat its 530
hahahahahas=D
once he even came over 2 talk 2 me, den when i realised it was 530 he said ya, i came as an alarm clock reminder (or something along de lines of dat)
& after dat he ask me whether my stomach ok alr anot
o, & on de bus this woman infront of me had a spider in her hair
sms my sis telling her & she say "& u're still laughing abt it?"
HAHA made me laugh all de more cans?
cuz i was sitting
benson standing
so i typed out "eh..u see de woman infront of me..she gt a spider in her hair!!=x"
he see alr he went 2 stare at her hair
& he started laughin!!!
my gosh
he laugh ah, all my controlled laughter all burst out
after he stop laughing i still laughing-.-
HAHA
he went 2 prod de spider lightly
bt it didnt go off, was still on de woman's hair when we gt down
HAHA!!=x
okies
laughter mixed wif guilt?
=x finefine im mean=p
hahas my type of guy!! caring ok! should go 4 him
*urhmp*
HAHA!!
eh, im KIDDING OK!! read THIS!! IM KIDDING!!
hahahahahas=D
random post again.
HAHAHA
1stly,
i shall take back everything i said abt "dat ntu guy"
hahas i said he intimidate me cuz he's smart & all dat,& said dat i rather nt be in de same office as him (cuz i feel v intimidated by him ma)
i TAKE IT BACK AH!!
nt like many noe it anyway, but o wells, for memory's sake anyway [when im old & gray i'll look back & laugh?(:]
ok anyway
the thing is
cuz we gt communicator over at where i work
den i oni gt 2 frenz in my list *grins*
arghs. means i need 2 say his name.
nvm
he wont so boliao google his name 2 see whether i say bad things abt him anot de
besides now im praising him
*grins*
(trying 2 persuade myself)
urhmphs
2day wasn't feeling go0d
so i put on my note in communicator: feeling vommit-ish and headache-ish=(
den he came 2 talk 2 me
ask me wanna see doc etc anot
(my reply was no cuz i took 2days mc last week alr, later they think i v slack, tho i AM)
den he went on 2 ask me wad i ate 4 brekkie (koko krunch wif milk)
he tell me try nt 2 take milk in de morn (i seldom do actually, but koko krunch aint nice dry)
hahas
urhmps
anyway dat portion was 2 point out how nice he is
next part~~
den rite
i still feeling blaah
den wah
dis is like de omg-iest part
he is SUPER NICE CAN?!
he told me
4 lunch he can help me buy food back 2 de office (cuz de coffeeshop is abt 1busstop away, need 2 walk ma)
so dat i can rest in de office, den eat in de office & rest again, dun need 2 like walk ard etcs ma
nice not?! superly cans?!
anyway didnt eat lunch in office cuz went elsewhere
blahblahblah
my stomach aint gd these few days.
i get hungry b4 lunch, lunch comes & i buy food, i eat abit & get nauseous & bloated, den dun finish my food, den abt 3++ i get hungry again
=(
okies anyway
reached back abt 4?
on com etcs
slacked
gt research oso la!
multitask~
den at abt 520
he communicator me 2 tell me work's ending
he said something along de lines of
"pack up, all your troubles will be gone"
think he meant my bad stomach & headache, cuz can go home rest etc ma
anyway
so i literally countdown de last 10mins plus?
btw did i mention he's my human alarm clock?
always reminding me (along wif raymond) dat its 530
hahahahahas=D
once he even came over 2 talk 2 me, den when i realised it was 530 he said ya, i came as an alarm clock reminder (or something along de lines of dat)
& after dat he ask me whether my stomach ok alr anot
o, & on de bus this woman infront of me had a spider in her hair
sms my sis telling her & she say "& u're still laughing abt it?"
HAHA made me laugh all de more cans?
cuz i was sitting
benson standing
so i typed out "eh..u see de woman infront of me..she gt a spider in her hair!!=x"
he see alr he went 2 stare at her hair
& he started laughin!!!
my gosh
he laugh ah, all my controlled laughter all burst out
after he stop laughing i still laughing-.-
HAHA
he went 2 prod de spider lightly
bt it didnt go off, was still on de woman's hair when we gt down
HAHA!!=x
okies
laughter mixed wif guilt?
=x finefine im mean=p
hahas my type of guy!! caring ok! should go 4 him
*urhmp*
HAHA!!
eh, im KIDDING OK!! read THIS!! IM KIDDING!!
hahahahahas=D
random post again.
Thursday, March 11, 2010
my 2 alarm clocks at work:
RAYMOND & BENSON!!
HAHA!!
(:
i bet i'll miss every1 when my attachment ends=(
0uting wif my beloved w56k!!
ok, de clique la
=D
deanna, SP, ziguang pranked me!!
hmphs!
they all deny here deny there, but they sabo each other, so i g0t the full story by piecing everything 2gether
I ROCK BIG TIME!!
watched alice in wonderland!!
songzhi jasper dedrick are innocent parties
[bt i caused ziguang 2 fall down & hurt himself!! sorrie man!!=(
i'll let u bite my hand la ok?=D]
saw gerry jiejie!!(:
this is such a random post
oh rite
guys these days ah
ungentlemanly sia
ok mayb im sterotyping
dun care
listen 2 my story 1st
walking home
pathway oni enough space for 2 ppl 2 walk
de sides are muddy muddy
couple holding hands walking in my direction
guy walking same side of pavement as me
i refuse 2 move, continue walking infront see whether he will let me go anot
wth
bu shi nan ren
he juz continue walking
in de end i let a GUY walk, while i walk muddy ground
WTH?!
seriously!
excuse me?! wad kinda guy are u? & i dunno how u impressed dat gal beside u, tho i didnt see her face, bt who cares. u suck. BIG TIME.
RAYMOND & BENSON!!
HAHA!!
(:
i bet i'll miss every1 when my attachment ends=(
0uting wif my beloved w56k!!
ok, de clique la
=D
deanna, SP, ziguang pranked me!!
hmphs!
they all deny here deny there, but they sabo each other, so i g0t the full story by piecing everything 2gether
I ROCK BIG TIME!!
watched alice in wonderland!!
songzhi jasper dedrick are innocent parties
[bt i caused ziguang 2 fall down & hurt himself!! sorrie man!!=(
i'll let u bite my hand la ok?=D]
saw gerry jiejie!!(:
this is such a random post
oh rite
guys these days ah
ungentlemanly sia
ok mayb im sterotyping
dun care
listen 2 my story 1st
walking home
pathway oni enough space for 2 ppl 2 walk
de sides are muddy muddy
couple holding hands walking in my direction
guy walking same side of pavement as me
i refuse 2 move, continue walking infront see whether he will let me go anot
wth
bu shi nan ren
he juz continue walking
in de end i let a GUY walk, while i walk muddy ground
WTH?!
seriously!
excuse me?! wad kinda guy are u? & i dunno how u impressed dat gal beside u, tho i didnt see her face, bt who cares. u suck. BIG TIME.
Monday, March 8, 2010
Saturday, March 6, 2010
friday!
my long awaited hols!! even tho i really oni went work 3days dis week
actually my work really isnt dat boring
its de sitting-in-de-office-staring-at-computer-without-being-able-to-play-games dat makes me bored-.-
sorrie, even in rp facing lappy everyday im ok cuz i surf de net, msn, play metal slug, blahblahblah, and the list goes on
anyway
dis week i did go 2 quite a few places!!
& my v v v fav was going wif raymond
y? (btw he is like much older den me ok, so dun start thinking i gt some guy who's gonna be my potential crush etc)
anyway
de reason is cuz
i rode in a PUB van!!
WOAH!!
my 1st time ok! my 1st time ever in those kinda van!! where u sit highhigh 1=D
need 2 step on de side gt some step-like thing, den boost urself up den can sit!!
enjoyed it 2 de max!!
& of coz oso cuz in my office de person i most comfortable wif would b raymond alr
cuz he v crappy=D
& i was super excited throughout de ride luhh(:
he oso dun allow me ride motorbike-.-
cuz i always wanted
den he ask me i g0nna learn how 2 drive anot (car,he meant)
i say i wanna learn bike
he tell me those stuffs against bikes etc, like dangerous etcetc
while he was sending me 2 jurong east inter!!(:
he niice!! whenever he in office den 530 alr he'll pop over my table there & "bu yao hui jia ah?"
den i'll look at time
me: "nt yet wad"
him: "the computer timing slow la"
den once he went out 1st
so i thought he go off alr
slowly drag drag slowly pack my bag
turns out
when i walked out
he was outside waiting!!
omg=(
anyways
he dun allow me ride bike cuz he say recently gt de accidents thing
yea
=(
owells
& 2day there was this very smart looking girl who was presenting
wont talk abt wad she presented abt
but anyway
i really admire her sia!
i dunno
juz feel dat her presentation was awesome!! like really good ok!
& funnily enough, she reminded me of anna! my yr2sem1 rdna classmate!!
actually i feel they gt de same aura ard them leh
de kind of intellegent girl aura
& wont smile crazily like me 1
HAIYA! either u geddit or u dun la!! HAHA!! HOW 2 EXPLAIN?!
anyways
they both gimme de same feel
owells
lalala(:
i cant wait 4 genting trip!!
& melissa tan is booked next sunday!! HAHA!!^^
my long awaited hols!! even tho i really oni went work 3days dis week
actually my work really isnt dat boring
its de sitting-in-de-office-staring-at-computer-without-being-able-to-play-games dat makes me bored-.-
sorrie, even in rp facing lappy everyday im ok cuz i surf de net, msn, play metal slug, blahblahblah, and the list goes on
anyway
dis week i did go 2 quite a few places!!
& my v v v fav was going wif raymond
y? (btw he is like much older den me ok, so dun start thinking i gt some guy who's gonna be my potential crush etc)
anyway
de reason is cuz
i rode in a PUB van!!
WOAH!!
my 1st time ok! my 1st time ever in those kinda van!! where u sit highhigh 1=D
need 2 step on de side gt some step-like thing, den boost urself up den can sit!!
enjoyed it 2 de max!!
& of coz oso cuz in my office de person i most comfortable wif would b raymond alr
cuz he v crappy=D
& i was super excited throughout de ride luhh(:
he oso dun allow me ride motorbike-.-
cuz i always wanted
den he ask me i g0nna learn how 2 drive anot (car,he meant)
i say i wanna learn bike
he tell me those stuffs against bikes etc, like dangerous etcetc
while he was sending me 2 jurong east inter!!(:
he niice!! whenever he in office den 530 alr he'll pop over my table there & "bu yao hui jia ah?"
den i'll look at time
me: "nt yet wad"
him: "the computer timing slow la"
den once he went out 1st
so i thought he go off alr
slowly drag drag slowly pack my bag
turns out
when i walked out
he was outside waiting!!
omg=(
anyways
he dun allow me ride bike cuz he say recently gt de accidents thing
yea
=(
owells
& 2day there was this very smart looking girl who was presenting
wont talk abt wad she presented abt
but anyway
i really admire her sia!
i dunno
juz feel dat her presentation was awesome!! like really good ok!
& funnily enough, she reminded me of anna! my yr2sem1 rdna classmate!!
actually i feel they gt de same aura ard them leh
de kind of intellegent girl aura
& wont smile crazily like me 1
HAIYA! either u geddit or u dun la!! HAHA!! HOW 2 EXPLAIN?!
anyways
they both gimme de same feel
owells
lalala(:
i cant wait 4 genting trip!!
& melissa tan is booked next sunday!! HAHA!!^^
Friday, March 5, 2010
hahas,
reading my classmate's blog, i really do feel jealous
they're spending so much time 2gether having fun!!
dats y im jealous
=(
anyway, yesterday the office was quietttt
actually the office is often quiet, oni morning den noisy oni
den i gt cough ma
dun dare cough too loud
went out 2 cough + toilet
outside;
me:*MAJOR COUGH*
*echo of my cough*
me(excitedly): wah! gt echo!!
lucky very little ppl wandering ard=x
reading my classmate's blog, i really do feel jealous
they're spending so much time 2gether having fun!!
dats y im jealous
=(
anyway, yesterday the office was quietttt
actually the office is often quiet, oni morning den noisy oni
den i gt cough ma
dun dare cough too loud
went out 2 cough + toilet
outside;
me:*MAJOR COUGH*
*echo of my cough*
me(excitedly): wah! gt echo!!
lucky very little ppl wandering ard=x
Monday, March 1, 2010
class chalet!!(:
technically speaking its 3days2nites
22feb-24feb
but cuz i haf attachement so i can oni join them in de evenings
so 22feb evening & 23feb evening
=D
anyways
wont talk abt work cuz im nt supposed 2 share my experiences etcs (tho i personally still feel dat good experiences should b shared so it makes the company sound better)
anyways
i was real tired out from my work & stuffs
cuz im still adapting
so its tough cuz i hate adapting
but dats nt de point
i reached de chalet
& den jiawei was de 1st 2 see me
they were barbequeing already
went into de toilet 2 change & stuffs
changed slowly since i was real tired anyway=D
den came out & den i realised dat they made some food 4 me already, cuz they knew i'd b tired from my attachment(:
awws~^^
& de food was good & piping hot!=D
eateateat
dedrick came even later den me
HAHA!!
thought he'd reach earlier, but i reach abit earlier den him oni la
he power la he
they putting more charcoal den he & jiawei holding metal thingie where u barbeque de food dat 1
den he stare at the crabstick
den he balance his side of de metal thingie wif 1 hand & used de other 2 pop a crabstick into his mouth
after dat he stare at de remaining crabsticks & used tongs 2 heat another up at the charcoal there & ate another
-.-
HAHA!!
little ppl came tho
less den expected
people who were there when i went on 1st nite
deanna, siewping(she went home & came back later), kerenia, ziguang, songzhi, jasper, brendan ks, jiawei, dedrick, liling, joan
yups=D
apparently sp & mable was coming 2nd nite or something i think, but in de end they didnt either.
anyways
1st nite was really slacking wif them, bbq, they drink
liddat l0r
i didnt drink at all
yups
2nd day was really bad 4 me actually
no comments on it tho
dinner was eating out
ate wif them,chicken rice
HAHA jasper praise me!!
(actually he didnt mean it as a compliment)
he was kajiaoing me
me: oi! dun kajiao me la i already eating de slowest!
him: OH! dui h0r! ni ren xiao, tou nao xiao, nian zhui ba ye xiao! (incase my han-yu-ping-ying is cmi, he said dat i small, brain small, even mouth oso small. he was trying 2 suan me actually.)
me: WAH!! eh u're de 1st person 2 say my mouth small leh!!
*happily grins @ him*
him: ur mouth where gt big?! (btw he was genuinely surprised at dat. but i take it as a compliment!! even if he didnt mean it 2 be!! HAHA!! he was trying 2 suan de fact dat everything abt me oso small & slow=D)
HAHAHAHAHA!!
i gt complimented by mister dao!!
nt easy ok! worming a compliment outta him is like shaving a lion wif a rusty shaver
=x
HAHA!!
later he kill me=x
he kept telling me he wont book hotel 4 me 4 de genting trip
so i g0 there den no room 2 sleep in
BAD RITE
after we went back 2 de chalet it was slacking again!!=D
watchedt tv etcs
cuz i was superly tired, i lie down on de mattress=D
& my nicenice considerate classmates noticed dat & i think they lowered their volume abit
=D
den was pics time!
took a few pics oni tho
den went 2 take my bag
jasper & kerenia & siewping were in de room i think
den dunno how, talk until something else
den dat jasper help me predict stuffs using poker cards
SUPER FUNNY!!
cuz kerenia say quite accurate 1
so i kaypoh so ask him help me
blahblahblah
knowing he like such a "nice" guy uh, he keep "haix" or shake head etcs
keeping us all in suspense sia
stupid guy
HAHA
den after dat went home
tired!!
but class chalet was FUN!!
next up:genting trip!! whoots!! wave goodbye 2 me on 8th apr!!=D
technically speaking its 3days2nites
22feb-24feb
but cuz i haf attachement so i can oni join them in de evenings
so 22feb evening & 23feb evening
=D
anyways
wont talk abt work cuz im nt supposed 2 share my experiences etcs (tho i personally still feel dat good experiences should b shared so it makes the company sound better)
anyways
i was real tired out from my work & stuffs
cuz im still adapting
so its tough cuz i hate adapting
but dats nt de point
i reached de chalet
& den jiawei was de 1st 2 see me
they were barbequeing already
went into de toilet 2 change & stuffs
changed slowly since i was real tired anyway=D
den came out & den i realised dat they made some food 4 me already, cuz they knew i'd b tired from my attachment(:
awws~^^
& de food was good & piping hot!=D
eateateat
dedrick came even later den me
HAHA!!
thought he'd reach earlier, but i reach abit earlier den him oni la
he power la he
they putting more charcoal den he & jiawei holding metal thingie where u barbeque de food dat 1
den he stare at the crabstick
den he balance his side of de metal thingie wif 1 hand & used de other 2 pop a crabstick into his mouth
after dat he stare at de remaining crabsticks & used tongs 2 heat another up at the charcoal there & ate another
-.-
HAHA!!
little ppl came tho
less den expected
people who were there when i went on 1st nite
deanna, siewping(she went home & came back later), kerenia, ziguang, songzhi, jasper, brendan ks, jiawei, dedrick, liling, joan
yups=D
apparently sp & mable was coming 2nd nite or something i think, but in de end they didnt either.
anyways
1st nite was really slacking wif them, bbq, they drink
liddat l0r
i didnt drink at all
yups
2nd day was really bad 4 me actually
no comments on it tho
dinner was eating out
ate wif them,chicken rice
HAHA jasper praise me!!
(actually he didnt mean it as a compliment)
he was kajiaoing me
me: oi! dun kajiao me la i already eating de slowest!
him: OH! dui h0r! ni ren xiao, tou nao xiao, nian zhui ba ye xiao! (incase my han-yu-ping-ying is cmi, he said dat i small, brain small, even mouth oso small. he was trying 2 suan me actually.)
me: WAH!! eh u're de 1st person 2 say my mouth small leh!!
*happily grins @ him*
him: ur mouth where gt big?! (btw he was genuinely surprised at dat. but i take it as a compliment!! even if he didnt mean it 2 be!! HAHA!! he was trying 2 suan de fact dat everything abt me oso small & slow=D)
HAHAHAHAHA!!
i gt complimented by mister dao!!
nt easy ok! worming a compliment outta him is like shaving a lion wif a rusty shaver
=x
HAHA!!
later he kill me=x
he kept telling me he wont book hotel 4 me 4 de genting trip
so i g0 there den no room 2 sleep in
BAD RITE
after we went back 2 de chalet it was slacking again!!=D
watchedt tv etcs
cuz i was superly tired, i lie down on de mattress=D
& my nicenice considerate classmates noticed dat & i think they lowered their volume abit
=D
den was pics time!
took a few pics oni tho
den went 2 take my bag
jasper & kerenia & siewping were in de room i think
den dunno how, talk until something else
den dat jasper help me predict stuffs using poker cards
SUPER FUNNY!!
cuz kerenia say quite accurate 1
so i kaypoh so ask him help me
blahblahblah
knowing he like such a "nice" guy uh, he keep "haix" or shake head etcs
keeping us all in suspense sia
stupid guy
HAHA
den after dat went home
tired!!
but class chalet was FUN!!
next up:genting trip!! whoots!! wave goodbye 2 me on 8th apr!!=D
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